LOGINTwo boys of an age to find daring and challenge in defying the rules set before them had made their way from the outer cluster of houses and closer to the line where the forest began. Beneath the noonday sun, the two had stealthily eluded imaginary stalkers until their play brought them to the forest’s rim; and that is where the real game began.
Dwarfed by towering oak and elm, they stepped forward gingerly, suspiciously, but the mystery and rumor that hid within the thickness of shadow and shade drew them.
“Come on. Let’s do it,” Joshua said, even as he was halfway into that shaded expanse.
“No,” Darin replied, more reticent, not as sure.
“Scared! Aren’t you?”
“You are too!”
Josh swelled, but his belligerence had little effect. “They won’t find out,” he said, changing tactics.
“They always do.”
“Because you tell! all the time. That’s why we get thumped.”
“You tell too!”
“I don’t care!” he said and stepped forward and was immediately hidden in darkness.
Alarmed, Darin rushed forward, refusing to let his friend face danger alone.
Later, when menfolk, released for a few hours from the day’s toil and woman’s demands, had gathered at the tavern, a woman came seeking, harried and frightened, though the men did not know this at first. All they saw was a woman, stern faced, sharp eyes peering through the haze.
There was red smoke, green smoke, white puff, ring gold, and as many scents of which some stung and some soothed. But that was not the half of it. Sending those multicolored puffs into the air were corncob and cheery wood pipes, intricately carved meerschaums--dragons, hawks, foxes--weathered with age and smoke, and each design that of a family crest's.
Moving through the room, she jarred many an elbow. Her passage through the din begot silence, except for the disapproving glances and the muffled whisper, “No damn place for a woman.”
She ignored the slight, but she knew the voice. There would be redress when this work was done.
The crowd parted, as if a hand or rod diverted a movibg river, and she saw him. The ready smile, heavy beard, the quick choppy motions of hands as he spoke, comforted her, calmed her. He was a passionate but simple man, reticent to voice an opinion but always willing to listen. And even when his own passion and brusque confidence overshadowed good sense, he was even quicker to offer amends if he stepped out of bounds.
He was a lesser son of Able, a steward in the House of Lansaraad. With no hope of patrimony, he had traveled to the New Land instead of taking the cloth. He learned the tilling of the land and the husbandry of the flock. He liked it, came to enjoy it.
He liked to believe that he had plucked her from the comely dames, but he knew full well that he had been scouted, chosen, was the one plucked. She almost smiled until he looked up from the table and the horror of why she was here came crashing back down upon here, almost causing her to break out in a sob. But she had to be calm, steady.
His breath stuttered mid-breath and heart skipped a beat. He recognized the agony, which some might decry as sternness, that wreathed her eyes. She was plainly harried.
She rushed into arms placed at arms’ length. Looking down at her, he was even more alarmed. She was trembling, though she tried hard not to show it. Apprehension clutched at his heart, dread. Whatever distressed her was to be given full care and consideration.
“They’re missing."
“How long have they been gone?” he asked, fear constricting his lungs.
“Since early mid day. They finished their chores and went off with one another. I last saw them through the back window where the road runs toward the forest.” Reflexively, his hand tightened causing her to gasp in pain before he loosened his grip.
He turned to meet the silence of the room and the expectant faces. “My son and Darin’s son are missing. We are going to need help searching for them.” Every visage as one turned to worry, and a clamor was quickly taken up before a voice shouted down the din.
“Take me to where they were last seen,” old Nor said, stepping from the press. He was a forester, and the only one who had any real familiarity with the surrounding woods, and knew it was no place to venture in too deep. A good man to have at one’s table, thought Joshua. It was fortune’s smile that he was here at the tavern and not on whatever tasks directed him.
With nerves taught as the strings of a lute, she led him, and the group that gathered behind, to that spot where the boys were alst seen. She knew the rumors. The region was cursed. She did want to believe seeing as her family was part of the first wave of settlers who had made the journey across the mountains. It was too late to have doubts now and there had never been anything out of the ordinary—until recently. But the dread and fear taking hold and spreading more swiftly than weeds were hard to combat.
As the men readied themselves to venture into the forest she went to her home and watched from the window as more men gathered and Nor gave them directions. Felling helpless and unsteady she went over to the table and sat down. Wracked by fear spreading fissures deep within her heart and unable to find comfort in the arms of her husband who would be with the searchers, she no longer had the strength to hold back the tears that pooled into the shallow cup of her hands covering her bowed head.
