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His Soul & His Shame His Shame
I can't deal with them right now! Why is this happening to me? I am responsible for everything, I should have avoided everything by staying within my limits and not crossing any lines with him. I am looking like a fool who was played by her best friend." Not right now, Ezra! I can't deal with you right now. I need a break." I said to him looking into his narrowed eyes. " You need a break? From what?" He has the nerve to ask me that! Is he empty in his head?" I need a break from YOU and from this drama!" I sneered at him, I am so annoyed and pissed off by his attitude and totally by him. How can he just ask me this and how can he show up here when I clearly said to him that I need time from him. He doesn't give a fuck about me and my wishes. This proves how much of a jerk he is. I was so blind running after him that I haven't seen what he is doing to me and with me. Now I can see through him easily. " Did you hit your head somewhere? If so then you need to get checked up by a doct
His Soul & His Shame His Addiction
Ezra's Pov: I am driving like a mad man not caring about the red lights or even about getting into an accident. How can she reject me like that? How can she push me away from her? And how can she try to ghost me? I can't believe she is the same Fay I have known all the years. My Fay was so sweet and shy and she will never raise her voice on me and most importantly she will never push me away. Something has changed in her and I am planning to find out what changed or who changed her. My eyes narrowed at the thought of someone changing my Fay, Maybe her friend! What was her name? Ah! Joanna, maybe she brainwashed my Fay to behave like this with me but I know Joanna doesn't have that much cunningness to change someone's mind and especially Fay's. I know I may sound like a jerk because of what I did to Fay, leaving her alone in the bed after I took her Virginity. That was a jerk move but I had to do that to save her from me. I regretted it the second my eyes opened, I don't regret
His Soul & His Shame Moving Away
I am currently sitting in front of my parents who are looking at me expectantly. I have gathered them here by texting them when they are at work and when I need to talk. Both reached home at the same time looking so concerned for me that I cried hugging them. They got more concerned seeing me crying without any reason as I have never cried in front of them other than the times when I was a kid and I am not saying that I have been a responsible mature adult but still I am not a kid anymore so the crying part surprised them. After a lot of convincing from my side that I was just on my period and nothing more, they let it go. Mum made us coffee and the three of us sat in the living room. Why am I so nervous? It's not like I am telling them that I am pregnant. " Umm, Mum? Dad?" I called out to them to gain their attention. They looked calm from the outside but I know they are feeling everything but calm. " Yes, Fay?" Mum asked, sitting beside me and holding my hand. Why is this feel
His Soul & His Shame Victoria's Secret
" Yo! What was so important that you called me and asked me to meet you?" Joanna grumbled out, still annoyed that I disturbed her introverted time with herself." Woah! You don't have to be so mean to me, you know!" I muttered slowly trying to make her feel guilty and it worked. Her face softened which was gloomy. A big grin spread across my face."Okay, so where are we going?" she asked with a small smile. I know I am going to change her mood again by telling her about the news that I am going away for the internship. There is a lot of time in our university but still, I can't stay here where I will be getting hurt. I just can't face him, especially after he brutally broke my heart. " You need to stop the car somewhere before I can tell you anything," I said, not meeting her eyes. I heard her gasp." Don't tell me you are pregnant!" it's my turn to gasp at her words. My mouth is still wide open with my eyes wide like saucers. " How can you think that? Joanna!" I yelled out, strikin
His Soul & His Shame Leaving Him Behind
It's been a week since my shopping spree and spotting Ezra and Mitchell making out in Victoria's Secret. I had moved that memory back to my mind not to dwell on it as I don't care what they do anymore, especially him. This is my last night here and I don't know if I am relieved that I am going away from the restraints I put on myself and the ones Ezra had on me or sad that I am leaving everything behind, my parents, my life, and my best friend. Everything is packed and kept aside, other than the clothes and my necessities I am not taking anything with me as I am going to start a new life there and I need everything new. I am leaving everything behind which will remind me of my old life, the life I am going to leave behind and in that life, I was a shadow to Ezra Miller, his best friend, and the girl who loved her best friend so much that she forgot about her life and her dreams. " Can I come in?" I heard a knock followed by mom's voice. " Yes, Mom!" I answered and waited for her to
His Soul & His Shame After Two Years
Two Years Later I exited the subway with my shoulders slumped and my body aching from all the running I have done in the kitchen today but I love my work and I can handle all the other consequences which come after it. I love cooking and helping other chefs even though I have my job to do but it helps my head from wandering and the ache in my heart stops when I am in my zone baking and cooking.It's been two years since I left home and not even visited once in these two years for which I am grateful. Mom and dad visited me a handful of times as they are so busy with their work and we always facetime and call each other. I remember the first day in this big city alone without my parents and Joanna and especially him. He may have control of my life but he supported my dream and encouraged me to pursue what I love. I shake my head to get rid of the thoughts of him.Other than my parents, Joanna visits me too, as often as she can and I feel guilty every time she visits this far but she
His Soul & His Shame Izzy!
I tossed and turned all night with the decision I took and I still am in confusion about whether I am doing the right thing or not. Thinking about making my head throb. I was making my coffee when my doorbell rang, no one visits me on weekends as everyone takes time for themselves but I can guess who that is.I stomped towards the door and yanked it open, I am having a sour mood and I probably will have God knows till when." Raise and Shine, Sunshine!" Izzy waltzed into my apartment like a crazed woman, she is my only good friend other than other guys who are with me in the course, and these two years she didn't let me feel the loss of Joanna and she is literally the cheery bird and an extrovert who sees good in everything.Joanna and Izzy are so opposite, one is a grumbling mess with a short temper and the other is patient and cheerful but still, they become good friends and I am happy that she is our friend." It didn't rhyme well, Izzy!" I murmured before going back to my coffee a
His Soul & His Shame Daniel
Izzy and I are in the cab going to the place she said opened this week and I am looking forward to it. Maybe I can indulge myself in alcohol and let myself lose it so I can forget about going back home and running into Ezra.Ugh, I should stop thinking and just enjoy the evening. The cab parked in front of the club and I stepped down from the car and pulled down the dress which was raised. This is the problem with short dresses, I can't even sit or walk properly in them." Come, let's go! I know the bouncer so it's easy for us to get in." Izzy said, dragging me towards the entrance where there is a big line of people waiting to be let in." How do you know the Bouncer, Izzy? You told me that it opened last week!" how would she know the bouncer when this is the first time she is coming here?" I have my ways, Fay!" she winked at me before guiding me towards the entrance. I know what her ways are, Izzy will flirt her way into anything and I am not judging her or anything but she flirts
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