ELEANOR’S POV. I gasped out for air the exact second I pushed my eyes apart to find myself back in my room. A wave of relief washed over me. Ever since he told me about the feast, I have been having nightmares, terrible, terrible nightmares. I have been seeing myself caught by the Raiders and burnt alive too. I would wake up with beads of sweat breaking across my forehead and chin. My heart thumping fast, the sound of it so loud in my ears that I could almost compare it to that of a moving trailer. It always felt so real. The dream felt like that day years ago when my whole world went down the hill. When everything went the other way. The same day I watched my kind burnt into nothing. The thought of another feast made me fear something terrible might happen too—either that or I couldn't afford to be happy. Feast day was supposed to be remembrance day for my family, my kind. I couldn't afford to dance and wine on the day they were killed. Even if I have to attend, because I have no
ELEANOR’S POV. Fear washed over me as my eyes landed on Diana, a big beautiful smile curling up her lips. She glowed on. She looked like she had changed a lot since I left. Her baby bump was out too. She was putting on a pink flay dress, her hair packed in a ponytail, her cheeks out since she added some flesh. She looked more beautiful than ever.And was it weird that I felt a bit jealous? Was it weird that I wished I was in her shoes instead? Was it crazy that I would have wanted to end up with Lucien instead of being in this fucked up situation?“Hi, baby sister.” She said so sweetly that one would think she was the good one and I the bad one. Who would have thought she would ever have the guts to look me in the eyes and call me this again?“You have no right to call me that.” I snapped at her, my eyes trying to pry through her skin. If looks could kill, then mine would have ended her immediately.“Oh, Eleanor! Are you still pissed about Lucien? Huh!” She said in a fake voice as s
ELEANOR’S POV.“Oh! Finally, you found love.” Alpha Dawson said, followed by a deep laugh; then he leaned forward to pick up my right hand and kiss the back of my palm. “Nice to meet you, milady.” He greeted me, then raised his head to smile at me.If only he knew that this monster here could not ever love anyone. He was only capable of torturing and killing someone.“My pleasure,” I responded calmly.I felt a bit bad that I was lying to all these people, but this was what I had to do to stay alive.“You look so beautiful. I like the dress. You must have great taste in things.” Alpha Dawson complimented me, and I sent him a smile.Was it weird that I could feel Cruz boiling beside me? He had on this frown that showed that he disapproved of it.“Thank you.” I responded, then added, “You look good too.” just to spite him the more.I felt his strong arms around me as he pulled me closer.“Don’t you have something else to attend to?” He said between clenched teeth.“I don't....” I was sa
ELEANOR’S POVMy right hand was on his neck as he helped me outside. We could have gone upstairs, but we wanted to avoid prying eyes, so we headed toward the garden.He placed my back against a tree, then roughed his hair as he paced up and down in front of me.“Why did you have to get drunk? I only asked you to get a drink, not drink yourself into a stupor. Do you know how important today is to me?” He said, his cold eyes running over me.I let out a rumble of giggles. I found the way his lips moved funny.He twisted his lips.“Did I say something funny?” He questioned. I shook my head in denial and bit my lower lip. My eyes were now looking down.“Look at me when I speak!” He ordered, and I obeyed immediately, gulping down a lump of saliva the second my eyes landed back on his lips. Thoughts of him kissing me inside came back into my mind. Was it weird that I wanted another taste of him? As though he knew what I was thinking, he passed to look at me.I felt the atmosphere between
CRUZ’S POV. I still couldn't believe I had let myself get driven by my need last night. I found it hard to understand why I couldn't have resisted or pushed her away when she leaned in to kiss me. Her touch on my lips made my cock nod. It sent sensations running through my spine, and I never thought I was capable of them. It was like she had used a spell on me.My pretend bride charmed me.That had to be the only explanation for this weirdness. I had returned the kiss with so much force and hunger and found myself groaning and biting against her neck. The way her body shook when I bit her was terrific. Let's not make mention of when I had sucked on her. The way she welcomed me in and moaned loudly. It gave me more strength to drive her crazy because I was glad she wanted me as much as I wanted her.Her dress!Yes, her dress looked so beautiful on her. It was as though it was made just for her.I caught you there!Haha!It was specially made just for her. She looked so good in Black.
ELEANOR’S POV I drifted my eyes apart. My head was banging so severely, and I immediately knew it had to be an aftermath of the alcohol. The hangover. It was the most terrible part of consuming alcohol. My blurry vision was getting more precise, and I only saw a strange room. A room different from mine, yet it looked familiar.What was I doing in his room? On his bed? Still, dressed in last night’s cloth?I wondered as I tried hard to think about anything that happened.FUCK ME...PLEASEThe words echoed in my head. Though it sounded like my voice but those were words I could never say. Never! Unless under the influence of...Oh no!Did I do something wrong last night? If yes, then with who? Was it Lucien? Because I can clearly remember exchanging words with him before...before Alpha Cruz came and led me outside...Oh no!I sprung out of bed the second the memories came rushing by. How I had begged him to fuck me. How I had kissed him first. How I moaned so loudly as he thrust inside
ELEANOR’S POV. It had been a week since I last saw Alpha Cruz, and I wondered where he had headed. He had his Beta inform me of his traveling, although he never said a word about where he went to. The house had been so quiet without him, meal times too. I know we rarely spoke, but all the same, his presence would have meant a lot. I turned page after page, trying to read the book I had in my hand. It was a new book by an author, ThePenQueen. Something about an Omega coming back to life: I didn't want to read too much because I feared I might get engulfed in my imagination. I might want more than life can give. I might want to die and come back to life as someone else. Maybe I might get a chance to be who I want to be and do things I want to do. Things...What are those things I want to do? Like hobbies or something. But nothing came to mind. I had no hobby. I never had a reason to have one while growing up. Loving my sister used to be my hobby before loving Lucien became another h
. ELEANOR’S POV. I found myself glued to the same spot. My legs are heavy like rocks. My heart slams so hard against my ribcage that it hurts. My whole world flashed before my eyes. You know that moment that your brain screams danger but your legs won't budge. This is that moment. Right now, I could sense something fishy cooking in the air. I knew I needed to run. I needed to get out of here as fast as I could. But I couldn't. Even when these covered wolves launched towards me with weapons in their hands, shining axes. I felt sweat break across my face. My heart threatened to jump out of my throat. They looked like them. Like the raiders that burnt my home. Killed my people. They looked like those monsters. I could still hear their laughter in my head. Suddenly I felt two strong arms grab me by the hands, pulling me up. “Stay behind me, and that's an order.” His deep masculine voice said loudly but they came off as faint to me. The whole time was moving slowly to me. I still