LOGIN{NYRA}
“Looks like you two need some catching up to do,” I chipped in worriedly, breaking the long silence between us. Zarina had gone by that time… to get me beverages and drugs prescribed by Jayden, my attending doctor. Even better, he made me realize that he was not only a doctor but a successful, renowned cardiac surgeon. It was amazing to think about how he managed to accomplish such incredible news in such a brief period. “Yeah, I know… she looked shocked to see me again,” he sighed, rubbing the side of his temple. The little act showcased his flawless, tanned skin. His brown hair, styled backwards, caught the sterile light. A small mole rested on the lower side of his rosy lips, framed by carved brows and long lashes. Jayden had been tall back then, but now… he seemed even taller, towering in his white coat. Beside him, I felt like a pea‑sized doll. Thankfully, I wasn’t short either. “You disappeared without a trace… remember? You left her alone.” “I’ll make it up to Zarina… when I see her again.” His hands slid into his pockets, his gaze fixed on me like I was some fairytale princess who had escaped Disneyland. “Is there something on my face?” I asked, confused. What was he so amused about that he had to keep staring? There wasn’t any circus to watch on my pathetic face. He scratched the back of his neck, smiling sheepishly. “You haven’t changed a bit. Still much more beautiful since I last saw you at the Halloween night party.” I narrowed my eyes. “You were there? How come I never noticed? I thought you were at boarding school then.” “Back then, you failed to notice me… I wonder if you will now.” “Huh, what did you say?” I asked, staring at him. He exhaled. “It’s nothing… never mind.” Curiosity stirred in me. What was he trying to tell me? ««««« That was when my mom made an entrance inside the hospital. She threw a dramatic yet stylish grand gesture into my room, accompanied by two women. Sometimes I wondered how she met my dad. She was young, vibrant, energetic — a flawless beauty queen who stirred men to her side. Not just once, but thrice. Dad was handsome too, but too ambitious and controlling for a woman like her. Aside from his power‑driven nature, he was good to me. Not the best man, but at least he gave me a name. “Hi, mother,” I greeted formally. I wasn’t expecting her to visit me at the hospital. I was certain she had seen the news. Jayden had already made his way out of the room after greeting her. Thankfully, he understood the word privacy. “I brought them here to style your hair and glow your battered, gorgeous face, sweetheart.” Her lips curved into a smile, suspiciously cunning like a thief. “Why? But I’m much better this way. I don’t need any makeover or a hairdo, Mom.” I shot her a glare. “Oh, you poor little thing. Come here.” She sat beside my bed, embracing me in her arms. This was new. “You’re not fine. Look at you. They’ve been starving you here. I’m going to sue this place.” Wait. Was this my mom? She seemed so… different. It felt off and weird. My mom never had the time to be affectionate toward me. She had always loved her glamorous lifestyle, and ever since I turned fourteen, she would leave me with nannies alone in the mansion to party and go on trips that lasted weeks. I had grown accustomed to my lonely, miserable life. I didn’t want to ruin the moment, so I waited for her to be done. “Mom… are you alright?” She laughed in a high‑pitched tone. “I’m fine, what makes you say so?” “Nothing,” I shook my head. “You saw the news. Is that why you came?” I hoped her answer would be yes. Maybe she cared about me after all. “Ahh, yes, I forgot. We shouldn’t keep the two ladies on their feet, sweetheart. Let’s glow you up a bit.” My question was ignored. Just like always. But I was used to it. “I don’t need any makeup, I’m fine, Mom. Besides, I’m in the hospital. Couldn’t you find a better time to do this?” She threw an unpleasant glance at me. “Don’t be silly, child. You’ll do as you are told. Think about your father’s reputation.” So this was about him again. “Quick. Stop talking and stay still for them to do their jobs. And everything will be just fine.” She smiled, hoping her words were enough to convince me. At some point, they did. And soon, they were done turning me into one of the beautiful models you see on shows. It was too perfect — the marks on my face from the assault were no longer visible. In just an hour… I was transformed. My mom heaved a sigh of relief, satisfied by layers of touches on me. “Finally, this won’t give them any story to talk about.” I went still, brows furrowed and palms sweaty like I had run a marathon. “What?” “What the hell are you talking about, Mom?” Her face turned in my direction, like a child caught in mischief. “Well, your dad and I couldn’t let them storm in here… seeing you pathetic like this. I mean… What will the public say? Think about it.” I was in shock. She continued. “We paid a huge sum of money for the video to be brought down. Your shame was adding much popularity to the internet.” “Be glad we did what you couldn’t do. If you had just shut up and tried not to act so self‑righteous and, you know, marry Draven… we wouldn’t be in this mess.” “It’s your fault. And your dad is furious. So please, Nyra… when they arrive, we need you to put on the best act. Okay?” She squeezed my hands. ««««« In thirty minutes, reporters crowded the entire space. Some stood outside the building, ready to hunt for anything that would cause a tremendous headline. Both small and big mics gawked at me, desperately waiting for one word. Phones and live cameras were ready to run. “Ms. Kingswell, there was raw footage of you with a man at the lounge area,” one of them fired at me. His stylish pants and creamy white shirt contrasted with his grumpy face. Out of the rest, he sounded like he had been in the game longer. “Just recently… you left Mr. Draven at the altar with no explanations. And it was also claimed that a lady who had your resemblance had a conflict with a man precisely yesterday night.” “We believe he was the newfound lover you recently met.” Okay, I was starting to hate him. He added again, eyes fixed on me, impatiently keening for an answer. “Some assumptions are flying in the air that you went there to have some fun, and unfortunately, things got brutal with your new lover, thereby landing you… here in this hospital.” “Which to me… you look fine.” His dark, ugly eyes thrust a sharp dagger into mine as he completely disagreed with the façade I wore. “The public is eager to know if the woman in the video is you or someone else.” To be honest… I wasn’t expecting that kind of cunning and vile question. Fuck the rumours and the harsh comments. I couldn’t care less about their twisted lies. But… my parents. I was terrified of ending up on their blacklist. I understood the gravity — the truth would cost me my entire existence. At this point, I was lost between protecting the little peace I had with them and keeping a brave face.{NYRA}I couldn't do it!I thought about so many things. I couldn't bring myself to end it all.My life.It hasn't even had a chance to bloom yet. Fuck it.It just means I was selfish— like my father.Inconsiderate. Scared to thrive. And weak.“I’m not weak. Do you hear me Dad? I'm… not… weak. I refuse it,” the tears in my eyes fell freely into the sea.The wave slapped my face. It mixed with the moisture on my skin.My whole body crouched to the water. My dress was drenched. I hugged my skin tightly.“It's cold. Th— this place is freaking cold.”I quivered. Teeth gnashed together. My hair ran loose in the wind. I felt the air pass through my ears. Into my eardrums. The passage through my nostrils was blocked.“Jayden!” It came as a whisper. My tone was dull. It croaked like a frog. About to create another drop of tears.I missed him. He was the only one who saw the best in me when most of them saw an opportunity to put me back into my shell.I was used to being dependent on them.
