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“I will divorce her. I only love you.”
Calvin Ashford’s voice was clearly heard.
Camelia Collyn froze. She stood behind the half-open door of a VIP room in a club. Her hand gripped the handle of the small bag at her side, while her shoulders tensed unconsciously. She had just arrived, intending to give a small surprise, bringing a cake because today marked their third wedding anniversary. However, what she heard instead was a sentence that made her chest feel as if it had been struck by something hard.
She recognized that voice. The voice that had been part of her life for three years, even though it was rarely directed at her with warmth. Slowly, Camelia took one step closer, just enough to see inside the room.
Calvin was standing facing a woman. The woman’s long hair fell neatly down her back, her face beautiful with a gentle smile.
“Is that true?” Samantha asked softly, her voice sounding sweet. “What about your wife?”
Calvin snorted lightly. His expression was flat, as if the topic was completely unimportant.
“She’s just a substitute,” he answered casually. “I married her because I was forced to. If three years ago you hadn’t left, I would never have married her.”
Camelia swallowed. Her throat felt dry. The tips of her fingers trembled, but she forced her body to remain still.
Calvin continued, his voice sounding more confident. “Believe me. For the past three years, I’ve kept my heart and my body only for you. Because I was sure that someday you would come back.”
Those words were like a knife. Camelia felt her chest tighten. Her breathing became shallow, while her ears rang. Three years. Three years she had tried to be a proper wife. Watching her behavior, holding back her expectations, and convincing herself that the distance between them was only a matter of time.
It turned out the answer was that simple. She was only a substitute, and her husband intended to divorce her.
Samantha smiled, then stepped closer. Camelia saw clearly when the woman stood on tiptoe and briefly kissed Calvin’s cheek. There was no rejection at all from Calvin.
Instead, Calvin smiled. A smile Camelia had never received.
Camelia clenched her fists. Her nails pressed into her palms until they hurt. Her shoulders dropped, as if all the strength in her body had drained away in a single breath. She wanted to go in, wanted to ask, wanted to be angry. But her legs felt heavy, as if they were rooted to the floor.
Finally, Camelia stepped back. Then another step.
She turned around without a sound.
Outside, the air felt cold even though the night was not rainy. Camelia walked quickly toward her car, opened the door, then sat down without immediately starting the engine. Her chest rose and fell as she tried to calm herself. Her eyes burned, but no tears fell.
“Enough,” she murmured softly.
Camelia remembered her husband’s words about keeping himself for three years. She laughed bitterly; she had just realized that the reason her husband had never wanted to touch her was because his body was only for his first love.
“BASTARD! YOU DAMN JERK!” Camelia shouted.
Then, Camelia wiped away her tears. There was no use crying over a bastard like Calvin.
Camelia started her car and drove away from that place. The night streets looked empty, city lights shimmering faintly behind the windshield. Her hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, while her jaw hardened.
Ten years. She let out a small, soundless laugh.
Ten years ago, Calvin Ashford had once saved her when she was about to drown in the sea. At that time, Camelia was still an innocent girl who knew nothing about love. The man had pulled her to the surface, held her so she could keep breathing, and said in a panicked voice, “Hold on to me. Don’t let go.”
From that day on, Camelia had never truly let him go.
The love she had quietly kept for ten years now felt like a cruel joke.
“How funny,” she murmured.
Camelia arrived home. She closed the door, placed her bag and the still-intact cake box on the table. She stared at it for a moment, then looked away.
She stepped into the bathroom.
Warm water flowed over her body. Camelia leaned her forehead against the tiled wall, letting the water run down her back. She took a deep breath, trying to calm her thoughts.
“Keeping your heart and your body,” she said softly, mimicking Calvin’s voice.
The corner of her lips lifted into a crooked smile.
“Alright,” she said quietly. “If that’s the case, tonight we end this charade.”
Camelia took a bar of soap with a scent that was strong yet soft at the same time. The warm floral fragrance filled the room, making her head feel slightly light. She scrubbed her body slowly, as if preparing for something important.
After finishing, she stood in front of the mirror. Her black hair was still wet, her skin clean and fragrant. Her eyes stared at her own reflection, cold yet calm.
