"If I touched you, you’d never go back to him." Arden's words rang in my head. My breath caught. Now that I was out of the palace, nothing stood between us. No gilded cages. No cameras in every corner. No Ivana breathing down my neck. Nothing to stop him from making good on those words. And the worst part? A traitorous part of me was curious. What if he was right? Arden was Richard’s brother. The wrong man. The forbidden man. And yet my body betrayed me. My heart beat harder just thinking about him. My lips tingled at the memory of his voice, his smirk, the way his eyes had lingered on me like he saw everything I tried to hide.
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The royal doctor’s office smelled of antiseptic and silence. I sat on the edge of the plush leather chair, my fingers twisting around the strap of my purse, nerves buzzing through my body like static.
Year four.
Four years of waiting. Of hoping. Of missing my period, clutching tests, and praying. And every single time, the results had been negative.
It wasn’t just disappointment anymore. It was erosion.
My marriage. My heart. My dignity.
Richard had grown distant, as if each failed pregnancy pulled him one step further from me. We were still married, but the word wife had become more ceremonial than real. Divorce wasn’t permitted in the royal circle. So we stayed together, sinking, each of us chained to a vow neither wanted anymore.
The door opened.
“Good afternoon, Lady Valemont. Sorry to keep you waiting.”
Dr. Reynold entered with my file in hand. He smiled, but his eyes carried the kind of concern that always came before bad news.
My stomach twisted. You never really got used to this. The ache of waiting for words that might ruin you. But still, I hoped. Always.
He sat across from me. “You need to take it easy, Your Highness. There’s no harm in continuing to try, but I admit I was surprised to see you today. I thought you and your husband agreed to take a break. And I don’t recall administering any IVF this cycle. What makes you think you’re pregnant?”
My throat tightened. “I missed my period. It’s been three weeks. At first I thought it was hormones again, but I need to be sure.”
He nodded. “Very well. We’ll take a blood sample. The lab tech isn’t in yet, so the result will be ready tomorrow.”
Tomorrow. Another endless night.
I didn’t even flinch when the nurse came in with the tray. After years of needles, I barely felt them anymore.
Richard didn’t come with me. He hadn’t in a long time. At first he missed one appointment, then another, until he stopped pretending altogether.
I left the palace clinic with nothing but hope pressed tight against my ribs.
Diana was waiting when I returned. She always was. My handmaid, yes, but more than that, the one constant in a life where loyalty was currency no one seemed willing to pay.
“How did it go?” she asked softly as she helped me slip into the bath.
“I won’t know until tomorrow,” I murmured.
Her sigh was quiet, but it carried the weight of years. “Do you think His Highness will be coming home tonight?”
I shrugged. “I barely know what he does these days.”
“It’s unfair.”
“Don’t let it trouble you, Diana. At least I still have you.”
Her smile was sad but warm. “Always, my lady.”
At least I wasn’t completely alone.
But I was lonely.
Pain had become so familiar, I wore it like perfume. The palace was beautiful, but beauty was nothing when it was filled with silence.
That night, Richard came home.
He didn’t announce himself. He just slipped into our bed like a stranger seeking warmth. His hands were hungry, his mouth desperate.
I didn’t stop him. His presence was rare these days, and rarer still was his touch. I took what I could get, even if it wasn’t love anymore.
His kisses reminded me of who he used to be, the boy who once made me laugh at court banquets, the man who had whispered forever into my ear when we were young and foolish enough to believe in it.
And for a fleeting moment, I let myself believe again.
When it was over, I lay on his chest, listening to the beat of a heart that wasn’t mine anymore. His fingers threaded through my hair.
“I didn’t know you’d be back tonight,” I whispered.
“Hmmn,” he replied.
That sound wasn’t an answer. It was avoidance.
I sat up, searching his face. “What is it?”
He caught my hand. “I’ve loved you for a long time, Sandra. You mean the world to me.”
It sounded like love, but I knew better.
“You know how much I want to be the crowned prince of Eldenwald,” he continued, voice steady, almost rehearsed. “But our childless situation is… a problem.”
