I’m a vampire.
A cold-blooded, heartless woman who gives fear to all, who know about her.
Not like the usual ones who suck blood and kill people and other creatures.
I used to be a human once.
I’ve got human blood in my veins that control pure blood which it’s given me, but also ...
Together, those two, make me a dangerous weapon, that someone wants to control, but can’t.
My humanity is still inside me, although, sometimes I wish I was dead.
That is why I’m now the most dangerous creature ever lived on earth.
Also, I’m the most wanted person in the vampire and werewolf world.
Both of them want me, to kill me I guess, or even worse, to breed with me, which I won’t allow.
That is why I escaped into a deep forest and the deepest cave that exists.
I can fight them, but not with all of them together, especially not Draven, the most powerful pure-blooded vampire, even though I have his blood in me.
With Arnes, I could try, but his werewolves are cruelest, with no other purpose than killing.
Even he thought I died when he let them torture me, in the cruelest way that a naive young girl can imagine.
Yes...
It all started there, in the town where we all grew up, one beautiful summer day...
I could still feel the air and the smell of trees when I drove on my bike to my last day of school.
It was my 18th birthday, and all my so-called friends in the mansion were supposed to be there.
It was a house, a big one, where children without parents lived, and it was the property of an Alpha Arnes.
Yes, I was an orphan, and I didn’t know that I was his property too.
Every girl would love that, but not me.
I wanted to leave and be someone, finish college, and be a teacher, to the same kids as I was.
To show them that there is a better life than being someone’s slave, or else.
I was a loner, didn’t fit in, and used every opportunity to escape into the woods and read, swim, or just listen to the silent nature.
Yes, silence has her own story, just like everybody does.
Many of them thought that I was a witch, not just because of my reddish hair, or dark blue eyes, no.
My knowledge about things and desire to learn bothered them.
Besides, I hated meds, I always wanted herb tea or something that helps, which is why I collected herbs, early in the summer.
My clothes were simple... jeans, shirts, T-shirts, tights with skirts and tennis shoes.
I didn’t go out on dates, but when I needed to dress up for something like a celebration, I did, and it was no problem for me.
Dresses, high heels, and makeup were familiar to me I liked being makeup.
Not Beka, she always had too much makeup on her, and it took some time for her to do so.
Amy, her mother was proud of her cute blond girl, with brown eyes and a tall, well-shaped body.
I guess she saw herself in Beka when she was her age.
I thought that she looked okay, considering that they were werewolves and aged slowly, and her late husband was dead for 5 years now, so...
She was all in Beka, even when running the mansion, it was always Beka first in everything.
Not that I mined, but I felt that she didn’t like me much, considering Beka always spoke freely that she hated my guts.
I never knew why, until my 16 birthday when Alpha Arnes came to me and said that he wanted me as his mate.
His dark brown eyes and blond hair that was always on his forehead, were every girl’s dream, especially since his body was in perfect shape.
He was just 18 then, and I was skeptical about it because I knew he had his true mate somewhere, and I wasn’t wrong.
SHE WAS TOO CLOSE.
The worst of all, he knew it and didn’t say, or do anything, always saying that he wouldn’t love someone just because of a bond, there must be more.
He was always good to me, and we could talk about things that interested both of us, but yet, I saw him as a friend who was in the same class as me and lived nearby.
I never saw him as a cruel Alpha, and he knew that just like he knew that he would capture my heart one day soon, a year later.
I felt it in our first real kiss.
I felt his desire and mine for him, when we lay on the grass, under the night sky.
He was patient, never asked anything from me, saying that he wanted to wait until I was 18.
Boy, I was wrong...
He didn’t ask for sex, but he had it all over the place, and I couldn’t know it or feel it.
The reason was simple, I wasn’t his destined mate, Even if I were a werewolf like them, I still wouldn’t be able to feel it.
The more people knew the harder my life became.
He was officially Alpha, but his father had too much power over him, especially since his mother died giving birth to him.
That day when his best warrior was killed, everything went to hell.
I was at home, the school was over, and Amy was on the porch with Beka, looking at me as if I was a criminal.
“You did this, you stupid brat!” Amy’s words hit me like a fire, not to mention her hand, which was pretty hard.
Beka laughed, and her eyes burned me with hate.
“You think you will be his Luna?” She asked, making me confused with all that was happening.
“He was sleeping with me,I’m his true mate, I’m his Luna!” She almost screamed that last word, which shocked me.
Then I saw the others behind the door, who watched everything, and I felt sick in my stomach.
Whispers and hard steps were behind me, and then I saw him.
He was standing there, with his warriors and former Alpha Leon, looking at me with hate.
My eyes watered, because of all I heard, but most of his disappointed look, which was telling me I’d done something, that I wasn’t even aware of.
“Raven Bellon, were you at the woods last night, around 7?