“I’ve been patient enough,” she said to the mirror.
Camelia opened the wardrobe and took out a thin maroon nightgown. The fabric fell along the curves of her body, transparent without looking cheap. She put it on with relaxed movements, then sprayed perfume on her wrists and behind her ears.
The scent was intoxicating.
Not long after, footsteps were heard from outside the room.
Calvin had come home.
Camelia sat on the edge of the bed, crossing her legs in a relaxed position. The bedroom door opened, and Calvin entered while loosening his tie. He paused for a moment when he saw Camelia.
“You’re not asleep yet?” Calvin asked flatly.
Camelia slowly turned her head. A small smile appeared on her face—not the gentle smile she usually wore, but one that was hard to read.
“Did you forget? Today is our wedding anniversary,” she replied calmly. “I thought I would wait for you and celebrate it.”
Calvin frowned. His gaze unconsciously dropped, then lifted again. He looked uncomfortable with Camelia’s appearance.
“Oh, sorry, I forgot,” he said without caring about Camelia’s feelings. “I’m tired. I don’t have time to celebrate.”
Camelia stood up and stepped closer. Her movements were slow, and she was very confident.
“Tired?” she repeated. “I’m tired too, Calvin. Very tired.”
Calvin sighed. “If you’re tired, you should just rest.”
“I don’t want to,” Camelia said softly. “I want to celebrate it.”
Calvin fell silent. He was starting to feel uncomfortable with Camelia’s gaze; tonight it was hard for him to deny that Camelia was very tempting.
Camelia lifted her chin, looking into her husband’s eyes without hesitation. Then her fingers touched Calvin’s lips and moved down to his neck and chest.
“Camelia! Don’t seduce me!”
“Relax,” Camelia smiled faintly. “I just want to celebrate our anniversary.”
Calvin turned his face away. “I don’t want to! I’m tired.”
Then Camelia walked past Calvin toward the small table, taking a glass of water she had prepared earlier. Her hand was steady.
Camelia turned back, a sly smile curving on her lips as she remembered Calvin’s words about the nights he had saved for another woman.
“Didn’t you once say,” she spoke softly, “that we have to try harder as husband and wife?”
Calvin stared at her sharply. “What do you mean?”
Camelia shrugged lightly. “Nothing. I just want to be a good wife. At least for tonight.”
She lifted the glass slightly, her eyes never leaving Calvin’s face.
“Enough, Camelia! Stop seducing me! I will never be tempted,” Calvin said, even though he had already lost control. He swallowed several times, and of course, Camelia noticed.
Camelia stepped closer again. Now she stood directly in front of Calvin, both of her arms looping around her husband’s neck.
“Am I wrong for seducing my own husband?!” Camelia kissed Calvin’s lips briefly and succeeded in making Calvin lose control even more; again and again he swallowed hard.
“CAMELIA COLLYN! FINE, IF THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT! THEN I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN!”
Calvin closed his eyes in his office chair. The lights in the office were still brightly lit, but his head felt heavy. Somehow, his thoughts had been drifting more and more often without permission. He took a deep breath, then slowly let it out.Yet the memory still came.That night, the rain was pouring heavily. Calvin came home late, his steps unsteady. The smell of alcohol clung strongly to his body. As soon as the front door opened, Camelia immediately stood up from the sofa.“Calvin?” Her voice trembled. “You drank again?”Calvin didn’t answer. He kicked off his shoes carelessly, then took a few steps before his body swayed. Camelia reflexively grabbed his arm.“Don’t touch me,” Calvin growled as he brushed her hand away, though his strength didn’t match his words.Camelia didn’t step back. Her face turned pale. “You’re very cold. Have you taken your medicine?”“Annoying,” Calvin replied. He rubbed his temple. His breathing was heavy, his forehead starting to sweat.Camelia looke