Ivana. His mother’s voice echoed through him.
I thought about telling him about the doctor’s visit, the test, the fragile hope I clutched like a lifeline. But I didn’t.
“No one wants a king without an heir. The court thinks you’re barren.”
The slap left my palm stinging, the echo bouncing off the walls.
How dare he.
How dare he call me barren after every blood test, every failed IVF, every miscarriage that left me broken and bleeding.
It wasn’t me alone. It was him too. His low sperm count had forced us into IVF in the first place. But who carried the pain? Who carried the shame? Me.
I might not have carried a child to term, but I wasn’t barren. I was still here. Still fighting. Still hopeful.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, pulling me back into his arms. “I know it’s hard. But let’s face it, ”
“Face what?” I cut in, my voice sharp. “Skip the soft words and say it.”
“Nothing,” he muttered. “I’m just telling you how I feel.”
It wasn’t truth. It was half a confession, choked down before it reached his lips.
“My brothers will be in court next week,” he said after a moment. “I need your father’s support. Most people think Father plans to crown Arden, but many oppose it. His mother was a commoner.”
I stayed silent. I didn’t care. If I had my way, Arden would be crowned. He was the rightful heir, the first son. But in Eldenwald, birthright meant less than influence.
“Your mother thinks your father will only listen to you,” Richard continued. “She asked me to have you speak with him tomorrow.”
Of course she did. My father had always been Ivana’s pawn. And through me, she got what she wanted.
Then Richard said, “No matter what happens… your position as queen will never be threatened. You won’t be replaced. I promise.”
I frowned. “Why would that even be a concern?”
He glanced away, just for a second. But it was enough.
“You know… as King, people may present their daughters. To help produce an heir. Because of your condition.”
I laughed. Bitter. Ugly. “You mean our condition.”
He didn’t deny it.
“So tell me,” I pressed. “Have they presented someone already? Is that what tonight was? Your desperate kisses, your sudden warmth, was it a bribe, Richard?”
“No. Not at all. Just… saying.”
I straightened, my voice cold. “Listen carefully. If you betray me, you won’t keep anything you gained through me. Don’t think I make idle threats. No one is invincible. Not even a king.”
He smiled faintly, trying to disarm me, drawing me back into his arms like he always did.
“You’re too hot-tempered for your own good, Cassandra. You’ll always have my heart. Always and forever, remember?”
But I didn’t answer.
Because no matter how soft his words were, I could feel it.
The crown was all he saw now.
And love had slipped through his fingers.
By the time he fell asleep beside me, my body was still, my eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling gilded with gold leaf.
I had no crown.
No child.Just silence.
And silence, I was beginning to realise, was the loudest betrayal of all.
Cassandra’s POVThe moment I entered the hall, the air shifted.Music faltered, voices hushed, champagne glasses stilled. For a heartbeat, the glittering crowd of nobles and dignitaries simply stared.And then the whispers began.Some smiled, faint and polite, their curiosity veiled with admiration. Others looked at me with open disdain, their lips curling in scorn. Those ones belonged to Ivana’s camp. Loyalists who would never forgive me for disrupting their perfect narrative.I kept walking. Head high. Shoulders back. My emerald gown flowed around me like liquid fire, every step a declaration: I would not cower.But inside, my pulse throbbed in my throat.The gala lights gleamed, chandeliers casting gold across the marble floor. Perfume hung thick in the air. The entire court had gathered under the guise of charity, but I knew better. This wasn’t philanthropy. This was a spectacle.And I was the main attraction.My mother was the first to break ranks.She rushed toward me, satin ski
