Calista POV.
“This can’t happen. You deserve better than me.” She wiggles out of my hold as she takes a few steps back. I shake my head at her.
“No, Gaia. You are everything I want. I don’t care about anyone else or what you have done. I love you.” Her eyes burn red as she blinks rapidly before shaking her head.
“I can’t. Do you know why I don’t want a mate?” she asks and I watch her as she puts more distance between us. I sigh before I sit down as she stands in front of me wearing that tight little leather wrap-around skirt. I have always wanted to have those long legs wrapped around me as I pull the sweetest moans from her perfect pouty lips. To see her throw her head back in ecstasy as I make her come.
“No, you never told me.” I gulp as I look up at her. Gaia sits on the edge of the desk and I watch her every movement, completely entranced by the woman in front of me.
“When Dahlia found her mate, he promised he wouldn’t hurt her and he loved her. This was on her 18thbirthday. The day before, she was acknowledged as the Alpha of Alpha’s. Well, her mate told her that day that his girlfriend was three months pregnant with his pup. Dahlia was heartbroken. I was 11 at the time and that night the bitch made it known to the entire pack that Dahlia’s mate got her pregnant. Dahlia rejected him in front of everyone. I forced him to accept that rejection. I vowed that night that I would do whatever I could to never end up in the same situation. I found the spell to block the mate bond and so I used it on myself. Dahlia and her wolf went crazy with the rejection.” I gulp at her words as she stares off into the distance, wiping a stray tear.
“So, as you can see, I have my reasons and I won’t be going back on my decision.” She stands and grabs another bottle off-the-shelf, opening it and gulping it down, looking out of the window.
Moving towards her, I wrap my arms around her from behind as I kiss her shoulder.
“I wouldn’t do what that idiot did to Dahlia. I’m not a boy. I know we fuck other people and it’s unconventional, but every time I’m with another woman, it’s not them that I see. It’s you, it’s always you. Gaia. I love you, you’re like my drug. I can’t get enough of you. I need you and I want you.” She tilts her head back, releasing a long sigh.
“More reason for you to find someone else, Calista. I’m sorry, you are a great guy, but this won’t work. I want to be able to live my life my way. Fuck who I want when I want and not have any worries about who I’m hurting. I’m sorry.” She tries to move, but I tighten my arms around her.
“I don’t care about any of that, Gaia. I’m not letting you go. You are mine. We share a bond even before the mate bond. We can make this work.” She breaks out of my hold.
“It won’t work. I don’t see you the way you see me. Fuck! This is not happening.” She stalks past me when I grab her wrist to stop her. She growls, turning to me, her red eyes burning into me. Kodiak is acting the same way she is, which is odd. The wolf is always the one who wants their other half, but not Kodiak.
“Let. Me. Go!” she grits out as her fangs elongate. I shake my head at her when she slaps me across the face.
“I Gaia Williams, Goddess of Hell, reject you Calista Barrington as my mate and Beta.” I clutch my chest as I fall to my knees. My wolf howls in pain.
“Accept it!” She takes a menacing step forward when I lift my head with a snarl, looking at her full of defiance.
“I reject your rejection.” She gasps as she staggers back. Tears leave her eyes.
“You will regret this.” She waves her hand and walks into the portal. I scramble to my feet to follow her when she looks at me with a sinister smile on her lips as the portal closes.
Fuck! I clutch my hair as a chuckle comes from behind me. I turn to face them. Fenrir, Theo, and Nicholas all walk into the office. Just great!
“Where is she?” Fenrir asks as he stalks closer to me and I look at him. Fenrir is Gaia’s father and was the God of Hell and Harbinger of Death before he handed the title over to Gaia. He made me the ruler of Hell until she was old enough to take over and so she took me as her Beta even though I am an Alpha.
“I do not know where she went. She opened a portal and left.” I tell him and he nods before he punches me in the face. I fly back, crashing into the desk.
“So you’re my little girl’s mate?” he stalks me as Theo chuckles, lifting my head to Theo. He looks bored.
“Yes. I am her mate.” Fenrir picks me up by the front of my shirt and growls in my face.
“Yet you have fucked another in front of my daughter, your mate?” I look him in the eyes and nod my head.
“Yes, but that was before the barrier broke when Kodiak took over.” I tell him, and his eyes widen. I take it he didn’t know that little bit of information.
“What barrier?” he asks when Nicholas coughs, bringing our attention to him.
