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“I will divorce her. I only love you.”
Calvin Ashford’s voice was clearly heard.
Camelia Collyn froze. She stood behind the half-open door of a VIP room in a club. Her hand gripped the handle of the small bag at her side, while her shoulders tensed unconsciously. She had just arrived, intending to give a small surprise, bringing a cake because today marked their third wedding anniversary. However, what she heard instead was a sentence that made her chest feel as if it had been struck by something hard.
She recognized that voice. The voice that had been part of her life for three years, even though it was rarely directed at her with warmth. Slowly, Camelia took one step closer, just enough to see inside the room.
Calvin was standing facing a woman. The woman’s long hair fell neatly down her back, her face beautiful with a gentle smile.
“Is that true?” Samantha asked softly, her voice sounding sweet. “What about your wife?”
Calvin snorted lightly. His expression was flat, as if the topic was completely unimportant.
“She’s just a substitute,” he answered casually. “I married her because I was forced to. If three years ago you hadn’t left, I would never have married her.”
Camelia swallowed. Her throat felt dry. The tips of her fingers trembled, but she forced her body to remain still.
Calvin continued, his voice sounding more confident. “Believe me. For the past three years, I’ve kept my heart and my body only for you. Because I was sure that someday you would come back.”
Those words were like a knife. Camelia felt her chest tighten. Her breathing became shallow, while her ears rang. Three years. Three years she had tried to be a proper wife. Watching her behavior, holding back her expectations, and convincing herself that the distance between them was only a matter of time.
It turned out the answer was that simple. She was only a substitute, and her husband intended to divorce her.
Samantha smiled, then stepped closer. Camelia saw clearly when the woman stood on tiptoe and briefly kissed Calvin’s cheek. There was no rejection at all from Calvin.
Instead, Calvin smiled. A smile Camelia had never received.
Camelia clenched her fists. Her nails pressed into her palms until they hurt. Her shoulders dropped, as if all the strength in her body had drained away in a single breath. She wanted to go in, wanted to ask, wanted to be angry. But her legs felt heavy, as if they were rooted to the floor.
Finally, Camelia stepped back. Then another step.
She turned around without a sound.
Outside, the air felt cold even though the night was not rainy. Camelia walked quickly toward her car, opened the door, then sat down without immediately starting the engine. Her chest rose and fell as she tried to calm herself. Her eyes burned, but no tears fell.
“Enough,” she murmured softly.
Camelia remembered her husband’s words about keeping himself for three years. She laughed bitterly; she had just realized that the reason her husband had never wanted to touch her was because his body was only for his first love.
“BASTARD! YOU DAMN JERK!” Camelia shouted.
Then, Camelia wiped away her tears. There was no use crying over a bastard like Calvin.
Camelia started her car and drove away from that place. The night streets looked empty, city lights shimmering faintly behind the windshield. Her hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, while her jaw hardened.
Ten years. She let out a small, soundless laugh.
Ten years ago, Calvin Ashford had once saved her when she was about to drown in the sea. At that time, Camelia was still an innocent girl who knew nothing about love. The man had pulled her to the surface, held her so she could keep breathing, and said in a panicked voice, “Hold on to me. Don’t let go.”
From that day on, Camelia had never truly let him go.
The love she had quietly kept for ten years now felt like a cruel joke.
“How funny,” she murmured.
Camelia arrived home. She closed the door, placed her bag and the still-intact cake box on the table. She stared at it for a moment, then looked away.
She stepped into the bathroom.
Warm water flowed over her body. Camelia leaned her forehead against the tiled wall, letting the water run down her back. She took a deep breath, trying to calm her thoughts.
“Keeping your heart and your body,” she said softly, mimicking Calvin’s voice.
The corner of her lips lifted into a crooked smile.
“Alright,” she said quietly. “If that’s the case, tonight we end this charade.”
Camelia took a bar of soap with a scent that was strong yet soft at the same time. The warm floral fragrance filled the room, making her head feel slightly light. She scrubbed her body slowly, as if preparing for something important.
After finishing, she stood in front of the mirror. Her black hair was still wet, her skin clean and fragrant. Her eyes stared at her own reflection, cold yet calm.
