Masuk"If I touched you, you’d never go back to him." Arden's words rang in my head. My breath caught. Now that I was out of the palace, nothing stood between us. No gilded cages. No cameras in every corner. No Ivana breathing down my neck. Nothing to stop him from making good on those words. And the worst part? A traitorous part of me was curious. What if he was right? Arden was Richard’s brother. The wrong man. The forbidden man. And yet my body betrayed me. My heart beat harder just thinking about him. My lips tingled at the memory of his voice, his smirk, the way his eyes had lingered on me like he saw everything I tried to hide.
Lihat lebih banyakCassandra's POV
The royal doctor’s office smelled of antiseptic and silence. I sat on the edge of the plush leather chair, my fingers twisting around the strap of my purse, nerves buzzing through my body like static.
Year four.
Four years of waiting. Of hoping. Of missing my period, clutching tests, and praying. And every single time, the results had been negative.
It wasn’t just disappointment anymore. It was erosion.
My marriage. My heart. My dignity.
Richard had grown distant, as if each failed pregnancy pulled him one step further from me. We were still married, but the word wife had become more ceremonial than real. Divorce wasn’t permitted in the royal circle. So we stayed together, sinking, each of us chained to a vow neither wanted anymore.
The door opened.
“Good afternoon, Lady Valemont. Sorry to keep you waiting.”
Dr. Reynold entered with my file in hand. He smiled, but his eyes carried the kind of concern that always came before bad news.
My stomach twisted. You never really got used to this. The ache of waiting for words that might ruin you. But still, I hoped. Always.
He sat across from me. “You need to take it easy, Your Highness. There’s no harm in continuing to try, but I admit I was surprised to see you today. I thought you and your husband agreed to take a break. And I don’t recall administering any IVF this cycle. What makes you think you’re pregnant?”
My throat tightened. “I missed my period. It’s been three weeks. At first I thought it was hormones again, but I need to be sure.”
He nodded. “Very well. We’ll take a blood sample. The lab tech isn’t in yet, so the result will be ready tomorrow.”
Tomorrow. Another endless night.
I didn’t even flinch when the nurse came in with the tray. After years of needles, I barely felt them anymore.
Richard didn’t come with me. He hadn’t in a long time. At first he missed one appointment, then another, until he stopped pretending altogether.
I left the palace clinic with nothing but hope pressed tight against my ribs.
Diana was waiting when I returned. She always was. My handmaid, yes, but more than that, the one constant in a life where loyalty was currency no one seemed willing to pay.
“How did it go?” she asked softly as she helped me slip into the bath.
“I won’t know until tomorrow,” I murmured.
Her sigh was quiet, but it carried the weight of years. “Do you think His Highness will be coming home tonight?”
I shrugged. “I barely know what he does these days.”
“It’s unfair.”
“Don’t let it trouble you, Diana. At least I still have you.”
Her smile was sad but warm. “Always, my lady.”
At least I wasn’t completely alone.
But I was lonely.
Pain had become so familiar, I wore it like perfume. The palace was beautiful, but beauty was nothing when it was filled with silence.
That night, Richard came home.
He didn’t announce himself. He just slipped into our bed like a stranger seeking warmth. His hands were hungry, his mouth desperate.
I didn’t stop him. His presence was rare these days, and rarer still was his touch. I took what I could get, even if it wasn’t love anymore.
His kisses reminded me of who he used to be, the boy who once made me laugh at court banquets, the man who had whispered forever into my ear when we were young and foolish enough to believe in it.
And for a fleeting moment, I let myself believe again.
When it was over, I lay on his chest, listening to the beat of a heart that wasn’t mine anymore. His fingers threaded through my hair.
“I didn’t know you’d be back tonight,” I whispered.
“Hmmn,” he replied.
That sound wasn’t an answer. It was avoidance.
I sat up, searching his face. “What is it?”
He caught my hand. “I’ve loved you for a long time, Sandra. You mean the world to me.”
It sounded like love, but I knew better.
