15th June 2020I sat behind my door just as Olson instructed me to but I could still hear the Queen shouting at him."The Crown Prince had his engagement party last night and left the palace even before the party ended to be with you, do you not feel guilty for the young girl you are hurting?" The Queen demanded."Im sorry your majesty but I have done nothing wrong" Olson said."You've done nothing wrong? It's the audacity for me.. your existence alone is wrong and coming into my son's life and getting involved with him is shameful so tell me what is more wrong than a man having forbidden feelings for another man" The Queen shouted."It's not a feeing we can control" Olson said."Shut up.. shut up. Shut up"The Queen shouted and i could hear things breaking . I couldn't sit still anymore so I ran outside running to my brother.The Queen stopped throwing things and looked at me. She smiled creepily." Who are you? "She asked." No one"Olson said blocking me with his body." It's someth
23rd December 2021"Prestine, we are leaving the country" Olson told me.I sat on my bed watching them. They told me they wanted to talk to me and was anxiously hoping it was their break up."Without me?" I asked."No silly, of course.. with you" The Crown prince ruffled my hair."The Queen will never let you leave with her son, the future king of Dullard" I rolled my eyes." My younger brother agreed to take my place,he knows about us and he wants to meet you"Ferdinand Don Fisco said." so we are leaving the country for a new life,a new start..Olson have you even thought about this?what if after a few months and he realizes it was a huge mistake and he regrets giving up his throne for you?have you ever thought about the future?"I asked " Why do you have to make everything so difficult?why don't you just live in the moment and forget about the future? He's capable of getting hurt too..what of fall out of love with him and he can't go back and take his place because his brother won't
"awww" Nelson gasped as Anda bit his lips."Open your mouth, give me what I want.. why ain't you giving me?" Anda asked."We are in the car, it's not the Limo, Isaac can hear" Nelson answered."Hi.. Isaac, haven't you got a girlfriend? Do you guys fuck?" Anda asked.Isaac coughed softly."You've embarrassed the poor boy and I'm actually worried we might distract him with some sounds" The crown prince laughed."If you don't fuck me today, I'm going to find some dick to do your work" Anda said sitting back on her chair."You're so vulgar, you don't have a filter,what have you been learning from my mother?" Nelson said" You should be thankful I'm not learning anything from her or I'd be a docile distant wife who you would have gotten bored of"Anda smiled." True, if you weren't you, I'm sure I would not be interested in you because I've never liked anyone as much as I like you"Nelson said." You like me? "Anda asked softly." Very much"Nelson replied." I like you too"Anda kissed him so
27 December 2021"We got our passport..." Olson walked in with the crown prince smiling."See? You didn't even have to lift a finger to get a passport all thanks to my father who wants us out of the country before the coronation of my brother next year" The Crown prince said giving me my passport.I stared at the green card." Promise me that once we get out of the country.. that you're letting me go where ever I want to go"I said." And where is that? "Olson asked." Far away from the both of you.. Australia, Russia,England... Anywhere that doesn't have the both of you"I answered." I'm sorry, I can't let a sixteen years old girl wonder off somewhere when she has never travelled alone all her life.. you've been in this small country all your life and suddenly you want to explore the world alone.. all by yourself? Nah.. we are not having this conversation.. you're sixteen and a minor and you're staying with me"Olson shouted and I could see the anger in his eyes.My brother never got a
2nd January 2022I was sitting on my bed packing my bag when someone entered the house. I felt goosebumps all over me. Olson or the crown prince always make sure they knock before coming into the house even though I mostly left it open or sometimes they come bellowing my name.I picked up my brother's hunting gun and tiptoed out of my room. It was so quiet that the only thing I could hear was my heart beat and the light feet of who ever it was going through our things in the sitting room."Who are you?" I asked pointing the heavy gun at the stranger."Oh.. I'm not here to harm you, the door was open" She smiled folding her hands in front of her.She was very beautiful with her long red hair in a ponytail. She was wearing leather trouser and boots with a feather coat to protect her from mosquitoes and cold."That's not my question.. who the fuck are you?" I asked again."Oh,, I'm Tatiana De Costa" She smiled not even a hint of fear in her eyes or body language."" What are you doing
3rd January 2022" We are leaving on Friday so make sure you pack your bags and we will travel to Aurua before leaving the country" Olson smiled taking my hands."I'm happy for you Olson,I really am" I smiled."I'm happy for us too,we are going to be one happy family adopting two beautiful children and dozens of cats" Olson said excitedly."I am leaving,I need to pack a few things too and bid my brother good bye" The crown prince kissed my brother."I'll see him off" I stood up "Don't threaten him Prestine,I swear" Olson glared at me."I won't,silly" i rolled my eyes and followed the crown prince to the car."I assume you did not just want to see me off" Ferdinand said."You're right,the crown princess,Tatiana came to see me yesterday" I replied."What?oh I'm so sorry,I've spoken to her several times but she won't just leave it" The crown prince said "Leave it?she's fucking pregnant for goodness sake,you're telling the woman who's carrying your baby to leave you alone?" I asked."We
"What did you say?" Anda asked again coming close to him."I love you, I love you so much that the thought of You leaving me is so I'm unbearable.. I can't.. I just.. "Nelson broke off." I love you too, I spent the night with Alex coming up with hundreds of explanations of this feelings inside me.. I cried so much when I thought of losing you, I can't.. I can't lose you "Anda ran into his arms hugging him while burying her face into his shirt." Shhhh, we are not going to lose each other, I rather give up the throne and Move to another country with you . Working for your father or spending the money you make from racing"Nelson said." That's a nice offer but I want to be your Queen, I want to give people right to marry whoever they want to, I want to throw your mother into jail for all she has done, I want it all . I want you . I want to be yours.. I want you to be mine"Anda standing on her feet kissing him with all her pent up emotion.Trying to tell him the things she couldn't
4th January 2022I am writing furiously on my diary and im sorry to it because I feel like I'm going to explode. the guilt of taking a father away from a baby and trying to justifying saving my brother's happiness and life with it."What are you doing? We have the night train to catch and you've been writing on that diary since yesterday" Olson walked into my room"Nothing.. I just wanted to write down the excitement I feel about finally leaving this place" I smiled standing up."Prestine are you okay? It's not too late to stay.. if you feel uneasy about leaving the country.. we can just stay" Olson said."If I told you to leave the crown prince, how would you feel about that?" I asked."Sad, hurt, angry, upset but If you really want me to leave him, if he makes you uneasy, if your are going to be depressed around him, I rather let go of my own happiness" He took my hands." When you say it like that, how am I supposed to tell you to leave him? You really love him right? "I asked." I