Masuk~~~~~ NYRA ~~~~~ “Jayden! For heaven’s sake, we can’t make love. I’m way above your age!!” “We both know we want this,” he whispered against my earlobes, his fingers crawling under my skin. He doesn't want to take no for an answer. “You’ve been my secret crush right from when I met you, up until now.” ——— I was supposed to marry the man I’d loved since I was a child. But one brutal truth destroyed everything and I walked away from the altar — humiliated, broken, and alone. That night, my world fell apart again. But when I opened my eyes in the hospital, the first thing I saw was Jayden Sterlings. A twenty-five-year-old. Intelligent. Insufferably arrogant and far too young for me. Yet— somehow, he’s dangerously charming for my mental health. He offered me protection when I needed it most. “A secret marriage with no emotions and no strings attached. Just my own safety.” But living under the same roof with Jayden is dangerous in a different way. The kind that tempts you to forget every rule you’d sworn you’d follow. His touch burns through every wall I’ve built around myself. His voice makes my heart race too fast. And the way he looks at me makes me completely forget my own name. But when a terrifying secret about Jayden comes to the surface, I'm left with a difficult choice. Walking away from everything again… Or falling for the man I was never supposed to want.
Lihat lebih banyak{NYRA}
“Just a minute— and it will all be over,” Kathy whispered, her voice soft as the brush in her hand. I heard the patter of tiny feet — children darting through the corridors like sparks of joy. The guests added to the rising hum of excitement and unease. Their voices drifted in from the hallway — chit‑chatting, laughing, whispering — blending into the soft swirls of powder and perfume. “I apologize. Please carry on.” My life had been harsh, silent, and filled with streams of endless despair bottled up inside my heart, hidden under the disguise of a smile no one could see. But one thing was certain. Despite the ache that lived in me for years, today felt different. A strange warmth bloomed in my chest because I was getting married. “Awwwn!! It’s beautiful. Thank you, Kathy,” I whispered, flashing a smile as soft as silk. She turned me into a masterpiece… one that would drop jaws the moment I walked in. It was my wedding. My moment. Nothing felt more deserved than today. Or so I thought. Joy proved easier to imagine than to live. Somehow, the universe snatched away the last crumbs of happiness I tucked away like treasures in a cookie jar. “Hmm, not badddd,” I stretched the last word out like a rubber band, squealing at my reflection. “It’s so perfect!” I twirled like a doll on display — perfect, polished, maybe… hollowed. My eyes lit up, and my lips curved into a smile, satisfied and impressed by everything. “Oh my gosh, you look so pretty.” Zarina’s voice pulled me out of my funny daydreaming. “Girl, you look breathless. Draven is gonna melt away like ice when he sees his bride,” she squealed. I blushed hard. Red patches of color spread across my cheeks. Her words mushed me inside. “You really think so… Babe?” I asked, eyes raised in search of honesty. At least, it convinced me more than my thoughts did. “I feel nervous and worried today, Zarina. Don’t know why.” Zarina laughed, her hands clutching my chin in admiration like fairy dust sprinkled on my face. “Probably because you can’t wait to get fucked… tonight,” she whispered the last part low, but loud enough for the walls to hear. I gasped, my eyes bulging like they would fall out anytime soon. “Zar… you’re unbelievable. You know that.” “Whattt! But it’s true, Nyra. Draven is gonna drool all over you… tonight. Like! Girl… have you seen yourself in the mirror?” she hollered, revealing her crooked smile. Zarina’s laughter echoed, but something inside me refused to laugh back. A chill crept up my spine. I forced a smile. “Have you ever been serious before, Zar? I’m telling you, something feels off. I feel really nervous today.” It felt strange. “Hey! Hey! Look at me, Nyra.” She paused, her fingers moved my glammed face towards her chestnut eyes. “Remember back in college, when you and I went for our first swimming competition, and you felt nervous because you thought those loser‑ass girls matched better than you?” “Yeah,” I muttered. She