3~NICHOLAS

She was here! Abigail Howard! I'd recognize her anywhere, those green eyes of hers, her smile, the sound of her laugh! I couldn't believe that she was right here in my house.

The moment she entered the house and began dancing was when I saw her. I was in the kitchen watching her dance with her friends, or at least I hope one of them was. The Bieber wanna be guy that was dancing too close to her made me want to go over there and punch him in his smug face.

I didn't even know she came to NYU, I didn't know she got in! Looking at her from the kitchen everything about her seems different. She had grown into a woman now, no longer the stiff skinny fourteen year old girl with glasses, now she had curves in the right places and she seems more confident and very beautiful, in that innocent kind of way. I know I wasn't the only one who thought that too, every warm blooded guy in this place thought so, the way they circled around her like flies proved it but she paid them no heed.

I wonder if she remembers me though, I thought to myself as I watched her dance. Would she recognize me if I were to go to her now and wrap my hands around her waist? Would she still look at me with adoration in those big green eyes of hers? Is she single? All these questions ran through my mind as I stared at her, contemplating on whether I should go over to her or just continue to stare at her like a creep.

An opportunity soon presented itself when she whispered something to the Bieber guy she was dancing with and headed towards the stairs. Before she could get there, I hurriedly went up the stairs to my room and waited till I could hear her footsteps in the hallway. When she stood in front of my door prepared to knock, I yanked her in instead and pushed her against the door. I could feel the way her heartbeat accelerated in fear but I calmed her down and hoped to God she recognized me. It seems she does, because those eyes of hers now stared at me with recognition. I released her mouth and stared at her while she stared at me with surprise.

"Nicholas?" She breathed and it took a lot of will power not to push her up the door and kiss her senseless just so I could hear her whisper my name breathlessly.

I smirked at her instead, playing it cool. "Hello Abigail."

"Oh my God!" Abigail said her eyes shining brightly and she launched herself at me, pressing her body against mine catching me off guard, "Oh my God, it's you, it's you Nicholas." She breathed out and I awkwardly wrapped my hands around her, inhaling her fruity scent.

Before things could get any more out of control, I pulled away from her while she continued to stare at me with a huge smile on her face.

"Oh my God, it's been so long since we saw each other" Oh yeah? And whose fault is that? I wanted to ask but I bit back my remark and just stared at her as she continued to bubble with excitement.

"How's mum? How's Esmeralda too? Oh God, it's been so long! How tall is she now? Is she__?"

"What are you doing here?" I cut off her ramblings and set my face into a bored look.

"What?" She gasped looking at me with confusion.

I walked across my room and leaned against the shelf, "What are you doing here Abigail?"

"Oh um, I got into NYU!" She said a bright smile back on her face.

I rolled my eyes at her, "I meant what are you doing here? In my house?" I asked her folding my arms across my chest and I watched her eyes widen at the new information.

"Your house? Oh my God, I'm so sorry" She apologized, "It's just that Trevor told us about this party and decided to invite I and my roommate, Carlacia." She explained but I just focused on the name of the guy I heard.

Trevor? Is that the name of the Bieber guy that was hovering around her downstairs? I asked myself but I shook my head against it, deciding it didn't matter and Abigail didn't belong here.

"You need to leave." I ordered and she frowned at me in confusion.

"What do you mean?"

I repeated myself, more firmer this time. "You need to leave."

"What? But I just got here." She told me, still confused and I decided to just tell her.

"You don't belong here Abigail." I said assessing her with a tired look on my face.

"Excuse you?" Abigail asked me clearly offended but I didn't care.

"Leave Howard, go home." I told her dryly.

Abigail scoffed at me, "And just who do you think you are to decide where I belong in?"

I arched a brow up at her, "Last I checked, it's my house."

Abigail let out an exasperated sigh as she fold her arms across her chest, pushing them which made me see her cleavage, "What has gotten into you Nicholas?" she asked me a tired look on her gaze.

I averted my gaze from hers because I didn't want to stare at her any longer than I should, "Nothing Abigail just leave."

