I thought Jace was it for me. My best friend. My first love. My mate. He promised me prom night. Promised me forever. But all it took was one moment— For everything to fall apart. Rejected and broken, I was still forced to serve as the maid nobody noticed. Not even the boy who once swore he loved me. How stupid was I… To think I could ever be enough for the new Alpha. But Fate? She doesn’t knock. She kicks the damn door down. "— and you, gather your things, you're coming with me!" The Lycan King said, his eyes locked on mine. Cold and frightening like the stories that were being told of him. He didn’t even blink. Why me? I was merely doing my maid duties, serving the Lycan King who was being hosted by Alpha Jace. How did I become the subject of their conversation? How did I go from Jace’s nothing— To the Lycan King’s next target? What now, oh Goddess? From heartbreak to something worse? Or maybe… just maybe… something I never saw coming.
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The sound of the ambulance filled the once silent night—
I was forced to wake up when tite once distant sound became stagnant in the Alpha’s compound.
"What? Who?"
I jumped up from the bed, heart in my mouth.
Something felt wrong. The air was heavy.
I rushed to the window and pulled the curtain aside. My fingers trembled.
Flashing red and blue lights danced across the walls, slicing the darkness in half. I saw movement—people, warriors, guards. Everyone was running toward the main building.
I threw on my hoodie. Didn’t bother to check if I had put it on rightly. I just stormed out.
"Mum!" I yelled, running out of the room we shared in the maids’ quarters. "Mum, what’s going on?"
She was already outside, in her night wear, her eyes wide and lips trembling.
"It’s the Alpha," she said, voice low, scared. "He was attacked in his office."
"What?" My head snapped toward the main building.
"And—Jace?" She muttered
Jace?
My eyes widened. "What happened to Jace?"
Her face fell.
"Mum—where is he?!"
"He got hurt trying to protect his father." Her voice cracked. "He’s being rushed to the clinic too."
I didn’t wait.
My feet moved before I could think. I ran barefoot across the compound, ignoring the sharp rocks beneath. I didn’t care.
Jace.
He was supposed to take me to prom next week. He promised. Swore he wouldn’t miss it for the world.
He even smiled—said I’d be the prettiest girl there. Even bought me a dress behind his mum’s back.
And now…
Even if we don't get to go to prom, I just want to see you well, Jace. You can't die on me.
By the time I got to the clinic, they had already wheeled him in.
I hurried to the reception area where I found his mom and younger sister, Alice.
"Luna—" I called in a panic-filled voice. "Luna, how’s Jace?"
She turned sharply, her eyes spitting words that her mouth withheld.
"Who asked you to come here?" she spat.
My mouth opened but nothing came out. I blinked, stunned.
"What right do you think you have to ask about Jace?"
I swallowed hard as tears gently fell from my eyes.
"Get out of here before I throw you out myself!" She snarled, pointing towards the door.
I stepped back, her voice echoed in my head. The guards glanced at me, then looked away, pretending they didn’t hear anything.
I turned slowly and walked out, legs shaking.
But I didn’t go far.
I sat right outside the hospital doors, back against the wall. My fingers went numb from the cold. I pulled my hoodie tighter around me and stared at the building like I could see through the walls. Like I could see Jace.
Hours passed.
Guards went in and out. Nurses too. None of them told me anything. I asked. I begged. One of them just said, “He’s stable,” but I don’t even know if he meant it or if he just wanted me to stop asking.
The ground was cold. My eyes burned from crying. I curled up on the concrete and watched the stars fade.
I must’ve fallen asleep.
Because the next thing I felt was morning dew falling softly on my face. Light mist brushed against my skin. My lips were dry and my back hurt really bad. But I didn’t care.
I sat up and looked around.
Still no word.
Still no Jace.
I stood and wiped my eyes with my sleeve. Another guard passed by and I asked again. He didn’t say anything. Just gave me a look—like I wasn’t worth the answer—and kept walking.
I went back to the quarters, with chaos in mind.
Mum was waiting.
She saw my face and sighed. "Come, my child," she whispered, pulling me into a hug. "Come rest."
