LOGINI'm up from my bed, feeling energetic and happy. I'm smiling as I stare at the clock on the wall. It's only 11 am.
"Well good morning roommates. How are y'all." The others are in the common area, either watching TV or eating. Vicky is eating a cereal. My favourite cereal for that matter. "Hey Vicky. Give me a spoon would you?" He stretches to grab a spoon from the rack where cutleries are kept. I take his from his mouth and scoop some cereal into my mouth. "That's so unhygienic," it's Gideon with his never asked for opinion. I roll my eyes, collecting the toast my boyfriend happily hands to me. I kiss his lips basking in his smile. "What's got you so happy? Are you high?" Kyle asks, not taking his eyes off the game he's watching. I shake my head no even though he can't see me. I haven't taken anything since I fell so ill I thought I was going to die. "Nope. Not high. Fucking elated. I'm just in a good mood." "Does Jesse have anything to do with this though? I heard obnoxious clapping sounds from your room," Magnus snorts. Vicky gets so flustered by the statement he chokes on his milk. Gideon rushes to him, patting his back. "Haha very funny. Eat your breakfast would you," Jesse retorts. Magnus blows a raspberry but still continues with his oatmeal. "Let's go play basketball shall we? The weather is nice today," I suggest. It's a good one because nobody is protesting. Vicky, I know is ready to object, but Gideon talks him into coming. Perfect Gideon. Perfect. It seems there are other guys that share my idea because by the time we get to the make-believe court, there are people there. They're already playing a game. "Hey, can we join in? I've got a ball." I'm spinning Archer's super expensive and signed ball in the air. It beats the rubber whatever they were using. They agree, and after splitting teams, we're playing. It's not the traditional way because there are roughly 15 of us on one team. Vicky is sitting on the old paint cans there. I jog to him. "Hey Vicky, why aren't you going in?" "There are already enough people. I don't even think I'm tall enough for basketball. I'm fine here." I grab both of his hands and pull him up. "No Vicky, you're not going to sit idly. You're going to come and play. You'll be on my team okay?" He seems unsure but I don't have it in me to care. I pull him to the court. "He's on my team. Start the game." It does start and I come to the conclusion : all these boys suck when it comes to basketball. I'm not putting even half of the effort I'd normally put when I play with my brother and his teammates. Though it may be because they actually went through training. I toss the ball to Vicky who'd much rather be anywhere else. He looks confused as hell, but I wait. See what he's going to do. "Hey, Vicky, over here." Magnus hollers. Vicky does throw the ball at him and he scores. I facepalm as the boys start complaining. I raise my hand to silence them and they do shut their mouths up. I walk closer to Vicky. "You're not supposed to pass the ball to the opposite team sweetie. Learn." I whisper. He shudders so hard I can see it. That and the goosebumps. We play, this time Vicky tries his best to look invested. I tackle some really smelly dude and get the ball. I do it in record time because of the sake of my nose though. With the ball in my hands, Gideon is open, but I throw it to Vicky who has somehow ended up on the other side of the area. "Heads up Vicky." He doesn't expect it, because not only does he not catch the ball, it hits him in the face so hard he falls backwards. "Vicky!" It's Jesse screaming like the fella fell into acid or something. He squats in front of Vicky who looks so out of it I snort a laugh. Kyle swats my shoulder. I don't stop my giggling though. "Come on Vicky. I'll take you back upstairs. You can sit this one out." I push through all the boys who are either concerned about Vicky or waiting for a good laugh. I stretch my hand for him to grab, but he doesn't. "He's having a concussion. Don't you think we should take him to the hospital?" Magnus asks. I wave their worries away and raise Vicky up. He stands for a few seconds and almost falls, but I hold him in place. "See, he's fine. Come on Vicky." He leans into me as my hands are wrapped around his waist. I wonder if it's because of the fall or he's abusing his opportunities. "You catch balls with your hands not your face Andrez. You're such a klutz." "I'm sorry. You just caught me off guard. I didn't know you were going to pass the ball to me." "How could you have known? Am I right?" He nods. We make it to the dorms building. My first instinct is to leave him at the entrance, but I'm