Alodia said goodbye to Nicu when she already made sure that he was in his classroom. She went to the mall to buy the necessary ingredients that she was going to use for baking and cooking to prepare for her employer’s birthday. She was totally going to prepare a surprise for Nicoleta’s birthday. She was sure that the latter would be happy about it.
While looking for the ingredients in mind, she didn’t notice the man who was pushing his cart that was filled with groceries. She bumped into it and some canned goods hit her shoulder, making her groan in pain while massaging that assaulted part.
“Pardon!” She heard the man’s voice who spoke in Romanian. He continued to profusely ask for her forgiveness. Her mouth suddenly hung open. That familiar voice!
Harman! her mind shouted, making her heart thump so loud against her rib cage. Shit! Why is he here in all places?
She tried hard not to look over her shoulder. But damn that neck of hers. It seemed to have its own mind and turned toward the owner of that sexy baritone voice. It seemed that time and space didn’t exist as they looked into each other’s eyes. Those black curly lashes and dark brown eyes…
“Alodia?” He recognized her instantly.
She looked in front of her to escape from his staring eyes. She quickly took the things she was going to buy and walked away fast. She wanted to get away from him as soon as possible. But he chased her and held her by the arm.
“Let me go!” she said firmly without turning and looking at him.
“I have been looking for you for years!” he told her.
She couldn’t stop herself from looking him in the eyes then. He what? He was looking for her for years? When was it? Since she was gone? But why? Didn’t he understand why she went away? He should have known it by now! And he should have hated her! Was that why he stopped her because he wanted to confront her?
She swallowed the huge lump in her throat and blinked fast. She raised her chin because he was way taller than her five feet two.
“And there’s nothing to talk about, is there?” Even though she was a bit guilty, she didn’t want to show it to this man.
She tried hard to take back her arm and went to the cashier to pay.
But he was still on her heels. She could hear the soft steps of his shoes against the white tiled floor of the mall. She knew that his strides were longer than hers but she tried hard to ignore him.
She paid everything and he followed her quickly without paying. But the staff there chased Harman to make him pay for the goods. When she looked over her shoulder, she could see that he took in a deep breath and took some money from his wallet and paid everything. Afterward, he chased her again outside the mall, ignoring the people’s stares.
“Alodia!” He called her name.
But she didn’t turn around like she never heard anything. She hailed a cab and got in quickly. She shook her head at the taxi driver when he thought they were together. She told him the address and they were off.
“I think he’s calling you, miss,” he said in Romanian while peering at his rear view mirror.
“I don’t know him,” was her only reply.
But the driver grinned at her. He obviously didn’t believe her but she didn’t care.
“Looks like he knows you well, then. Besides, he’s after us now, driving his car,” he revealed.
“What?” Her jaw hung open and her eyes widened.
She looked behind them and she could tell that it was that brand and make of the car that she saw in his garage earlier this morning.
“Shit!” she cursed. She then turned to the driver. “Could you lose him, please? I will pay you handsomely,” she requested the driver.
“Well, if you say so,” he said and grinned at her again. He stepped harder on the accelerator as long as the traffic could permit.
However, Harman was still close on their tail. She calculated the money that was on her. Could she really pay for the taxi? Why was he being so persistent? She was pissed. She ground her teeth and her heart was beating so hard. What did he want with her?
She then decided to tell the middle-aged driver to just send her to the address she’d given him. She paid him before she got off from the cab. He then winked at her.
“Seems like he won’t let you go, miss.” The fat driver grinned widely.
She didn’t answer and the driver waved at her before he drove off. She quickly took the keys from her winter coat and shoved one inside the keyhole of the gate before Harman could park his car.
“Alodia!” he called her again. But she was already inside the gate and locked it fast enough before he could even grab her. She ran toward the big house, and when she was in, she also locked the door as if he could still follow her inside.
She took a deep breath and rested her back against the door. She was out of breath after their chase. After a few minutes, she then decided to peer from window. She could see that he was still out there, staring at the big house of her employer.
“My God! Why wouldn’t he just go away?” she murmured to herself.
Her heart seemed to be crumpled so tightly in her chest. His face looked so sad and his shoulders were slumped. She swallowed hard and blinked away the tears that formed in her eyes. She had to stand her ground of not going to see him and talk to him again in spite of what she felt for him until now.
After a few moments of watching him, he turned around and walked away. But she knew damn well that he was going to come back. He already knew where she was. And should she get out of Nicoleta’s haven of a home? Her employer knew of her story with Harman. It was because she thought of her as a friend. And she was a good person and a good soul. Nicoleta understood why she did it to Harman.
“But wouldn’t you need to talk about it before you decided to do what you had to?” Nicoleta asked her then.