I cried into her shoulder. "They didn’t let me see him… they didn’t say anything…"
"Shhh," she said, hugging me tight. "He’s strong. He’s going to be okay."
I didn’t believe her.
The truth was— Jace wasn’t just my best friend.
He was the only boy who saw me.
The maid’s daughter. The girl who didn’t belong anywhere except in the shadows. The one who swept the floors while other girls painted their nails and giggled in the pack.
He saw me.
And now he's out there struggling for his life and I can't do anything about it.
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**Two days Later —**
Jace got discharged.
But the Alpha… he didn’t make it.
They said he died hours after being attacked. Didn’t even make it to sunrise. The pack was mourning. Black ribbons everywhere.
But thankfully, Jace survived.
He barely did.
He hadn’t come outside since. Not even once. No one saw him. No one spoke to him. They said he was grieving, but I didn’t know for sure. He didn’t ask for me. Didn’t send for me.
And also, he requested to be left alone.
I stayed out of the way.
Even when it broke me.
Just when I started sweeping the front of our quarters, a familiar voice called my name.
"Natasha!"
I turned.
It was Lani, my best friend from the neighbouring pack, where our college was situated. She walked up to me, with a small cheering smile. Of course she must have heard what happened. The news of Alpha Fernando's death had spread across neighbouring packs.
"How have you been?" she said, hugging me.
I shook my head, "I don't know— I don't know how I feel." I sobbed on her shoulder.
"And Jace—?" She asked.
Once again, I shook my head. "Haven't heard from him, but I'm sure he's hurting like crazy. He's been indoors the whole time."
I quickly wrapped up my work and then we went on a walk. It was very relieving to finally get some thoughts off my chest.
"Still can't believe I'd be attending prom without you."
I blinked at her.
"I know right. No one actually saw this coming. I—I just want to be here for Jace. Just in case he needs anything, I can't leave him in this condition."
She stared at me for a while, and then she said. "When are you finally going to let him know how much you love him?"
I shrugged.
"It's not that easy you know… we've been best friends for the longest and I'm scared it would ruin things between us."
"What if he loves you too?" Her question seemed to have caught me off guard.
I blinked, thought of what to say, "I— Um"
Her phone beeped, perfect timing.
She stared at the screen for a while, and then her eyes returned to mine. "Gotta go, we'll see at Graduation Prep or maybe Graduation."
—
**Prom Night —**
The house was quiet.
I just finished taking the Luna’s laundry to her room when I saw one of the kitchen maids carrying a tray.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"To take dinner to Jace. He hasn’t eaten all day again."
My hand shot out. "I’ll do it."
She looked at me like she wanted to ask questions, but I didn’t wait. I collected the tray and started heading up to his room.
My hands were sweating.
I stood in front of his door, staring at it.
Maybe he was asleep?
I pushed it open quietly. I didn’t knock. Stupid me. I should’ve knocked. But my head was too full of thoughts.
I stepped inside.
He wasn’t asleep.
He was standing right there—in front of the mirror.
In nothing but his boxers.
My mouth parted. My heart stopped.
His back was broad, strong. But there was something more.
Something that slammed into my chest like a wave.
He turned.
His eyes locked with mine.
And they weren’t warm. They weren’t soft. They were… angry.
Cold. What other word could I use?
I felt the whole room shift.
My lips moved on their own.
"Mate?"
The word fell out of me. Soft. Barely audible. But he heard it.
But then I noticed someone stepping out, from his bathroom. In nothing but a bikini.
My world came to a pause, and my hands — they dropped.
The tray crashed to the floor. The plates shattered, and the food— wasted.
"Jace?" My voice cracked.
He didn’t say anything.
He just stood there.
Watching me fall apart.
Finally, his lips parted like he was going to explain, but the words that left his mouth— "Pack your mess and Leave!"
My heartbeat picked up.
A part of me that was once non-existent cried out again, "Mate?" Her voice in soft heartbroken whispers.
