……… No Woman is too Big for love, join Paula rayes with her struggle for love and weight. …………….. And Ethan with his obsession for women like Paula…… Ethan Andreas, your typical highschool famous footballer. He is Handsome, cute, great hair, totally dreamy to all. But what everyone doesn't know about him is that he's into curvy/chubby girls. He dates skinnies to cover up, particularly imagining them to be chubby when he fucks them. He tortured himself throughout highschool and avoided curvy/chubby women so as not to be mocked especially a particular blonde chubby/curvy girl with brown eyes Paula Rayes. What happens after he takes over his father's multi billion dollar company at twenty five and Paula Rayes applies to be his secretary. Will he continue to avoid/suppress his sexual desires?
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I'm not trying to be a pessimist or whatever but I wonder how I actually made it through. I was the chubby girl, fat__when the girls wanted to bully me, and curvy when my friend Olivia tries to cheer me up.She’s my bestie since high school.I'm curvy or as Olivia would say 'thick' , really would be sexy, if I could only get rid of the extra arm fat, big tummy, and literally every fat on my chubby body.I tried dieting, working out and all sorts of things Clara did, but it doesn't work for me.Clara was my childhood friend who bullied me unintentionally.Clara always says I needed to get thin, but Olivia disagrees with her, I sometimes get stuck in the middle but hey! they want what's best for me right?Olivia makes me eat properly when someone says something nasty to me, I skip meals and exercise to punish myself. she would literally feed me all the time. She goes on and on about how beautiful and sexy I am , how my hair is beautiful with its blonde color; dark roots and my honey eyes but I couldn't help but disagree.If I was all of that then I'll have guys flocking around me, but no they don't.There are a few here and there but nothing really serious;except with one loser James. He seemed all nice and sweet I even gave him my virginity and we fucked twice and that man still cheated on me.He took me out , made me feel special but he was an ass , he was a lying cheat. Ughhhhhh . I decided to stop worrying about my looks and really just live life. After all I'm done with college not much of a struggle like highschool, college nobody cares and I liked that. I graduated top of my department and currently on a job hunt but then my dream still remains, I want to own my own fashion house.It has been my dream to design clothes since I saw Audrey Hepburn in a beautiful dress. I thought to myself " I want to make beautiful dresses for beautiful women."Well, to start my business I need a whole lot of money and I am going to work till I finally get enough to start it up. I'm a fashion girl, with my size and all, you can never bully me for my fashion sense. I am a pro. I can really turn a girl to a model fat or not but then girls don't come to me they just assume , "hey!, she's fat , she can't know about fashion"Well I do and during prom Olivia looked like a queen after I styled her.I did attend prom but I was with Davis a nerd , the only boy that asked me to prom and we ended up spending the whole time at the lab working on his project. I was nervous to face the crowd too, so I can't really blame him either. I went home with a one thousand dollars dress without showing off!, Olivia almost killed me and my parents they literally ignored me for days.I'm headed to my parent's house , its that time of the year they invite me over to play matchmaker. My mom goes on and on about how I'm twenty two and done with college, I should settle down with a man only if she knew about the red mark in that area. **rolls eyes** .I pulled my car at the front of the house and adjusted my floral dress, got my gifts out and headed for the door after locking my car.I opened the door "mom!, dad!" I screamed. Almost immediately a sweet aroma hit me ,ooouuu mom's special Italian spaghetti oh I miss home. I would come over often , if only they would stop talking about having a boyfriend.My mom came from the bedroom looking beautiful.my mom still got it with her boyfriend jeans and red turtle neck top, divine. "Oh baby come here its been so long" she pulled me in for a tight hug""Oh mom its only been a month" I rolled my eyes."Oh it feels like forever Paula" she finally released me."If it isn't my princess" I smiled widely as my dad engulfed me in a daddy bear hug."Hey daddy" I smiled against his chest."Well, there's someone here to meet you" my mom ushered me to the sitting room and I shook my head. She even tried winking at me. Oh Mom.On the couch sat a nice looking man , very safe nice looking man; not my type I've always been one for the bad boys and hey look at