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Chapter 9 — Written Before I Breathed

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Sandra’s POV

I didn’t turn around immediately.

I folded the document back along its crease first. Slow, deliberate, making sure my hands were steady before I did anything else. Then I tucked it into the inside of my jacket, against my ribs, and turned around.

Zadok.

He was standing just inside the doorway with one hand still on the frame and his eyes on me in that way he had lately — like he was trying to solve something and I was the only variable he couldn’t account for. The records room was
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