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"Christopher's POV"
My mornings ran like clockwork. Seven fifteen, I was already at my desk reviewing the overnight reports before most of my staff had even parked their cars. Seven forty-five, coffee, black, no sugar, while I worked through the market updates. Eight sharp, I pulled up my calendar and moved through the day the same way I moved through everything else: with precision, without deviation, without space for anything that didn't belong. That was how I operated. That was how Golden Anchor Homes had become what it was, because I didn't let things slip, didn't allow distractions to take root, didn't give myself the kind of softness that cost men like me everything. Every hour served a purpose. Every decision traced back to something deliberate and controlled. That discipline was not incidental to who I was, it was the entire foundation of my life, and I had built it that way on purpose, brick by careful brick, for a very long time. I had a facilities walkthrough pencilled in for nine. Routine. A new painting crew had been brought in to handle the lobby renovation, and I wanted to confirm the timeline personally before signing off on the extended project schedule. It was the kind of thing I could have delegated to my assistant without a second thought, but I had always preferred to see things with my own eyes rather than rely on someone else's interpretation. Five minutes, maybe ten. Then back upstairs, and the day would continue exactly as planned. That was the intention. What actually happened was that I stepped into the lobby, saw the painter working along the far wall, and forgot every single thing I was supposed to be doing. He had his back to me at first. Broad shoulders filling out a work shirt that had seen better days, the fabric pulled tight across the muscle underneath every time he reached up with the roller. He was tall, the kind of tall that didn't need to announce itself, and he moved with a steadiness that caught me completely off guard. Each stroke of the roller was slow and deliberate and unhurried, like he had all the time in the world and intended to use every second of it correctly. There was something almost meditative about the way he worked, focused entirely on what was in front of him and completely unbothered by everything moving around him. I told myself I was standing there to assess the quality of the work. I was lying. My eyes moved down the line of his back, tracking the way his shirt rode up slightly when he stretched, exposing a strip of skin just above his waistband. My throat tightened. He shifted his weight to reach further along the wall, and the denim pulled across the curve of him in a way that sent something hot and electric straight through my chest and significantly further south before I had the presence of mind to stop it. The thoughts came fast and uninvited, and I did not manage to shut them down quickly enough. I thought about what it would feel like to cross that lobby floor and press close behind him, one hand flat against the wall beside his head, close enough that he would feel the heat coming off me before I even made contact. I thought about sliding my free hand around his waist slowly, feeling those muscles tighten under my palm, and leaning in until my lips were close enough to his ear that he would feel every word I said against his skin. I thought about whether he would suck in a breath, whether his grip on the roller would tighten, whether his head would tip back just slightly the way men did when they were deciding if they were going to let something happen. I thought about what sound he would make if I bit down on the side of his neck. I thought about those hands, calloused and capable and dusted with dried paint, fisting in the front of my shirt while I walked him backward into a wall somewhere private and took my absolute time about it. Thought about peeling that worn shirt off him slowly, making him wait, watching all that quiet steady composure come entirely undone because of me, because of my hands and my mouth and the things I was choosing to do to him. Thought about having him completely, not rushing a single second of it, and hearing him say my name when he finally couldn't hold it back anymore. Stop. I dragged myself back so sharply it nearly felt physical. My jaw locked. I was standing in the lobby of my own company, in full view of anyone who might walk through, entertaining thoughts that had absolutely no business existing in my life, let alone here. I straightened my jacket. Squared my shoulders. Breathed slowly through my nose until my pulse came back to something resembling control. I was Christopher Hall. I ran one of the most respected real estate firms in this city. I had a board that answered to me, more than two hundred staff members, and a reputation built entirely on the kind of discipline that did not include unraveling in a lobby because a contractor moved like he owned whatever space he occupied. I had spent years constructing the version of myself that stood in this building, and that version did not do this. Could not afford to. I was already turning back toward the elevators when he glanced over his shoulder. It was nothing, a casual sweep of the room, the instinctive check of someone who had sensed eyes on them. But his gaze landed on mine, and for one unguarded second there was nothing between us but thirty feet of polished marble and a silence that felt far too loaded for two people who had never spoken a word to each other. Then I turned and walked away. Measured pace. Neutral expression. Every line of my face arranged into the careful blankness I had spent the better part of my life perfecting. The elevator doors opened, I stepped inside, and only when they slid closed behind me did I finally let myself breathe. Back at my desk I sat with my hands folded on the surface and stared out at the city spread beyond the glass. He was a contractor, I reminded myself. Hired to finish a job and leave. He would be done by the end of the week and gone, and this would reduce itself to nothing the way these moments always did when I refused to give them room. I had done it before. I was good at it. I had