Chapter 6

Shelbys POV

Its been a couple days since talking to Ricky. I asked Ms Andonite if it was ok if i went home for a couple days. Of course she said yes, i check in with her daily to see how everything was going. I heard from a friend that they saw Ricky with a girl around the track this past weekend.

That is part of the reason i have been staying away cause i donrt want my heart to be broken again. But today is the day i will be returning to the Andonite house to atleast hang out with Ellie.

I knock once i get there, it didnt feel right to just walk in anymore Ricky might have company and i didnt want to walk in on them. The door swings open and Ms Andonite pulls me into a hug.

"Shelbs you know you dont have to knock when youn come here" she says dragging me in to the house.

As i expected there sat Ricky sitting on the couch making out with a blonde that i couldnt see her face. I turned and followed Ms Andonite into the kitchen. At this point i am ready to grab my things from the guest room and bolt. I know that Ellie isnt even here she went to therapy.

"I cant stay long" i inform her. I really had no other reason to leave other then because of ricky.

"Okay hunny, are you feeling okay you look pale" she asks me handing me a bottle of water.

"Yes im fine i just have a big test coming up. I am just going to run upstairs and grab my things" I say jumping up from my seat. I wipe my tears and hope she doesnt notice. 

When i get to the guest room its hard to miss Rickys moans coming from the room next door. I could never come back here. Ellie was doing better and i could call her over the phone to check on her. Hell she could even come and see me. But i will never show my face here again. 

I hear him moan again and i sob. This is rediculous, did he not know i was coming here today. I keep stuffing my belongings into my bags. I turn to look around making sure i had no reason to ever come back. I never wanted to see Ricky Andonites stupids face again.

I grab my bag and turn to leave almost bumping into Ricky and his blonde bimbo in the hall.

"Hey Shelbs in a hury or something. Wait why are you crying" he says reaching for me with his good arm. But i am quicker then him, i run down the stairs and out the front door without a word. Tossing my bag into the back seat of my car. I get in and when i finaly look at the front door Ricky is there looking confused. 

I leave and dont bother to look back i needed to leave and not look back there is no way he felt the same way about me.

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Its been 2 weeks sine i packed my thing at the Andonite's house and the only contact i had with any of them was when i checked on Ellie. She was doing alot better she told me she didnt like Ricky's new girlfriend her names was Katie.

I didnt have the heart to tell here i didnt care to know anything about him or her. He is going to physical therapy and seems to be recovering well he has been even going to the race shop.  From what Ellie has told me the car he wrecks was junk and they have been working on building a new one.

I am waiting for the right time to tell her i wont be going to anymore races. She is supposed to come over tommorow and i was going to talk to her about it. I feel bad because i know she wont go without me.