Chapter 2— UNMASKED
-Zoya- Sunlight, there's a lot of it. It pours straight through my window. I shut my eyes tighter. In my head, I'm running through a thicket. The farther I run, the closer the trees are pressed together, until my skin scrapes against the thorns and I stumble over a ledge, out of breath. The smell of earth suffocates me, but not nearly as much as the anxiety and demons I'm running from. I catch myself just before I hit the floor. I keep running. And suddenly, a tall hooded figure is chasing me, walking slowly, counting his every step and swinging a scythe in his free hand. "Are you still alive, omega?" I jolt up straight, my eyes snapping open. Cold beads of sweat line my forehead. The sunlight wasn't part of the nightmare. I shield myself from the bright light, feeling a dull tingling between my eyes. My neck aches. I realize the position I'm in. I fell asleep on the chair next to my bed, laptop shut on the table after another fruitless attempt to track down the unknown number. "Breathe," I whisper. Omega. The word brings back a thousand bad memories. And I haven't heard it in years. No one knows of my identity. It has to be a mistake. But I recall every detail of the hooded stranger with a scythe. He knew. Breathe… that doesn't work this time. Xander! I needed to find him. I scramble to my feet, the urgency burning like adrenaline in my veins as I grab a faded jacket and rush out. I don't bother to use the bathroom. Actually, I don't remember. I race all the way to the pack house, knowing that I have to get to Xander no matter what. By the time I get there, I'm completely out of breath, my faded black tee now sweaty and sticking to my body. I slow down, pushing through the metal gates. Guards turn to face me from every corner, but no one tries to stop me. I've been in the villa long enough to know the layout. "Where is Alpha Xander?" I ask the moment I'm inside. Some men exchange conflicted gazes before one replies. "In the meeting hall." The meeting hall? Where the group of elders from powerful families that didn't like me met to talk about important... stuff. I shake my head. "No need to panic, you haven't done anything wrong." The meeting hall is on the far end of the villa, past a long corridor adorned with tapestries depicting the Shadow Pack's history. I arrive at the solid oak doors. Harsh raised voices greet me from inside even before I push them open. Xander stands at the head of the long table, his face contorted in rage. "Our wolves are allying themselves to our enemies, people are being kidnapped, trespassers are invading the pack, and all you can worry about is my future Luna not being from your families?" He stopped mid-sentence as he saw me. I stand at the doorway, feeling a bit stupid. I have no reason for interrupting an important meeting. What was I going to say? That I had another nightmare and panicked? "Zoya?" Xander's face shifted from anger to confusion. He didn't need to ask the question. "Well, well," Castellan Blackthorn stood up, a smirk forming on his lips. Two curled snakes are inked to the side of his neck, the samurai tattoo reminding me that he was the representative of the Blackthorn family. I glanced across the grim faces in the room. Gezhi of the Woodvane family, Jason who was Xander's beta, the elders, and three other families I couldn't recall. "Bad time," I fumbled for an excuse, all the bravado I felt in the rings going on a long vacation. "Actually, it's not." Elder Luke said. "Forgive us for talking about you behind your back. Why don't you join us and clarify some very disturbing questions?" I gulped. Elder Luke didn't hate me. He was one of the men that kept their emotions out of their work. His face was carefully neutral as he rubbed his mustache, an eyebrow raised, daring me to deflect. "This is ridiculous!" Xander snaps, his anger returning. "I got an anonymous tip, young wolf, that you have been deceiving the Shadow pack. A spy for our enemies, buying your way into the alpha's heart," Elder Luke continues. I stagger backwards, feeling trapped. No, no... That wasn't true! But the words didn't come out of my mouth. "We conducted a search on your apartment," Castellan Blackthorn says, his smirk growing wider. "That's it! I've had enough of this. You go too far with your hate and jealousy. I won't have you harassing my future Luna." Xander steps forward, crossing the room to get to me. His fingers find mine, and he pulls me closer to himself, making his stance clear. "And what did we find?" Castellan narrows his eyes, folding his hands behind him, each word laced with malice. "Suppressants. Omega suppressants." He said slowly. Xander's grip on my hand falters for a brief moment. "No, Xander... It's not what you think." I clutch his arm desperately. My heart was beating fast. Suddenly it felt like the walls were closing in. "That's not all," Jason stands up, looking at Xander with pity. "We conducted a thorough investigation on her background. The results weren't too flattering. Zoya Vasily of the Redfang pack, daughter of Sergei, the traitor." "It's clear that she's a spy!" Another man cries. Xander drops my hand, the light going out of his eyes. The ground might as well open beneath my feet. "Xander... Xander, look at me," my voice shook as I spoke. "It's Alpha Xander to you." He says coldly. I step back like I had been shot. "You told me your name was Zoya Ironwood." He clenches his fist. "What else are you hiding from me?" "You're not to blame, Alpha," Castellan places a hand on his shoulder, a gesture that could be mistaken as comforting, but his voice was smug and triumphant as he says, "the girl deceived us all." "They're lying! It's not like that," I whisper. "It's not?" Xander scoffed. If he really loved me, surely he would see... See what? A voice in my head taunted. "...Are you still alive, omega?" "Your secret is no longer a secret..." The voices haunt me, I felt a sharp sting of pain as Xander speaks. "I fought, I defended you, refused to listen to my council, and you can't even defend yourself." He lets out a bitter laugh. I dare to look up at him, blue eyes that once softened when he saw me now frozen cold, shutting me out. "I fell blindly. You made a fool out of me and you'll pay dearly." "Can't you see, Xander! This is exactly what they want." I fight to get close to him, but he moves away, snapping his fingers and suddenly, two guards grabbed my arms roughly, restraining me. "Lock her up," Xander says. "And gather, announce a pack meeting at dusk." No... no... Everything I struggled to build.