“You know how much I want to be the crowned prince of Eldenwald,” he continued, voice steady, almost rehearsed. “But our childless situation is… a problem.”
Ivana. His mother’s voice echoed through him.
I thought about telling him about the doctor’s visit, the test, the fragile hope I clutched like a lifeline. But I didn’t.
“No one wants a king without an heir. The court thinks you’re barren.”
The slap left my palm stinging, the echo bouncing off the walls.
How dare he.
How dare he call me barren after every blood test, every failed IVF, every miscarriage that left me broken and bleeding.
It wasn’t me alone. It was him too. His low sperm count had forced us into IVF in the first place. But who carried the pain? Who carried the shame? Me.
I might not have carried a child to term, but I wasn’t barren. I was still here. Still fighting. Still hopeful.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, pulling me back into his arms. “I know it’s hard. But let’s face it, ”
“Face what?” I cut in, my voice sharp. “Skip the soft words and say it.”
“Nothing,” he muttered. “I’m just telling you how I feel.”
It wasn’t truth. It was half a confession, choked down before it reached his lips.
“My brothers will be in court next week,” he said after a moment. “I need your father’s support. Most people think Father plans to crown Arden, but many oppose it. His mother was a commoner.”
I stayed silent. I didn’t care. If I had my way, Arden would be crowned. He was the rightful heir, the first son. But in Eldenwald, birthright meant less than influence.
“Your mother thinks your father will only listen to you,” Richard continued. “She asked me to have you speak with him tomorrow.”
Of course she did. My father had always been Ivana’s pawn. And through me, she got what she wanted.
Then Richard said, “No matter what happens… your position as queen will never be threatened. You won’t be replaced. I promise.”
I frowned. “Why would that even be a concern?”
He glanced away, just for a second. But it was enough.
“You know… as King, people may present their daughters. To help produce an heir. Because of your condition.”
I laughed. Bitter. Ugly. “You mean our condition.”
He didn’t deny it.
“So tell me,” I pressed. “Have they presented someone already? Is that what tonight was? Your desperate kisses, your sudden warmth, was it a bribe, Richard?”
“No. Not at all. Just… saying.”
I straightened, my voice cold. “Listen carefully. If you betray me, you won’t keep anything you gained through me. Don’t think I make idle threats. No one is invincible. Not even a king.”
He smiled faintly, trying to disarm me, drawing me back into his arms like he always did.
“You’re too hot-tempered for your own good, Cassandra. You’ll always have my heart. Always and forever, remember?”
But I didn’t answer.
Because no matter how soft his words were, I could feel it.
The crown was all he saw now.
And love had slipped through his fingers.
By the time he fell asleep beside me, my body was still, my eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling gilded with gold leaf.
I had no crown.
No child.Just silence.
And silence, I was beginning to realise, was the loudest betrayal of all.
Richard’s POVThe king rubbed his temples, his patience thinning. “Richard, listen to me. I understand your anger. But charging into your brother’s villa with armed men will only make matters worse. The press will have a field day, and the council, ”“Let them!” I snapped. “Let them write whatever they want. I’m tired of hiding behind protocol while he tears apart everything I built.”“You need to calm yourself.”“I can’t.” My voice cracked, the fury bleeding into desperation. “I can’t, Father. Every hour she spends in his house, she drifts further away. You don’t understand, she’s not like other women. When she decides to cut someone off, she never looks back. If I don’t act now, she’ll be gone forever.”For a long moment, there was silence.Then, softly, the king said, “I will speak to Arden.”I laughed bitterly. “Of course you will.”“Richard, ”“No!” I snapped. “You’ll talk, he’ll smile, and nothing will change. That’s how it’s always been. He breaks the rules, and you smooth them
