I thought Jace was it for me. My best friend. My first love. My mate. He promised me prom night. Promised me forever. But all it took was one moment— For everything to fall apart. Rejected and broken, I was still forced to serve as the maid nobody noticed. Not even the boy who once swore he loved me. How stupid was I… To think I could ever be enough for the new Alpha. But Fate? She doesn’t knock. She kicks the damn door down. "— and you, gather your things, you're coming with me!" The Lycan King said, his eyes locked on mine. Cold and frightening like the stories that were being told of him. He didn’t even blink. Why me? I was merely doing my maid duties, serving the Lycan King who was being hosted by Alpha Jace. How did I become the subject of their conversation? How did I go from Jace’s nothing— To the Lycan King’s next target? What now, oh Goddess? From heartbreak to something worse? Or maybe… just maybe… something I never saw coming.
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The sound of the ambulance filled the once silent night—
I was forced to wake up when tite once distant sound became stagnant in the Alpha’s compound.
"What? Who?"
I jumped up from the bed, heart in my mouth.
Something felt wrong. The air was heavy.
I rushed to the window and pulled the curtain aside. My fingers trembled.
Flashing red and blue lights danced across the walls, slicing the darkness in half. I saw movement—people, warriors, guards. Everyone was running toward the main building.
I threw on my hoodie. Didn’t bother to check if I had put it on rightly. I just stormed out.
"Mum!" I yelled, running out of the room we shared in the maids’ quarters. "Mum, what’s going on?"
She was already outside, in her night wear, her eyes wide and lips trembling.
"It’s the Alpha," she said, voice low, scared. "He was attacked in his office."
"What?" My head snapped toward the main building.
"And—Jace?" She muttered
Jace?
My eyes widened. "What happened to Jace?"
Her face fell.
"Mum—where is he?!"
"He got hurt trying to protect his father." Her voice cracked. "He’s being rushed to the clinic too."
I didn’t wait.
My feet moved before I could think. I ran barefoot across the compound, ignoring the sharp rocks beneath. I didn’t care.
Jace.
He was supposed to take me to prom next week. He promised. Swore he wouldn’t miss it for the world.
He even smiled—said I’d be the prettiest girl there. Even bought me a dress behind his mum’s back.
And now…
Even if we don't get to go to prom, I just want to see you well, Jace. You can't die on me.
By the time I got to the clinic, they had already wheeled him in.
I hurried to the reception area where I found his mom and younger sister, Alice.
"Luna—" I called in a panic-filled voice. "Luna, how’s Jace?"
She turned sharply, her eyes spitting words that her mouth withheld.
"Who asked you to come here?" she spat.
My mouth opened but nothing came out. I blinked, stunned.
"What right do you think you have to ask about Jace?"
I swallowed hard as tears gently fell from my eyes.
"Get out of here before I throw you out myself!" She snarled, pointing towards the door.
I stepped back, her voice echoed in my head. The guards glanced at me, then looked away, pretending they didn’t hear anything.
I turned slowly and walked out, legs shaking.
But I didn’t go far.
I sat right outside the hospital doors, back against the wall. My fingers went numb from the cold. I pulled my hoodie tighter around me and stared at the building like I could see through the walls. Like I could see Jace.
Hours passed.
Guards went in and out. Nurses too. None of them told me anything. I asked. I begged. One of them just said, “He’s stable,” but I don’t even know if he meant it or if he just wanted me to stop asking.
The ground was cold. My eyes burned from crying. I curled up on the concrete and watched the stars fade.
I must’ve fallen asleep.
Because the next thing I felt was morning dew falling softly on my face. Light mist brushed against my skin. My lips were dry and my back hurt really bad. But I didn’t care.
I sat up and looked around.
Still no word.
Still no Jace.
I stood and wiped my eyes with my sleeve. Another guard passed by and I asked again. He didn’t say anything. Just gave me a look—like I wasn’t worth the answer—and kept walking.
I went back to the quarters, with chaos in mind.
Mum was waiting.