not an asshole. I help him up the stairs and into our dorm room. I sit Vicky on one of the chairs and look for something to clean his wounds with. "You're going to have to remove your shirt. There's blood all over it." He looks at me hesitantly but, as gently as ever, removes it. Turns out he's still shy. Shy and cute. The three moles are still there. His collarbone, peck and torso. I clear my throat and focus on finding the antiseptic. I do, in the cupboard strictly meant for pots. I know someone played a prank and totally forgot about it. "It's going to hurt a lot okay?" Before I can apply the antiseptic, I take a tissue to wipe all the blood dripping on his chest and chin. My fingers hover over his collarbone. There's blood on the mole. My saliva hangs in my throat, making swallowing hard. Vicky's body temperature has gone up. "I almost forgot how sexy you look when you bleed." I don't know where that comes from, but I know it's not from a rational place of my mind. "What are you doing?" He asks, because I've dropped the tissue. It's my fingers that are hovering over his body. I want to touch him, I do. Vicky shivers a little. My hands are cold. "Ander..." Oh the way he calls my name. "Ander. Don't. Stop." I don't even realize I had closed my eyes. They fly open. My fingers are on Vicky's nipples. He looks at me with intensity. "Shit. I have a game to play. See you later then." I hand him the stuff to clean himself with. Then, dash out of the building. The game is already over by the time I return. Magnus and Kyle are bouncing Archer's ball around. I join Jesse on the concrete ground. "We know you throwing the ball was intentional. That was very wicked. When will you ever warm up to Vicky?" Jesse is scolding. I rest my head on his shoulders. "Stop making it sound like I'm a sweet person anyways. I was being nice to him." "Making him bleed isn't niceness. I'd have punched you in the mouth if you threw a ball at me. And this ball is hard as fuck." Kyle says laying beside me. He's panting rather very aggressively. "Hey, are you a dog? What's with the breathing?" Jesse asks laughing. And that's how the conversation is taken away from Vicky. I shake my head.It's my ringtone that drags me up from my pile of blankets and pillows. I love sleeping on the balcony for so many reasons, especially the warm sun on my skin and cool breeze. I snatch my phone from the stool. It's my mother's nurse. That's a surprise considering the last time I was there, I was almost literally flung out. "What is it?" "It's your mother again," I want to say something sarcastic, but she sounds so exhausted. "She's been preparing all morning for her daughter's birthday party. There's no party right?"I check the date on my phone and sigh. Today is Angie's birthday. "I'll be there soon. Tell her I'm coming."I end the call and call my father. He doesn't answer the first time. Because I'm annoying, I leave him 32 unanswered calls. He calls back after my shower. "Hello dear daddy?""I'm busy Ander. Is there a problem?"I drop my phone to be able to dry my hair properly. "Did you seriously call me 32 times for no reason?""No. Your dear wife is acting up again. Come
Archer is in Madeleine's home. Much to his dismay. Since his little 'argument' with Vicky, they'd been on a no speaking term. The only form of communication was an unanswered good morning text from Vicky. Archer saw it alright. In fact, he has his phone in his hand as he stares at it. Just, replying means a stiff or AI generated response from Vicky. "What's wrong? You seem off." Madeleine comes to sit beside her boyfriend. She curves her hips for it to grab his attention. It doesn't. He doesn't even pay attention to her hand on his shoulder. "I'm fine. There's nothing wrong with me so you don't need to worry." He tries to smile but it comes out all wrong. She looks at him, hoping he'll look back. He doesn't. His gaze trained on the off phone in his hands. "Okay. If you say so. I'm gonna wash my hair okay?"He grunts in response. As Madeleine leaves, Archer gets his phone again. At this point, he doesn't know what he's expecting. He responds to the text and also asks how he's doing
Finally my shoulder is healed enough for my dormmates to stop treating me like an egg. I wake up again for the third time that day. This time, I'm all alone. I can vaguely remember Magnus telling me he had an early morning test. It's almost 4 p.m and he isn't back. I shrug off the worries and prepare an easy dinner. I take my pasta and head to the living space to watch some TV. The first movie I pick is the most boring thing I have ever watched in my life. I send Aubrey a text explaining how I'm going to pass out from insane boredom. She doesn't respond so I succumb back to the tv. I'm nose deep into the new movie I picked when my phone rings. It's Archer. "Hello?.""Yeah, Vicky. Where are you?" He speaks so pleasantly it makes me confused. "I'm at the dorms. What is it? Why are you calling me?""I'm thinking of watching a movie at the cinema and I want you to come along.""Why?"Archer takes a deep breath. I hold mine waiting for what he'd say. "What's with the attitude? I'm tryi