went on. “I told you that you would win. And you did,” she breathed out. “Everything is fine… don’t worry. Draven loves you, and I know you love him, too. This is a first for you, probably why you think… everything could go wrong.” “We are all here to celebrate your special moments — even your mom and dad. You’ve got this, Nyra.” “Text me at night… after the wild sex between you two,” she laughed hysterically. Her smile switched into a grin. “You know what… get out,” I rolled my eyes, pushing her out of my room. Silly girl! Maybe she was right. I guessed I was too nervous for nothing. Kathy, my makeup and hair stylist, left the bride’s room. Now it was just me… alone in my world, daydreaming about freedom, until the moment came to walk the altar. “Soon, all these will be over,” I breathed out, my eyes closed, wandering into thin air. A message popped up on my phone screen, dragging me back to reality. “Huh? Who could this be?” I gazed at the glowing screen, no identity on it. The message read: “There is a very big surprise waiting for you… Inside his room.” DRAVEN. I furrowed a brow, staring hard at the harmless message, but inside it ticked like a time bomb disguised as a whisper. My heart fluttered at the message, but something about it felt… off. Still, I wanted to believe. I needed to. So I went. ««««« His dressing space pulsed with style… intoxicating, sharp, unmistakably him. I stared at his sculpted back, rigid as a marble wall. Draven stood tall in a tailored black leather suit, his presence amplified by crimson shoes that gleamed like warning signs. He was tall, his loosely curled blonde hair catching the light with effortless charm. A gold watch clung to his strong wrist, summing up his sophisticated appearance long kept beneath the surface. “Draven!” I called; my voice, low and soft. I walked inside his classy space without knocking. My steps slipped invisible like a ghost. I wanted to surprise him just as he wanted to. My hand reached for his stern shoulder when his voice broke through the silence, low, deliberate, impossible to ignore. “It’s finally here. A perfect time to get the position I’ve always wanted at my dad’s company.” “She has no idea of my plans… trust me. It’s like killing two birds with one stone.” He kept talking, each word colder than the last, like a script rehearsed for deception. “No! Alfred, just trust me. You’re the only one I love… not Nyra.” His voice rasped, barely audible through the phone. “She’s just a decoy in my plan. Once the wedding seals — Nyra won’t realize before I discard her, and you and I will toast to it.” “I’ll come see you later at night. Same place, same time, bye… love you.” My feet turned cold. Words clung to my throat, refusing to surface. Each step away from his room dragged heavier than the last. I wanted to scream, to expose him right there, but I swallowed the urge. I caught him. And he didn’t even know it yet. “Everyone’s waiting, Nyra,” Zarina’s voice broke through the quiet as I wiped away the tears that refused to fall. She stepped closer, brushing my damp cheek with her thumb. “I’m so happy for you.” She squealed. “Finally, you’re going to be a Langford.” She had no clue. Only if she knew. Sadly! I was going to break everyone’s heart, including mine. ««««« There he was… waiting for me on the altar, smiling so charmingly. My stomach stirred at his deceitful sight. I didn’t want to be here anymore. “You look so beautiful, Nyra.” His eyes lit up at me, his white teeth bared in a smile. Now I stood opposite Draven. The hall fell silent… graveyard silent. Every guest watched us like mannequins behind glass, posing for admiration, waiting to claim us. I stared at the priest with patience, waiting for him. My gaze drifted back to the man I was meant to spend forever with and to my parents’ faces, glowing with pride, watching their only daughter about to be whisked into a dream they believed was mine. The priest’s words hung in the air. My chest tightened, every breath shallow. I could hear the faint rustle of dresses, the cough of a guest, the silence pressing in like a weight. “Nyra! It’s now or never,” I whispered to myself, the words slicing through the storm inside me like a battle cry. “Do you, Nyra Kingswell… take Draven Langford to be your lawfully wedded husband and to share all your future with