Chapter XLVII

The years I experienced in jail were one of the nightmares in my life. 

I didn't have any choice but to simply function and figure out way to survive. I had no choice in the first place. This was the consequence of the action I did. And I'm going to pay for it. 

Most of the time, the pain attacks come in and there was a time that I was hallucinating or even paranoid that Terrence might hunt me down. It was excruciating to the point that I would just sat still and do nothing at all, worse was to even attempt to kill myself. 

But I fought hard on the demons inside my head. I had to... for my family, for Jezrel. 

"Alam mo bang 'di 'to ang unang krimen ko?"

Napatingin ako sa lalaking katabi ko sa selda. We were eight inside. I roughly slept each night because of the environment I was. 

"No'ng menor de edad ako, nilason ko ang tatay," he n