LOGINThe weight of over a month presses down on me every morning. Thirty-four days since the kiss that rewired my brain. Walking into the Aethelgard building isn't just nerve-wracking anymore; it's a full-body exercise in pure anxiety. My shoulders are permanently hunched, my eyes constantly scanning for any sign of him. For Julian.
Pretending to forget feels impossible now. A week of that act might have been plausible, but over a month? It would be a deliberate, ongoing insult. I want to stop hurting him, but the idea of confessing that I remember everything, "Hey, I remember you kissing me" that the memory of his kiss has been playing on a loop in my mind for thirty-four days, makes my face burn with a shame so deep I want to disappear. It’s way too embarrassing.
I stop at the office's main door, my feet refusing to carry me inside. The thought of him
The silence after the mother’s challenge was absolute and suffocating. Every eye was fixed on Julian, waiting for his move. I held my breath, my heart hammering against my ribs. Then, he moved. In one fluid, decisive motion, Julian took a full step forward, placing his body squarely between his mother and me, shielding me completely from her glacial glare. “She is not my assistant,” he stated, his voice low but carrying perfectly in the hushed room. It wasn’t loud, but it was absolute. “And she is not just my friend.” He paused, letting the words hang in the air before delivering the final blow. “Evelyn is my woman. You will speak to her with respect.”
The night of the exhibition arrived, and my stomach was in knots. I stood in front of my closet, my hand hesitating over the bold red dress before choosing a simple black one instead. It felt safer. Julian was quiet during the car ride to the gallery, his face closed off. The easy connection we’d shared on his couch felt like it happened to different people.The Grand Horizon Gallery was perfect for Liam’s work. The place was full of people, all talking quietly under the high ceilings. The air smelled like champagne. My eyes went straight to the walls. His photographs weren't just displayed; they were honored. They were stunning.There were huge pictures of landscapes, but it was the portraits that reall
The flight back from Australia was steeped in a heavy, thoughtful silence. The memory of our fight—the harsh words on the sunlit street, the raw, trembling confession on the park bench—hung between us like a specter. But it wasn't a hostile quiet. It was the kind of silence that settles after a storm has passed, the air cleansed and charged with a new, fragile understanding. Julian held my hand the entire way, his thumb occasionally stroking my wrist, the same wrist he’d gripped too tightly, as if his touch could now erase the memory of that pain and replace it with a silent, continuou
"Let me go, Julian! You're hurting me!" I tried to pry his fingers from my wrist, but his grip was a vice of panic and possession.My struggle seemed to barely register. His eyes were wide, unfocused, the pupils dilated not with desire but with a raw, frantic fear, like a spooked animal backed into a corner.He didn't just guide me; he pushed me back against the rough, sun-warmed stone of the building, his body caging me in, blocking out the bright Australian sun and the curious glances of passersby."What is wrong with you?" he demanded, his voice a low, strained rasp that was more frightening than a shout. "Why did you run from me?"The question was
The next morning, we stood on a sunbaked airfield, the vast Australian sky stretching endlessly above us. Strapped tightly into a tandem harness, I felt the heavy weight of the parachute on my back and the even heavier, solid presence of Julian behind me. The engine of the small plane roared deafeningly in my ears, a violent counterpoint to the frantic, hammering rhythm of my own heart. I was a mess of conflicting sensations—terrified of the impending fall, yet utterly thrilled by the promise of it.Julian’s hands were on me, not in possession, but in preparation. He checked the straps of my harness for what felt like the third time, his fingers moving with a steady, mechanical surety that was somehow calming."Nervous?" he shouted, his voice barely cutting through the engine's din and the wind whipping at the open door.I could only manage a jerky
Walking into the Aethelgard Tower hand-in-hand with Julian was like willingly stepping into the eye of a hurricane. A palpable wave of silence hit us first, followed by a torrent of hushed whispers that seemed to echo off the marble floors and soar up into the vaulted ceilings. I could feel the weight of countless eyes on us, their stares like pinpricks on my skin. My hand, held firmly in his, began to feel clammy. I tried to subtly pull away, to create even an inch of professional distance, but his fingers only tightened their grip, his hold shifting from a simple clasp to an unyielding lock."Julian," I whispered out of the corner of my mouth, my gaze fixed straight ahead, my cheeks burning with a self-conscious heat. "Everyone is staring.""Let them," he replied, his voice a low, calm rumble that vibrated through our joined hands.He didn't just seem unbothe







