LOGINI'm leaving the building after my lecture and spot my brother's car. My first thought is to continue walking and completely pretend like I haven't seen him. It's of no use because he's seen me.
He comes out of his car and sprints a little to catch up with me. “Aren't you a little too far away from your part of this campus?" “Andrez is in this school. I saw him not long ago." I stop walking and stare at my brother. He looks at me and sighs. “You already know? Why am I not surprised?" “I don't know what you're talking about. I haven't done anything. He's the sixth person in our dorm. I didn't know till I woke up next to him." I've already reached the parking spot where my bike is parked. I hop on it and secure my helmet in place. “I've told him to stay away from you. Do same." Archie is actually warning me. The fucker actually possessed such audacity. I scoffed. "If anything, please don't act innocent. It doesn't suit you. Also, he's in the same room with my boyfriend. We can't ignore ourselves. The guys are going to catch on.“ Archie places his hand on his waist and sighs. “I don't care whatever happens. But you better listen to me, history isn't going to repeat itself. You're old enough to get arrested." “Sure." I put my bike to drive and am out of my brother's face in seconds. The jokes on him because I do whatever I want to do. I drive back to the dorms. I can hear voices from the door so I don't bother searching for my keys. Kyle, Jesse and Adrez are in the living room. From the look on Andrez's face, it's obvious he was dragged to be out here. He's still the same stupid fuck. “Hey babe," I beam. I grab my boyfriend's shoulders from behind and kiss the side of his face. He angles his face so it's his lips I kiss. Adrez is staring at us. I can almost feel him breaking. “How was school?" He shrugs. "Same old same old. Remember you're on grocery duty. You and Vicky. “ I turn to Vicky. "You heard the man. Get up and let's go. “ There are two shopping marts on our campus. I take him to the one farther from our dorms. My first instinct was to get on my bike and make him walk behind me, but I've been nicer since high school. We walk side by side. I'm on my phone but through my peripheral vision, I can see Andrez smiling. “So you go by Vicky now." He looks at me, blinks and smiles. “Yes. New school, new life. New me." There's something in his eyes that makes me disgusted. Hopes, happiness. I almost puke. He doesn't deserve to be happy. Not after what he did. I scoff. "Oh so we're just going to pretend that nothing happened? Cool. If you're okay with it, then I am.“ I can feel Andrez stiffen beside me. I scoff. “Stop overreacting. I haven't forgotten if for any reason, you have. “ "I'm sorry, “ he whispers. It's so quiet, I almost cannot hear him. His apologies aren't important. They weren't when the incident happened, and they're most definitely not now. We reach the supermarket and it's a little bit busy by this time of the day. Students are roaming around in their little circles. I snatch one of the baskets from the pile and toss it at Andrez. He doesn't catch it and it falls. " Klutz. I heard you're back to being a slut for my brother. And you've barely resumed. “ "I ha-haven't done anything. Archer was the one who approached me first. He asked I should stay away from you. “ He's playing with the basket, probably to make him feel better or less like a fool. I snatch a few bags of chips and toss it in the basket. I'm not precise like Jesse so doing things like checking the expiry date or prices bore me. I pick whatever looks fancy and edible. "So, are you going to stay away from me? You know, listen to Archie?" He shakes his head no and I'm almost tempted to pat it. I stretch my hand but instead of touching him, pick a carton of milk. “Pick up the pace Andrez. There's a lot of things we need to get." After I almost buy half the store, we're on our way back. I'm grateful Andrez doesn't try to engage me in small talk like he tried to do in high school. Now, he just walks quietly beside me, sometimes whispering to himself. Because I carried the bags, when we return, I ask him to empty them. He doesn't know where anything is, do Magnus offers to help him. I go to my boyfriend's room, where he's typing away on his computer. I plop on the bed and Jesse frowns a little. Instead of getting up, I nestle my head in his lap. “What are you doing?, “ I ask tracing the freckles on his shoulders. He loves when I do it, no matter how many times he complains . "There were some errors in your paper, but I'm correcting them now. I'll get you the edited version tomorrow or thereabout." “Is my boyfriend the greatest or what? You're amazing!" Jesse bends to kiss me chastely before continuing with helping me. I keep myself busy by running my fingers through his hair. It's a huge turn on and that's an amazing bonus. “Babe?," he calls after some time of silence. “Mm?" I think he's going to talk about the effect my fingers have on him, so I intensify my movement. Making them incredibly sensual. “What was your relationship with Vicky like?" My fingers freeze. I sit up straight, crisscross opposite my boyfriend. “Why are you asking?" “I'm just curious really." “Andrez and I weren't particularly friends. We weren't even supposed to be together, but because he performed excellently, he was moved to my class. Archie was closer to him than me. There's no need to be jealous." He reaches out to hit me, but I kiss his fingers. He lets go when he's flustered enough. "I wasn't jealous. I'm just curious. Also, I know that you're mine now. Mine and mine alone.