"I told you that you are not a bother. Stop opposing me and get in the car." He ordered. “Tsaka malabo na hindi tayo magkita, Jezrel. Girlfriend ka ng kaibigan ko. We will always bump to each other no matter what.”
We were now at his car and nobody spoke. Napansin ko namang hindi kami patungo sa daan papunta sa amin.
"Where are we going?" Hindi siya sumagot. "Asher, I asked you, where are we heading to?"
"You'll see.” My forehead knitted in confusion. Hindi ko talaga maisip kung paano sila naging mag-kaibigan ni Dwight. One is playful, the other one is as cold as ice.
"You really don't want to stay with me, right?" Tumingin ako sa kanya.
"Hindi naman. I mean.. Uhh..–" The hell, Jezrel. Why can't you compose yourself?
"I understand. I am not someone who's easy to deal with. But, you only see a part of me but not the whole me."
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"Ako na." Pinigilan ko ang kamay ni Asher nang akma niyang babayaran ang iced coffee. I don't want to owe him another favor."No. Ako na. You went all the way here, ito na lang kahit papaano pambayad ko." Kontra niya pa."But I don't want you paying for me.""Then you'll pay next time. Okay na?"I pouted before I nodded. "Okay."After he found a seat for us, we settled there. Humigop ako ng iced coffee saka umiwas ng tingin. What would I be telling him of the reason why I was here? Hindi ko naman puwedeng sabihing naligaw din ako tulad ng parati niyang sinasabi. Gosh. Hindi ko rin maintindihan sarili ko."You okay?" he asked. Inangat ko ang ulo ko saka tumango. "You should've texted me that you'll go here.""Ano namang masama kung pumunta ako rito? Besides, I want to roam around your university, too. Saka, gusto kong makita ang mga iskolar ng bayan. I am not here for you." I almost scoffed with my words. Hindi ko alam kung kapani-pani
I woke up feeling heavy. Nanghihina rin ang aking tuhod nang sinubukan kong tumayo. In the end, I collapsed to the ground as all the energy left my body.I caught a severe fever that day. Mommy took a day off to take care of me. Ang sabi niya pa'y magha-hire s'ya ng katulong para may mag-aasikaso ng bahay.Nagulat na lamang ako nang magising ay nasa tabi ko na si Dwight hawak ang kamay ko. "Dwight?" untag ko.He slowly opened his eyes and smiled at me when our gazes met."How are you feeling?""M-Medyo okay na. Kanina ka pa?""Yes. Tinawagan ako ni Tita," he replied."Sana hindi ka
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Ilang beses kong tinitigan 'yung singsing na nasa daliri ko. He was not joking when he proposed to me. And it was still vivid in my head how he said those words to me like I mean everything to him. My heart fluttered again at that thought."Patingin nga uli." Kanina pa ako kinukulit ni Kiana, lalo na nang makita niya ang singsing. She couldn't believe it, too.Napatingin ako sa kanya. Medyo nahahalata na rin ang baby bump niya. May mga iilan na mapanghusga siyang tinitingnan. I wanted to rip of those faces! As if they knew what she went through.She looked at my hand again for the second time. "Talagang gusto ka ng itali, huh," aniya. Tahimik pa rin ako. "But, Jezrel I know Dwight is a good man. Pero, hindi ba maaga pa para d'yan?"I've been thinking of that, too since we came back. He wanted to marry me. It has been his plan, he told me. Marriage was sacred thing. I knew it."I know, Ki," I told her."Alam mo naman pala, e hindi
"Congratulations, babe!" Masigla kong bati kay Dwight. Today's his graduation. He even graduated with flying colors and I couldn't be more proud of him. I kissed him on the cheeks and he returned it with a gentle smile."Good day po." Bati ko sa mga magulang niya. Tinanguan nila ako. I've never talked casually with his parents. Siguro kasi ganoon talaga sila ka-aloof. Dwight was happy when they paid him a visit. Kakatapos nga lang ng ceremony. Pero, mabilis silang nag-paalam. They told us that theu had something more important thing to do. Hindi nga rin sila pupunta sa party mamaya."Babe.” I looked at Dwight and held his hand. "You okay?""Yeah," mahinang tugon niya."Hey, you should smile. It's your day." I poked his cheeks and cheered him up.We were now in his house together with his friends. They held a party for him. Na
Nang makalabas ako mula sa building kung saan ako intern ay nakita ko ang kotse ni Dwight kaya agad akong napangiti. He didn't tell me that he'd fetch me. Maaga siguro ang uwi niya. I tugged inside his car. Dwight welcomed me with a smile. "How's your day?" he asked. "Okay lang naman, so far. Though we're busy but that's the nature of our work. What about you?" "Still tiring, babe..." his voice was hoarse. He was busier than before. He worked in the weekdays and then he studied for board in the weekends. I moved closer and gave him a hug. Ngumisi siya. "You really have a way to make me smile, babe." "I will always be here to be your refuge and strength." "Thanks." He smiled. We stopped in a drive thru for a coffee because he wanted to spend this night with me. Bukas kasi ma
"Are you sure you won't stood me up again?""No, babe. I won't. We're going to spend this day together," he smiled and brought his mouth to my hand. I smiled in return. We were at his condo today, he ordered food for us."Dwight. Sabi ko ayaw ko ng popcorn diba?" iritable kong sabi nang makita iyon sa inorder niyo kani-kanina lamang."Really? Sinabi mo ba dati? Hindi ko matandaan." aniya."I did. Noong nakaraang movie date natin, gano'n din; bumili ka rin ng popcorn. Just the smell of it irritates me,""Then let's have something else.""Pizza na lang. I'm craving for it," sabi ko habang sine-set up 'yung papanoorin ko sa netflix.After watching the movie, Dwight talked about a lot of things. I hoped he'd asked about me, too. But he didn't. Still, I just sat there listening to him.&nb
Today's weekend and we decided to spend our day with each other. We dined in at his favorite restaurant."Kinakabahan pa rin talaga ako, babe," sabi niya. Kumuha siya ng pagkain para sa akin. I smiled with what he did."Babe, sabi ko nga normal lang naman 'yun. Na kabahan ka. But you shouldn't be pessimist. Papasa ka n'yan, promise." He gave me a gentle smile. It warmed my heart. Uminom ako ng tubig."C.R muna ako, babe." Paalam niya. I smiled admiring his back. My smile was interrupted when the soft music background played. Kumunot ang noo ko at nakita ang phone niya na naiwan sa upuan niya. Kinuha ko iyon saka pinindot ang home button.Napansin ko rin na hindi picture namin ang wallpaper niya. I swallowed hard. Bumungad ang message notification. Chezka. Her name's familiar but I couldn't remembered where I've seen her.Chezka PelobelloText Message