I don't really like students' week for obvious reasons. It's too loud, they're a lot of people and most of them are sweaty. And right now, I'm one of those sweaty people. Somehow, by some crazy magic, I was drafted to be one of the runners in the baton race. I'm a pretty decent runner, but I always end up breathing like a fat ass hippo later. "You ready love?," Magnus asks. He walks up to me and I melt in his embrace. There's a lingering smell of sweat from his practices earlier. He'll be participating in lacrosse. I adjust my headband because the stupid thing keeps trying to restrict blood flow to my head. "No. Can't we just sneak back and cuddle under the sheets?""Don't be like this. I've seen you run and you're pretty good. You'll survive." I groan and slump back to my chair under the bleachers. "I'm the third person. You know, I had wanted to be the first. Get it over and done with.""You'll be fine. Take a deep breath and know that I love you."He kisses my lips and I hear r
The bed is so comfy I'm threatened to sleep in. Archer however doesn't have the same plans because he rolling over me and getting dressed."You're gonna have to get up eventually. You know this isn't my condo right?"I groan and drag myself off the surprisingly comfy mattress. "This place is so bright and the door's open. Did you notice that?""Anybody that comes up here is too horny to care about what another person is doing here. You're fine."I shrug and pick the pieces of my clothing lathered everywhere. It's not perfect, but I'll look presentable the rest of the night. "Did you leave any hickeys? You were biting my neck rather aggressively." I wish there were a mirror for me to check. Archer gets behind me and wraps his hand round my waist. "I fucking wish I could. To tell the whole world that I'm into you. That'd be something."I don't know where he's going with what he's saying, but I don't think I even want to know. "But, I have a boyfriend Archer. And he really likes me. I
There's a lot of things about the university life that Vicky enjoys. But, going for a party isn't one of them. He'd much rather stay home and watch a series or wank to thoughts of Ander. "Are you ready?," Magnus asks walking into the room. Vicky groans for the millionth time that evening. "No because I have absolutely nothing to wear. Let me stay back please." He hugs his boyfriend looking for a way to convince him."Nope. We're all going," Jesse says before Magnus can succumb. "Left to you, Vicky wouldn't even breathe on his own."Magnus flips Jesse then turns to face his boyfriend. "You have to go out babe. This party is going to be fun. Anyone who is anyone will be there.""But I'm not anyone," he grumbles."Well," Jesse says interrupting the couple. "I came here to see if you could do anything with my nails. They look so bad."Jesse had decided to try out different styles, and he was in his effeminate era. It did get him a lot more attention from both genders, but nothing seriou
A LITTLE OVER 2 YEARS AGO.Mommy is quiet as the casket gets rolled to its position. Dad had asked the body be cremated, but she wasn't taking it. It almost turned to a fight. Tears drip down her face constantly."Would anyone like to pay their last respects?"Mommy is the first to get up. I don't
I wake up with my face sore. I can barely yawn let alone speak. Checking the mirror, my cheek's twice it's original size. It's purple, almost black and I'm so upset at Ander. "Holy shit. Don't you think you're going to need something for that?." Magnus comes to me and hugs me from behind. I decide
I'd much rather be asleep right now, but the sun is shining directly in my face. That and this massive migraine that won't let me think. I get up from my bed, but tip over the ever growing pile of empty alcohol bottles.The time is 11 a.m when I check it. It's a Saturday and I have absolutely no id
The dorm is definitely breathable again. Actually, I wake up that morning because someone keeps poking me. It's Jesse. He smiles at me, but it's not as warm as it used to be. But honestly, it's better than nothing. He hands me a breakfast sandwich and leaves the dorm wordlessly. I'm munching on th