She saw my face and sighed. "Come, my child," she whispered, pulling me into a hug. "Come rest."
I cried into her shoulder. "They didn’t let me see him… they didn’t say anything…"
"Shhh," she said, hugging me tight. "He’s strong. He’s going to be okay."
I didn’t believe her.
The truth was— Jace wasn’t just my best friend.
He was the only boy who saw me.
The maid’s daughter. The girl who didn’t belong anywhere except in the shadows. The one who swept the floors while other girls painted their nails and giggled in the pack.
He saw me.
And now he's out there struggling for his life and I can't do anything about it.
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**Two days Later —**
Jace got discharged.
But the Alpha… he didn’t make it.
They said he died hours after being attacked. Didn’t even make it to sunrise. The pack was mourning. Black ribbons everywhere.
But thankfully, Jace survived.
He barely did.
He hadn’t come outside since. Not even once. No one saw him. No one spoke to him. They said he was grieving, but I didn’t know for sure. He didn’t ask for me. Didn’t send for me.
And also, he requested to be left alone.
I stayed out of the way.
Even when it broke me.
Just when I started sweeping the front of our quarters, a familiar voice called my name.
"Natasha!"
I turned.
It was Lani, my best friend from the neighbouring pack, where our college was situated. She walked up to me, with a small cheering smile. Of course she must have heard what happened. The news of Alpha Fernando's death had spread across neighbouring packs.
"How have you been?" she said, hugging me.
I shook my head, "I don't know— I don't know how I feel." I sobbed on her shoulder.
"And Jace—?" She asked.
Once again, I shook my head. "Haven't heard from him, but I'm sure he's hurting like crazy. He's been indoors the whole time."
I quickly wrapped up my work and then we went on a walk. It was very relieving to finally get some thoughts off my chest.
"Still can't believe I'd be attending prom without you."
I blinked at her.
"I know right. No one actually saw this coming. I—I just want to be here for Jace. Just in case he needs anything, I can't leave him in this condition."
She stared at me for a while, and then she said. "When are you finally going to let him know how much you love him?"
I shrugged.
"It's not that easy you know… we've been best friends for the longest and I'm scared it would ruin things between us."
"What if he loves you too?" Her question seemed to have caught me off guard.
I blinked, thought of what to say, "I— Um"
Her phone beeped, perfect timing.
She stared at the screen for a while, and then her eyes returned to mine. "Gotta go, we'll see at Graduation Prep or maybe Graduation."
—
**Prom Night —**
The house was quiet.
I just finished taking the Luna’s laundry to her room when I saw one of the kitchen maids carrying a tray.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"To take dinner to Jace. He hasn’t eaten all day again."
My hand shot out. "I’ll do it."
She looked at me like she wanted to ask questions, but I didn’t wait. I collected the tray and started heading up to his room.
My hands were sweating.
I stood in front of his door, staring at it.
Maybe he was asleep?
I pushed it open quietly. I didn’t knock. Stupid me. I should’ve knocked. But my head was too full of thoughts.
I stepped inside.
He wasn’t asleep.
He was standing right there—in front of the mirror.
In nothing but his boxers.
My mouth parted. My heart stopped.
His back was broad, strong. But there was something more.
Something that slammed into my chest like a wave.
He turned.
His eyes locked with mine.
And they weren’t warm. They weren’t soft. They were… angry.
Cold. What other word could I use?
I felt the whole room shift.
My lips moved on their own.
"Mate?"
The word fell out of me. Soft. Barely audible. But he heard it.
But then I noticed someone stepping out, from his bathroom. In nothing but a bikini.
My world came to a pause, and my hands — they dropped.
The tray crashed to the floor. The plates shattered, and the food— wasted.
"Jace?" My voice cracked.
He didn’t say anything.
He just stood there.
Watching me fall apart.
Finally, his lips parted like he was going to explain, but the words that left his mouth— "Pack your mess and Leave!"
My heartbeat picked up.
