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“I want to file a divorce.”
Karlo Rodriguez had always warned me to never go inside his study whenever he is working. But now, I am standing in front of him, his table only barricading between us. He was filled with paperworks and currently manipulating his laptop. Despite the words that spewed out of my mouth, he remained unfazed and continued clicking on his keyboard. I inhaled sharply and crossed my arms, anger seething inside my system because I am pissed he was not even listening to me. “Did you not hear me? I want a divorce!” I repeated again, rising my voice this time. He paused and raised his gaze at me. I arched my eyebrow with a small smile on my lips, grateful that he is now paying attention on me. But then again, he lowered his eyes and now getting papers from the other side of the table. My jaw tightened by how casually he just ignored me. I groaned in frustration and slammed the table. “Karlo!” I exclaimed. “I don’t see any reason for you to divorce me, Minerva,” he said while still reading his stupid papers and signing them. “Well, I have! First, you don’t have time for me because you are always working; second, I want to travel but you would not let me; and third, I am tired of shopping with your bodyguards surrounding me all the time.” I saw how his lips formed a teasing smirk before he chuckled and lifted his eyes again at me. His back leaned against the swivel chair and stared into my eyes. I hated how he looked at me. It is not like he is not a handsome man, but I just do not like him. “Okay,” he said which made me cause joy and would have made me jump, but he added, “but no divorce.” My face became disgruntled. No divorce but okay? He must have noticed how confused I am so he tilted his head and started to explain what he meant. “I will start having time with you and less working. If you want to travel, I will come with you because I can’t let you travel alone. I will also remove all of my bodyguards when you go to shopping, as long as it is me who you are with.” Shit! I closed my eyes and zipped my mouth hardly just so I could not cuss him. But when I opened my eyes again, he was already walking towards me. The broad of his shoulders was now conspicuous by how his body blocking the view of his wall. He leveled my height by sitting on the table while crossing his arms. Now that he is near, I could appreciate the bulk of his body that is seem so tight in his dress shirt. He was also wearing slacks and his necktie was even not properly tied. His men perfume filled my nostrils and he smelled so good, too. Before I get dazed about how beautiful a man he was, I felt the back of his hand grazing at the side of ny face. My expected reaction would have moving away, but the electricity tickling my skin just by the brush of his fingertips was comforting, so I stayed and stopped breathing for a while because of it. Damn it. Why do I feel this way towards him? “Just because your parents are dead, does not mean you are already free,” he said slowly. “I know you don’t love me, and you don’t have to. You just have to stay with me.” “What the hell? How could I stay with you when I don’t even love you?” I retorted. I saw how he was taken aback by the way his reaction changed from soft to sad until it was neutral. He cleared his throat and avoided his gaze, especially his hand away from my face. “We should eat dinner,” he said with his husky voice and turned his back on me. I watched him go back to his swivel chair and sat, now continuing what he was doing. I only sighed heavily before exiting his study, hopeless by my plans. What was wrong with what I said? It is true that he is not the one that I love. We both know that we were just arranged by our both families to marry each other after I graduated from college. And yes, he may have a point that I wanted to get divorced now that my parents are both dead because of a car accident. I am sad that they are gone, but for some reason, after being controlled by them my whole life, I get to decide now what I want to do for myself. “When am I going to see you again?” “You have to wait, babe,” I said to Ian, my boyfriend, and sighed while looking outside the mansion through thw window of my room. “This stupid Karlos Rodriguez won’t let me go.” I heard him grunt in irritation. “If you don’t get divorced, how am I going to marry you, right?” he asked. “Minerva, we can’t stay like this forever. You have to do something to get rid of him.” “Do you think I am not doing anything?” “Then you are not doing enough!” Ian and I argued about Karlos dismissing me to get divorced. He is my boyfriend ever since I was a freshman in college. My parents were not in favor of him because I would admit that he did not come from a wealthy family. They are rich but his side was not as powerful and influential like Karlos’. “Ian, please!” I exclaimed, raising my voice, but when I realized that it was too strong, I looked at the door of my room, checking if it was heard from outside before saying something through my phone again. “You are the one that I love who I will marry after I sort everything out again. You just have to trust me.” “Minerva?” And there he is! I heard a knock on my door. It was Karlo. “Honey, it’s time for dinner!” he even said. “Honey?” Ian reacted from the other line. “That ass-“ “Ian, let it go,” I whispered and ended the call just so I could answer Karlo. “Coming!”“No,” Victor answered after a minute of silence. “But I’m not closing doors. I know I have been playing hearts and breaking them in the end, but I also can’t force myself to love someone else. Many times, I have tried to forget you, entertain people who were interested in me, and intensify relationships, but they don’t end very well.”“Then how could it be possible for both of us, if you can’t even prolong your relationship with others?” I inquired in curiosity.“Because I really, really liked you before, you know? It felt like I was looking for you in everyone I met,” he explained and gradually shook his head. “But maybe that is the thrill in it. I didn’t get you in the end, so I was trying to find someone similar to you so I could finally experience the love that you never reciprocated.”I furrowed my eyebrows. “You are a good man, Victor. I know you are going to meet someone – not similar to me, but better than me, who would give you the love more than you deserve.”He glanced at m
I glanced at Victor with amusement. His smirk was still playing on his lips, but there was embarrassment in his eyes at how they were no longer fixated on the road. While driving, I could see Sheila from the rearview mirror, who was not in delight and was merely crossing her arms.“First love?” I broke the silence and slightly looked over my shoulder.“Minerva, that is not important anymore,” Victor tried to shroud the topic while his hand was still on the steering wheel.“Oh, yeah? Before, he mentioned a girl he liked very much when he was still residing in the Philippines. He was loyal to her, but ever since he moved here and this alleged girl had another boyfriend, he has played every woman he dated. I have never heard him being serious in relationships. And that is because he still likes that mysterious girl from the Philippines!”I squinted my eyes at Victor. “Really?”“Yes. I wonder how beautiful that girl is for our friend to be crazy about her. I mean, can you agree, Minerva?
