FAZER LOGINSophia's POV
The ride to the hotel we were supposed to spend our first night in was extremely quiet, not just quiet but the kind of quietness that is louder than any banshee scream. The air between us was electric. Ethan kept his head glued to the window all through. The car finally came to a halt at the front of the almighty Blackwood Hotel and Suites. The hotel was like a paradise on earth—with tall illuminated black buildings here and there, we were led to the VIP resort and my jaw dropped. The resort was literally something from a fairytale dream—it was built on a lake that somehow sparkled under the moonlight. There was a mini cabin at the center that was surrounded by palm trees that were perfectly in a straight line, there was another path from the cabin that led to a mini bar from which you could view the glowing streets of Marlia City. “Oh my God, this is heaven.” I said it out loud, ignored the situation of things, and spun like a five-year-old me would have done. “I'm so glad you love it.” Our tour guide smiled at me. “You can leave now.” Ethan said dryly and he bowed. The man left and it was just the two of us, the electric air, and the birds chirping. I looked down at my feet, playing with my fingers—unsure of what to do. “Oh Lord, please have mercy!” He heaved a sigh before heading out of the cabin. Immediately he left, I collapsed on a couch. I don't know why his presence fills me with so much fear. Though I was a bit nervous, I decided to explore the cabin. I walked into the room at the right side of the living room; it was the kitchen. I walked in and was welcomed by the smell of chocolate cookies. My stomach growled, reminding me I haven't eaten a thing since 11 a.m. in the morning. Without a second thought, I quickly grabbed the cookies on the plate and devoured them. I would have loved to explore the place even more but my feet were tired. Luckily for me, the next room I entered was the room—the only room in the cabin. That thought alone made my stomach sink. The room was painted white and blue with air conditioners installed here and there. There were white blinds on the window, sitting at the center was a king-sized bed which had white sheets on it as well. Spotting the bed brought an end to my observation. I jumped on it immediately. Ah… what a day! I shut my eyes as I kicked my shoes off my legs. The memories of today’s events started rushing in. The way I had messed up my makeup with tears, the look in Dad's eyes when he took me to the aisle, I bet he regrets his actions but I do not blame him, that is all he could do with Charles' threats. The humiliation I faced, the way I was trying to kiss Ethan… oh God, I slapped my forehead. The way he had smashed the cake on my face, the dance and slowly… the questions started rushing in: What's going to happen next? Is this how I'm going to continue my life? Living with someone that can't bear staying in the same room as me? Am I ever going to have my own biological children? Even though I hate to think of the idea of marrying twice… I don't know if we are allowed to divorce, if yes, then I would have been so glad! I got up from the bed and went straight to the bathroom. I found some nightgowns in the closet but they were too revealing, there's no way I would be comfortable in those, no way. So I grabbed a short I found there and a shirt that ended up reaching my knees. I bet they were meant for Ethan but who cares? I can't go about half-naked… ughh! I went back to the room, ready to jump on the soft bed. “And what do you think you are doing?” Ethan’s deep voice filled the room. I flinched so hard, I lost my balance and fell on my butt and trust me, the shit hurt like hell, it felt as if hot rocks had been implanted on my butt. “Sleeping on the bed obviously.” I replied, my voice louder and deeper than intended… I was in pain and I was angry as well. “I see you've grown some wings, wifey,” he had a devilish smirk on his face. Did he just call me WIFEY? I swear I asked internally but maybe I had said it out loud somehow. “Are you not my wife?” He asked, taking off his wristwatch. What the hell had come over him? Was he trying to seduce me or something? He's never been this gentle or giving replies to my words. “You do not treat me like one and why are you suddenly being nice… are you tryna seduce me or what?” The question popped out of my mouth before I could stop it and I bit my tongue immediately. “Wait what?” He burst into a mocking laughter which lasted for almost a century. My cheeks had turned red and I wished I had just kept quiet. “Seduce you? Oh my fucking goodness, do you even know what the word wife means to me? It means someone more like a prison manager, a great burden that brings nothing but anger, sadness, and trouble, someone so unimportant and dumb. And yes, don't get any wrong ideas wifey, the only reason I'm talking to you is because I want you to get the fuck out of that bed now.” His eyes were dark, it was as if he was possessed. My eyes kept following his movements around the room till he left again. Is that what he really thinks about me? 'Don't let any of his yapping mean a thing to you, okay?’ Lisa's voice rang in my head. But still, the tears fell. I heard footsteps approaching and I quickly got up and ran into the bathroom. I'm never letting him see me this way. I sat on the bathtub, turned on the shower in case I felt like crying. Twenty minutes passed and my head was already sliding away from the bathroom wall. Bang! A loud noise at the door jerked me awake. “Are you turning into a fish in there or what?” Ethan barked from outside. “W… what do you want?” I asked, still shaken from the bang. “Get yourself out of the bathroom, I need to take my bath.” He grunted. “Isn't there another bathroom in the cabin?” I asked. “Assuming there are others, do you really think I would be here?” “Ask nicely…” I crossed my arms, tired of being talked to like a slave. “Sophia, open this door!” He yelled but I didn't reply. And that was it, he started kicking the door for thirty minutes straight before finally giving up. I released a sigh of relief and in a nutshell, that was how I spent my wedding night in the bathtub. The night I've always wished to be magical, with candles, flowers, and unlimited romance. But all I got instead was an angry bull as a husband who wouldn't want me sharing a bed with him.ETHAN'S POV“Fuck” I groan, biting my lips as if it will take away the pain I have in my fingers for knocking them against the steel table while trying to knock the blaring alarm off it.Best way to start a day 101:Get an alarm to disturb you the moment you start to enjoy your sleep, then while trying to shut the asshole of an alarm off bang your hand against the table instead.