MasukEnid’s POV
The party after the wedding blooms all around me. It is perfunctory because Cassian and I know what we are. We know what this wedding is.
Since all of this started, not once have I asked him what he stands to gain from us getting married. I have been so fixated on myself and teaching Adrian a lesson that I have failed to ask why he agreed to go on that blind date.
And why he told my mother that I didn’t come.
The guests are only a handful, a little more than those at the courthouse earlier today. I am seated in the dining room of the little villa rented for the party. Cassian is laughing with the witness from the courthouse, but it doesn't reach his eyes.
Like the last time, there seems to be a weight on his shoulders. I wish I could just…
I stop myself. It is none of my business.
"Hey," the girl from the courthouse comes to sit next to me. "Congratulations." She passes me a glass of sparkling wine, and I don't think twice before bringing it up to my lips. I know no one from this world, but I feel like I can trust them.
If I am not going to consider what happened last night. I am so sure I heard his voice at the other end of the door, and then, when he pushed it open, I saw his eyes. Was I hallucinating? The doctor said I came into the hospital myself, but why can't I remember that?
And amnesia?
How on earth!
“Thank you,” I murmur, despite all the thoughts raging through me, pulling me further into the arms of confusion.
“I’m Maria,” he says. “And that man talking to Cassian is my husband, Lucas. We have been married a little over two years now, and he is your husband’s best friend.”
My husband. Sounds so foreign. Yet, it is the world I have decided to accept for myself.
“It is nice meeting you, Maria,” I breathe. “You are so pretty. And thank you for coming around for the wedding.”
“I will do anything for Cassian.” I can tell that she means every bit of that. “We have been friends for ages, and I like to think I know everything about him. And you will come to love him and his daughter the way we all love him.”
“Cassian has a daughter?” This just keeps getting more complicated.
She angles her head. “He didn’t tell you?”
“Well, we have not exactly had time to talk.” I feel the heat patches rise to both sides of my face, and I pull my gaze away. Now that I think about it, we both know nothing about each other, except the fact that we are both victims of a blind date.
Or in this case, I am a victim while he willingly walked into it, courtesy of my mother.
“I am sure you will figure it out,” Maria urges, smiling sweetly at me. But there is something else in her gaze as she scoots closer to me. “But Enid, be careful. I know Cassian is….he is a lot. When you feel something is odd, just call me.”
“Why would I feel something is odd?”
Her lips move, but her husband motions to her in that moment. Giving me a cautious smile, she gets on her feet and floats in his direction, leaving me to my thoughts again.
But not for long, as the door opens and a stranger strides in. He is tall, but not as tall as Cassian. His presence seems to fill the space, like he isn't used to blending in the background. No one pays him any attention when he strides past.
It seems he is looking for someone, but his search stops when he finds me.
Navigating the little crowd and heading in my direction, I wonder who he is and what he is here for. He definitely does not look like a doctor, but could he be from the hospital, to remind me of the drugs I did not pick up earlier today because I was in such a rush to get to my wedding?
The doctor said it was from something I ate yesterday, but I am fine. I don’t need the drugs. And talking about the hospital, I make a mental note to talk to my mother about the amnesia claim, still certain there is a mix-up somewhere.
“Can I sit here?” he asks when he gets close, motioning to the seat Maria just got up from. I nod, watching as he plops into it.
He says nothing, his gaze fixated on the crowd in front of him. I take a sip out of my wine, the silence getting louder.
Too loud.
I shift uneasily in my seat. “Are you one of Cassian’s friends?”
He looks at me then. “No.”
“Okay,” I nod, returning to my wine. Maybe one of Lucas’ then.
“This is weird,” he finally murmurs, chuckling awkwardly.
I turn to look at him. “What is?”
“You don’t show up for one night and then, the next, I hear that you are married. Nothing could have prepared me for it.”
I sit up at once, narrowing my eyes in his direction. “What do you mean by you don’t show up for one night?”
“I’m Thane,” he breathes.
Thane. The man my mother said was my blind date. She wasn’t joking?
“You are…:”
He nods. “I waited for you that day at the diner, but I never saw you. I thought…I thought you just changed your mind and decided I wasn’t worth it.”
"Wait a minute!" I whisper, feeling a migraine coming on. I have had to process too much information in only a short amount of time, so I feel like I am crashing. "If you are Thane, my blind date, who did I just get married to?"
He shrugs. "That is the same thing I would love to know, too."
