ログインThe nurse looks at me with sympathy as she moves the IV cannula from the back of my hand. "Ms. Charlotte Norton, Mr. Norton had the donor heart matched to you reassigned at the last minute. He says it's being sent to the special care unit on the seventh floor. What a shame—all your preoperative preparations have gone to waste." Valerie Hickman—the frail young woman my older brother, Reese Norton, brings home—is staying on the seventh floor. Just ten minutes earlier, Valerie suffers a sudden angina attack. My usually strong-willed mother, Winifred Baldwin, is so frantic that she breaks down in tears. My usually taciturn father, Elijah Norton, slams his hand on the table in front of the entire team of hospital specialists. He then gives Valerie the life-saving heart I've waited three whole years for—the very heart that is supposed to be delivered to my operating room. Clutching my aching chest, I lean against the cold wall and slowly slide to the floor. There's no point waiting anymore. My severe heart failure has reached its final stage, and my doctor, Jamie Hall, says I have only a few days left. I don't know how long passed before that mechanical voice sounds in my head again. "Charlotte, your vital signs are deteriorating rapidly. If you choose to terminate this body and leave this world right now, you still have a chance to start a new one. Do you confirm?" I watch as my fingertips slowly turn a deathly shade of blue and purple. "I do."
もっと見るThe procedure to withdraw life support was scheduled for 2:00 pm the following day.Until then, Dr. Hall reduced some of my pain medication so I would remain conscious and be able to cooperate throughout the final procedure.A dull ache I hadn't felt in a long time began spreading through my chest.The hospital room door opened, and Reese and Mom walked in. Dad couldn't make it, since he was still receiving an IV in the room next door.They looked as though they'd aged ten years overnight.Reese dropped to his knees beside my bed with a thud. He no longer screamed or shouted. Instead, he simply buried his face against the edge of my bed and whimpered like a wounded animal.Mom clasped my cold hand, and her tears fell onto the back of it."Charlotte…" she managed to say before her voice gave out.At exactly 2:00 pm, Dr. Hall entered the room with a nurse.After checking the monitor readings, they asked me one final time, "Ms. Charlotte Norton, do you still wish to withdraw life
The next morning, a smartly-dressed lawyer named Erwin Sullivan arrived at my hospital room.I'd asked the head nurse, Gilda Weaver, to contact him for me.Mom, Dad, and Reese were outside the door, held back by the people Mr. Sullivan had brought with him.I handed Mr. Sullivan a document bearing my signature."Mr. Sullivan, this is my authorization document. I want to sue my family to have their guardianship over me revoked. I also want to appoint you as my healthcare proxy."After carefully reviewing the document, Mr. Sullivan gave a slight nod."Ms. Norton, under the relevant laws, as long as you're mentally competent, you do have the right to appoint your own healthcare proxy and refuse any form of excessive life-sustaining treatment."However, you need to understand that once you submit the Consent to Withdraw Life Support, the hospital will remove your external artificial heart.""I understand perfectly," I replied without hesitation.Outside the door, Reese seemed to r
From that day on, I didn't say another word to Mom, Dad, or Reese.They began a long, painful performance of "atonement".Every day at 7:00 am, Mom would bring me a pot of beef stew she'd spent hours simmering. After pouring the stew into a bowl, she would blow on it to cool it down before bringing the spoon to my lips.But I would just keep my eyes closed, refusing to open my mouth or respond.Half an hour later, when the soup had gone cold, she would silently take it away and pour it out. The next day, she'd bring me a fresh bowl.Reese took it a step further and actually brought a cot so he could sleep right outside my hospital room.He used to be a fastidious scion, but now he was unshaven, with grime often staining his clothes.I heard he'd sold his sports car to cover my future medical expenses, borrowed money from several of his shady friends, and even gotten beaten up.Every day, he watched me through the glass with eyes full of humble desperation, hoping I'd spare him
The alarm from the artificial heart's external controller rang out in the silent hospital room.Reese lunged at me as if he'd been electrocuted and pinned my hand down. His grip was so tight that he nearly crushed my wrist."Doctor! Doctor!" he roared toward the hallway, his eyes filled with terror.Several doctors rushed in and quickly restrained me while checking the tubing connections. Only after confirming that nothing had come loose did they finally breathe a sigh of relief.From where I lay against the headboard, I watched the sweat-drenched Reese."Reese, why are your hands shaking?" I asked calmly.Reese whipped his head around to look at me. His eyes were bloodshot, and his chest heaved violently."Charlotte, have you lost your mind? That machine is what's keeping you alive! If you pull out the tube, you'll die!""I know." I stared down at him. "But I should have died two months ago. You were the ones who insisted on keeping me alive."Swaying at the foot of the bed,


















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