There were bottles of drinks on the floor, not one— not two
I felt suffocated, tears building up in my eyes. "Jace you're my—"
"—I said get out!"
I bent slowly, trying to pick the broken pieces.
My hands were shaking. My chest was caving in.
One sharp edge slipped right through my skin.
I flinched, pulling my hand back. Blood slowly began to spill from the cut. I simply wiped it on my hoodie and tried to keep picking, but it stung badly. My vision blurred as I carried the broken plates out of the room.
As I approached the kitchen, a soft gasp came from the door.
It was Mira, one of the kitchen maids. She rushed in. "Natasha—! You’re bleeding!"
"I’m fine," I whispered, even though my voice was barely holding up.
"No, you’re not!" she said, running over. "Come on, let me help."
I shook my head. "Please… Just help me clean up the mess I caused in the young master's room. He's so mad and he doesn't want to see my face."
She hesitated, eyes wide with worry. Then nodded and hurried upstairs.
I stood slowly, hand still bleeding, heart still in pieces. I walked over to the shelf beside the room’s mini bar. Arranged there were bottles of wine, alcohol and the likes.
I didn’t think twice.
My fingers grabbed one. A bottle of Whiskey.
An older maid saw me and raised a brow.
I gave a little shrug. "The young master asked me to bring it."
She blinked. "He did?"
"Yeah." I forced a smile. "He said he needed it."
She didn’t question me again.
I left.
Walked fast. Past the halls. Past the stairs. Past anyone who could see the cracks in my face.
Then I ran out the back, past the gardens, through the servant gate and finally Into the street.
I found an half broken wooden bench. Same one the guards used to sit on during breaks.
I sat there quietly, then proceeded to open the bottle.
I stared at it for a while.
Then I drank from it.
It burned really Bad.
But it burned less than the ache in my chest.
I coughed. My eyes watered. I drank again.
And again.
And again.
Till my head started to feel light.
Till the world started spinning sideways.
I laughed. Why was I laughing?
"Mate?" I whispered to the air.
No one answered.
I got up. My legs were no longer mine. They moved weird, but somehow, I managed to walk.
I walked down the road on barefoot, my hands still bloody. I wasn’t capable of that fast healing stuff yet, maybe because it wasn’t developed yet, or because I never had a wolf
My voice kept humming something. I didn’t even know what it was.
Jace.
Mate.
The name kept hitting my tongue like broken glass.
"Why did you do that to me…" I whispered, laughing again. Or crying. I didn’t even know anymore.
The street lights blurred.
I blinked as if it would have focus my vision..
Then I saw it— A Blinding light. And it was coming straight at me with a speed I couldn't explain.
I squinted, tried to move, but my legs didn’t move.
My brain said run, but my body stood still.
Like a statue.
No thoughts.
No pain.
Just light.
It swallowed me whole.
And then— Before I could even react, I was enveloped by darkness.
Natasha’s POVMy phone had been lying quiet all morning, like it was in on some kind of silent protest, but now it buzzed sharply against the wooden nightstand, dragging me out of my thoughts. I reached over lazily, half-expecting it to be another stiff reminder about a list of things I needed to “uphold as the Queen.” But when I saw the name on the screen—Lani—I didn’t even think twice. My lips twitched into a smile before I could stop it. I hit the answer button and flopped back onto the bed, sinking into the thick pillows that felt more like thrones than anything else in this palace.“Lani? Girl, what’s good?”The other end was quiet for a beat. Long enough to make me prop myself up on my elbow, frowning slightly. She wasn’t usually this quiet. Not her. Not my Lani.“Natasha?” she said, and the way my name sounded in her voice… it was soft, unsure, like she was poking her head into a room she wasn’t sure she was allowed in. “I wasn’t sure you’d pick up. I’ve been stopping myself fr
Ashley’s POVThe banging on my door wasn’t normal. It wasn’t the kind of knock you ignore and hope they go away. It was loud, urgent, like they were trying to break the door down with their fists. I froze where I stood, eyes locked on the wooden frame as it shuddered again under another hit. My heart was already beating faster, thudding in my chest like a warning I didn’t want to hear.I walked towards it, slowly, my hands smoothing down my dress like that could somehow settle the unease crawling up my spine. By the time I reached the door, I had already braced myself for bad news. But I wasn’t prepared for how cold their eyes would be.Two guards stood there, dressed in their usual dark uniforms, but tonight, they looked different. Like they weren’t here to escort. They were here to collect.“His Majesty wants to see you,” one of them said. No greeting. No explanation. Just that. Like it was enough.It wasn’t.I tried to hold his gaze, tried to find something in his face that would t