ENIDI blink.Check on me?Cassian?I open my mouth to ask a thousand questions, but only one comes out:“Why are you acting like this?”He freezes.His eyes meet mine.And for the briefest second, I swear I see fear. It was entirely different from the fear I saw in his eyes when Lia was sick.Before I can press further, he turns away.“Rest, Enid,” he says quietly. “Please.”Please.He’s gone before I can form a reply.The door closes softly behind him.I sink onto the bed, my chest tight and my mind buzzing.Cassian Dorne cared today.Really cared.Maybe too much.And even though confusion twists my stomach… even though I know he’s hiding something…I can’t deny the raw, simple truth pressing through all of it. It felt good.It felt good to be cared for by him.Too good.Dangerously good.And I don’t know what to do with that.The next day, Maria arrives at the house like a hurricane.I barely make it down the stairs before she gasps loudly, drops her purse onto the console table, a
ENIDThe first thing I feel is weight.Heavy, dull, pressing behind my eyes like a fist made of light.Then warmth.A steady warmth close to my hand… no, wrapped around it.I blink, slowly, as if my lashes are stuck together, and the white ceiling comes into focus, sterile, too bright, too quiet. A hospital ceiling.I inhale sharply, and the scent of disinfectant fills my lungs.Hospital. I’m in a hospital.Why? What happened?My heart rate spikes, and I turn my head. Everything feels slow, like the world is dragging a second behind me, and then I see him.Cassian. Sitting in the chair beside my bed.His elbows rest on his knees, his hands clasped tight, his head bowed as if he’s trying to hold himself together. His shoulders rise and fall with a slow, uneven breath. He’s still in the same clothes, but they’re wrinkled now, like he’s been here for hours, and his hair is messy.He looks exhausted.Worried. Terrified, even.I don’t think I’ve ever seen an expression like that on him. No
CASSIANOne second, she’s standing. Next, she’s collapsing.I catch her before her body hits the tile, but the weight of her unconsciousness knocks the air out of me. Her head falls against my chest, her skin frighteningly cold, her breathing shallow and uneven.“Enid… Enid!” My voice cracks, too loud in the quiet kitchen.Her eyes don’t open. Her fingers don’t move. Her body feels limp in a way no one’s body should ever feel.A cold, violent panic floods my bloodstream.No. No. No.Not her.I shift my hold and scoop her into my arms, cradling her against me as if gravity might steal her away if I loosen my grip even slightly.“Enid, stay with me,” I whisper harshly, breath shaking. “You hear me? Stay with me.”She doesn’t respond.My heartbeat slams against my ribs as I carry her through the hallway. My feet pound against the marble floor, every step a punch of adrenaline. I shout for the driver, for anyone, but the house is dead silent.Of course it is. Of course, she’d collapse whe
ENIDThe dream hits me so suddenly that for a moment, I can’t tell if I’m asleep or awake.I’m standing in a dimly lit room. There are warm lights.Soft music. Velvet curtains frame the walls.A scent, amber and something sweet, wraps around me like smoke.I’m wearing a mask.A black, laced masquerade mask that covers half my face, delicate and strangely familiar against my skin. My breath echoes behind it, shallow, uneven.Across from me, there’s a man.Tall. Broad shoulders. His face is shadowed, like the light refuses to touch him. But his presence fills the room, quiet, commanding, magnetic in a way that makes my skin prickle.He steps closer, slow and deliberate, until the heat of his body brushes mine.My pulse stutters. I should step back. I should question this. I should say something.But I can’t.Because it all feels too real. Too intimate. Too familiar.Like déjà vu buried deep inside a memory I’ve never allowed myself to remember.He lifts a hand, brushing a strand of hair
ENIDCassian’s coldness isn’t new.But this… this is different.It’s been almost a week since the lunch with Thane, and Cassian hasn’t said a single unnecessary word to me. Not even a glance. Not even a flicker of acknowledgment. It’s as if I’ve turned invisible, like some ghost haunting his mansion, occupying space but never quite existing.But that’s not what bothers me.What bothers me is that I can feel him avoiding me.If I walk into a room, he leaves. If I enter the kitchen for tea, he suddenly remembers he has a call. If our eyes accidentally meet in a hallway, he looks away immediately, jaw tight, shoulders stiff.And for reasons I can’t explain, it stings more than it should.I’m standing in the kitchen now, pouring hot water into a mug, when Maria texts me:Maria: How’s Cassian?Me: Distant.Maria: More than usual?Me: Way more.Maria: …do I want to ask why?Me: I don’t even know.Which is partially a lie.Because I do know.He saw me with Thane. But I don’t understand why h
CASSIANI don’t remember leaving the restaurant.One moment I’m standing there, staring at Enid sitting across from Thane as if the universe is mocking me, and the next I’m outside on the pavement.My driver says something, holds the car door open, but his voice sounds far away. Muffled. Like I’m underwater.“Sir?”I blink and climb into the backseat.“Home or the office?”“The office,” I say immediately.Home is dangerous. Home means walking through hallways where her perfume lingers. Jasmine and vanilla. Soft and subtle, but sharp enough to cut through me every time. Home means passing her closed door and wondering if she’s awake. Wondering if she hates me. I wonder why I give a damn.So I chose the office.I spend the next three days buried in meetings, unnecessary ones, repetitive ones, ones my assistant gently reminds me I’ve already attended this quarter. I don’t care. I need the noise. The distraction.Anything but the image of her sitting with Thane.Her hair fell over her sho







