LOGINThe next morning, Shay woke up earlier than necessary, feeling unrested.
Probably because she spent most of the night overthinking about that moment with Ivan Belov. And even after hours of doing that, she had no clue of what had happened. Not really. She wasn't entirely sure of whether Belov took her to the woods because he was attracted to her and wanted to do something like... kissing her. Or if he had wanted to bite her. And drink all of her blood. It was terribly confusing because she had heard things before. About vampires and their bizarre sexual acts involving biting and blood sucking. It was a normal thing for them, so what was exactly what Belov was intrigued about? Shay's body or Shay's blood? Or both at the same time? "Fuck," Shay groaned when she realized she couldn't continue thinking about that. She had to leave her room, she didn't want to be late for breakfast. She also didn't want to see Belov while her mind was a mess, but still, Shay would rather face an awkward situation than to be late to something, so she put on her sneakers and left the dorm building. "Morning," Adrian murmured in a sleepy voice as soon as Shay sat at their table. He already had food in front of him, so he had arrived even earlier than her. Maybe Adrian was more committed to this whole thing. Maybe the cameras would capture that, plus the situation in the woods, and conclude that Shay wasn't committed enough. That she was too busy having a crush on a vampire to have what it takes. "Morning," Shay responded, then smiled at the staff member bringing her breakfast, "Thank you." "Did you know vampires don't have breakfast? That's something I just learned," Adrian continued talking as he ate his eggs, "Because they don't always sleep. So last night, while we were sleeping, they were just... around. Doing things. Being weird. Drinking blood." "Oh..." "And they also know each other already, because all of them except for one have been here before," he went on, blue eyes full of suspicion, "Don't you think that's unfair? And, like, cheating?" "A little, yes," Shay nodded, starting to eat, "But also nothing to worry about. How good can they be, if they were here before and didn't make it? If they didn't have what it takes back then, they probably still don't." Adrian stared into her eyes for a couple of seconds in total silence, then a big smile started to grow. "You're funny," he said, like he couldn't believe it. And before he could say anything else, one of the werewolf girls arrived to the table, "Hey. Good morning." "Good morning," the girl mumbled, looking distraught. Her eyes were huge and her eyebrows pulled down in something like distress, "Uhm... just so you guys know, Greta got expelled yesterday." Greta, the other werewolf girl, the one from Lithuania. Shay's mouth fell open in surprise. "No way!" Adrian exclaimed, so hard, it echoed through the hall, "Why?! How?" "I don't know," the french girl shrugged, "I heard a loud commotion last night, around midnight. Someone went to Greta's bedroom and told her to leave, I guess. She complained and cried a lot, then left." "I can't fucking believe it," Adrian growled, "I didn't want the first to leave to be a wolf. Now they outnumber us." The three of them fell into a tense silence. It wasn't good that one of them already got booted off. On the first day. Maybe it meant the girl was too weak. Or maybe young wolves weren't ready for Enlightenment. Shay's face crumpled at the thought and when she looked up again, she found the girl's eyes. She didn't remember her name, but... it was something with an H. She was intense and focused. Had not said a single word until this moment. "One of us has to win," the girl stated, just as intense as she looked, "I don't like the vamps." "Me neither," Adrian followed. Shay simply nodded, "We can help each other train and get better. Are you good with energy pulses?" "The best in all of France," she scoffed, prideful, "Are you?" "Hell yeah. The best in all of Canada," Adrian repeated and winked at her, then both of them looked at Shay at the same time, "Are you?" "According to these people, yes," Shay shrugged. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* For the next seven days, Shay avoided Ivan Belov as much as the vampire avoided her. They always stood as far away from each other as possible and tried their hardest not to make eye contact during practice. Although, Shay felt eyes on her neck sometimes and she could tell it was him. She didn’t understand exactly why she was so attuned to everything he did, but she definitely was. Nobody else had been expelled in a whole week, which made all the vamps turn into cocky assholes. Especially Ivan, who loved to taunt them by calling them 'dogs' and saying it was a matter of time before they all left. He could be really mean and exasperating, mostly towards Adrian. "Shut the fuck