The drive to the school was in complete silence. Karlo didn’t even dare to look at me, and I did the same. It is too awkward just remembering the conversation we had last night. I wanted to ask if he is even okay to drive me to the university since I am thinking that he might have a hangover.I sighed and shut my eyes. But why am I even sad that we are not talking? I would be happy for him not to bug me. I am sure we will talk once we train later.“Thank you,” I said and went outside the car the moment we arrived at the parking lot. “I will text you after my classes.”Without looking back, I went straight to the gate of the university. This is okay. Minerva, why are you even bothered? You don’t like that son of a bitch, right? So why are your shoulders saggy?“Minervaaaaaaa!”When I looked up, it was Kristine who was running in the center of the hallway with her arms flying. She hugged me tightly, and I didn’t have a choice but to catch her hug.“Hey, Kristine. What’s up?” I greeted h
What time is he coming back?I watched the time from my phone and saw that it is going to be one am. Currently, my buttocks are glued to the sofa, Netflix is on the television, and my phone is in my hand. Victor and I were texting each other an hour ago.Victor: So you and Ian had already broken up?Me: Yes. But when Karlo and I married, we were still together. I even opened up about taking a divorce after my parents died.Victor: Your parents died?Me: Yes.Victor: Must have been horrible for you. I would like to give condolences even it is too late.Me: It’s alright. Thank you. I have a new life now.Victor: Does Karlo take care of you?Me: Yes.Victor: Does he love you?Me: I think so.Victor: Do you love him?For some reason, I couldn’t answer that question and just turned off my phone. I only made an excuse that I had to prepare my books in my room for my classes tomorrow. But to be honest, I was not comfortable with that question – do I love Karlo? Well, I could say sometimes I
I stopped in my tracks when I arrived in front of Karlo, who was being interviewed by the girls my age.“Hi! What’s your name?”“Can I get your number?”“Are you single?I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists. Karlo was obviously flustered and was having a hard time answering them. When his eyes found mine, he stood straight and silently excused himself to go through the girls. I remained glaring at the foreign girls, who were confused by reading their expressions.“I’m his wife,” I declared and shot my eyebrow. “Do you mind moving away from my fucking husband?”I swear, I was bathed with anger inside my system. From what I am seeing, they are definitely college students on campus. Their building is different from mine, so I don’t see these kids around. Of course, I am aggressive like them when it comes to boys when I was their age, but man, not my husband!“Oh, sorry, sorry…”A playful, satisfied smirk was plastered on my face when they went away like scaredy cats. When my eyes dri
I yawned and stretched my arms a little bit after the class was done. Shiela immediately went to me, asking how I managed to convince our condominium’s management to party in the pool area.“Trust me. It was just so easy,” I merely said and winked at her.Our friends were already in the students' lounge, waiting for us, since Sheila called us for a meeting. The group chat again was lined up with messages, but I didn’t bother to look at them. My mind was still thinking about the professor’s discussion, so I had to read a book while walking through the hallway. Shiela was still pattering. I managed to reply to her whenever she asks questions while reading.“Hey, guys! Classes done?” I heard Sheila as she ran towards the table where our friends were.I had to finish the last part of the book chapter, so I didn’t look it up. I stopped in the middle of the lounge. They were clamoring and calling me already, so I had to raise my hand and make them stop. When I was satisfied with what I read
Just like what Karlo said, he went to the university with me and dropped me off on campus. We didn’t say anything as I was just scrolling through my TikTok feed. Although I could feel his stares darting on my face from the driver’s seat and would just sigh at the very end.I liked my uniform becaus
It was so hard. My body was aching for the past days, while I was preparing for the start of my MBA. I don’t even know if Karlo would get interested in going outside since he was just too focused on our training. He would just call his secretary or the vice president of his company to check on the
As agreed, Karlo and I went to the university where I can process my enrollment to pursue an MBA. Most of the time, he was the one who took care of it, while I took pictures around the campus, where some places are just astonishing to photograph so that I could upload them to my Instagram account.
Ian was escorted by the bodyguards from the outside. He didn’t even give me a last glance, while I just crossed my arms watching him go away from me, like I was just some trash he discarded when the consequences of loving me are waving at him right now. I felt a presence behind me, so I looked over