“I’ve been patient enough,” she said to the mirror.
Camelia opened the wardrobe and took out a thin maroon nightgown. The fabric fell along the curves of her body, transparent without looking cheap. She put it on with relaxed movements, then sprayed perfume on her wrists and behind her ears.
The scent was intoxicating.
Not long after, footsteps were heard from outside the room.
Calvin had come home.
Camelia sat on the edge of the bed, crossing her legs in a relaxed position. The bedroom door opened, and Calvin entered while loosening his tie. He paused for a moment when he saw Camelia.
“You’re not asleep yet?” Calvin asked flatly.
Camelia slowly turned her head. A small smile appeared on her face—not the gentle smile she usually wore, but one that was hard to read.
“Did you forget? Today is our wedding anniversary,” she replied calmly. “I thought I would wait for you and celebrate it.”
Calvin frowned. His gaze unconsciously dropped, then lifted again. He looked uncomfortable with Camelia’s appearance.
“Oh, sorry, I forgot,” he said without caring about Camelia’s feelings. “I’m tired. I don’t have time to celebrate.”
Camelia stood up and stepped closer. Her movements were slow, and she was very confident.
“Tired?” she repeated. “I’m tired too, Calvin. Very tired.”
Calvin sighed. “If you’re tired, you should just rest.”
“I don’t want to,” Camelia said softly. “I want to celebrate it.”
Calvin fell silent. He was starting to feel uncomfortable with Camelia’s gaze; tonight it was hard for him to deny that Camelia was very tempting.
Camelia lifted her chin, looking into her husband’s eyes without hesitation. Then her fingers touched Calvin’s lips and moved down to his neck and chest.
“Camelia! Don’t seduce me!”
“Relax,” Camelia smiled faintly. “I just want to celebrate our anniversary.”
Calvin turned his face away. “I don’t want to! I’m tired.”
Then Camelia walked past Calvin toward the small table, taking a glass of water she had prepared earlier. Her hand was steady.
Camelia turned back, a sly smile curving on her lips as she remembered Calvin’s words about the nights he had saved for another woman.
“Didn’t you once say,” she spoke softly, “that we have to try harder as husband and wife?”
Calvin stared at her sharply. “What do you mean?”
Camelia shrugged lightly. “Nothing. I just want to be a good wife. At least for tonight.”
She lifted the glass slightly, her eyes never leaving Calvin’s face.
“Enough, Camelia! Stop seducing me! I will never be tempted,” Calvin said, even though he had already lost control. He swallowed several times, and of course, Camelia noticed.
Camelia stepped closer again. Now she stood directly in front of Calvin, both of her arms looping around her husband’s neck.
“Am I wrong for seducing my own husband?!” Camelia kissed Calvin’s lips briefly and succeeded in making Calvin lose control even more; again and again he swallowed hard.
“CAMELIA COLLYN! FINE, IF THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT! THEN I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN!”
Chapter 36Inside the taxi, Camelia sat clutching her bag tightly. The streetlights shimmered beyond the window, flashing past without meaning. Her tears kept falling, no matter how many times she tried to wipe them away.“Stupid,” she murmured softly.The driver glanced at her through the rearview mirror. “Are you all right, Miss?”Camelia quickly shook her head. “I’m fine, Sir. Just drive.”She turned to the window, holding back her sobs. Calvin’s words kept echoing in her mind.I love you.Camelia closed her eyes, trying to push them away. “No,” she whispered to herself. “Don’t get too happy.”She let out a long breath. “He was drunk.”Her thoughts raced. Calvin had drunk a lot that night. It was possible he was not aware. It was possible he thought the person with him was Samantha.“That must be it,” she said softly, trying to convince herself. “Calvin has always loved Samantha.”The taxi stopped in front of her apartment. Camelia paid, then got out with weary steps. Once inside h
Chapter 35The taxi stopped in front of the apartment that Camelia knew all too well. The building lights were still on, just like six years ago. Only her feelings were different.“We’ve arrived,” Camelia said softly.Calvin did not respond. His head drooped, his heavy body leaning against her. The smell of alcohol was still strong, his breathing uneven.Camelia let out a long breath. “You’re so heavy.”She got out first, then with great effort helped Calvin out of the car. Their steps staggered. Several times, Camelia almost lost her balance.“Slowly,” she muttered, whether to Calvin or to herself.Inside the elevator, Camelia pressed the button for that apartment floor. The floor she once knew by heart, the place where she spent three years as a wife without status in her husband’s heart.The elevator doors opened. Camelia supported Calvin again as they headed toward the unit door. Her hands trembled as she unlocked it.As soon as the door closed, Camelia let out a relieved breath.
