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GOING TO LOSE YOU FOREVER! CHAPTER 10

Author: MIKS DELOSO
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Kc nodded slowly, the heaviness of their words seeping into him. It wouldn't be easy. It wouldn't be quick. But perhaps, and this was possibly the most terrible thing he might ever hope to do, if they were holding his hand alongside him, then he could start to heal. Perhaps he would learn to forgive himself—later. Because at this moment he knew he could not remain anchored in the deep well of hurt and guilt and pain forever. He couldn't allow that anger to engulf him. Not if he wanted to remember Vanessa.If he wanted to keep her alive in his head, not really.

Kc replied in a whisper, sounding far less charged now, with tears still flowing down his face, only now they were a bit softer. "I don't know where to start... But I'll try. I will try for her. I will try for all of us."

Vanessa's dad placed a hand on Kc's shoulder, his grip strong, unyielding. "That's all we can hope for, Kc. One day at a time.

And in that moment, standing there as Kc was, among the two people who had loved Va
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