The setting sun was slowly overtaking the horizon, and the forest was becoming a place of lengthening shadows spreading an impenetrable darkness. With darkness’ advance, they could no longer deny the fear clouding everyone’s thoughts. Nor had found sign of the boys’ passage, along with another, but it was sparse and twisted leading deeper into the thick forest. They all realized it could easily have been one of their sons or daughters to disappear into the accursed forest and were loathe to give up the search. However, the lengthening darkness rebuked hoped.
“We can’t continue too much longer or we’ll find ourselves lost with no one to save us,” someone finally said, voicing the concern twisting everyone’s thoughts.
“A little while longer,” Joshua said, drained but still determined.
A hand draped his shoulder. He turned to meet the compassion in Darin’s gaze, the reflected heartache and longing in his amber eyes. “I know your pain. They do too, but we need to turn back soon.”
Joshua wanted to refuse the man’s words, to throw off his hand and reproach him, but it would have been a lie. Everyone had done everything they could and there was no more to give. Despair weighted his shoulders more than the other man’s hand.
“We can fire torches and follow the trail from that,” Nor said, offering one last hazard to fading hope.
It was a hope that both men wanted to grab and make true, to help block out weariness and fatigue and look to any thin means to continue the search. It was a fragile hope, but it was still hope enough to make Joshua lift his shoulders and for Darin to reconsider.
“A little while longer, then,” Darin said.
They trudged deeper into the forest and into the night until the searchers began to thin, torches peeling off to make their flickering way from the woods. Neither Joshua nor Darin could fault the others. Those men had families too, and they could not ask them to continue searching in danger and darkness when everyone now believed the cause lost.
“Let’s start heading back,” Joshua said, finally yielding.
The few remaining men turned back and Nor led them from the forest. Pledging to continue the search with the risen sun, they separated in twos or singly to make their own private way home.
Alone, with only the sounds of the night for comfort, Joshua drew closer to his home. He saw light flickering through open windows in the distance and the wind carried wood smoke, baking bread, spiced meat, and the sound of laughter. Surprised and bemused, he quickened his steps curious to find the cause for the cheerfulness.
No stranger sight after the fear and ruin that had lodged in his heart than to step through the door and find his son sitting at the table enjoying a half-finished meal, and a mother who could barely restrain from running fingers along shoulder or brow to reassure herself that here, truly, sat her son and not some phantom.
“Where have you two been?” Joshua barked.
“In the woods,” was the tentative, reluctant reply. Joshua had no response as anger vied with relief for control of his emotions. Relief won out as he went over to take his son and took him up in a hug as tears of relief spilled from his eyes and soaked the shoulder of the boy’s shirt.
After emotions had cooled and the father collected himself he asked another question: “What happened.”
The boy’s trepidation returned.
“None of that! No sad-eyed sorrows. Just tell me what happened.”
The boy took a deep breath and began his story beginning when they stepped beneath the canopy of trees. Waiting for the thunderclap of doom, nothing happened. Buoyed they had ventured farther when none of their parents’ warnings had proved true. They had run beneath branch and leaf with the crack of branch used as imaginary swords and their laughter the only thing reminding them of the passage of time. Having never been in the forest everything was new and exciting and they had become absorbed in their play. It was Darin who had noticed him peeking from behind a tree trunk. His strangeness—long dark hair nettled with leaves and twigs, strange eyes, naked as the day he was born, and grimy skin—had brought them up short, but before anything could be said, he had disappeared and when after some hesitation they had approached the tree, they had found no sign of him. Nervous they had taken that as a sign to begin turn back toward home. Setting off in the direction they took to be the direction back to the village, they soon realized they were lost, and it didn’t help that the occasional glances of the dark grimy head began appearing with more regularity. Huddled close to ward the unfamiliar noises of the forest that seemed to be growing louder, they brushed against each other with every step. They headed toward the thinning trees in the distance hoping they were headed toward an exit from the forest when they were startled by the boy stepping from behind a huge oak. Darin peed himself he was so frightened. Standing there shivering from freight, tears a heartbeat away an amazing thing happened. The boy smiled, and all their fears and concerns were forgotten.
Exhaustion took everyone and they went to bed on full stomachs and relieved by a tragedy turned to redemption. Even so sleep did not come quickly to the parents. Gazing through unshuttered windows to catch the breeze into the star filled night, they both thanked the fey child for the return of their son.
