*Kelly's POV*
“Okay what is your problem? You’ve been silent this whole time and I already apologized for what happened at the bar. Ven dropped by and we reconnected” Rose said smirking as I continued getting dressed.
“Although that was pretty messed up for you to ditch me for your ex, I forgive you, but that isn’t the problem”, I muttered pulling a button up shirt out of my closet.
“Then what’s the problem?” she asked.
“Well I met a girl at the bar on Friday, or actually she was more of a woman. Her name was Anita”, I replied as I fastened the buttons.
“Well, did you and Anita have sex?” she questioned, sitting up on my bed and looking at me coyly.
“No dummy, we didn’t have sex", I said, eyeing her. "But, our meeting was kind of unusual. I've never encountered someone like her before. She was very bold, and confident” I explained.
“Well the girls you usually deal with are sluts, that's why”, Rose said, frowning.
“No, they are not. They are very nice girls. It’s just that Anita seemed different. She gave me her number, got mine, and told me to call her”, I muttered.
“Knowing you, you probably haven’t yet, right?” she chuckled.
“Well, I’m not ready to have a relationship and something seems weird about her”, I said defending myself.
"You can’t hold onto your v-card forever Kelly. It may do you some good to talk to this woman, she may bring you out of that tight shell of yours. Pry that shit open with a crowbar because Lord knows I’ve been trying!” she groaned.
“On that note it’s time for me to leave”, I mumbled, grabbing my jacket and keys.
“You can’t always hide from the world”, Rose sighed.
“I don’t hide from the world. I just prefer to keep to myself. Now if you’ll excuse me I have to go to my parents house”, I responded.
“Your mom still playing matchmaker? If I was her, I would have given up on the job. All the girls she sets you up with are spoilt bitches”, she laughed.
“Not all of them, and what’s with all the animosity. You're the one that said I needed to start dating” I said walking to my door, with her behind me.
“Yeah but, not people like them. You need someone who’s kind of your opposite. Then you’ll balance each other out”, she murmured, staring at me with this weird look.
“Okay, well I have to go. Lock up after you leave” I told her before walking out.
I took a taxi to my parents house and, the whole drive, all I could think of was Anita.
I don’t know why she was in my thoughts a lot lately. The memory of the sparks on my skin when we touched and the dominative energy that surrounded her was something I couldn’t rid my mind of.
When the driver pulled up in front of my family home, I paid him and got out.
Glancing in the driveway, I noticed that everyone was here.
“Kelly, we have been waiting for you”, my mom said, grabbing me in a huge hug immediately I walked through the door.
“Sorry. It was kind of hard to get a cab”, I breathed.
“It’s fine. Come on, I want you to meet someone”, she said, leading me to the living room.
When we entered, I saw my brother sitting on the couch, but Elena wasn’t glued to his side like usual, which was weird.
They were always with each other like siamese twins.
“Hey brother. It’s good to see you”, Stefan hummed, standing up and giving me a hug.
“Where’s Elena?” I questioned curiously.
“She’s laying down upstairs. The drive tired her out”, he explained.
Before I knew it, my mummy had started her matchmaking moves.
“Alright Kelly, this is Susan. Susan, this is my son, Kelly. He’s very single” my mom spoke as I managed a smile.
She walked away, leaving me to fend for myself.
“Hi”, the pretty girl said.
She looked like 'the girl next door" type. My mom always tried setting me up with these nice church girl types but, it never worked out.
They always seemed happier with me as a friend and I’m sure this wouldn’t be any different.
“Hi. Please excuse my mom, she has a tendency to be very embarrassing” I groaned.
“It’s okay. My mom is kind of the same way. Once, she tried to put an ad in the newspaper to find me a prom date. I nearly died” Susan chuckled.
“Yeah well, I keep telling her that I’m twenty three years old and I have plenty of time to date but, between her, myself and my best friend, the argument is kind of redundant”, I sighed.
“Maybe tonight will go well enough that they stop messing with you for a while” she mumbled, giving me a shy smile.
“Maybe” I repeated.
Susan and I talked up until my mother called everyone for dinner.
It was kind of fun being around my family again.
They were the only people I didn’t want to be invisible to.
Elena had joined us after her nap and she seemed to click well with Susan.
I was watching them laugh about something when I felt my phone vibrate.
When I pulled it up, I saw it was a text from Anita.
"Would you join me for lunch tomorrow?" Her question came with a rush.
"Hey, what happened to waiting for me to contact you?" i asked
"You were taking too long." She fired back.
"I was just thinking it over..."
"And?" she retorted.
I glanced up towards where Susan was talking with my mom. She seemed different from the others, but so was Anita. don't know why I couldn’t get her out of my head or why her touch made me feel the way it did.
I wanted to know why, no matter how much I’d be stepping out of my comfort zone to do it.
We continued on the phone.
"Lunch tomorrow at Chilli’s. Would you join me?" I offered.
"Of course. Have a good night, Kelly", she replied, seemingly happy.
"You too, Anita. Goodnight." I replied.