The next morning.Calvin stood in front of the bedroom mirror, adjusting the cuffs of the white shirt he was wearing. Behind him, Tata moved back and forth with focused concentration, making sure Calvin’s work outfit looked perfect.“The shirt fits well,” Tata said with a smile. “This gray tie matches too, right?”Calvin glanced briefly at the mirror’s reflection. His brows immediately furrowed.“Are you sure?” he asked coldly.Tata fell silent for a moment. “Why?”“A white shirt with a dark gray tie and a navy blue suit,” Calvin replied flatly. “They don’t match.”Tata stiffened. “But… I thought—”“That’s enough,” Calvin cut her off. He removed the tie and placed it on the table. “Don’t do it again next time.”Tata tensed. “What do you mean?”“Don’t prepare my work clothes anymore,” Calvin continued. “I’ll take care of it myself.”His tone wasn’t loud, but it was enough to make Tata feel sharply reprimanded.“Oh,” Tata replied softly. “Alright.”She lowered her head, her fingers twis
Morning had not fully arrived when Calvin stood on the second-floor balcony of his house. Cold air seeped through the thin shirt he was wearing, but he didn’t care. Both of his hands rested on the balcony railing, his eyes fixed on the sky that was still dark.The bedroom light behind him was still on.Samantha had stayed the night in that house.Soft footsteps were heard. Calvin didn’t turn around. He already knew who it was. The next second, a pair of arms wrapped around his waist from behind.“You haven’t slept yet?” Samantha asked gently. “Or did you just wake up?”Calvin remained silent. That touch should have felt familiar. Yet for some reason, his body stiffened instead. Not because he disliked it, but because his mind drifted elsewhere.In the past, whenever he stood on the balcony like this, Camelia would always come. Without many words. Without waiting for permission. The woman would hug him from behind, rest
Chapter 6Night once again swallowed the city beneath its glittering lights. In a dim, exclusive bar, Calvin sat in his favorite corner. His suit jacket was unbuttoned, his tie loosened, and a glass of wine was nearly empty in his hand.“Another drink,” he said shortly to the bartender.Ronal, standing beside him, immediately stopped him. “Sir, that’s enough. The doctor has already warned you. Your stomach hasn’t fully recovered yet.”Calvin shot him a sharp glance. “Since when did you become my doctor?”“I’m only doing my duty,” Ronal replied calmly. “You’ve had too much to drink tonight.”Calvin let out a low chuckle. “Too much?” He lifted his glass slightly. “I don’t even feel anything yet.”Ronal sighed. “Sir, it’s been two months. Madam hasn’t returned.”The words made Calvin’s hand freeze in midair. He drained his wine in one gulp, then set the glass down with a rather loud sound.“Don’t ment
Two months passed without any news from Camelia.Calvin was still sitting in his office chair, staring at the dark screen of his phone. There were no missed calls. No messages. Not a single sign that Camelia intended to return.“Is she really going to leave me?” he muttered irritably.Ronal stood in front of Calvin’s desk, maintaining a cautious posture. “Sir, there’s a meeting in ten minutes.”“Cancel it,” Calvin replied curtly.Ronal hesitated. “It’s an important meeting with the investors—”“I said cancel it,” Calvin cut him off. “I’m not in the mood.”Ronal nodded and left.Calvin rubbed his face roughly. In his mind, one sentence kept looping endlessly: She will definitely beg. But as day after day passed, that certainty began to feel fragile. Every time the front door opened, he turned with the same hope. Every time his phone vibrated, his chest tightened in vain.“What are you waiting for?” Calvin laughed at himself. “Isn’t this what you wanted?”Yet the anger never truly came
The front door closed softly after Samantha left. The sound of her footsteps faded away, leaving behind a silence that felt strange in the living room.Calvin was still sitting on the sofa. His body leaned back, one arm hanging loosely at his side. The living room lights were still on, yet the atmosphere felt cold. He let out a long breath.“What’s wrong with me?” he muttered softly.Just moments ago, Samantha had kissed his lips. The woman he had been waiting for all this time. The woman he claimed to love. Yet there was no racing heartbeat, no urge to return the kiss. Everything felt empty.Calvin closed his eyes, trying to drive away the images forming in his mind.Camelia always appeared whenever he closed his eyes.He opened them again irritably. “Damn it.”The doorbell rang.Calvin turned sharply, then stood up and opened the door. Ronal stood there with a serious expression.“Sir,” Ronal greeted respectfully.“Come in,” Calvin replied shortly.Ronal stepped inside and stood bef