up, Belov!" Adrian growled, finally losing his temper after several comments thrown his way. He took a few aggressive steps towards the vampire. Shay could tell he was ready to fight, so she decided to break the tension herself. At this point, she knew the instructors were not going to do anything to stop the altercation. They were here to coach them in their energetic powers, not break fights. "What? I did not lie. You will be the next to go," Ivan continued, with a mean smile, "You are the weakest link... goodbye." "Can you stop being an asshole for five minutes?" Shay complained, looking him in the eye for the first time all week. She was stopping Adrian by the chest right now, but she could tell it wouldn't be easy to hold him back if Ivan kept going with his incessant chirping. "Mmmm," Ivan acted like he was thinking about it, "No, I do not think so." Shay knew him well enough by now to believe it, so she decided to turn to her friend completely. Adrian was a good guy, but more of a hot-head than anyone she had met before. That was his biggest weakness. "Don't let him be the reason you leave," Shay said. Adrian took a big breath and finally moved those big blue eyes to Shay, "Who cares what a vampire thinks of you? All he does is smoke and drink blood. He won't win this. He's too old." "Ah, Hart, you're being the asshole now. I'm not even the oldest vampire here. Anton was present during the medieval era," Ivan scoffed behind her. His voice sounded amused, "Back me up, Anton." "Bah, I don't care about you enough," Anton muttered, voice bored and raspy as hell, "Can we go back to work? This is boring me." "Yes, let's get back to what we're here for," Shay blurted out and pushed Adrian back to Helene. The second she grabbed his arm, he started to calm down for real. Shay returned to Ivan before he decided to continue, looking directly at him for the first time since that first day in the woods. She looked up, not allowing herself to get intimidated by his height, "Riling people up won't get you anywhere. It only makes you less worthy of Enlightenment." "Fine," Ivan relented, rolling his eyes and taking a few steps back, "But you're going to be my next partner." "Huh? What about me?" Deanna—Ivan's blonde friend who was always around him— whined, "You're my partner." "You can partner up with the instructor now," he shrugged, ignoring her completely. Then he pointed at Shay and whistled, "You're with me now, puppy. Come." "Don't fucking whistle at me," she growled, walking Ivan's way mostly to stop him from doing that, whistling like Shay was a real dog. It was extremely insulting. But she went.Ivan lifted himself up and got completely on top of Shay to study her deeper. The pretty puppy was literally about to cry just thinking about it."Can you confirm with your wolf, however that works? Maybe she'll actually find it hot," Ivan pushed and saw Shay avert her eyes, then swallow harder, "Yes or no?""Uhm, yeah. She... I think she'll like it," Shay finally said. God, she was terrible at lying, "Can you stop bringing it up now? I don't find it sexy, not even a little bit."Ivan sighed, then looked back at the cooler with the warm blood.He wanted it so bad, he did not understand how that could possibly come across as cheating. It's not like Ivan would be biting another wolf, that was dumb.And Shay was playing games, she was not planning on actually killing him. Even if she had the intention, it was clear she wouldn't be able to go through with it, and then it would just be dangerous.If Shay didn't fight back, Ivan would consume her.That was unacceptable."You know what? Mayb
Ivan's fangs started itching as soon as the realization hit, all his instincts awakening and telling him to drink it. Now.There was a reason why this packet had a straw. It was not meant to be fuel. It was a treat, a delicacy. He had to taste it with his tongue and savor it. Every drop."What is it?" Shay asked, still not getting it."Uh... it's nothing," Ivan murmured and stared at it like an addict would a syringe filled with his substance of choice. He hadn't had werewolf blood since Erika, sixteen years ago. But even then, he had never craved it as bad as he craved it right now.Fucking Sera. She knew exactly what she was doing."It's obviously not nothing. Let me see," Shay insisted."I... it’s dumb," Ivan murmured, but he wasn't able to stop Shay from grabbing the boxed blood. Ivan almost hissed at her for that."Werewolf?" Shay read, with a confused frown, "Does it mean it's for me or...""No. It's for me," Ivan muttered and grabbed it back before something happened to it.Iva
