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"Kuya, saglit lang. Pupuntahan ko si oakley" kuya christ chuckled and pat my head like a little baby

"So you like that guy" marahan akong pumikit at hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko kay kuya, do I like oakley, do I deserve him? He's too good for me, I am afraid to disappoint him in anyway that I might do without realizing it

Nakakatakot kapag may aasa sayo at handang tumanggap katulad ng ginagawa ni oakley saakin ngayon, he meet my lola, and once my lola approve him, it means he's good and she like him for me

"Ano, natulala kana dyan" I smile weakly and place my hand on my neck, do deserve it?

"I need time to realize it kuya, I'm afraid to make a new mistake after the ridiculous problems I made last time" he light his cigarette and look at me, iniinggit ako ng gago

"Wag kana magisip, sometimes you don't need to chose wisely elisha. Mamaya kakaisip mo mawawala nanaman pala sa ang pag