LOGINI'm leaving the building after my lecture and spot my brother's car. My first thought is to continue walking and completely pretend like I haven't seen him. It's of no use because he's seen me.
He comes out of his car and sprints a little to catch up with me. “Aren't you a little too far away from your part of this campus?" “Andrez is in this school. I saw him not long ago." I stop walking and stare at my brother. He looks at me and sighs. “You already know? Why am I not surprised?" “I don't know what you're talking about. I haven't done anything. He's the sixth person in our dorm. I didn't know till I woke up next to him." I've already reached the parking spot where my bike is parked. I hop on it and secure my helmet in place. “I've told him to stay away from you. Do same." Archie is actually warning me. The fucker actually possessed such audacity. I scoffed. "If anything, please don't act innocent. It doesn't suit you. Also, he's in the same room with my boyfriend. We can't ignore ourselves. The guys are going to catch on.“ Archie places his hand on his waist and sighs. “I don't care whatever happens. But you better listen to me, history isn't going to repeat itself. You're old enough to get arrested." “Sure." I put my bike to drive and am out of my brother's face in seconds. The jokes on him because I do whatever I want to do. I drive back to the dorms. I can hear voices from the door so I don't bother searching for my keys. Kyle, Jesse and Adrez are in the living room. From the look on Andrez's face, it's obvious he was dragged to be out here. He's still the same stupid fuck. “Hey babe," I beam. I grab my boyfriend's shoulders from behind and kiss the side of his face. He angles his face so it's his lips I kiss. Adrez is staring at us. I can almost feel him breaking. “How was school?" He shrugs. "Same old same old. Remember you're on grocery duty. You and Vicky. “ I turn to Vicky. "You heard the man. Get up and let's go. “ There are two shopping marts on our campus. I take him to the one farther from our dorms. My first instinct was to get on my bike and make him walk behind me, but I've been nicer since high school. We walk side by side. I'm on my phone but through my peripheral vision, I can see Andrez smiling. “So you go by Vicky now." He looks at me, blinks and smiles. “Yes. New school, new life. New me." There's something in his eyes that makes me disgusted. Hopes, happiness. I almost puke. He doesn't deserve to be happy. Not after what he did. I scoff. "Oh so we're just going to pretend that nothing happened? Cool. If you're okay with it, then I am.“ I can feel Andrez stiffen beside me. I scoff. “Stop overreacting. I haven't forgotten if for any reason, you have. “ "I'm sorry, “ he whispers. It's so quiet, I almost cannot hear him. His apologies aren't important. They weren't when the incident happened, and they're most definitely not now. We reach the supermarket and it's a little bit busy by this time of the day. Students are roaming around in their little circles. I snatch one of the baskets from the pile and toss it at Andrez. He doesn't catch it and it falls. " Klutz. I heard you're back to being a slut for my brother. And you've barely resumed. “ "I ha-haven't done anything. Archer was the one who approached me first. He asked I should stay away from you. “ He's playing with the basket, probably to make him feel better or less like a fool. I snatch a few bags of chips and toss it in the basket. I'm not precise like Jesse so doing things like checking the expiry date or prices bore me. I pick whatever looks fancy and edible. "So, are you going to stay away from me? You know, listen to Archie?" He shakes his head no and I'm almost tempted to pat it. I stretch my hand but instead of touching him, pick a carton of milk. “Pick up the pace Andrez. There's a lot of things we need to get." After I almost buy half the store, we're on our way back. I'm grateful Andrez doesn't try to engage me in small talk like he tried to do in high school. Now, he just walks quietly beside me, sometimes whispering to himself. Because I carried the bags, when we return, I ask him to empty them. He doesn't know where anything is, do Magnus offers to help him. I go to my boyfriend's room, where he's typing away on his computer. I plop on the bed and Jesse frowns a little. Instead of getting up, I nestle my head in his lap. “What are you doing?, “ I ask tracing the freckles on his shoulders. He loves when I do it, no matter how many times he complains . "There were some errors in your paper, but I'm correcting them now. I'll get you the edited version tomorrow or thereabout." “Is my boyfriend the greatest or what? You're amazing!" Jesse bends to kiss me chastely before continuing with helping me. I keep myself busy by running my fingers through his hair. It's a huge turn on and that's an amazing bonus. “Babe?," he calls after some time of silence. “Mm?" I think he's going to talk about the effect my fingers have on him, so I intensify my movement. Making them incredibly sensual. “What was your relationship with Vicky like?" My fingers freeze. I sit up straight, crisscross opposite my boyfriend. “Why are you asking?" “I'm just curious really." “Andrez and I weren't particularly friends. We weren't even supposed to be together, but because he performed excellently, he was moved to my class. Archie was closer to him than me. There's no need to be jealous." He reaches out to hit me, but I kiss his fingers. He lets go when he's flustered enough. "I wasn't jealous. I'm just curious. Also, I know that you're mine now. Mine and mine alone.