Ivan had never really been jealous about the hybrid… however, he had been annoyed at the thought of him liking Shay, and then the two of them living together in Luxe City, probably forming some romantic relationship at some point. But now that Ivan had actually met Lucas, that possibility felt a lot less likely.Shay wouldn't be into him. Ivan was almost sure of it.The kid was smaller than Shay and wouldn't be able to give her what she needed. There was nothing to worry about there.They spent most of the day around him.Shay introduced him to her pack and, of course, they were nice to the kid. Helene gushed about how cute he was for the entire lunch and kept touching his hair. Adrian was his usual self too, asking him a million questions about Luxe City—most of which the kid couldn't even answer, because apparently they kept him in the dark about most things.After lunch, Ivan went to take a nap because the whole pack had decided to go to the gym together, and he could tell they wou
"What the hell, Shay?" he spat, probably embarrassed by that very obvious reaction, "I'm trying to give this little monster some perspective. Listen, your parents' relationship shouldn't be your concern. They have the right to do whatever they want.""I know that," Lucas murmured, lifting both hands to wipe his face roughly, "But it hurts. They're all I have, and now my dad is going to move to another house.""So now you'll have two houses in Luxe City and you're crying about it?" Ivan shook his head, "Kids these days are so ungrateful. Do you know what it takes to have even one house there?""God, Ivan. Stop now," Shay said, shaking her head as she walked over to Lucas. She had absolutely no idea what to say, but she wanted to give him some kind of comfort, so she wrapped her arms around him. Lucas froze for one second, then immediately melted into the hug, "I'm sorry that's happening. I would feel very sad too, if my parents decided to get divorced.""Like it's your business too?" I
"Thanks for the offer, but I think it's best if I just don't do that. I'll keep to myself, that's okay. I'm not… I don't really need a pack anyway," Lucas shrugged.Shay wanted to freak out, but she forced herself to stay cool."Well, the offer is still open for you. We come here at five in the morning and run for a while. It's fun. To be honest, it's the most fun thing about this place. Sera kinda lied to you," Shay murmured, finally making Lucas chuckle."No, she'll try to make it fun for me," he said, like he knew he could trust her, "But no, I really shouldn't. I'm just going to scare you and your pack. They won't take it well. I've been told unenlightened wolves aren't good with things that are different.""They will take it well or they'll have to deal with me," Shay stated, knowing she wouldn't let her friends make an outsider feel unwelcome, "I'm their Alpha. And you, coming here as a half-wolf… you're kind of in my territory, you know? So I'm technically your Alpha too. If I
Ivan was annoyed and intrigued at the same time. He knew the presence of that monster baby was going to shake things up, and he—for once in his fucking life—didn't want anything to change.Sera and Ivan waited in silence for about three minutes, until they heard the front door of the building opening and closing. Sera only relaxed once Shay and Lucas walked away, but Ivan spoke first."If you steal the little time I have with Shay because of that monster baby, I'm going to burn this place down," he threatened. He wasn't even sure if he was exaggerating or not.Sera took a deep breath and lifted a hand to run it over her bald head."What is even happening?""This was unexpected, alright? It was never in the plans. Yesterday, Lucas got bad news and his temperament flared up in a way we've never seen before. He wanted to leave the city. The council agreed because chaos is not welcome," Sera explained, then pulled a phone out of her tailored pants to check a text that had just pinged. She
The first day went by easier than she expected. She was introduced to the other three werewolves in the program. Two other women and one man, all from different parts of the world. They were not exactly friendly, but she understood why.There was only one spot available for Luxe City. Only one novi
Shay Hart had imagined this moment hundreds of times. Stepping onto the campus of the Enlightenment Program, the prestigious academy built to shape simple creatures into higher beings.Enlightened beings.She pictured it grand, serene... maybe even gothic and scary. Instead, she was greeted by a mo
She wanted to go after him and ask more questions. She hated how confused Ivan made her every time he opened his mouth. Everything about him was a big confusing question mark. Because, why would he coach his opponent, possibly the strongest one in here? Shay was being realistic when she said th
"Are we all ready to continue with the next evaluation?" the female instructor asked, completely unshaken by the fifteen minute long interruption, "We are going to work on reaction assessment now. One partner stands still, the other throws an energy pulse. We'll measure reaction and response." Sha