{JAYDEN} Gibberish. He sprouted nonsense from his mouth. I never begged for sex. I was the predator when it came to the women. My lips flashed with a corny smile. The little weapon between my legs twitched for naughty desires with her. “That's a work in progress. She isn't ready yet.” My breath sucked in. God— I’ve never been so fucking eager for that kind of moment with her. Hopefully one of these days. “Actually— I bought her a car. One of the most expensive ones. She needed it.” “Dude!” he raised his voice. His hands shifted to his mouth. “You fucking kidding me?” My head tilted. “Not at all.” “Well… what did she say? Was she happy? Come on— tell me. I wanna know.” He rushed his words. He looked happier than I as if he was the one who got the car for her. Weird guy! Must he always display his madness wherever he goes? “Hmmm. Can't say.” I removed my phone from my pocket. Hours ago— I sent Nyra three messages along with stickers. She was y
{JAYDEN}“Are you nuts? You almost gave me a heart attack with the silly stunt you pulled.”God damn— I thought that was the end.I could literally feel the sour taste of my heart in my mouth.And for about thirty fucking minutes— the taste never left.‘Imagine what would have happened if I had fucking given in?’I blew a heavy breath as I fought the fears away.“Come on man… I was joking,” Massimo smirked. His laughter could be heard in the atmosphere.It didn't stop for a second.Then he leaned mockingly on the seat that faced opposite me. “But what the hell Jayden. She’s hot. Really sexy.”My eyes rolled annoyingly at him. “Not as Nyra.”Massi scoffed. His brows arched suspiciously. “Not sure about that man. If not I wouldn't have seen you with another woman.”“So close to you,” he added. “And you didn't seem like you hated advances.” Bastard!The cock knew what he was doing.He wanted my reaction. To see what I would say. Then— we fucked around. We celebrated it without remorse
{NYRA}It's been more than two hours. But I had hopelessly wished anyone would call back. To tell me it was a joke. I kept scrolling through my phone for like a lifetime. “Gosh! This is frustrating,” I sighed bitterly. “What would you like to eat, white lady,” an innocent voice cut through the turmoil that burned inside my heart. My car was three kilometers away from the local bamboo restaurant. I had walked on my own two feet. I needed to think. To touch the soil. To feel the world beneath me instead of the screen in my hand. My teeth glistened for a minute. “A bowl of spicy noodles will do. And two bottles of liquor.” The little boy's arrival eased my sanity. At least— before I vanished. It wouldn't be so bad to enjoy one last delicious meal. And drowning my heart with liquors. I think here— they call it soju. A Korean cafeteria. A message popped in. It was just twenty silly notifications and ten missed calls from my dear mother. The one who double-crossed me
{JAYDEN} “Sir? They are here.” A knock on the door disrupted the little sleep I was getting. I honestly thought that hiding in here would keep me away from everyone. Well, I guessed wrong. The office was quiet, with papers neatly stacked on my desk and the faint ticking of the wall clock filled the silence. The hum of the air conditioner and the sterile scent of disinfectant lingered, reminding me I was still in the hospital. “When should we begin?” Intern Cathy whispered, immediately after finding out that she had ruined my nap time. She bowed her tiny head. She gazed at any other place but where I sat. Her fingers twisted together nervously, shoulders stiff, eyes darting quickly to the floor then to the wall as if searching for escape. Maybe she didn't want to witness how infuriated I was. But I wasn't. Cathy was the least person that I could get pissed at. Plus— she had no idea I was relaxing. I adjusted my white coat and sleeves properly. “Uhh… give
I reached the building. It changed each passing day. More stunning on the outside. “I wonder what the inside is going to look like,” my brows carved in astonishment. The entire metallic surface changed from one brilliant dazzling color to another.“Phew!” I exclaimed, staring down at my gold wristwatch. “I just have an hour to catch up with them.” My painting sat beside me, strapped in like a fragile passenger. “Help me this one time, God. I really need this job. Please,” I shut my eyes tight. My lips moved frantically. I prayed inaudibly. It was a crucial prayer that I wished he had hastily responded to. That's if he knew that it concerned life and death. My fingers unlocked the car button. I jumped out of the car, shutting it gently. It was new, exquisite, powerful—I didn't want to leave a scratch on it. Also, I took the painting from the passenger seat, and safeguarded it between my arm holes. For safety. I stared around my surroundings. “I’m here once again.”My four-inc