A part of me that was once non-existent cried out again, "Mate?" Her voice in soft heartbroken whispers.
There were bottles of drinks on the floor, not one— not two
I felt suffocated, tears building up in my eyes. "Jace you're my—"
"—I said get out!"
I bent slowly, trying to pick the broken pieces.
My hands were shaking. My chest was caving in.
One sharp edge slipped right through my skin.
I flinched, pulling my hand back. Blood slowly began to spill from the cut. I simply wiped it on my hoodie and tried to keep picking, but it stung badly. My vision blurred as I carried the broken plates out of the room.
As I approached the kitchen, a soft gasp came from the door.
It was Mira, one of the kitchen maids. She rushed in. "Natasha—! You’re bleeding!"
"I’m fine," I whispered, even though my voice was barely holding up.
"No, you’re not!" she said, running over. "Come on, let me help."
I shook my head. "Please… Just help me clean up the mess I caused in the young master's room. He's so mad and he doesn't want to see my face."
She hesitated, eyes wide with worry. Then nodded and hurried upstairs.
I stood slowly, hand still bleeding, heart still in pieces. I walked over to the shelf beside the room’s mini bar. Arranged there were bottles of wine, alcohol and the likes.
I didn’t think twice.
My fingers grabbed one. A bottle of Whiskey.
An older maid saw me and raised a brow.
I gave a little shrug. "The young master asked me to bring it."
She blinked. "He did?"
"Yeah." I forced a smile. "He said he needed it."
She didn’t question me again.
I left.
Walked fast. Past the halls. Past the stairs. Past anyone who could see the cracks in my face.
Then I ran out the back, past the gardens, through the servant gate and finally Into the street.
I found an half broken wooden bench. Same one the guards used to sit on during breaks.
I sat there quietly, then proceeded to open the bottle.
I stared at it for a while.
Then I drank from it.
It burned really Bad.
But it burned less than the ache in my chest.
I coughed. My eyes watered. I drank again.
And again.
And again.
Till my head started to feel light.
Till the world started spinning sideways.
I laughed. Why was I laughing?
"Mate?" I whispered to the air.
No one answered.
I got up. My legs were no longer mine. They moved weird, but somehow, I managed to walk.
I walked down the road on barefoot, my hands still bloody. I wasn’t capable of that fast healing stuff yet, maybe because it wasn’t developed yet, or because I never had a wolf
My voice kept humming something. I didn’t even know what it was.
Jace.
Mate.
The name kept hitting my tongue like broken glass.
"Why did you do that to me…" I whispered, laughing again. Or crying. I didn’t even know anymore.
The street lights blurred.
I blinked as if it would have focus my vision..
Then I saw it— A Blinding light. And it was coming straight at me with a speed I couldn't explain.
I squinted, tried to move, but my legs didn’t move.
My brain said run, but my body stood still.
Like a statue.
No thoughts.
No pain.
Just light.
It swallowed me whole.
And then— Before I could even react, I was enveloped by darkness.