“ I rush to him, tackling and straddling him. Jesse smiles as I kiss his face. I intentionally do not go anywhere near his lips. He puckers them, as if asking for my attention. "Do you want a kiss huh? “ He nods oh so slightly, one could miss it if they weren't staring intently at Jesse like I am right now. My lips don't get to touch his because Andrez is opening the door. The old shit is so loud, I'm sure Russians heard it. Jesse wants to move but I've pinned his arms securely to either side of his head. “What can we help you with? We don't do threesomes." Even with just the glow of the lamp lighting up the room, I can still see the blush in his cheeks. He's about to say something, but Jesse does first. “It's his room to babe. He has every right to be here." Jesse wriggles his way from under me. I'm still glaring at Andrez, but it's not the reason for which Jesse thinks it is. "Stop being so pissed," he grabs my hand ready to pull me out of the room. I follow eventually. “I'm sure you're tired Vicky. You can have the room for yourself. Ander and I will watch tv." I'm dragged out of a room that is most definitely not mine not by my own free will. I'm seated on the couch, a beer in my hand, my boyfriend snuggled up beside me, and thinking. About what I should do. If I should even do anything at all."Mommy." I'm panting like a dog. My vision is blurry, and my legs wobbly, but I can hear the faintest noise. It's not my mother like I had thought. That strangled cry is mine. Why am I crying and why am I hearing myself from the distance?There's fog covering the ground I'm attempting to walk on, so I don't even know where I'm going. It feels like I'm looking for my mother, but I don't know why. "Ander," comes a breathless cry. The voice is somewhere in front of me so I pick up my pace. The faster I run the louder the voice, till I see where it's coming from. I take a quick halt as I stare at what is before —beneath me. My mother's coffin is open, both her arms at either side of the box. She's still bleeding from the cut on her wrist, only this time her blood reeks. "Ander," she says again turning her head to me. "Come to mommy." I know it's not real because my mother looks exactly like she did on her funeral. I shake my head and attempt to run away, but something pushes me right
The semester is back in full force, and so are the classes. Moving to a higher year should make me feel more excited than I feel now. I made sure Ander was completely asleep before coming to school to start my administrative processes. Ander and I have this weird rhythm of blowjobs, fingering and intense orgasms that make him breathless. And all of them have him at my mercy. There was once I rimmed him and kept edging till he burst out in tears. I was so startled, I let him cum immediately. And he did and pulsed so violently, I worried if it was a seizure. It's crazy, but it works for us. I'm searching on exciting recipes to try for dinner this evening that I don't realize someone is in my way until I bump into them. The scent hits me first and I tense. "Archer?"He barely smiles at me. I adjust my clothes, though there's nothing to adjust and try walking past him. He covers the door with his damn body so I can't press the code and run the fuck inside. Away from this murderer. "I
My graduation has to be one of the worst days of my life. Evana and her parents said they'd come a little later because of a family emergency, so I was basically alone in this fucking campus like a complete loser. While others took pictures with friends and families, I was itching for the packet of cigarettes in my pocket. My father, as promised sent me my graduation gift —another car and a ring to propose. He'd talked about proposing to her to keep her down with me and I nodded like I didn't feel vomit recoiling in my throat. A few of the guys I played basketball with come up to me with forced smiles plastered on their faces. I guess news spread fast that I was getting my father's company and now everybody wants to be on my good side. I try my very best to muster a pleasant expression as I look at them. "Hey Arch. Congratulations on graduating," Mike says and I stare at him for two reasons. First, who the fuck is Arch? And second, why congratulate me when you are graduating too?
Ander has been asleep for so long, I'm starting to wonder if he's dead. I'm staring at his almost lifeless and nude body. He stirs in the bed, letting me know he's awake but I don't care. My eyes are still planted on him. I stare at his scars, the most prominent one on the side of his body. It's ugly and I know it hurt. I wonder if we were together when he got it. Like a trance, I move closer to it. I know Ander feels me invading his space, but I don't care. I need to touch it. And I do. He hisses but I don't withdraw my hand. If I caused him pain, he deserves it. But he also deserves love and care and things I can no longer offer. My hand runs along his back, tracing every scar I can feel. Some I remember, others are new. "Vicky," Ander barely whispers. His voice coated with something I forgot existed to us. Lust. Pure, raw lust from running my hands down his back. I turn away from his gaze and shake my head, not taking my hands off him. "We're not like that anymore. We can't—"
Going back home felt too painful, so when Erica texted me asking if I would like to stay in her house for a while, I jumped on the offer immediately. I knock on the door still in my funeral suit and Evana hugs me. I rest a little of my weight on her. We go back in where her parents, younger sister and even her fucking dog look at me pitifully. I try to smile, but my eyes are as huge as lips right now. "It's going to be okay. Would you like some tea?"I shake my head politely. "No thanks. I'm not in the mood for anything right now.""It's okay," Ben speaks. "You can go rest up. You're free to sleep in either Evana's room or the guest room."They leave the both of us alone in the dining room. The lights are low and the curtains drawn to make me feel more comfortable. "Talk to me. I'll go crazy if you don't speak. Say something.""What should I talk about?""I know you want to talk about today. Say whatever you please.""Was the person that caused a ruckus your brother?"I look at her
Going back home felt too painful, so when Erica texted me asking if I would like to stay in her house for a while, I jumped on the offer immediately. I knock on the door still in my funeral suit and Evana hugs me. I rest a little of my weight on her. We go back in where her parents, younger sister and even her fucking dog look at me pitifully. I try to smile, but my eyes are as huge as lips right now. "It's going to be okay. Would you like some tea?"I shake my head politely. "No thanks. I'm not in the mood for anything right now.""It's okay," Ben speaks. "You can go rest up. You're free to sleep in either Evana's room or the guest room."They leave the both of us alone in the dining room. The lights are low and the curtains drawn to make me feel more comfortable. "Talk to me. I'll go crazy if you don't speak. Say something.""What should I talk about?""I know you want to talk about today. Say whatever you please.""Was the person that caused a ruckus your brother?"I look at her