Cassandra’s POVFour days.That was how long I had been gone from the palace. Four days since I detonated Richard’s carefully polished image and walked away from the life everyone thought I would cling to forever.And in those four days, my phone hadn’t stopped buzzing.Richard called me morning, noon, night. He left voicemails, one after the other, his voice breaking, begging, swearing.Sandra, please, answer me. Just once.You know I love you. You know I never cheated.Rachel meant nothing to me. The children… they don’t change what we have.Tell me where you are. I’ll come. I’ll bring you home.He even sent texts, endless messages: apologies, declarations, pleas.I didn’t respond to any of them.My thumb hovered more than once over the screen, aching to reply, aching to tell him exactly what his betrayal had done to me. But I stopped myself every time.Because deep down, I didn’t expect him to care this much.And that, more than anything, shook me.He hadn’t been this desperate whe
Cassandra’s POVThe villa doors opened before we even reached them. Two maids stood in the entryway, bowing deeply as if they’d been waiting all evening for my arrival. Their composure was professional, but I caught the flicker of curiosity in their eyes, the kind reserved for servants who knew more than they would ever dare to say aloud.“Welcome, Your Highness,” the taller one said softly. “We’ve prepared your room.”Of course they had.Arden must have called ahead.The thought tightened something in my chest. He had orchestrated this, not just the driver, not just the car, everything. Even here, in this private refuge, his presence lingered. I was breathing because of his decision. Living, for now, in his shadow.And wasn’t that dangerous?Diana and I followed the maids inside. The villa was breathtaking. High ceilings arched overhead, modern chandeliers glowed warmly, and glass walls opened to sweeping gardens lit by discreet lanterns. Everything about it spoke of wealth without o
Cassandra’s POVThe limousine slowed, the hum of the engine softening as the driver glanced at me in the rearview mirror.“Where would you like me to take you, Your Highness?”The question landed heavier than I expected.Where would I like to go?For the first time in my life, I didn’t have an answer.I stared out at the streets as they rolled past, a blur of lights, shops, and strangers living lives untouched by crowns or scandals. Ordinary lives. Lives I had never known.My father’s voice echoed in my mind: I can’t house you. I made a deal with Queen Ivana.Translation: You’re on your own, Sandra.The truth dug into my chest. I had nowhere. No home. No plan. I had never lived outside the royal circle. Every part of my existence had been curated by titles, security, and obligation.Was I reckless to walk out? Irrational?For a second, doubt clawed at me. Maybe I had been too impulsive. Maybe I should have swallowed the humiliation, the insult, the betrayal, and stayed where I was pro
Cassandra’s POVThe front doors of the palace opened with a heavy groan.My father walked in, his face a thundercloud.“What do you think you’re doing?” His voice was low, stern, carrying the authority of a man who thought his word still mattered.I didn’t flinch. “I’m moving out of the palace.”His jaw clenched so tight I thought it might crack. “You can’t divorce the Crown Prince. You know it doesn’t work that way.”I shrugged. “Then I’ll live divorced in spirit.”His eyes narrowed. “And where will you go? Because hear me well, Sandra, I can’t house you. I made a deal with Queen Ivana. I can’t break it. You’ll ruin everything.”My laugh was bitter, sharp. “So you sold your daughter for a seat at the table?”His face hardened. “I did it for your future.”“No,” I whispered, my voice like a blade. “You did it for yours.”He took a step closer, softening his tone. “Please, Sandy. Don’t throw everything away over this. Be strategic. Play the game. When you’re queen, then you can take you
Cassandra’s POVIvana never broke her promises.The next morning, she summoned my parents.They arrived at the palace with stiff backs and tighter expressions, every step echoing their shame. My father didn’t meet my eyes. My mother, pale and dignified, looked like a ghost of herself.Whatever they thought of Ivana now, it didn’t matter. They had made their bargain long ago. Now they were swallowing the cost.“You’ll have to be strong,” my mother whispered to me in the corridor, her fingers brushing mine. “Rachel may have given him children, but she’ll never be you. Play your part. When you’re queen, you can make them pay.”I stared at her, cold. “I don’t want revenge, Mother. I want peace.”But she didn’t hear me. Or maybe she didn’t care. To her, this was the price of power.The king was informed of the press conference. He didn’t approve. But he didn’t stop it, either.And that silence said everything.By evening, the royal hall had been transformed into a stage. Journalists filled
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