“Do you want me to go with you this time?” Anita asked as I fixed my tie in the mirror.“You have a meeting with Henry and your father” I muttered.“Not till later this afternoon,” she said.“I can go by myself. I prefer it actually” I replied.“Okay. I just thought this year might be different” she hummed.I sighed before turning around to look at her. She looked beautiful and it made me proud to know she was my mate…“It isn’t. It won’t ever be. You can’t come with me.I’m sorry but, that is how it has to be” I breathed.Anita’s eyes flashed florescent green telling me she was angry at my defiance but, she didn’t say anything else on the subject.“Alright,” she murmured leaving our bedroom.Grabbing my keys, I headed downstairs. I was about to walk out the door when I heard the patter of small feet behind me.Smiling I turned around picked up my son before he ran into my legs.”Daddy!” Joseph giggled.“Good morning. I will be back, okay? Love you” I spoke kissing his forehead.Goin
“Are you happy?” Caroline asked.She decided to take me out to lunch since we haven’t spent much time together.She’s been with Henry and I have the pack and Kelly.We’ve spent time together trying to reconnect and get back what we lost.“I am” I answered playing with my glass of water.“Anita you are my best friend. I’ve known you all my life. What’s wrong?” she hummed.“Kelly and I have been working to move forward.He says he forgives me and I want to believe him.I do but, there is this doubt that I’m going to wake up and he’ll be gone.That he will come to some sort of revelation and leave for good.I wish I could just let it go because I hate feeling this way” I sighed.“What do you mean?” she asked.“He makes me weak and vulnerable. Two things I haven’t felt since I was a child.I’m an Alpha, therefore, I need to be strong and fearless.Other emotions just cloud my judgment. It’s difficult though because Kelly makes me feel everything” I confessed.“Well, you love him, sweethea
“Until we have seen someone’s darkness, we don’t know who they really are.Until we have forgiveness someone’s darkness, we don’t really know what love is”–Making the decision to come back wasn’t easy. It was actually kind one of the hardest choices I’ve ever had to make.I love Anita. I would be lying if I said otherwise. The thought of her death made me physically sick.I couldn’t lose anyone else. I made the decision to try and put what happened in the past.I wanted to move forward and when I pictured my life she was there, even after everything she still was my future.“Are you okay?” Anita asked.I have been back for about two weeks and things were still awkward between us.We barely talked about anything and I mostly stayed to myself.I wasn’t comfortable interacting with the pack members yet so, I mainly stay in the apartment and worked.At the moment we were spending lunch together.Though if someone would have come in they’d probably think were complete strangers to one an
A month. I had bed sentenced to bed rest because the pain was so bad.There wasn’t any medicine strong enough for my Alpha metabolism, which meant I was on my own.My wolf was barely there and I knew it was only a matter of days before she disappeared for good.I wouldn’t be able to survive without her so, I would perish as well.I didn’t regret my decision, even after all this. I did what I had to.I needed to protect my pack. My only regret was how I had hurt Kelly.I should have left him to his life. Bringing him here was a mistake.I had survived 23 years without a mate. I didn’t need to involve him but, I was selfish.The one thing an Alpha couldn’t be.My family and friends were all pressuring me to call Kelly and have him take back the rejection, but I couldn’t.I had no right to barge into his life again and ask that of him.Honestly, part of me was scared. Terrified that he wouldn’t want to take it back, that he’d take pleasure in seeing me wither and die.That my death could
Pain. It had grown more intense with each passing day.I had tried to hide it but, then I reached my breaking point.Waking up from night sweats in body wrenching agony was too much.I needed help whether, I wanted it or not.“Mr.Salvatore we have you hooked up to a small morphine drip.It should make you more comfortable as we wait for the test results to come back” the nurse told me as she fixed the IV in my arm.“Thank you” I mumbled.“Your welcome.Try and get some rest” she sighed before leaving the room.Staring at the ceiling I thought about all the events that led up to this point.Mainly the look on my mothers face when she found me on my sofa crying in agony.I had never seen her so scared. My whole family was on edge worrying about me.Therefore, I had no say in the matter when she decided to call an ambulance and have me taken to the closest hospital.I imagined pulling the needle out of my arm and leaving but,I knew it would only be a matter of time before the physical p
“Alpha we need to get Kelly and bring him back here” Henry said staring at me intently.“No. He doesn’t want me in his life and how can I blame him” I sighed sitting up.Its been a month since Kelly left, since he called me and said that he hated me.A month of hell. The moment the words left his mouth I could feel my wolf start to wither.He may not have formally rejected us but, it was enough.“Yeah well he thought that leaving would keep you safe.That he could walk away and not put you at risk.He needs to know how wrong he was. You don’t have much time” Henry argued.“Enough! Kelly stays where he is. We have no right,….I have no right to drag him back here.Not after everything. It wouldn’t be real” I stated.“I’m sorry Alpha. I didn’t mean to overstep” he muttered bowing his head in obedience.“It’s fine. I know your worried but, there isn’t anything we can do.I brought this on myself” I exhaled laying back against the pillows.The day Kelly left was the first among the days of