where it got me. Nowhere.After much introduction , his name Sebastian and yes he's Mexican and a doctor , he seems nice but nothing can ever happen more than us just being friends . he's not my type, not his looks I don't care much for that but then the way we relate the chemistry nahhh.We exchanged contacts, and my mother almost squealed when he asked for my contact or sorry she actually did. He finally left; me and my parents discussed about everything. I love my family. It was time for me to leave and they where seeing me off to my car. My mom was squeezing the life out of me."Make sure you don't take long to come visit again baby" I nodded against her warm chest.She kissed my hair and let me go, then my dad patted my hair and back ."You still walk around with your pepper spray right?" I nodded and chuckled my dad never jokes about that. He only let's me leave the house armed .I got in my car and zoomed off while still watching my family waving at me from my side mirror. I love them so much , its a good thing they got each other . I want a love like that , one that will stand the test of time.I drove through the streets of new York till I finally got to the apartment me and Olivia stayed in. Its a two bedroom apartment and its very homey and spacious. The sitting room and the kitchen where attached; the two rooms opposite each other with their own bathrooms. Really comfy .I typed the password and got in ,"Olivia you home?""Yes girl I am and I just ordered pizza" oh dear Olivia I love you.She was working on her computer in the kitchen,sitting on one of the bar stool. I hugged her from behind ."Who was he this time" she chuckledI slapped her arms."a Mexican guy this time " she raised a brow at me."Why do they keep going international when trying to get a man for you? Italian, African, Australian. Your parents are really going to get you married soon" she laughed hysterically,"How was he? Do you think he has a big little man? Because if he does , you have to smash before passing,""Oh shut up, he was nice just not my type and he is a doctor " I said grabbing a bottle of water , her ears perked up, she always had a thing for nerdy guys."Oh really now" she said in a Spanish accent I rolled my eyes at her while walking to my room to get changed."What!, smart guys are hot" she said"I didn't say anything stop being guilty" her shoulders dropped."Well, take me to jail if liking smart men is a crime" she folded her wrists forward dramatically .I laughed hard, its no wonder she studied theater arts and is currently an actress. Stared in two movies already , you could say my friend is a celeb but she's not all that yet but soon."No one is jailing you drama queen, I could invite him over and you guys can meet and see if you like him deal!?"She rotated on the bar stool and squealed "yes I love you Alla. ""If" I raised my finger up.She eyed me closely"I know nothing comes for free with you" she pouted and I laughed."If you wake me up early for my interview tomorrow, you know how I always sleep in" her face lit up"Deal!, what time anyway" she turned to face her laptop while I finished putting on my tank top and took a sit next to her."One by seven and the other one by ten then a couple more " I told her watching her work on her laptop."Seven? That's rather early. Won't their workers be there before the candidates arrive jeez""The company is a big shot and they go to work by six or so" I shrugged my shoulders."Okay then I got you " she stopped typing and smiled at me.Immediately the door bell rang"Pizza time!" we both screamed..There we go, so first chapter I hope you guys like it . leave a comment and don't forget to vote .Love u🥀🥀🥀🥀Ethan POV“I am not letting my trauma rule me!” I screamed for the third time. “Are you sure? You seem to angrily yell at any slight discomfort. You still have episodes.” My therapist adjusted her her glasses around her big brown eyes. “I must say; you are the slowest patient I have ever encountered.” I slammed my hands on her big mahogany desk. “Are you trying to piss me off?” I screamed running my hands through my hair. “You seem to be catching on mr Andreas.” She dropped her pen and book. “Do you see how easy it is? You haven’t been doing what I asked you to do. If you had, they would have been some improvements by now.” “Or maybe you’re not doing your job well. I payed you to fix me!” I snarled at her “Fix you? I can’t fix what doesn’t want to be fixed. You are hiding your trauma ethan.” She poured a cup of coffee and pushed it my way. “I signed up for this lady, it clear I need to fix whatever causes the episodes I have.” I said between clenched fists. “ then communica