him as his wife and forever partner?” “NO!” I turned to the priest with a bold face. I echoed the same word I said earlier, just in case he didn’t hear the first time. “No! I’m sorry, I can’t marry him.” Gasps rippled through the hall. My parents’ faces froze in horror. Draven’s smile cracked. And I knew — nothing would ever be the same again.I didn't know when or how I had fallen asleep. But the sound of the engine stirred me up. On one hand— Jayden's eyes were locked on me. Even in my sleep, I felt his intense stares. The one that makes your knee go numb and weaker. That kind of unhealthy feeling. “You look cute when you’re asleep,” he whispered, touching a tiny strand of hair. He tucked it back properly behind my ears as it stopped him from getting a clearer view of me.The truth was— I was awake. Silence. Watching his next move.Like a thick hammer to my heart, his breath came intensely slower on my lips. Quickly I stirred. “Where are we?”Jayden swerved from my face. He glanced at the other side. “It's a… Uhm…” He cleared his throat two to four times.Possibly embarrassed from trying to steal a kiss from me.“Let's go inside, Nyra,” his breath was hoarse. His throat moved. His lips smacked teasingly.Silently— my cheeks heated by that sexy behavior.“Uhm… Jayden? The door please.”He thought of something. Howe
{NYRA}My heart dropped with his statement. Where on earth was Jayden taking me?At least– a little hint would have done just fine.I nodded. My eyes travelled away from him— outside the window. A wide smile appeared from the corners of my smudged lips.And Zarina? She fled my mind like dust. Completely forgotten.««««Finally— we arrived. It was a seaside cafe. Quiet and peaceful. The outside space was illuminated with fabric lanterns. It smelled really nice. My brows narrowed curiously at him. “You didn't tell me you were craving for seaside food?” “You could have told me. And I would have prepared it.”He only grinned. Then he unbuckled and was already at my side.Jayden reached for my hands. “Let's go inside, wifey,” he declared.I let him. Still confused by his sneaky behavior. “Welcome Mr. Jayden. Good day Madame. Please have your seats.”“Wow,” I exclaimed. The whole place looked like paradise. Jayden grinned. The way he smiled made him charming. “Do you like it here?
{JAYDEN}I went straight to my car and waited for Nyra.My heart would have plummeted to the ground, bleeding out, if I had let her finish that statement.“It was a mistake.”It wasn’t.Nyra wouldn’t say something like that out of nowhere. Hearing her confession at the beach had left me dumbstruck — caught between disbelief and something dangerously close to hope.“Just wait and see, Nyra,” I muttered to myself. “I’ll make you forget about that bastard. It’s a promise.”Nerves coiled tight in my chest. Sweat dampened my palms despite the air-conditioning, my fingers roaming restlessly over the steering wheel. The car felt too small. Too hot.I checked my watch. 9:45 a.m.“What’s taking her so long?”Before leaving the house, I’d instructed the maids to keep watch — especially Phil. He’d insisted on driving me, but I refused.“Thanks Phil. Next time you will.”This was my reply a few hours ago. He almost won the argument.Luckily— a smooth talker was what I was. “I’m freaking out seat
{NYRA}The sheet clung to my skin, heavy with salt and fear. My body still trembled from the ocean’s grip, but it wasn’t the waves that haunted me now.It was him. Jayden. His voice, his arms, the way he called me wifey like it was the most natural thing in the world.“He saved me again. This is the fifth time— he’s done it again.” I bit my lower lip, seduced by his heroic act and how hot he looked.When his whole body was drenched in water, I saw his abs again. And I felt it when he lifted me into his car.“Oh my god—” my eyes widened in sheer shock when the statement of yesterday clung to my memory.It wanted to punish me for putting him through so much.“I miss you, Jayden…”Ahhhh. I told him that? What was I thinking?Lately— I’ve been having mixed feelings when I’m with Jayden.Whether it was likeness. Gratitude. Or feeling secure with him. I couldn’t tell.He has been the best kind of friend I have ever had. Even though— I wouldn’t say this was the kind of marriage I dreamed of.












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