“She blocked her mate bond, dad. She did it when she was 11. She never wanted a mate. So if that barrier has broken, and she didn’t break it, then that means…”
“Selene. Selene has broken that barrier to her magic.” I nod my head at him when he lets me go.
“Fine, you will respect her wishes. If she wants you, so be it. If not, you leave her alone. I don’t want to be ridding your blood from my daughter’s hands.” He tells me, and I gulp. Even though Fenrir no longer holds the title, he is still a strong and scary man. What’s more, he is my mate’s father.
I was one of Fenrir’s warriors. I fought against him to protect Mia his mate, and his pups when he lost control before he was banished by Selene, his sister back to the underworld.
“Ring me when she returns. It’s time I had a chat with my wayward daughter about what she is doing.” I nod as he turns towards Theo and Nicholas, waving his hand as they all step through a portal.
Sitting back on the sofa, I groan.
“Gaia, I’m not going to give up. You will accept me sooner or later and I will wait. I have all the time in the world.”
Epilogue 1.Rosa POV.Today I leave for the settlement at Moonlight Cove. I don’t want to go. The reason being that Charlie has been awful to me the last few times I have been there; I don’t understand why he is being a total twat.“Rosa, baby. Come on.” My mom Gaia shouts at me from the living room and I groan as I walk like a lost puppy down the stairs. My parents know I don’t want to go, but this is what I have been trained for since I was five years old. It sucks ass being the next Oracle, especially a wolf one. I haven’t told them why I don’t want to go.“Stop grumbling. It will be fun.” My wolf Cece says in my head and I scoff at her. We shifted a few days ago, and she hasn’t shut up since.The shift was painful and I won’t be doing it again anytime soon, that’s for damn sure. We managed to hold off me going to settlement when I was 16, but now I’m 18 and I have to go. Maybe I can run away and they won’t find me?“Don’t even think about it, young lady.” I turn and see my dad Cal
Gaia POV.It has been a few weeks since the not funeral. Everything has settled down and there has been nothing bad happening so far. For that, I can only hold my breath because there will always be trouble waiting around the corner to cause damage and chaos.Rosa has been doing her lesson every Saturday and has been spending time with Charlie. They are so funny together, her with her mischievous ways and him with his nonchalance. He isn’t easily riled, which is a good thing, because we all know how Rosa can get under your skin and it takes a lot of patience with her.The first time she came back from her training. Dragus scooped her up and sniffed her and was asking who had been around her and I told him it was the people from the settlement it is safe to say the following week he tagged along and yes you guessed it, he found his second chance mate. it was no other than Odessa.He is happy and so is she, but at first she ran away because she was worried that he would reject her, espe
Gaia POV.The day has come that we lay Britany to rest. It has been a few days and things are calm for a change. But I know it’s because the pack is mourning the loss of their Luna and after today they will lose their Alpha.I am walking through the packhouse in a black dress and my hair is down, minimal makeup is on my face and I have my black sunglasses. I haven’t been sleeping much as I know things are going to change rapidly when Nic leaves us to go in search of himself. It’s the same thing dad done, but he was searching for his mates.I hope Nic returns to us better than before. All we can do is keep a close eye on him. He had locked himself away from everyone and refused to eat or see anyone, so all we can do is watch from afar.The pack is sombre and some look at Nic with disdain as we walk towards the family crypt. I hold his hand and give it a squeeze. But he keeps his head down and I want to take his pain away, but I can’t. He needs to do this.We stop in front of Selene, wh
Gaia POV.Walking on pack grounds. The place is in turmoil as the warriors are in battle formation and I sigh, rubbing my forehead.“What is going on?” I say to my dad and he shrugs his shoulders as we walk closer to them.“Ok, can someone explain what the fuck is going on?” I shout and they all turn to look at me as my mates and family come running towards us.“Oh, thank the Gods you are safe, what happened?” My mom throws her arms around me and I explain everything and she looks at me in shock before she looks at my dad and he has a pout on his lips. Yeah, I get that from him.“Please tell me you didn’t do that?” she asks him and he just shrugs his shoulders when mom groans and rubs her temples.“God dammit, Fen, you can tell where she gets it from.” I move away slowly, not wanting to be scolded by her. If you didn’t know this, but my mom is fucking scary when she is mad. So yeah, dad is on his own.“Traitor.” I hear him mumble through the link. My eyes widen. Wait, I can link.“Kod