Disappointment and rage grew inside me when I looked into his eyes. I started to shake, and yet, I found the strength to ask what was bothering me. “Is Beka your true mate?” I asked, even though I tortured myself with it. He didn’t answer and wasn’t needed to. His eyes told me all, and it broke me. “You knew and slept with her all the time, just to make a fool of me?” “Who gave you the right?!” I yelled. “Enough!” His father shouted. “Answer the question that Alpha Arnes asked you, girl”, he demanded. “Arnes, you know I go to the woods every night at the same time for my herbs”, I was trying to speak calmly with him. Maybe he will come to his senses, I thought, but there was no use. “It’s Alpha to you”, he said with the coldest voice I ever heard him saying. I was stunned. Then he uncovered the body that was lying on the ground, which made me vomit. It was Dean, his best warrior, covered in blood, with a torn heart from his chest. “You must be punished”, he hissed to me
I don’t think a muscle or part of my body wasn’t in pain. I relived all over again like my teeth were pulled up while I was whipped. I could only hear the strange, soft voice in this hell of mine. " Do not touch her, talk to her, or anything that could hurt her,ecause you will not only answer to me, but to the king himself !” There was determination in that soft and calm voice of hers. I was cold and hot at the same time, without the power to do anything to help myself. I could only pray to a God that the pain would pass and it would be over... the nightmare of my poor life. Until I passed out every time the pain became unbearable. My eyes were heavy, and my head also, just like my body was, but I hadn’t felt any pain, just an urge to wake up. And I did. The room was dark, but I could tell that outside was a day, behind thick red curtains, that blocked the windows. I was in a big, black kingsize bed, next to which was a nightstand with a candle, which was the only light in t
That night in the Blood Shadow pack was a tough night for young Alpha Arnes. He couldn’t forget Raven’s look and the words she told him before she fell to the ground. A strange feeling was inside him that made him go to the square and see her. He won’t obey Leon, not this time, he will put her in the cell and send her some help, no matter what she has done if she has done it. Beka was always suspicious, no matter that she was his mate, that was the only thing he had with her... a bond of mates, but no love. His love was with Raven, but for now, that was impossible. The pillar was in blood but she wasn’t there. Her fangs were lying in a puddle of her thick blood also, but she was nowhere to be found. A rage was growing inside of him. His thoughts were all over, making him doubt every feeling he had for her. “Was it true?” “Could Beka had right?” “Were, is she!” Were questions in his head, for which he couldn’t find answers. “Guards!” He yelled like crazy. They came fast,
DRAVEN’S POV I have never in my 500 years felt a similar feeling, like when I saw her in that woods. Something that day, when I traveled to the castle, led me to turn from my path in another direction. It was far enough from the castle, too far for my taste, especially when I knew there was the meanest pack of all of them I knew. They were harsh to strangers but must obey laws, mine especially, because their King had a peace contract with me, so our species have lived in peace for centuries. That was the only thing, with which I agreed with my father. Now, I was needed again at the castle, because the queen had a ceremony, which must be provided with fresh blood from our banks. I was the president of the most significant blood bank in the world, and there were a lot of pureblooded vampires, that were elite, as she always said. I didn’t care much about them, even though we were rare, but, not killing people for blood, just like helping them, was good enough for me. I couldn’t
“I don’t want to be a monster, I’ll fight in my human form!” Raven was angry. She was tired and sweaty from practicing self-defense on the training field all day It wasn’t hard for her, but the hard part was that she needed to accept the fact, she was a monster, well, at least she saw herself like that. Dana, in another hand, didn’t. She saw Raven as someone special and truly brave and kindhearted, but it wasn’t something she could tell her, no. Raven needed to understand that herself, but the first step was acceptance. “I understand that my dear, but in your vampire form you are much more flexible and stronger”, Dana was telling her, calmly. “Let’s try with Peter, shall we?” She raised her hand and a strong, tall man was there in no time. He was black-haired, with dark bloody eyes, and very muscular, not to mention that he was the strongest warrior they had. He was pissed at spoiled Raven, as he saw her, and ready to destroy her. All vampires were fast, they had excellent s
“I don’t care what king will think of me, I just want this night pass by as quick as possible”, she said to the girl and left the room. “Are you coming?” Raven asked when she saw Selma standing in the doorway. “Of course not, this is just for a pureblood elite, very high ranks of society”, she answered. “Well, that is the most stupid thing I have ever heard”, Raven was upset. “Where is your room?” She asked. “Never mind, you are coming with me”, she ordered Selma. “But, ...I can’t, I’m not even dressed properly...“, Selma was trying to escape, but Raven was persistent. “You look great, you wearing make-up, your hair is good and you wearing a dress.” “Now, take me to that ball”, Raven said, firmly. “I was never here before”, Selma said when they entered the ballroom, full of pureblooded vampires. It was huge, filled with bright lights and golden decorations, together with red and golden furniture. That didn’t leave Raven in awe. Those things didn’t bother her, she was humbl
Inside my head was a mess. I wanted him to take me there and do whatever he wanted with me, oh God... That was insane, more because of that I was a virgin, with filthy thoughts, but yet... I forgot I was also a vampire, and they had a huge urge for sex, like werewolves, maybe even more, especially with someone they loved. Could he be my beloved? No, that wasn’t possible, I just enjoyed his touch. He was hot as hell, no wonder the vampire in me was impressed, and he saved me, by the way, that is why he was in my dreams, I tried to explain to myself. Why did my whole body tremble then, wanting him so much? The whole room started to spin and I couldn’t take that. So I ran. I ran away from his touch, look, and everything he presented because I knew if I stayed, he would have me forever in his mercy. I made an excuse that my head was hurting, so I could lock myself in my room, and have a long bath, hoping he’d be gone by then. That was my first mistake. The water wasn’t helpin
She woke up alone. His smell was on her and everywhere around, and the bed was still warm. It was not long ago that he left her alone there, in the room. They room. Vampires don’t sleep, but purebloods could if they wanted to, which I think he did. The only thing she didn’t understand was why he left. Raven wanted to wake up in his arms and feel all the love she was feeling last night when they made love. She did feel loved by him, she felt all of it, but he left anyway. Her human suffered but the vampire inside her suffered more. She was angry and hurt by his behavior, she was his beloved, and she gave him all of herself, her soul, body, and heart. Everything she had belonged to him now, and forever. She let the water wash out her tears and cried in silence in the shower. She was broken, realizing that her life would be forever like this from now on, and it was tearing her apart because she could feel his love. She was at the door when he came into the room. He was wear