Natasha’s POVMy palms had grown clammy, though the room wasn’t hot. The silence between us pressed against me like stone, and I wanted nothing more than a second, just one, to breathe and clear my head.“Your Majesty,” I started, my voice thinner than I intended, “perhaps I should go and change first. I’m not exactly dressed for… for something like this.”His gaze flicked briefly to my gown. My strap sleeves suddenly felt like chains on my shoulders, too bare, too open, as though the fabric that had seemed perfectly fine a moment ago was now scandalous.“There will be no need for that,” he said flatly.I shifted on my feet. “It’s just—this is a strap-hand gown. I thought perhaps—”“If you find it comfortable enough to walk around in,” he cut me off, his tone steady, “then why does it matter now?”His eyes moved then, and I felt them travel. Not a careless glance. Not one of those dismissive looks he often gave, skimming over things as though they hardly mattered. This one lingered.I
Natasha’s POV“Mom, at least eat something, please.”I pushed the bowl a little closer to her, the steam rising in soft curls from the porridge the maid had just brought. It smelt warm, faintly sweet, something that should have tempted her, but she only shifted on the bed and turned her face away.“I’m not hungry,” she muttered, her voice hoarse, carrying the same resistance it had carried for the past week.I sat on the edge of the mattress, looking at her, fighting the urge to snap. My patience had been stretched so thin that I felt it vibrating in me like a thread about to break. But this was my mother. I couldn’t break.“If you don’t eat, how then do you expect to get better?” I tried again, softer this time, almost pleading. “Your body needs food, you’ve been like this for days. Please, Mom.”Her eyes lifted to mine then, tired but sharp, the frustration there cutting deeper than I expected. “Food is not the solution to my problem, Natasha.”The words hit me like a weight. I look
Lucien’s POVThe night had been long, longer than any council meeting I had ever sat through, longer than the endless hours of writing decrees or listening to voices drone about problems they could never fix. The darkness itself had become a restless companion, refusing to grant me the mercy of sleep.I lay there, eyes fixed on the ceiling, listening to the faint hum of the wind as it clawed against the edges of the palace walls. The candles had burned out long ago, yet the night carried enough light from the moon to etch shadows across the chamber. They twisted, stretched, and bent like they had a mind of their own, reminding me of every thought I was trying to push away but couldn’t.Yesterday’s scene replayed without pause. Natasha’s face when she looked at me. Her wide eyes, her fidgeting hands, the way her words broke before they even left her lips. She had been scared of my voice, not of Damon. And that disturbed me more than anything Damon could have said.I had not meant to ra
Lucien’s POVThe papers in front of me blurred until they became nothing more than smudges of ink. I had been trying to go through them since morning, the usual council requests, the endless signatures, repairs that needed immediate approval, names of men who demanded an audience they hadn’t earned. My desk had become a battlefield of parchments, yet my focus broke with the vibration of my phone.I reached for it without thought, intending to dismiss whatever it was, but when the screen lit up, my hand froze. Gavril.The message was short, sharp, not one of his usual detailed reports. Just a photograph. Natasha and Damon standing together. Her posture rigid, his expression leaning too close to her comfort. And below it, only a line: I don’t know what Damon is planning now.My heart gave a heavy thud, and before I realized what I was doing, I had pushed my chair back so hard it scraped the floor. The council documents scattered, ignored. Nothing mattered. I was already moving, abandoni
Gavril’s POVThe King’s voice still lingered in my ears as I stepped out of his study. His orders were clear—he wanted me to oversee the work being done on the southern wing, where repairs had slowed after the last storm. Lucien had that way of speaking that left no room for debate, no gap for hesitation. He trusted me, and that trust was heavier than any chain. I carried it everywhere, in the way I walked, the way I stood, even in the way others looked at me when I passed.I left the study, nodding briefly to the guards stationed along the hall, and descended the steps that led out into the courtyard. The sun was warm but not harsh, sitting lazily in the sky as if it too had grown used to the rhythms of the palace. The driver was already waiting by the car, the engine humming low, the door held open for me.I was halfway to it when movement caught my eye.At first it was nothing unusual—just two figures standing further along the terrace, their voices low, their heads tilted toward e
Natasha’s POVMy fingers hovered over the knob, though I never touched it. The knock still echoed inside me, stirring an unease I couldn’t quite shake off. My phone was warm in my hand, but Lani’s voice had already faded into nothing. The line was still alive, her muffled words somewhere in the background, but I couldn’t register them anymore. My entire focus was on the door and the presence standing behind it. Damon.I drew in a shallow breath, my throat tight. My voice wavered as I spoke, low and sharp enough to sound guarded. “What do you want from me?”For a moment, there was nothing. Just silence, broken only by the faint hum of air passing through the hall. Then his voice came, steady, warm in that way he always managed to make it, like he was speaking to calm a child rather than a woman caught between dread and suspicion.“I just wanted to talk,” he said. “It’s harmless, Natasha. That’s all. I don’t know what Lucien might have filled your head with, but I’m not your enemy. I wo
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