HAZARDOUS

"Babe, please! I swear to god, I didn't kiss her back! I love you, babe. Please, don't leave me... I love you..."Even though my heart wants to forgive him badly, I refused to follow it. I would never let a man hurt me twice, once is enough. I cherish myself more than anyone because no one would do so. I only have myself, myself is enough. Loving myself is more worth it than loving a gluttony man for sex.I maintained my stoic look without wavering my eye away from his. "You should have thought about that when you were busy devouring her disgusting filler. I'm done with your fucked up reasons, Falcon. We're done." As I stated those words, he ran towards the kitchen and came back while giving me a menacing look which I returned in an instant.He pointed a kitchen knife in my direction with a threatening look. I didn't give in even though I was surprised by his unexpected actions. I expected him to accept it calmly as he doesn't seem to love me truthfully, it was only my looks."Take th

I looked at my hands, I can see dry marks of blood on them. Its color isn't fresh dark red anymore because it's been a couple of hours since that incident inside the parking lot. I didn't know that it could turn into a horrifying experience for me. I... I thought it was just a normal argument, a normal fight between exes, and ex-lovers. Nevertheless, I was completely wrong. I was dumb, I kept on trying to avoid being like her. The thought of me, being superior and fierce was like a key for me to prevent being like my deceased mother. I was so scared to die in vain like her, I was so scared to experience her horrifying life, that my mind didn't even think that I'm just a human being, that there are times that I'm weak, that there is someone who can suppress me... Because of my unrealistic ideals, I almost got raped by my fucking ex-lover. At that time, there was only one thing that crossed my helpless mind, to escape. I wanted to escape whatever it takes, even if I look dumb, helpless,

My whole day has been busy since we landed in a different country. I didn't even bother asking what country this is as I have been too preoccupied. Good thing, everything was already prepared. We already had a place to reside while we were staying here. Gheuver already took care of everything or perhaps, Madethy did? Gheuver seems pretty close with our agency's owner. I stared at the vast ceiling while my mind ran around, trying to think of anything in order to defeat that so-called boredom. I can just use my phone but it's not even interesting. I don't use social media but I have my own accounts even though I don't use them. I only created one because we need it as per what Gheuver and our manager stated, to create a better audience. I have only opened my social media accounts once and that's when I created them. I don't want to post my pictures but Minnette said that it is required for us, so we can promote our agency and the products that were modeling for. As much as possible, I

"SWEETHEART, you're undeniably charismatic!" Andrus' voice echoed inside the whole room. I awkwardly replied with a smile. Krestie clapped her hands while gazing at my face as if she was satisfied with her work. "I have never loved my profession this much," she mumbled. "I guess, her face is inspiring just as her roots." I don't know how to respond to their unusual comments that's why I acted like it was nothing and just stood up to get dressed. "I have to go, I need to get dressed. Thank you, I really appreciate it!" Andrus and Krestie came closer to hug me and tried to calm my nerves as much as they could to relieve the so-called nervousness. Soon after their hug, the other hair stylist hugged me as well while whispering their encouraging words. I really appreciate these people even though I'm not comfortable with their previous comments, though they look like a compliment. "Is this your first runway walk? Gosh, you must be nervous!" "Girl, I'm telling you! You'll manage to p

"Am I still adorable?" With a seductive and a hint of viciousness, I began to take off what I am currently wearing. However, before my bra showed up, Hazard took off his extravagant-looking blazer and hurriedly covered my body, earning a cute grunt from me. "Bummer," I murmured. "Have you gone mad?" he asked, almost shouting as he kept on covering my body using his expensive-looking apparel. "Maybe, I do. How about you?" I'm literally exasperated, not only because I had turned out to be tangled with their fucked up relationship but also rather because he seems to be flirting with me willingly while he's in a freaking relationship. I liked him as a person when I encountered him several times but seeing his doings recently, I don't think I'd still like to befriend him. "What?" "I don't like repeating what I have already pertained to, suit yourself." I rolled my eyes as I turned my back from him and was about to leave but I stopped. "Ah, another thing, stop flirting with me because