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CHAPTER SEVEN

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The first morning was the hardest.

Not because anything went wrong.

Because nothing did. And that somehow felt worse.

I woke before six. Old habit. My body had not yet understood that it was allowed to rest now. No dying torchlight. No cold bucket waiting. No eviction notice face down on the floor.

I lay there staring at the ceiling. Clean white. No water stain. No familiar mark to find in the dark. Just smooth and completely indifferent to the person lying beneath it.

I got up anyway.

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