Richard’s POVThe throne hall was almost empty when I entered.The guards at the door stiffened to attention, their eyes darting to the fury etched on my face. They didn’t dare speak. They only stepped aside as I strode past, my steps echoing through the vaulted corridor.I’d driven straight from my wing to the royal chambers, my thoughts a storm I couldn’t contain. I’d had enough, of silence, of patience, of pretending.I wanted answers. And I wanted my wife back.When I reached the antechamber, the king’s steward bowed deeply. “Your Highness, His Majesty is in his study, ”“I’ll see him now,” I said, brushing past.“But, Your Highness, ”“Now.”The double doors opened with a heavy groan, revealing my father seated behind his mahogany desk, surrounded by stacks of state papers and maps. The morning sun cut through the tall windows, bathing him in muted light. For a moment, he looked less like a king and more like a weary old man weighed down by too many years of duty.When he saw me
Richard’s POVFinally, I took a step back, my voice shaking but firm. “I will never forgive you for what you did to Cassandra. And I will make sure everyone knows the truth, that the queen consort orchestrated the destruction of one of the oldest noble houses for her own gain.”My mother stiffened. “You wouldn’t dare.”“Oh, I would,” I said coldly. “And I will. From this day forward, you are nothing to me. You are not my mother. Go and find someone else to manipulate. Someone else to poison. You’ve ruined enough lives here.”She stared at me, lips trembling, and for the briefest moment, she looked almost human. Then the mask returned, perfect and cold.“You will regret this, Richard,” she whispered.“Perhaps,” I said, stepping past her. “But not as much as I regret ever letting you near my marriage.”I had almost cleared the doorway when she said softly, “You’ve become just like your father.”I didn’t turn. “At least he had the decency to stop loving you.”I walked out.But Rachel ste
Richard’s POVThe palace looked different when I returned. Maybe it was the light, soft, gold, indifferent, or maybe it was me. Everything felt colder. The walls that had once been symbols of pride now pressed in like a tomb. I had left this afternoon believing I would come home with Sandra. I had rehearsed every word, every promise. I had even imagined the way her hand would feel in mine again.But the seat beside me was empty. And so was everything else.The driver stopped at the private entrance of my wing. I stepped out before he could open the door, the sharp click of my shoes echoing through the marble hall.Then I saw her.My mother.Standing right at the threshold of my wing like a vulture waiting for a corpse. Beside her were Rachel and the twins, perfectly dressed, perfectly still, as if the three of them were a family portrait come to life.My heart sank.“What are you doing here?” I asked, my voice clipped.My mother’s lips curved into that smile I had grown to despise,
Richard’s POVArden had crossed a line. It was one thing to meddle in politics, to whisper in the king’s ear, to play the perfect son. But this, this was personal. He was keeping my wife under his roof, under his watch, as though I were the intruder.“She’s my wife,” I muttered. “He has no right.”Lenard said nothing. The silence only made the anger grow louder in my head.“She’s my wife!” I slammed a fist against the table, the sound echoing through the room. “And he’s keeping her like a prisoner while pretending to be her saviour.”Lenard’s gaze dropped. “Your Highness… perhaps it’s best to wait. Arden is impulsive, yes, but he may have done it to prevent a scene. The press was already outside the gates. The situation was, ”“Don’t defend him,” I snapped. “He’s using her to spite me. He’s been doing it from the start.”Lenard hesitated. “Prince Richard, I understand your anger. I truly do. But Cassandra’s choices… they are not entirely his doing. She’s hurt. She believes she was bet
Richard’s POVThe palace walls gleamed under the sun as I strode toward the car. Every marble tile reflected fragments of my reflection, perfect, composed, regal. But beneath the polished surface, my chest burned with anticipation.Today was the day I would bring Sandra home.The thought alone made something twist deep in my stomach, hope, maybe. Or desperation. I wasn’t sure anymore. But I needed her back. I needed her laughter, her scent, her voice filling the hollow spaces of my house again. I needed to make her understand that what had happened wasn’t betrayal, not in the way she thought.I slid into the back seat, the door closing with a soft thud that sealed me into the silence of my own thoughts. The driver adjusted the rearview mirror, waiting for my nod before starting the engine.“To the Montclaire estate,” I said.“Yes, Your Highness.”The car eased into motion, gliding through the golden gates of the palace grounds. I leaned back, my gaze fixed on the passing city. The roa












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