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Helplessly inlove with my best friend Am.i falling inlove with him?
Darius didn't look like a guy who would give up easily, for in the evening of that same day, he came by the house with Ariana."Now you know her house, can I go now? She asked and he nodded, asking her to go, I just stood outside the house, wondering what the both of them were up to.Ariana left with her car, making me wonder, just how Darius plans to go back."What are you doing here Darius? I asked."I was worried. When you ended the chat, you didn't come back online and this is already night, it is not possible that you are still taking a nap? He asked."Actually I just woke up". I said to him and he smiles."That means, you need to move about a bit, you cannot be home all day? I was no longer seeing him as a pest, I was admiring the fact that he was giving me attention and if I really want to take my mother's advise, I might need to work with him, maybe forgetting Myles, won't be such a bad idea."So what are you suggesting? I asked, wanting to hear from the expert, to know what
Helplessly inlove with my best friend "Are you inlove with Myles?
Just a few more days to leave the city for school and I could already tell that my mother is missing me already. "I will really miss you". She says and I smiles, making a face that says, I will miss her too, but I am happy to be away from the house for once in my life."I know, but it is not like I am going too far, Myles didn't make that happen, so we are still in the same area". I explained to her, and she winked at that, for she knows she will always come looking for me in school whenever she misses me too much."Yes, Myles did well in that aspect. By the way, this guy that have been coming around for some time now, who is he and what is the relationship between you two? She asked me. I had expected her question about Darius sooner, but she seem to be waiting for me to tell her on my own."He is just a friend. He is the cousin, to Myles' girlfriend, so somehow, he is family". I explained, so that she doesn't start thinking. "But he is coming today right? She asked and I nodded,
Helplessly inlove with my best friend o should never have denied my feelings for myles
I didn't want him saying anything to him, that would further annoy him, but I didn't say much to him, I told him I needed to leave."Are you going to him? He asked and I nodded as to say yes.But you said it yourself that the rehearsal is over, and he just called you, going there now won't change anything, it won't make it start again". He was right, but I just needed to leave, I was no longer feeling comfortable staying there. I started feeling like I should have never denied my feelings for him, or abandoned him.Mother was right, Darius was making me forget Myles, but I cannot say, if it is in a good way, or a bad one."Darius, it is already late, and you know I didn't tell my mother I was going out, she wouldn't want me to stay out late, so I need to leave". I was looking him in the eye, while talking, and I could see that he felt hurt that I was almost pushing him aside. "I will take you home, or do you want to go to his house? He asked me. I felt bad, that I decided to just st
Helplessly inlove with my best friend Giving him the silent syndrome for kissing me without my permission
How I went through the night was what I could not explain. When I got home, I explained all that happened to my mother, and she could only laugh."I am sure Myles will understand that this is a different phase in your life, and he will understand that you don't have to be with him all the time, or do everything together. He is your best friend, you guys could always still be there for eachother, but it doesn't seem fair, if you inconvenient yourself, just to make him happy. Friendship is give and take, it doesn't hurt, and it is not one sided". She explains, looking into my eyes, knowingly, because I will surely have something to say to backup everything."But I promised him mum. I promised to be there for him. That was the the same thing he said, that if I didn't want to, and that I had other engagement, I should have just told him, which I didn't, for him to make other plans for himself, and since I didn't, it hurt him even more". I was almost in tears."I know, you forgot, you are
Helplessly inlove with my best friend Could this be it?
He saw that I was not answering him and he clearly didn't know what to do, so he sat on the stairs, and kept staring at me, when I still didn't say or do anything to show him that I had seen him, he got up and came back to me. This time he was standing Infront of me, with his hands in his pocket, but his eyes was on mine, even though I wasn't directly looking at him, I could tell everything he was doing with his eyes."You are still beautiful even while angry". He says, trying to be humorous, but I still was not moved.Are you going to keep quiet forever? He asked, and I only looked at him for a second, before looking away, with my hands on my waist. He took my hands into his gently, and went on his knees as though he wants to propose to me.He might as well propose to someone he doesn't know. We were only friends and he kissed me. He should have started by asking for courtship first, before going too far to kissing.Common Kiki, I am sorry". Hearing him call me that didn't help matte
Helplessly inlove with my best friend You don't have to watch me through the window, I am right behind you
We moved early the next day, with my mother, and she didn't bother asking me about the previous night, even though when she got to the airport, she saw him with Myles and Ariana. I was feeling alone and awkward for having fought with the both of them, yet I am to travel with them, in Myles' private jet."Myles, please take care of my daughter". I heard my mother say to him, as she pulls him to the side. I wonder what she was trying to do, when she had been the one that had said that I should move on with someone else, and that someone else, happen to be standing just by the side, yet she was talking to Myles, instead of to Darius."I will try my best aunty, just that, I feel she is big enough to take care of herself now". He replied, and I just pretended as though I was not paying attention.Somehow I wish I could travel on a different day, I dont like the attitude he was giving me, and I really would have loved to show him that I could do things on my own, with or without his help."
Helplessly inlove with my best friend "Do you.....love him?
I could never mistake his voice for that of another person, that is the voice of the guy I have been with all my life, both as my friend and my brother. That is the voice of the guy I am inlove with, who would probably never love me back, but having him fight with me, was something I would never live with. I smiled, because I know we have settled for sure.I gently turned around, and was greeted with his sinister smile, which sent cold shivers down my spine.That is the effect I am talking about, the way he stares at me alone, is enough to sweep me off my feet, let alone when he smiles like that, with just a part of his lips shifted to the side."I was admiring the work done here, I wasn't looking at you". I lied and he nodded as he walked further inside. o became scared as though I was seeing him for the first time, or I don't know whom he is.I haven't studied the area very well let alone the apartment, else, I should have know that there is another door by the side of the dinning.
Helplessly inlove with my best friend Trying to ask the big question ❓
I wish the question was the other way around, but I guess, this is not the time to say the truth, after all."He is not that bad, but I am not very sure about love". I answered. That should make him happy if he feels anything for me, that should tell him that I want him, that should tell him to just end this drama, so we can all have this time to ourselves. For it would have made me happy, if he had looked into my eyes, the way he was looking now, and told me that he doesn't love Ariana. I would have had a new surge of hope."What is really the problem? I heard him ask, after he took me to the long couch, and made me relax my back, while he stared into my eyes."What are you asking."The way you are going about your relationship life, are you sure you are ever going to fall inlove with anyone? Or should I ask what I have in mind? As soon as I heard him say that, I swallowed hard and sat up. I resolved within myself that if he asks me if I love him, I would just tell him the truth. I
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