It was like only yesterday. But it was already three years ago. And she blinked again to try to shake it off from her memory. She went to the kitchen instead. She had to keep herself busy so that she wouldn’t think about Harman and what was in the past when they were still together. She had to remind herself that it was all a game and nothing more!
She just had to forget everything that was between them even though he was just nearby. Even if he was going to confront her about it—or not…
She sighed when all the “ifs” started to appear in her mind.
Harman kneeled in front of Alodia when she sat on the edge of the bed in Harman’s room. An open small box with a twinkling diamond ring met her eyes when she looked at it. She thought he must have prepared it long ago, knowing that he truly loved her since the day he set his eyes on her on their way to Romania.“Can I officially hold on to you forever, iubirea mea?” His eyes searched hers as he asked that question.“Can you tell me first why you gave me the papucul doamnei?” she asked him, looking intently at his waiting handsome face.“To let you know that you are rare and difficult to find,” he answered with amusement.She laughed at that and wound her arms around his neck, looking into his eyes. “I should say you’re very rare too, Harman. I wouldn’t find any man who’s like you. Never in the whole world!”“I know,” he agreed, proud of himself, ma
Harman, in turn, gently caressed her back. “All is forgiven now,” he said quietly in her ear. “And just for the record, I never had a grudge on you for leaving me that day. But I just thought I’d died. My life was so meaningless without you, Alodia. I was working so hard just to find you. I just loved you everyday more and more, iubirea mea. Just that you were not there by my side. That was what hurt me so much! And that I couldn’t hug you, kiss you and make love to you…” He kissed her neck then; his lips felt the fast-beating pulse there.“B-but… if I confess something to you… would you forgive me?” She wriggled free from his embrace and looked him in the eye. Her eyes were filled with tears.“Alodia, I love you so much! I don’t even know why I love you so much. Why won’t I forgive you? And I’ve even already accepted that my family won’t ever forgive me again, e
The other woman smiled at her. She could see that there was a change in her. She could feel that this woman’s smile was genuine this time.Maybe it is because of Harman. She has him already in her life, she thought dejectedly.“You still have a grudge on me, huh?” Laili stated and stepped closer to Alodia. She looked fashionable in her cream-colored long winter coat.“And why not? You’re the reason that…” and she halted. It was all in the past. “Why are you here, by the way? If… you’re looking for your husband, he’s not living in that house but that one across the street. This one right here is my friend’s.” She pointed the houses respectively while she spoke, trying to not blow up in Laili’s face.Why did I even think of talking to her when she called me anyway? Now, she regretted it.The other woman chuckled. “My husband you’re sayi
Alodia didn’t know how she got home because of the memories and different thoughts that bothered her. She felt like a zombie walking after she off the bus. It was even a miracle for her to arrive home still in one piece. She was so damn tired! And she fell into the couch like a defeated soldier.She stirred from her disturbed nap because of the doorbell. It was like there was an emergency. She didn’t know she’d fallen asleep when her body hit the couch. When she glanced at her wrist watch, it was already past six in the evening.“Shit! Nicu!” She ran toward the door to open it.Then, she stepped back when she saw Harman with Nicu. The kid came in and looked at her desperately for a second or two.“You’re such a loser, Alodia!” he said gaily. “You forgot to pick me up at school!” he complained in his usual gay tone. There was no grudge in this boy, which amazed her.However, she frowned at
Alodia literally jumped back because of it. Her hand was on her breast. She turned and walked away from him, as fast as she could. But Harman followed her and held her arm tightly.“Will you stop running away from me? If you do, I’ll still follow you around. You know that!” he said in a hard tone. She looked at him with desperation in her eyes. She thought he was just one of those men that she left with a broken heart. She would let them fall in love with her and leave them high and dry, and then, she was on her merry way.“How could you still follow me around when I’ve already left you? I already threw you away like garbage!” But actually, he was like a shadow that she wanted to get rid of. She had her own reasons besides her revenge on men.“Yes, I even asked myself that same question. Why am I doing this? You killed me when you left me. My heart
“You already took care of me and Nicu, Alodia. That was all I asked of you, right? Besides, you’ve done more than you ever know. You made me strong when my husband was gone. You came into my life and Nicu’s just in time! And believe it or not, I found the best friend in you. You never left me high and dry,” she said and laughed, quoting her. “And I want to do the same for you. I’ll be by your side to get you through this, Alodia. That’s a promise. So, you have to show me that you are strong, too. You’re not like Alyanna. You’re different from your sister. You can do this. You were able to get through this before. Why not again? Just think of it as a replay.” Her friend soothed her by rubbing her back gently.She tried to nod as she continued to cry. It still hurt especially that it was about Harman. She thought she was over him after all these years. But then, she had loved him still all these years. And nothing chan