P E A R L
I stared with sadness at the thirty five percent beside the course I had thought I would ace this semester. My test was fifteen percent and my exam score, twenty. The more I stared at the screen of my laptop, the more I tried to stop myself from tossing the laptop to the other side of my dorm room. The course has been a pain in my ass ever since I got into the second year of college. Last semester, I failed it and now, I did again. Whoever the professor was needed to know that his assistant did a shitty job at teaching us because I did not understand a fucking word.
I slammed my palm on the table, startling my roommate beside me on her bed.
“What’s wrong?” She asked, standing up.
“I can’t believe it. I failed one of my courses.”
“What course?” She asked and I sighed.
“Data Analytics. I don’t know what to do anymore. At this rate, I am not graduating from college, Amy.”
“Whoa, this is bad.” She was looking at the screen.
I angrily got up and started to pace around the room, trying to vent out the anger boiling in me. How was I going to tell my parents that I was not doing well in college? That I had someone bent on making my life miserable? How was I supposed to get out of college when I had to come back to write a stupid course!
“Have you gone to see the professor?”
I stopped pacing to stare at her. If only she knew how difficult this class was, down to the motherfucking professor.
“The thing is, no one knows who the professor is. He has two assistants who teach us, gives us tests and exams. So, if we have any complaints whatsoever, it goes to the assistants and not whoever the professor is and it is a fucking pain in my ass.”
I held my head with both hands and landed on my bed, then screamed into my pillow. I hate the life I had. Why didn’t I have the life influencers I see online? I should be making short videos of useless things on the hundredth vacation that I didn’t need to take. But here I was, in a small room, worried about my grades.
“What are you going to do then?” Amy asked and I stopped screaming to think.
I had to do something or I was doomed. There is no way I am repeating this class next year, no way. I had to think of what to do.
I sat up and stared at Amy, thinking of an idea. I got out of bed and went to the table where my laptop was. I quickly opened the school’s forum and began to type.
MissCaptainOfAll: I need help ASAP! This is a case that should be handled as an emergency. Does anyone know who the professor handling Data Analytics for year three is? He is somewhat anonymous but I really need to know who he is right now. If you have emails or some type of way to reach him, reply to this post!
I stared at the post, waiting for someone to reply. My account had a decent following on the forum so getting replies would be fast, also, it would reach other people’s timeline. So, I was waiting, fingers crossed and heart racing. A minute went by and I did not get any reply yet. I groaned and swiveled my seat away from the desk. I rubbed my face and kicked my legs from annoyance.
“Oh. You’ve got a bunch of replies.”
Immediately, I turned the seat around and shoved Amy out of the way. I clicked on my post and truly, I had a few comments. I leaned forward and began to read.
StudentNumber2347749: Oh man, Data Analytics has been a nightmare for me too! I feel your pain. I don't know who the professor is either, but those assistants are a joke. Can't believe they expect us to learn anything from them.
I rolled my eyes at the reply. This was not helping at all. I shook my head and went to the next.
DataWizard22: I'm in the same boat as you, MissCaptainOfAll. Failed the course last semester and was barely scraping by this time. The struggle is real. Wish there was a way to reach the professor directly. These assistants aren't cutting it.
“They aren’t even saying anything useful,” I said and focused on the next comment.
InsightSeeker: Ugh, Data Analytics is the bane of my existence too. I've been struggling to keep up, and it's frustrating not knowing who's ultimately responsible for this mess. Sending positive vibes your way, MissCaptainOfAll. You’ll figure this out together!
I slammed my hand on the desk once again and got up. My whole existence relied on finding who this professor was but my whole life is ruined with these replies I was getting. I didn’t even bother to check the others, the top comments and the likes on them proved no one had any idea who the professor was.
“What are you going to do now?”
I had nothing to say as a response. So, feeling dejected and hopeless, I went to my bed and laid on it. Maybe sleeping would help me feel better than the F I had imprinted on my life.
Tomorrow better have something exciting for me or I was going to go crazy and quit college.
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Early the next day, I left for class, still dreading what had happened and how I was going to either take summer classes while my mate had fun or be at a failure. All through class, I was cursing whoever the professor was. Why was he hidden? Who did he think he was to make me suffer the way I was suffering?
“That will be all for today. Review what we had today.”
As soon as a hardworking professor, unlike the crap I was stuck with in Data Analytics, left, I packed up my things and got up.
“Pearl?!”
I stopped walking at the sound of my name before looking around for who it was. My gaze landed on my junior, Tony. He was standing at the entrance to the class, waving his hand in my direction. I raised an eyebrow before walking. I met him at the entrance and wondered what was making him grin so much. It was still early in the day to be happy.
“What is it?” I asked and he pushed his glasses that were resting on his nose up a little.
“I saw your post on the forum and found some information for it.”
I gasped and grabbed his arms, eyes wide and heart full of hope.
“Please, tell me you’re not joking!” I pulled him to the side and shook his arms. “Tell me, now!”
Tony chuckled. “Relax.”
“Relax? Bro, you’re telling me to relax? My life and certificate depends on this!”
“Ow, you’re loud,” he said while poking his fingers in his ears.
I kissed my teeth and eyed him. He needed to start speaking before I forced it out of him. He smiled and placed his hand on my shoulder.
“Start talking.”
“Tch. Whatever. His name is Dr. Anthony Marison—”
“I already know his name,” I said in a dry tone of voice.
“Right. He is not always in school according to my sources. It says he has other jobs or so. Something way more important than being a professor. Anyway, he is like a virtual teacher but I hear he is in his office right now.”
I stood straight with hope. This was it. This was my chance to redeem myself. If I had to beg on my knees, I would, I just needed to see him.