“Stupid alarm” I mutter to myself while flinging it out the window.Running a hand across my hair, my fingers tap furiously on the keys of my PC.A sigh or relief escape my lips as today's schedule finally pop up on the screen.After a quick but soothing morning bath, I throw on a grey pants and white pants I have no idea how it got into my closet.“Good morning sir.” Rosalia bow slightly as we almost colode into each other at the hallway.I wave my hand, dismissing her while my head authomatically snap to the right..The door to the room is slightly open.Don't go , Ethan.Mind your damn business.My hands cu
Sophia’s POVThis new loneliness is becoming rather unbearable.For the past four days, Ethan and I lived exactly the way he wanted—like ghosts floating past each other.I'm not even sure if he lives here anymore.He goes out early, comes back late, most times he just stays wherever he is, and even when we crossed paths in the hallway, it felt like we were two strangers temporarily borrowing the same air.No eye contact, no exchange of words or the slightest greetings, and if you ask me, I'm totally okay with it.But honestly?I'm slowly dying due to the immense boredom.All I do now is sleep, wake up, eat breakfast alone, walk around a mansion that feels like a museum, scroll through my phone till there's nothing to scroll anymore, sigh 250 million times, complain in my head, take 10 naps, wake up again, and the staring-at-the-ceiling session begins.I do not have anyone to talk to, Rosalia had gone to visit her sick mother, and the remaining maids around here are more like statues.
Sophia's POV“Don’t you dare take another step,” Ethan’s voice thundered through the garden.My feet froze below me while I was trying to remember how to inhale and exhale.My back stiffened, and every inch of me was screaming for me to run, but my feet—those traitors—decided to stay planted to the ground.He appeared at the edge of the dim garden lights, tall and furious.The veins on his neck were so visible, and at that moment, I did not know what to expect or how to react.“What the hell was that?” he snapped, his voice sharp enough to cut glass. “You think this is a damn comedy show or what?”“I—I don’t—”“Don’t what?” He stepped closer, and his mint cologne mixed with the night air. “You humiliated my guest and ran out like a lunatic. Are you high or something?”My heart sank at first. I bit my lips, almost regretting my actions, but then it hit me.What the hell?Was I going to keep quiet?After all he’s done to me—the embarrassment of bringing different ladies home, kissing th
Sophia's POV“I insist on helping you, ma'am,” the maid said for the fifth time.“God, Rosalia, I'm okay. I do not need your help. If I do, I will call you, okay?” I shot her a smile as I dipped the chicken wing in my hand into a bowl of sauce.“I know, but it's just so uncomfortable seeing you doing all this yourself, ma'am.”“You find me cooking for myself uncomfortable?”“Yes, I'm employed to help you with all this,” she added with a bow, which made me almost roll my eyes.Wealthy folks can be something else. Why employ someone to help you prepare a common snack when you're not an amputee?I dismissed her and continued preparing my food.It's been a month since I got married to Ethan, and I have to say living in the same house with him is something I would never wish for my enemy.Ethan does not want to stay in the mansion with me, but his dad forced him, and that’s more like forcing me into hell.Ethan hates me, and he doesn't make any attempt to hide it.Just a day after our wedd
Sophia's POVThe ride to the hotel we were supposed to spend our first night in was extremely quiet, not just quiet but the kind of quietness that is louder than any banshee scream.The air between us was electric.Ethan kept his head glued to the window all through.The car finally came to a halt at the front of the almighty Blackwood Hotel and Suites.The hotel was like a paradise on earth—with tall illuminated black buildings here and there, we were led to the VIP resort and my jaw dropped.The resort was literally something from a fairytale dream—it was built on a lake that somehow sparkled under the moonlight.There was a mini cabin at the center that was surrounded by palm trees that were perfectly in a straight line, there was another path from the cabin that led to a mini bar from which you could view the glowing streets of Marlia City.“Oh my God, this is heaven.” I said it out loud, ignored the situation of things, and spun like a five-year-old me would have done.“I'm so gl
Sophia's POV.She stood there, grinning like a pig while holding the underwear up like a trophy.She looks so familiar, but I don't know where I know her from.Though I hate to admit it, tears stung the corner of my eyes instantly.What can I do? Obviously, nothing!My eyes moved from the lady to the guests who had their jaws on the floor as well; some were giving me pitiful stares.“Oh my God, I thought Ethan would be faithful to his wife.”“I actually thought getting married would have changed him.”“Change him? No matter what happens, a badass would always be one.”“Poor girl.”“Oh, c'mon, does she want to pretend she doesn't know she is getting married to everyone's husband?”The talks and gossip went on, and they just broke my heart. Their words did not hurt me at all, but the situation I found myself in.“Vanessa, what are you doing here?” Ethan's deep voice vibrated right behind me.Seriously?“What is she doing here? Ain't you the one keeping little bitches everywhere? So you'