"I...I...don't understand." Abigail said her voice cracking and I knew if I stared at her I would see the tears welling up her eyes, "I thought you'd be happy to see me."

I let out a dry laugh as I turned to stare at her, "Oh please don't be delusional and think we are friends, have you forgotten your place or should I remind you?" I asked and I was right about the tears welling up in her eyes, I could see them shining as she stared at me but I continued.

"You don't want your life at college just to be as miserable as your life in highschool right?" I smirked at her, "Don't think attending a party makes you anything, you don't belong here, so leave!" I finished with a hard edge in my tone and this time the tears were already rolling down her cheeks.

"Wow." Abigail let out a small laugh as she wiped the tears on her face, "Here I was thinking everything would be okay after all these years, God I'm such a fool." She said with an humourlessness laugh.

"Leave Abigail." I told her unable to bear her standing with me in the same room and the tears in her eyes.

"Yeah, yeah, I don't belong here I know that and I'm going to leave." She said with a sniff, "The drinks here sucked anyway." She added and I let out a dry laugh at that.

"Goodbye Nicholas" She said and after that she opened the door and went out.

Fuck! I cursed as soon as I heard the door shut. I closed my eyes and tried to calm my self down. When I was sure I was calm enough, I opened the door and went downstairs where the party was still going on. I looked around the crowd of people till I found her, Abigail.

She was with her friends now who were clearly still enjoying the party. I watched her whisper something to her roommate's ear who nodded her head and immediately tapped the guy they came with. Without any argument the three of them begin to head for the exit.

I was still watching her when suddenly I felt someone bring my face downwards for a kiss. I pulled back only to find Fiona, a girl I hooked up with during summer looking up at me with lust in her eyes.

"Hey Nicholas." Fiona said with a smile on her face, "I missed you, you haven't given me a call all week." She sighed as she hooked my fingers around my belt loop.

I didn't bother to answer her because I was watching Abigail who was now looking at me now. The hurt in her eyes was very visible from where I was standing as she stared at I and Fiona who was pressing her body against mine.

It took an effort to be able to tear my face away from her and focus on Fiona, who I decided to kiss her on the lips. It was just for a brief moment and when I looked up I saw that Abigail was already gone.

"So," Fiona pulled my face back to hers, "How about we take this to your room?" She asked in a sultry and I knew what she wanted.

"Sure." I said as I headed towards my room while she followed after me, I needed the distraction anyway.

Once we were inside the room, Fiona tried to kiss me but I turned my face away and instead pushed her to her knees. She smirked at me as she began to undo my belt and then she took me in her mouth. I let out a groan as Fiona continued to please me with her mouth and while she did my mind kept flashing to a brown haired girl with green eyes. I couldn't help but wish she was the one on her knees now, taking my cock in her mouth while she stares at me with those innocent eyes of his.

As soon as I thought about it I immediately came inside Fiona's mouth who swallowed every single drop of it, cleaning me up with her tongue. I let out a sigh while Fiona stood up about to take off her see through top but I stopped her.

"Don't bother, just get out." I breathed out pulling my jeans back up.

"What?" Fiona asked giving me a puzzled look.

"You heard me, just go."

"But Nick, it's been long since you've touched me" Fiona whined and I closed my eyes at that.

I don't have time for this shit! I thought to myself while Fiona advanced towards me seductively.

"Nick please, I need you to make me feel good" She said tracing her hands up my body, "Please Nick, I need you to__" Before she could say anymore I grabbed her hands and pushed her away from me.

"I said get out!" I growled at her, "Don't make me repeat myself!"

Fiona scoffed at that, "Fine, asshole!" She spat as she brushed past me and went out of my room. She was right about me being an asshole though.

I was a big one! I muse as I laid on my bed remembering the girl who after just a few minutes of stepping into my house has owned my every thought, Abigail fucking Howard! I saw her tonight after all these years and what did I do to her? I made her cry! I broke her, just like I did all those years ago!