" So, how do we do this?" I ask, turning around to face Aiden.
I'm doing all I can to not let the tears fall.
" You know that this is not exactly goodbye."
" It's not the same Aiden, and you know it....."
He sighs, turning away from me and taking a seat at the edge of my bed. I join him after some time and we sit in silence for a few minutes.
" You really are pushing me to kick you out faster."
" Wow, someone's eager to get rid of me." I say sarcastically.
" Yeah, I am, because it'll be much easier to watch you walk away."
" Now, you're the one pushing me to run away." I say, looking away from him.
I can feel my tears pushing to come out.
He sighs. " So, how long will we keep doing this?"
"Until you tell me that you don't want me to go."
" I want you to go."
My brother Aiden and I have been runaways for as long as I could remember. It was never by choice but of forced situation, leading us to the life we now know.We've moved to more places than I can count, and I've never bothered to get to know a place enough to consider it home.But here we are, in the small town of Rivermead, a sought out refuge till we initially were here, with intention of settling down for at least more than 2 years.I never fully understood why we ran until an incident happened, which jolted all blocked memories awake and I was facing my worst nightmare.A time I don't long to remember and want no repeat of. I'm pretty sure my brother would agree with me on this. My brother Aiden has been the only family I know and have, since mom passed away when I was just 8 years old. He basically raised me and I love him so much. As for my father, well, that's a story for another day.
With careful steps I make it much closer, but still remaining a steps distance from him, where he's not sensed nor seen me. His focus, no doubt is on the bottom." Are you going to jump anytime soon?" He jumps at the sound of my voice, his head snapping to my direction so fast, I hope he doesn't get whiplash.I walk over to stand right next to him, I can feel his eyes intently watching my every move. Resting my arms on the rails, I look at him for a minute before looking down at the wild river below." Don't mind me, I'll just watch."" What?" He asks, sounding confused.I turn to him, to find him looking at me again, his blue eyes shining in the night." I'll watch you attempt to jump, though if you ask me, I don't see you doing it anytime soon." I shrug my shoulders as if I'm not bothered, when my heart is pounding against my chest." What makes you so s
When I first moved to this town, my initial thought was, okay, it's another small town to lay low till we move again, but how wrong was I?Months have passed and I'm starting to loosen up, on the high walls around me. It's hard to even think of making a life for myself, when being on the constant run. My brother and I have even become good at it, it's scary.But what does one do when it's a matter of life and death?We practically raised ourselves, and we always looked out for each other, we've ran and survived. Now here we are, trying to make something of our lives. We've longed for a sense of normal in our lives, without the constant looking over our shoulders, to walk freely and never have to worry about anything, more than everyday issues.It's sad really, but it is what it is.I snap out of my thoughts when Callie plops down next to me." Am hating my life right now." She groans.I don't say anything." Am so hating
The chair on the other side of the table is pulled back." So is this where you usually hide, when you're not in the company of your friend?" He's here again.What does he want?I lean back and sigh, just staring at him." You probably want to punch me, don't you?"" What gave you that idea?"" Well, you have that look, it says a lot."" Well I must be really ugly then." I mumble, getting back to my schoolwork." That's not ---------"The bell rings, cutting him off.I rise to my feet and pack everything into my bag. I make the mistake of glancing at him, where his eyes are focused on the table. He's in his hoodie today, but has revealed more of his face to the world." If you don't want anyone on your back, being late for detention isn't the way. " I say, before walking away.
" Oh come on."" No"" It won't even take that long."" I don't care."" I'll be the one doing it, so I don't understand what you're so worried about." He sighs." I'll still be a witness and that says a lot." I point my finger at him." I just feel bad."" Well get over it, now can we eat? I'm starving." I don't even wait for him to speak before I take a slice of pizza and start to eat.So I stopped him from breaking into school, to retrieve my phone, I'm a good girl, shoot me. Though it was nice of him to try and get it back for me, the how, was what I had a problem with the most." You're such a good girl, it hurts." He mentions, sinking his teeth in his own piece." And I wouldn't change a thing, you should take note, it'll help in the long run."" Yeah, no, I'm fine with the way I am.
Closing the door behind me, I start for the stairs, feeling quite exhausted after the night I've just had."Chloe Ann James, don't even think of taking another step." I stop in my tracks. " Where the hell have you been?!" I turn around to face him and damn, he looks angry.I open my mouth to speak but he beats me to it. " Do you know how worried I was? Not to mention, you haven't been picking up my calls.Where the heck ----------" I stop him from going on further, when I close the distance and hug him from around the waist." I forgot my keys in my room in the morning, my phone battery died." I lie, but he doesn't need to know that. " And I went out for pizza." I continue against his chest, just when his arms come around me.He tenses." You walked, in the night?"Oh shoot, I'm not saying anything about Wesley." No, Callie took me but we separated l
Suspended.I can't believe I almost got suspended, though I've been saved by my clean record and Wesley's defense.He literally defended me and yes, most of this was his fault, but him coming through for me, really surprised me. I couldn't help but sigh out of relief, the minute I stepped out of Mr Cain's office.Unfortunately, Wesley had to remain behind. I was curious of what would happen to him but I wouldn't let him know I was.The bell had rung and only a few people remained, who were still getting to class. Thank God I have two free lessons and then after school. I am still standing by my locker, exchanging books when Callie comes over to give me my back pack." Thanks, " I mutter, taking my bag from her." What happened to your hand?!" Her voice being loud, earns us a few curious eyes but I ignore them." It's nothing." I say, trying to
So Aiden thought he might have seen Luis. He started freaking out and just had to call Owen, whose always been our greatest help, in everything.Owen is my God-father and both mom's best friend and first love.Yep, the two were so in love that when a simple misunderstanding happened, the split caused them to make drastic decisions, leading to consequences.My mom soon married and had Aiden, who had a good childhood, until he lost his dad when he was just 5. Mom then found someone new, even though her love was still strong for Aiden's dad and her heart belonged to Owen, she still stuck by her decision of getting married again to Luis, therefore, producing me.At first, Luis seemed like a nice guy as I've been told the story, he was even good to all of us, raising me, but because mom gave him too much freedom, his whole attitude changed. He started yelling, being angry all the time until it all resulted to b