Chapter 34The atmosphere of the party began to change as the night grew late. The music was still playing, but some guests had started to say their goodbyes. In a corner of the ballroom, Calvin stood with his body slightly swaying, one hand bracing against the table.Samantha approached, her expression clearly irritated. “Calvin, you’re really out of line. You’ve drunk too much.”Calvin turned his head, his eyes half-closed. “I’m fine,” he replied indistinctly.“No,” Samantha argued. “You can barely even stand.”She glanced around. “I can’t leave yet. I still have to accompany my boss.”Calvin let out a short laugh. “So?”Samantha exhaled, then pulled out her phone. “I’m calling your assistant.”A few steps away, Camelia witnessed the scene unintentionally. She meant to turn away and return to Juna, but Calvin’s unsteady steps made her stop.“This is ridiculous,” Samantha muttered as she made the call. “Come here now. Mr. Calvin is drunk.”Camelia stared at Calvin’s back. There was a
Chapter 33The ballroom lights were still bright when Juna returned to stand beside Camelia. Soft music flowed, the guests’ conversations blending into one. Camelia tried to appear calm, even though her heart had yet to steady itself.Juna glanced sideways, then his gaze stopped at Camelia’s neck.“Are you hurt?” he asked quietly, his brow furrowing.Camelia reflexively touched her neck. “It’s nothing.”But Juna had already caught a glimpse of the faint redness. He stepped half a pace closer, lowering his voice. “That’s not an ordinary injury.”Camelia fell silent for a few seconds. She knew there was no point in denying it. Finally, she gave a small nod.“Him?” Juna asked briefly, his eyes flicking in one direction.Camelia followed his gaze. Calvin stood some distance away, holding a glass of wine, his expression cold. Camelia nodded again, more faintly.Juna let out a rough breath. “Bastard.”His hand lifted, carefully adjusting Camelia’s hair to cover the red mark. His movements w
Night slowly descended, bringing the glow of city lights reflected on the glass walls of the building where the party was being held. The hotel ballroom was filled with guests dressed neatly, accompanied by a faint scent of perfume. Soft music flowed through the air, not too loud, just enough to ease the atmosphere.Calvin arrived with Samantha. Both of them wore matching outfits—black with silver accents. From the outside, they looked harmonious. Samantha smiled widely, greeting people she knew, while Calvin walked beside her with a flat expression.“My boss will surely be pleased to see us arriving on time,” Samantha said while fixing her hair.“Hm,” Calvin replied briefly.Samantha did not mind his attitude. She was already used to it. As soon as they entered, she was immediately greeted by several colleagues.“Samantha! You finally came,” a woman exclaimed. “Your partner is handsome.”Samantha chuckled softly. “Thank you.”Calvin nodded politely, then unconsciously scanned the roo
Chapter 31Inside the taxi, Camelia sat leaning back against the seat, the window slightly open. The air brushed against her neck, making her reflexively pull the collar of her jacket higher. Her fingers touched the skin beneath her ear, right at the spot where Calvin’s kiss had been earlier.“Why is it so hard to fade,” she muttered in annoyance.She opened her phone camera, tilted her face, making sure the mark wasn’t too visible. Camelia rubbed it gently, then took a wet tissue from her bag and dabbed it softly.“Calm down,” she said to herself. “It will disappear later.”The taxi driver glanced at her through the rearview mirror. “Do you want me to turn the AC up, Miss?”“No need, Sir. This is fine,” Camelia answered quickly.She closed her phone and looked out the window. Buildings passed by, but her mind remained stuck in one place.Hopefully that was the last meeting, she thought.But that hope felt fragile. Calvin hadn’t signed anything yet. Her status was still hanging, as if