made a discipline of it, the same way I had made a discipline of everything else that threatened to pull me off the course my life was supposed to follow. I reached for the acquisition proposal and fixed my eyes on the first line of text. I needed to forget the painter. I already knew I wouldn't.Robin's POVI waited until Christopher was in the shower before I called Mitchell.She picked up on the second ring, which meant she had been near her phone, which meant she was either working from home or had been expecting someone to call with something worth answering quickly.Hey, she said. You okay?I'm good, I said. Actually I'm, I paused, trying to find the right word for what the last forty-eight hours had been. I'm really good. There's something I should have told you sooner and I'm sorry I didn't.A brief silence, then, Robin.Christopher came to my door two nights ago, I said. Rain-soaked, straight from walking out of a board meeting, he refused to denounce me publicly, told the entire room no, and walked out.Mitchell was quiet for a long moment.He walked out, she said.He walked out, I said. Lost his title, lost the inheritance, his father released a public statement this morning disowning him. All of it.She exhaled slowly.And you let him in.I let him in, I said.Anot
Christopher's POVThe official letter from Golden Anchor's legal team arrived at nine in the morning, forwarded to my personal email since I no longer had access to the company systems, which I had discovered the previous evening when I tried to log in out of habit and found my credentials already revoked, the access cut cleanly and without ceremony the way these things always were when someone with authority over the systems had made a decision and implemented it immediately.I had expected it. That did not make it feel like nothing.I read it at Robin's kitchen table with a coffee going cold beside me.The language was formal and thorough, the kind of document that had been prepared carefully by people who were good at making the removal of a person sound procedural rather than personal. Effective immediately. “The board resolution had passed unanimously, with the severance terms detailed in the attached schedule and all company property required to be returned within five business
Robin's POV I had not known what to expect when Christopher opened the door to a small elegant woman in pearls who looked at him like he was both a delight and a mild disappointment, which turned out to be exactly the right way to look at him. I had also not expected her to walk into a room she had never been in and immediately make it feel like she belonged there more than anyone else, but that was apparently what stinking wealth and decades of confidence did for a person. I had heard about Grandma Rose across months of knowing Christopher, enough to understand she was different from the rest of his family, the one person in it who had always told him the truth rather than a version of it designed to keep him useful. Hearing about her and watching her were different things. She had taken my hand in both of hers and said she had wanted to meet me for a long time, and something about the way she said it, direct and warm and entirely without the careful social performance I had come
Christopher's POVI had just made coffee when my phone rang.Grandma Rose.I answered immediately, the way I always did with her, and before I could say anything she said, I hear you have had quite a day.Word travels fast, I said.Your mother called me in tears, she said. Your father called me shortly after that, which was rather less pleasant. She paused. Where are you, Christopher.I told her I was at a friend's apartment, that I was fine, that I would come to see her soon.No, she said, in that particular tone she used that was not a request. Tell me where you are. I am coming to you.Grandma Rose, I said, that is not necessary, you don't have to make the trip.I am aware I don't have to, she said, but i want to. Address, please.I looked across the room at Robin, who raised an eyebrow.I gave her the address.She arrived forty minutes later, small and immaculate as always in a cream coat and pearls, her silver hair set perfectly, holding a handbag that cost more than most people'
Christopher's POVI woke in the dark to the sound of rain still going against the window and Robin warm against me, his back pressed to my chest, one of his hands loose over mine where it rested at his stomach, his breathing slow and even in the deep rhythm of someone properly asleep.I lay there for a moment and let it be real. The weight of him. The quiet of the room. The particular warmth of a bed that had been slept in by two people who had chosen to be there. I had not had this in a long time, not genuinely, not without the knowledge underneath it that it was temporary or borrowed or something I would have to account for later.Then I pulled him closer.He stirred slightly and I pressed my mouth to the back of his neck, his shoulder, my hand moving across his stomach and lower, and I felt the moment he came fully awake, the small shift in his breathing, the way his body recognized mine before his mind had fully caught up.Chris, he murmured, his voice thick with sleep.I know, I
Christopher's POV He kissed me like he was angry and relieved at the same time, like the months between us had built into something that could only come out this way, and I kissed him back with everything I had, my hands finding his face, his jaw, pulling him closer because closer was the only direction that made sense. Robin pulled back just enough to look at me, his breathing already uneven, his eyes dark and certain. Bedroom, he said. I followed him. The apartment was small and familiar in the way I had memorized without meaning to, every detail of it stored somewhere in me from the months I had spent here when the world outside did not exist, and the bedroom was warm and low-lit and when Robin turned to face me there was no awkwardness in it, no careful negotiation of what this was or what it meant, just the two of us finally in the same room with no audience and nothing to manage. He reached for my jacket and pushed it off my shoulders and let it fall, and then his hands we