Paula POV Never in my whole twenty two years of existence have I seen mom like this, she was so furious and so was Mrs Andreas. I stilled after hearing the voice, all turned to Ethan's sister Dorothy, I haven't met her in person neither have I had a conversation with her. I have only seen her in one of their family’s photo and her name on some documents in the office. Ethan calls her dolly which suits her as she looks innocent and cute. "What is going on here?" She asked tiredly. She looked exhausted with bags under her eyes and her hunched posture. The office is taking a toll on her, I mean she just graduated highschool. Ethan's job in the company is very vital and even with the help of a skilled secretary its still going to maim her. Everyone stilled returning to a more pleasant posture. She tilted her head to me and knotted her brows. "Paula?" I didn't know what to say , it sounded like a question so I simply nodded. I wasn't expecting the beautiful smile she gave me. "Hello, I'v
Paula POV The next day swung by so quickly I hated it. I was so nervous I didn't want to get out of bed. The thought of going to his parents scares the shit out of me, but mom came and made me go shower. Mom said it would be better to go in the evening that way the chances of meeting both parents will be higher. So here I am slumped on the couch watching N*****x. The series I was watching is so alluring and erotic ' Bridgerton' I find myself wishing I was fucked. I got more sexual cravings as the months go by___ and indeed I needed to be touched, loved and worshipped. Ethan is the only man I'll allow touch me especially in my state. He is the father so it's natural to allow him___ I would not allow other man close to me, violating me and my baby. After watching episode six my panties where so soaked I had to take another shower. I made lunch for dad because mom went to work. Dad owns a small bookstore and it was doing so good and I loved Esther his employee, she held it down when da
Paula POV Staring directly at an unapologetic Olivia was breathe taking. She wasn't sorry for what she did to Ethan and honestly I'm not mad. I would do the same for my friends but the crazy thing is, Ethan went through hell and I watched it all. Shivers went through my spine when I think of his bloody body, when he was being beaten. I forced Clara to tell me about it and on getting to the room Olivia didn't deny and wasn't sorry. "Its fine baby, thanks for sticking up for me" I smiled and her eyes lit up and she nodded like a cute little rascal. “I honestly didn’t mean to scare him, if he is man enough then he’ll come back.” “You and I know Ethan is every bit of a man” I said proudly before catching myself. Clara looked at me, she was smirking. I bit my lips. “We know, he got you pregnant didn’t he?” Clara said. “Only a man , a real strong man can” Olivia added I blushed at their indecent remark. “Stop it both of you!” They kept raising their brows and making faces. My face
Ethan POV I was running through the halls clueless as to where Paula was, I felt my body boil and the heat come up my skin. She has to be okay, i cant loose her and the baby or either of them!. I'd forever blame myself. I couldn't turn back to ask Olivia and Clara where she was, the fear made me run like a raging beast. I stopped a few nurses to ask and finally one directed me to her room. I stalked the room preparing myself for whatever news I was to hear. I couldn't help it as I badged into the room. I found a sleeping Paula. The machines where aiding her and she didn't seem to have woken up. I knotted my brows in confusion as realization dawned on me. Olivia! I turned and saw olivia watching me with venom in her eyes. "How does it feel huh?" She barked out. I stared blankly at her. "How does what feel?" I asked irritated."How does it feel to be helpless, does it feel good ? Tell me you sumbag! That's how she felt every time you called for her. She runs with no break, desperatel
Ethan POV My heart left my body when I saw what happened next...Regina fell from Paula's body while Paula raised her upper body and blood painted her face. I was scared was she the one hurt? I couldn’t really tell. Mr delvon let out a huge ugly cry running over to Regina's body on the floor who I just noticed isn't moving. "Wake up baby, common for daddy" he cried aloud. He continued shaking Regina while placing his head on her chest. Paula crawled away from them with her mouth opened wide. At least my baby is moving. Regina was bleeding from the mouth, Paula had a clean shot to her gut. "Shoot that girl!" Delvon screamed over to one of his men. What! I struggled with everything I had but it was useless. I was held down by four men and was already beaten to a pulp. I have never felt this helpless. I've never felt this way. Vulnerability is something I never felt till now. And like when I was kidnapped, my chest stopped moving, I was having a panic attack, not now! I scold myse
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