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It's complicated

Author: Riel
last update publish date: 2026-06-03 21:34:12
…And they don't always fix what grief breaks.

The fire pops softly.

I still haven't said anything.

Still couldn't bring myself to answer.

Damon studies me from across the fire.

I release a slow breath.

"It's complicated,” I say finally.

His gaze doesn't leave mine.

"Most things are."

I huff out a frustrated breath.

Fair.

For a second, I consider lying. Maybe finding something more believable this time.

But something about the quietness of the night makes the lie feel exha
Riel

So updates for June has officially started. Tomorrow would be 4 chapters. And then after that two chapters or more. Thanks for the patience guys. And to everyone who commented and supported this book, I really appreciate it and everytime I see a comment or any form of support, I can't help but smile and become all giddy. And Anabee, I see all your comments and I really appreciate it and the review. I left a reply to the review. so please go check it out. Thank you all. I can't say how appreciative I am. stay safe and have a nice day.

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