Chapter Fourteen

Elena Pov(sister-in-law of Cansu )

“We are alone, El is with Cansu. Can we be us?”, Elija told me. I know what he is trying to say. But I am not sure what he will feel after seeing my post-therapy skin. Could he be okay with my treatment body to do intimacy? “What are you thinking? Are you not comfortable anymore or love” before Elija can finish his sentence I shut his mouth with my hand. “No Elija, it is not about you. This is all about me, I think you will not be happy if you see my surgical mark, I can not satisfy you with my post-treatment body. Elija cupped my face with both hands. Kiss my forehead. “If it makes you doubtful we will never do this in our whole life but how can you know before doing?” he assuredly told me. I hide my face in his neck, I need his fragrance that enchanted me to gain the courage that can fade my insecurity, that gives me to feel his love on my skin, his fragrance needs to heal my mind from all the sad past to move on to our uncertain but together futu