Gaia POV.“No, that’s not possible. No power can unlock that gate without the Guardian.” I say to him when he shakes his head with a chuckle.“That’s where you are wrong. You are or sorry, were the Goddess of Hell your authority overrules that of the Guardian. You willingly gave your power to the monsters. They are growing stronger and it will only be a matter of time before they break the Gate of Purgatory. Releasing the damned back into the world. Do you see what you have done? Gaia, you have caused destruction. All because you couldn’t contain your power.” I look at him in shock. I shake my head. Gods, he is stupid.“No, it was Xena’s power and the damn curse she put on me that has caused this. I tried to fight it and I failed. I wanted to get rid of it. Xena’s soul is feeding the Gate, so is her power, it also feeds it. My darkness, as you know, had been taken over by her power. If I didn’t do what I did, I would have destroyed everything. You know this, with my power, Zeus, I am
Gaia POV.The feeling of something silky against my back and the sun beaming on my face wakes me from a dreamless sleep. Squinting as I open my eyes. I cover my eyes with my forearm as everything is bright. Too damn bright.The sound of birds, running water and soft music fills me. I remove my forearm and see I am laying on a shimmering silk cushion. I look down and see I’m wearing a long, flowing white gown. My wrists, ankles, and neck have gold cuffs and I take in the room.The room is spotless, all white with gold touches to it. The floor is marble white tiles with the same gold swirling through it. I look towards the window and it’s not a window. It’s completely open, with long sheer white voile curtains blowing delicately in the breeze.I pull myself up and walk towards them, and I gasp in surprise.I’m in a paradise. The grass is green and lush, palm trees, animals big and small roam around living peacefully. Predator and prey living side by side. The sky is a mix of blues and l
Jake POV.We all watch on in horror as these shadows fed on Gaia. The room is icy cold and we can see our breaths. With each bite or suck from these shadows, you can see the power being pulled from her. It’s dark misty stuff, then it starts changing colour and becomes red.No-one moves or speaks as we all stand there watching as she opens her mouth, her back arches up and a silent scream tears out of her, tears stream down her face.When her back hits the ground and the shadows slither away with a purr like hiss. Fen runs to her and we follow behind.Nothing is making sense with what has just happened. Then she revokes her power and title. That is when it hits us. It was her power, her darkness, that those things were feeding on. They were taking it away from her.“Will she be ok?” I whisper as I touch her cold, clammy skin with a shaking hand.“I don’t know. You saw what she did. She is no longer the Goddess and her power is gone.” Fen slumps on the floor, cradling Gaia to his chest.
Gaia POV.I watch on in horror as I try to fight back. This isn’t my magic, this is … the curse. Fuck!I try to fight back as I advance forward and grab my father and fling him away as I move to Nic.“STOP, STOP, STOP!” I scream, but I keep moving forward as I try to pull myself back.My hand moves and grabs Nic by his throat, and his eyes fly open as my claws extend. No, no, no, no!“You’re … not … my sister! Are … you?” I try to pull my claws back, but I can’t.“No. I’m not.” As I fight the power, my hand tightens when I’m knocked away from Nic, and I keep fighting. When I turn and see my dad in his beast form as he growls at me.Oh fuck! This is going to hurt. I try again to open the mind link, but I can’t. I can’t stop myself. All I can do is watch on in absolute horror.“Whatever you are, stop!” I scream again when a cold laugh sounds in my head.“No, you know you want this, Gaia. Give in, all your life you have been shunned by them when you should have been loved. They hate you,
TRIGGER WARNING, PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION!Leo POV.We all watch in horror at what Gaia has just said. What the fuck is going on?“The first time she felt your betrayal, she caught you in your bed with three whores, yes?” I watch as she balls her fists to her sides and I can feel the anger, sadness, and need for revenge build in her.“ANSWER ME!” she screams and I see a few jump at her tone. She is filled with hate and will hurt him.“Yes,” she growls at him, and so does Sofia. I look between them both and move closer to her when Calista stops me and shakes his head and I can’t read his expression. He is cold.“Do you remember when she collapsed? When she fucking passed out clutching her belly.” I take a breath at her words when the temperature in the room plummets and I know she is pissed.“She was pregnant with your pup. Your pain of betrayal caused her to miscarry in the fucking shower of your room. Then because of that, when you continued and then started beating her, th