Looking down at her, despair and hopelessness dimming the light of her eyes, Poe wanted to wrap her tight in an embrace to ease the pain. Instead, he sent a calming wave of ki to bolster her and flinched when he sensed the despair she held in check.“What did he do?”Her lips tightened. “He touched a memory and feeling of fear to push everything else aside. There were no wards for such a thing.”“Sorcery?” This from Maggie.Kim shook her head. “I cannot say. Maybe, but there were no tokens or talismans . . . that I saw. Concentrating on healing someone else’s pain and injuries helped to distract from the fear.”She sat down beside the now slumbering man. “I look at the pain and wounds. . . .” Her head dropped. She took a deep breath, then lifted her gaze to meet those of Maggie and Poe. “The sorrow the loss, the anger the guilt, is there no hope? Am I wrong for wanting to hope?”Maggie’s and Poe’s returning gazes held different answers.Poe’s smile was consoling. “We will do what we m
Pain rooted him to the bed. His gut churned. Gathering the moisture from her tears, he made it hard, cold, a slap of ice. She jerked back. There was slack given to his braids. The pain lessened, and the two ponytails slid from her loosened grip.He wrapped himself again in shadow and silence and went to escape through the door, but she would not allow it. The door was reinforced from opening by ki, and fire flicked across the walls pull wrenching him from shadow.Though she had not been unveiled, her capacity to use ki was greater than his, and there was no way he could overcome her with that.“The others will be here soon.”“Do you wish to see blood spilled!” he implored.“Do you wish to spill blood!” she demanded.He could feel them, the weight of them, of their minds, closing in. The blanket burst into shreds, and with a thought she slammed the door shut. Hunter just barely stopped himself from slamming into it. He was starting to panic. He could feel a cluster of minds comin
Hunter fled, the Magi’s first rule clear and resounding in the cavern of his mind: “A Magi, on pain of death, cannot use ki to harm, except to defend, and that only sparingly.”He fled in shadow and silence, hidden from searching minds. His mind a tumult, body a mess. Cramps would assail him, still him in his flight as he worked through the knots of pain. Forgotten memories, put aside duties overshadowed by the communal the School offered, had resurfaced. Jumbled andAnother cramp took him, bent him double as it clutched at his lower back. The mirage faltered, and, for moment, his harsh breath could be heard, the silhouette of a shape seen.He slowed his breathing; silence was clothed. He uncurled the hinge of pain that clasped his muscles tight; he stood tall; He continued; the mirage steadied.If he knew who to pray to, he would have prayed. He wanted no harm, no wrong done to his friends, but it might come to that if he could not escape before encountering them. But something else
In the hall, amidst the revelry, amongst friends who had become family, Hunter felt a stabbing pain in his head that bent him double. The acuteness of the pain disordered his senses, fractured them like a shattered pane of glass. He clenched his teeth and forced down the remains of breakfast and the acrid taste of bile. But he could not hold at bay emotions felt as heady euphoria, ranging despair, heat from the bloom of new love, hate, rage cold and cripplingly. All his training was for naught.Goosebumps preceded the spreading ague, the trembling, the blurred vision and runny nose, the debilitating spasms. And the pain opened a door in his mind to regions and feelings previously unthought and undreamed, to a space occupied by something large, insatiable, something that once slumbered but slumbered no more. It stirred, stretched its burgeoning awareness to liberty that awaited it.Hunter screamed, a tortured howl that shattered the eardrums of those closest to him, and fell from his c
“You have soft hair,” Kim whispered at his ear, gently stroking his locs as the ends spread across th surface of the water.Not knowing how to respond, Hunter remained silent.“Come you it by way of your mother or your father’s strain?”“I do not know, though, my mother had similar.”She pulled his face around so that their eyes met. “I’m sorry to hear that.”“Why?”Looking into her eyes as if searching for some lost mystery, she found herself at a momentary loss for words.“I could not imagine being alone in this world. Even though the code forbears family and friends once we become Magi, I will always hold my family and blood dear. To not even have that choice is a pain I could not bear.”“Luckily, then, it is a choice I do not have to make.”Saying nothing, her eyes widened, and Hunter became lost in a blue that became the whole of his world for a brief moment. Closing her eyes before they both were lost in the gaze of the other, she said, “I’m sorry.”“For what?”“For misjudging y
Not resisting, Hunter was moved deeper into the water father away from his friends and a little to the left of hers until the water was up to his chest. From one step to the nest his head went from the surface to falling beneath the warm dark of the lake where nothing could be seen. Water filled his mouth, his nose, stung his eyes. He tried to surface, but did not know how to swim and his thrashing seemed to only weigh him as he slipped deeper. Hunter stretched forth his mind, his powers, and nothing happened. He became afraid, began to despair when he felt hands grasping, pulling at him. He clutched at them in his desperation until he felt them retreat. Why had they left, he wondered? And where he had felt despair he began to feel the slow burn of anger in his gut. He would not let it end like this He calmed his heart, his mind, his body began to slow, to rebound against the motion that was pulling him under. He could see nothing but knew he was slowly rising. Would it be