“Where is his office?” I asked, my voice full of desperation.
“He occupies the dean’s office,” he replied in a bored tone.
“Which dean?”
“Our department's—”
I did not wait for him to finish his sentence and I was sprinting off to find him. I could not waste any second because who knew if he would be there by the time Tony was done talking. I owed him though.
A few minutes later, I was nearing the dean’s office. The sight of the door gave me hope and when I got to it, I leaned on it. This was it. This was my chance to go from F to any manageable grade.
I took a deep breath and grabbed the door’s handle then twisted and pushed the door. I stepped into the office, head bowed. I closed the door and exhaled hard then raised my head. The sight before me had my throat tightening and eyes wide.
There was a tall, handsome man… A tall, half naked man. A half naked god of a man standing with low dress pants and a very good looking confused expression on his face was the man who was between my legs last night and something told me he was professor Anthony Marison.
“Damn.” Was all I could say.
PEARL’S POV He sat me down on his couch and walked away. Once he was out of sight, I thought of running but when I looked in the direction of the door, I remembered it needed his fingerprint to unlock and open. Then and there, I mentally kicked myself in the foot for not registering my fingerprint in his door when he asked me to input it the last time I had been here.I groaned and leaned back into the couch. I was back in his house and my stomach was having a party. A party that made me feel nervous and worried.My back straightened into an upright sitting position when I heard him coming back. I swallowed and looked at my feet when he came into view. Anthony stopped a foot away and then took a step forward before standing in front of me. I chewed on my bottom lip and played with my fingers as he stood there, watching me. Then he sighed and knelt before me and took my hand gently in his. I looked up a little and saw a first aid box in his other hand while he eyed my injury with wor
PEARL’S POVI returned home later that day, still thinking. No matter how much I tried to pretend like nothing was bothering me, I simply couldn’t. This was a serious issue I couldn’t just ignore. Knowing the truth did a number on me. I was tempted to call him, to ask him to forgive me for the way I reacted earlier. I was also tempted to go far away from here, far away from school and my current life just to avoid Anthony Marison. I knew what my mind and body did once it came to him, it had a mind of its own. I walked into Lee's apartment and dumped my bag on the floor by the door. Like a robot, I walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge. I grabbed a bottle of beer and popped it open then chugged half the bottle's content down my throat.I shut the fridge and went over to the living room where I sat and thought about how my life was a mess. Fucking my professor, working for the said professor who was my boss, semi-dating my old crush even when I still had an interest in a man wa
PEARL’S POVNo. It cannot be. I refuse to believe what I had just heard. There was no way on Earth that I had heard him say those words. I refused to be swayed by them as it was all a lie. He was lying and trying to appear like a saint. Anthony Marison was not and would never think of me that way, not after everything.Anthony was lying. What I had just seen and heard was all an illusion, it was a way for me to cope, to believe that he still wanted me. Anthony was married and what I saw was a lie. Except, it wasn’t. Every word he had spoken was real, and the passion behind those words started to make my feelings go here and there.He was not married as I thought. Anthony was not married to the woman but that did not still make any sense to me. I’ve seen them together multiple times, being cozy. They acted too close for comfort and him telling her that he lied to me left me confused.I rushed over to the stairway, where I sat to think clearly. I was confused, feeling congested all arou
Anthony’s POVPanic filled me as she clinged to me while panting hard. Her body was shaking, and I could not help but wrap my arm around her shoulder then pulled my phone out of my pocket. I turned on the flashlight, lighting the elevator. I looked down at her and saw her slowly begin to calm down.“Take deep breaths,” I said, and she inhaled and exhaled to my hearing.Why the fuck was this elevator still giving issues even after I told them to change it last month? Now, I was stuck here with the one person I was desperately trying to avoid. My heart was hammering faster by the second with every move of her warm hands on my arm and chest. She was not making matters better for me.“Miss. Williams.” I cleared my throat. Even though I was distressed about her condition, I needed to keep a formality between us.I felt her flinch before her hands moved away from my body. She muttered something under her breath before moving away from me.“Sorry,” she said and moaned.I ignored her and dial
ANTHONY’S POVI was a liar.I did not like lying but I had to.I was currently the most confused man alive right now and it was all because of her. The one woman who walked into my world and changed everything like the witch that she was. She walked into my life, and it has never been the same ever since.It all started the day I saw her in that club and looking back at it now, I wished I never did because I would not be hurting the way I was right now. I remembered how beautiful she had been, dancing on the dance floor, making my heart feel something it had never felt before and when she looked at me, I lost it all.One thing led to another, and I was fucking her in a hotel room. That was the beginning of my end. Ever since then, I could not think straight and when I saw her the next day, I almost lost control. I had wanted to reach out to her, to reminisce about everything from last night but the moment I realized she was my student, shame took over me.But that did not last long wh
PEARL’S POVI must have heard wrong.Anthony Marison did not just say those words to me, did he? Was he being serious right now? Why was he suddenly acting differently? Why was he acting worse than the day we met each other after our one-night stand? Why was I even bothered that Anthony Marison, the man I thought was married, wanted to set things straight. What was wrong with me?“I… Um… Okay.” I didn’t know what to say.Anthony scoffed and walked to another corner of the room with his hands in his pockets and face stoic. I could not tell what he was thinking. I wished I could read his thoughts through his eyes, but I couldn’t. It was as if he was a different person. He looked like a stranger to me, and it hurt.“What?” He scoffed again. “Why do you look so disappointed? Did you not want this to end? You told me you want nothing to do with me anymore and I was acting like a boy, chasing after you to tell me what I did wrong… You say I am married… Yes, I am. What we had was a mistake a