“ I rush to him, tackling and straddling him. Jesse smiles as I kiss his face. I intentionally do not go anywhere near his lips. He puckers them, as if asking for my attention. "Do you want a kiss huh? “ He nods oh so slightly, one could miss it if they weren't staring intently at Jesse like I am right now. My lips don't get to touch his because Andrez is opening the door. The old shit is so loud, I'm sure Russians heard it. Jesse wants to move but I've pinned his arms securely to either side of his head. “What can we help you with? We don't do threesomes." Even with just the glow of the lamp lighting up the room, I can still see the blush in his cheeks. He's about to say something, but Jesse does first. “It's his room to babe. He has every right to be here." Jesse wriggles his way from under me. I'm still glaring at Andrez, but it's not the reason for which Jesse thinks it is. "Stop being so pissed," he grabs my hand ready to pull me out of the room. I follow eventually. “I'm sure you're tired Vicky. You can have the room for yourself. Ander and I will watch tv." I'm dragged out of a room that is most definitely not mine not by my own free will. I'm seated on the couch, a beer in my hand, my boyfriend snuggled up beside me, and thinking. About what I should do. If I should even do anything at all.Jesse isn't Gideon. Jesse doesn't throw a fit. Jesse stays there, feet planted to the ground. For once in my life, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Vicky has already stiffened. "What's going on here?"Beside Jesse is Gideon. He looks rather happy that this is happening. Somehow, I know he's involved in Jesse finding out. I've been careful. I'm a reckless person, but I've tried my very best to be careful. They aren't supposed to know. Gideon wasn't to find out and Jesse wasn't either. "You're not going to say anything?" I push Vicky off me. He rushes to the bed to drape something over himself. Instead of a blanket, he dresses. I wordlessly pick my clothes from the floor and dress. Jesse has already started crying. I want to walk away but he pushes me back into the room. I actually let him. "What's wrong with you?! Aren't you going to say something? Explain your fucking self damnit." I look at everybody in the room. Jesse is crying, Gideon is disappointed. Vicky is scared. I
My phone is in my hands as I stare at it. The lecture ended a few minutes ago, but I can't get myself to stand up. I'm to visit Archer today. I don't really want to, but mom says I should. I can't be a disappointment at all things. My initial plan was to visit Marcus. Just drown myself in earthly pleasures till I pass out. I shoot a text to both of them but neither respond. So much for a threesome. I take a deep breath and check the time. Finally summoning enough courage, I get on my bike and go to the police station. He hasn't been convicted yet, so he's still in a holding cell. The officers there search me so thoroughly I almost get a hard on. I sit on a bench waiting for brother dear. He comes out eventually looking like a shadow of his former self. His hair is long and dirty, and so are his beards. I can see his ribs poking out of his clothes due to poor feeding. In all, he looks miserable. "Well you look good."He doesn't appreciate my joke for a single second. "What do you w
I freeze. Like my body stops functioning. It's even more awkward because Ander is completely naked. He seems unbothered to say the least. "What is wrong with you?! What are you doing?!" Gideon screeches. He marches towards us and I instinctively use my hands to cover my face. He doesn't hit me, but Ander. Ander turns and hits him back. "If you want either of us, wait your fucking turn!"They're yelling and I'm afraid they'll attract attention. Once Ander is off me, I wear my clothes hastily and wait. For whatever Gideon will say. "You're a sick bastard. And I asked you. You had the guts to deny it. Are you alright?!" Ander puts on his sweatpants and heads for the door. Gideon pulls him back. "Are you being nonchalant right now?"Ander shoves his hand on his shoulder. "What else do you want me to say Gideon. Tell me what you want me to fucking say!""Wasn't he enough? He's amazing and you're cheating on his roommate. Neither of you have a conscience."Ander chuckles. "The more the m
I know I'm awake, but my eyes refuse to open. I'm sporting what is hinting at a migraine at this point. Aubrey, as expected is calling me. I reach out to grab my phone, but instead I push it off the nightstand. I grunt, struggling to get it. Jesse comes inside, sees my peril and grabs the phone for me. I don't say anything because he's on the phone yelling at someone. Wouldn't want to be them. My eyes do all the talking. He ignores me and leaves. I'm about to dial Aubrey's number, but she calls again. "You have a thing for going late for classes these days. Are you okay?""For once, I'm not. I think I'm sick so I'll probably skip today and tomorrow. You're just going to have to enjoy yourself with Zee.""Oh my gosh no. Not Zebedee. Anybody but Zebedee." I know she's talking. Aubrey and Zee are a pea in a pod at this point. It's just neither of them want to swallow their pride and confess."You'll be fine. I may be contagious and I most definitely don't want you sick.""Focus on your
I can't tear my eyes away from either of them. I don't know what they're saying, but I feel like I shouldn't know. My head is spinning and I feel so nauseous. The level of attachment I have to Vicky is insane. Unhealthy too, but primarily insane. I call after Jesse as he goes upstairs. "Hey babe. I'm going to go out for a few drinks. Be back tomorrow."He complains as usual, but he still lets me leave. I don't go just yet though. I go to the normal place my bike is parked. From there, I can still see Magnus and Vicky. Vicky looks almost uncomfortable. I want to separate them, but I've learnt not to interfere. Finally, the discussion is over and Magnus goes in first. I rush to Vicky before he can get in. He's expecting a positive reaction from me, but to hell with that. I grab his hair, not paying attention to how attractive he looks in this position. "What did he say to you?" I demand. "Nothing really. It's actually nothing important. You're over thinking things." He's lying I kno
It took me days, but I finally apologized to Jesse. I told him I'm very forgetful, and I lied. I hate lying, but I did it. He eventually believed me and we hugged and everything. I'm texting him, as I'm coming back from school. I'm laughing so hard I don't see I've bumped into someone. "Oh sorry." Raising my head up, it's Ander grinning. "I've got something fun for us to do today. Are you in?" "What is it?" Ander has a very natural ability to be reckless and destructive. He hates being called to it though. That's a huge argument nobody is ready for. "Let's go to Archer's house. It's super fun there." "Don't you think we should respect-" "He's imprisoned, not dead. Quit all the sentiments." My plan was to limit my relations with Ander. If it wasn't important, I wasn't supposed to talk to him. But, him this close is making that plan insanely impossible. "We won't be gone long right? I've got to go back to Jesse." "Woah. Is he your boyfriend or mine?" "We're just friends. He's a