Lucien’s POVThe morning came too fast, dragging me out of the restless haze of sleep full of nightmares I barely survived.Standing in front of the mirror, I buttoned up a clean shirt, the fabric crisp and cold against my skin, but it didn’t make me feel fresh. The heaviness from last night clung to me, like smoke that refused to clear. My reflection stared back, hollow-eyed, jaw tight. I ran a hand through my hair, forcing it into place, fixing my face into something that resembled control. A King didn’t get the luxury of showing cracks. A King didn’t get to look like he spent the night wrestling shadows.The halls were silent as I walked, but it wasn’t peace. It was the kind of quiet that watched you, waiting for you to slip. My boots echoed against the polished stone, each step deliberate, measured. The guards along the way didn’t move, didn’t speak, but their eyes followed. I kept my back straight, my expression unreadable, even as my mind wasn’t. Natasha. Her fever. The way her
Lucien's POVThe room was quiet now. Not the tense kind of quiet that suffocates you, but a stillness that wrapped itself around everything, soft and slow. Natasha was asleep, her breathing calm, her lips slightly parted as if even in her dreams she needed to fight for air. The fever had eased. Her skin wasn’t as flushed, but there was a frailty in her face that hadn’t been there before. Like a candle that had flickered too long against the wind.I sat beside her, elbows on my knees, my eyes tracing the curve of her cheek, the way her lashes trembled now and then. My fingers moved before I knew it, brushing a loose strand of hair from her forehead. I didn’t plan to touch her. But once I did, I couldn’t stop. My hand stayed there, fingertips gliding lightly through her hair, slow and steady.My wolf stirred.“What now, Lucien? You’re becoming soft for a woman.”I didn’t answer.“You pretend she’s nothing but a pawn in your little play, but look at you.”He wasn’t wrong. But he wasn’t r
Natasha’s POV“What are you doing out of bed?”His voice wasn’t loud. It didn’t need to be. The weight in it was enough to make me freeze. But his arms—his arms didn’t match the sharpness of his words. They were steady, firm and careful, like he knew I was slipping and had no intention of letting me fall. His hand settled against my waist, not gripping, but anchoring me. Like if he took it away, I’d drift off.The cold that had been crawling under my skin was losing space. It was being pushed out by something warmer now. Something fierce. But it wasn’t normal. It wasn’t the kind of fever that came with coughs and aches. This felt different. Like my body was burning from the inside out, but I wasn’t sure if it was from sickness or from him.“What’s wrong with me?” I barely heard my own words, but he did.“You’re burning up,” King Lucien said, his tone sharp but not frantic. He caught my wrist, his thumb pressing lightly, testing the heat, and something in his expression hardened. “The
Natasha’s POVThe night was colder than it should be. Not outside. Inside me. Like the water had carved a home beneath my skin and refused to leave. I was shivering again. My body trembling in slow, uneven waves that no amount of blankets could stop. I had felt this before. The coughs that wouldn’t stop. The fever that came and went like it had a mind of its own. Pneumonia. My mother had battled it with me so many times that I lost count. She used to say my lungs were too proud to ask for help until they were drowning. And now, they were doing it again.But she wasn’t here now.The thick robe wrapped around me felt useless. I had thrown it over two other layers of clothes, but still, the cold found its way in. It felt like I was sitting outside, in the rain, with nothing but my own breath to keep me alive. My hands were shaking as I reached for the bell rope beside the bed. It took more strength than I had to pull it, but I did. The chime echoed through the room, soft but urgent, lik
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