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Lucas had lead me upstairs to his room sitting me down before going to run water for me a bath. I still wasn't quite sure what to think about him. I had so many questions, but as much as I wanted to run from him it was him who I wanted to run to. He had left me alone to bathe, I guess he understood I needed time to myself. I had no doubts that he was waiting outside the door for me.
I closed my eyes letting the hot water soak into my skin, he had put some kind of oil in the water that smelled of lotus flowers and cedar. I only knew the smell because I had read the bottle that he had left out but the stuff made my skin soft. It didn’t hurt that he had turned the jets on for me.
Sighing I wondered if I could accept him for who he was. I wasn't even sure if I even needed to stress about him. He hadn’t made any commitment to me, I mean all I was to him was....hell I didn’t even know. How could I decide what to do when I didn’t even know how he felt
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