I AM DONE FOR

NICHOLAS:

Instinct? I told you all I suck at it and no one spared me the deal.

Look at what it got me to do. To flirt and magnetize on Capell for my anger, and as if that wasn’t enough, I walked into the damn garden with him, on the outlook of Greg.

I had everyone rooting for me. Out of the blue and by my stupid action, I turned them against me.

“You are an asshole,” Wendy said.

“You are better off in the mud and alone!” Park added.

But I am not angry. I have disappointed them again, so I deserve every name-calling.

I looked over to the part of the garden that stood Greg after Waldeen walked out on me, and he wasn’t there. He disappeared. And when I turned back, Park had gone too.

“Fuvk!”

I collapsed on the seat with no idea of what to do. I shouldn’t go to Wendy in his present temper. Park may not dare mold a fist against me but his lashes won’t be better either.

I should go to Greg. I went for him. I hurried into his classroom but saw neither him nor the curly-haired friend. I was ab