-ZOYA- I stare at his back, speechless. Ragnar deflecting was extra annoying, but I know he wasn't kidding about the five minutes. I type in Xander's number, my heart racing faster with every digit. It might have been from the adrenaline from the fight... or the tension. How would Xander react? Maybe he wished I was dead like every other person... Maybe he no longer wants anything to do with me. "Who is this?" Xander's cool voice cuts through my thoughts. I take a deep breath. Ragnar only glances back. "It's okay, Zoya," I mutter to myself, remembering that Xander was always like this—cold, opening up only to what he believed in. Once upon a time, I was part of what he believed in too. "It's Zoya," I say. There's no reply. Only silence that cuts deeper than any outburst would have. I look back at the screen, wondering if he ended the call, and finally, "What do you want?" "I'm sorry, Xander. I'm sorry for everything, for hiding my identity. Everything was so perfect, an
-ZOYA- I try to shove him away, but Ragnar holds me in place, showing me that apart from being immortal, he could also be a fucking wall. His hand slides down to my waist, holding me firmly against him. All the bravado I felt a few moments ago dissipates into thin air. No doubt, when he tilts my chin, forcing me to look into his hypnotizing gold eyes, he sees the fear in mine. "Your ideas of rebellion have room for questioning." He scoffs, taking off a pin from my hair. Then another, until all the pins are gone from my hair and scattered on the ground and my hair is falling down my bare shoulders. "Move, Zoya," I think. "kick this mother fucker in the shin..." But my stomach was doing some weird flipping, and my legs were as stiff as a stubborn piece of clay. "Rule number one," the hand on my waist moves up to my zipper. "Gear for battle. Not pretty black gowns." That's when I move, the shock at what he's about to do spurring me into motion. I push Ragnar away with s
CHAPTER 7 RAGNAR I snap my fingers in the air, and the men resume their training. Shoving my hands in my pockets, I turn around, heading down the mountain. Now I was certain that the little wolf wouldn't go running away, I was free to do the more important things. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Ryker change form, his muscles flexing, fingers extending into claws till a wolf stood where he was and bounded down the mountain, catching up with me at the foot. I close my eyes briefly, shifting the silver scythe from one hand to the other. The weapon of death was getting even heavier in my hands the longer I went without killing. It didn't appreciate being carried around like a staff when it was meant for killing. So was the restraint I was struggling to keep. "You don't have to follow me, Ryker," I say after a while. The huge white wolf had fallen into step beside me. His thoughts filter into my head. Ryker sometimes spent more time as a wolf than a human. He was on
-ZOYA-Attack? What attack? "I'm leaving!" I blurt out, completely fed up.Ragnar turns to face me for the first time, with a look of pity. "I don't think you understand how that blood pact works yet, little wolf." I don't care, I want to say, but the words feel stuck in my throat. Ragnar stares at me with such intensity that made me want to grab a hacksaw, tear the ground open and jump inside. "Allow me to explain it to you." He steps closer. I feel rooted to the ground, aware that he is now closer than I would have liked. He takes my bruised hand, clicking his tongue in mild annoyance as he assesses the level of injury. "You are now bound to me in a master-servant relationship. You can't disobey direct orders from me. Your limbs and veins will fight you, and if you force it," his eyes meet mine, golden and devoid of emotion, "your blood would slowly flow backward, giving you a very long and interesting death." I stare at him in shock.It can't be.He was only trying to scare
-ZOYA-I stare down at my wrists, mind replaying Ragnar's almost gentle movements as he wrapped a bandage over the cut while I stared at him, unable to think. The room is empty but still feels cold, like it couldn't quite shake off the presence of the monster that was just in it. "Bastard." My hands curl into a fist. Just what the hell was he? I grab the knife he kept on the table. It feels colder now. The same weapon that just cut through my skin. My hand trembles slightly as I strap it to my belt.I still can't shake away the fact that I was so powerless. That was what scared me. Not the deal, not his closeness. "I need to get away from here, fast!' I mutter to myself, but even as the thought crosses my mind, a vein in my hand tingles. I clutch my wrist, gritting my teeth through the pain. What was happening to me?I can't show weakness. No, not again. Somehow I have to find a way out. I have to survive. Stumbling out of the room, I follow the faint light coming from the end of
-ZOYA- "Bogus! That girl is a liar and a spy. You must be one of our enemies that she's conspiring with." Castellan steps forward, jabbing his index finger at the stranger. His golden eyes droop with boredom. No one sees him move, but with a flick of his wrist, the representative of the Blackthorn family is thrown several meters into the air, slamming into the wall, and the scythe embeds itself in the wall, just above him as though to say, you could have lost your neck just now. I gulp, goosebumps rising on my skin. Why is he standing up for me? More importantly, what could he want from me? "Does anyone else have an objection?" He asks casually. Alpha Xander steps back, his eyes wary. "What the hell are you?" The stranger grins, the angle of the sunset lighting a part of his face, making his grin look sinister. "I go by many names. But you can call me Ragnar Thorne." Alpha Xander stiffens, his face going pale, like he recognizes the name, and more glaringly, fears it. "