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"What are we doing?", he asked in a whisper. "I don't know", I mumbled. "You're going to wake up tomorrow and tell me it was a mistake like you did before", he stated. I shook my head, "For the first time I'm actually sure that this is what I want". "You're getting married tomorrow", he stated. "Screw it", I mumbled and then pulled him to me and dug my tongue down his throat. He pushed me to the wall, his hands firmly on my neck as he kissed me so deeply, like he couldn't get enough of me. My elevator suddenly started moving and we didn't stop, his hands were all over me. Weird don't you think? you fuck your childhood friend 10 years ago and you both reunite and now you're doing it again. Suddenly the elevator door opened and we split off immediately, acting completely normal like we didn't have our tongues in each other a few seconds ago. We smiled at the people in front and let them in and we walked out. I didn't say anything, I just led him upstairs to where my room was. I opened it and dragged him inside and shut the door. "What has come over you", he said grabbing my neck and started kissing me again. "I've been dreaming of doing this for years", I said between kisses. "I regret everyday why I messed up that night", I said as he broke the kiss and started taking off the buttons of my shirt. I looked into his eyes, lust was glaring at me. He suddenly picked me up and took me to the bed. "Well you have to show me how much you regret it", he said with a smirk on his face. "Okay", I said. I love this me when the alcohol kicks in. He stares down at me, with this look in his eyes. "What happens after this? I don't know, I don't... I don't want things to get awkward between us again". "It won't", I mumbled and then started kissing him again. I pushed him to the bed and got on top of him, I slowly took off his shirt and took my time to admire his tattoos. "You got new ink", I stated obviously. Before he just had a tattoo of a dragon on his arm and something abstract on his chest, now it was filled with so much designs. He nodded and I took my time to admire them, I traced every single one of them with my fingers, my eyes meeting his a couple of times. I leaned down and kissed him, I started feeling him get hard right under me, I suddenly realized I had no idea what to do. He's the only man I've had, anything intimate with, and the first time we didn't even have sex, we just... played around and gave each other head but right now I wanted something more than that, everything, I wanted to experience it all, maybe even get it out of my system, maybe then I'll stop thinking about him every moment of the day , maybe this whole obsession I have with him will be over. He sits up, his hands going to my pants, he takes my belt off my and then my pants. He lays me on the bed and kissed me slowly, his hands sliding into my boxer and I closed my eyes in pleasure, his hands on my dick made me tense up. He pushed my short Down completely and stared at my dick. "You're so hot", he mumbled, staring at me with deep lust in his eyes. He kept his gaze, his eyes not leaving mine. His hands went to my dick again, rubbing it gently. I closed my eyes, my body drowning in pleasure. "Look at me", he whispered. I opened my eyes, his eyes so dreamy, filled with raw lust. He started increasing his pacing, going faster and faster. I shut my eyes and moaned, first time in a while I felt like this. He suddenly stopped and went down on his knees in front of me. "Don't take your eyes off me, I love them", he said with a teasful tone and then took my dick into his mouth. "Fuckkk", I moaned out in pleasure. I held his hair as he sucked me completely. His eyes not leaving mine for one second, he grabbed my ass and sucked my balls, completely. I was shaking, vibrating literally, my moans were all over the room. I shut my eyes, unable to breathe, I grabbed his head and fucked his mouth, my dick literally reaching his throat and him not ganging. He was a professional at this, literally. I did it faster and faster, moaning louder and suddenly I exploded in his mouth. I swallowed everything. I relax on the bed, feeling weak, but he wasn't done with me. He smacked my ass roughly, I didn't realize how much that felt so painful but then oddly good. He pulled his pants down and made me look at his dick. It was huge, so huge He arched my back and bent me over, supporting me with the edge of the bed. He spat on his dick and then smacked my ass hard. That made me slightly moan, I loved that. "You like that?", he asked. "Yes ", I breathed out in pleasure. He smacked it again, this time harder as he held my ass firmly and slowly and carefully slid his dick inside me. I moaned out, loudly. He started off slowly, my body shaking in pleasure. Never in my life could I have imagined to feel this amount of pleasure before, but this was before he started going harder. I moaned non stop, loudly too, feeling my legs shaking, the bones unable to be strong and stable because what I was feeling there was just so much to explain. He started pounding me, deeper and faster, non stop . My body tensed all of the sudden, my moans got louder and I gripped the sheets hard and suddenly, I cummed. But he didn't stop. I collapsed on the bed, my legs unable to carry me. He started pounding me harder, laying flat on my ass with my stomach on the bed. He held my neck from behind, choking me tightly, not letting go, while he second hand grabbed my ass, Putting me firmly on the bed. I started hearing his breathing because heavy and loud, then he suddenly tensed up and heard him moan out soflt before he cummed right into me and collapsed on the bed right next to me.I had to put on my fake smile. "Hi", I said. "Fancy seeing you here", he said shaking me. "Yeah I just came for a short vacation, work stress is killing me, you?". "I'm actually here for a friend's wedding, it's tomorrow", he said. "That's nice.... uhm this is my Boyfriend Asher, Asher this is El Fuego". Yeah I saw Asher's face when I mentioned his name. The cute thing about Asher was that he doesn't know how to hide his facial expressions. "Oh .... wow, this is... THE Asher, pleasure to meet you", Fuego said . Asher just gave a fake friendly smile and nodded. "So ... what are you guys doing today?", he asked . "Nothing in particular, we just planned on staying home and enjoying the weather.", I said. "Well, you can join us, we're going sight seeing", he said. .I looked at Asher, of course he wasn't interested in going sight seeing with me and my ex". "We would love to, but maybe some other time", i said. "Alright then, we'll see you around", he said and then we waved ea
SEBASTIAN * * Work has been crazy recently. I'm going to work by 6 am and coming home by 2 am. Most times I just sleep at work. We had to create a small room right next to my office with two beds, a closet and a bathroom for Timothy and I, cuz recently we've been working from the office. Now I low-key get why my Dad was so paranoid about getting a good CEO to take over, this company required a lot of work. After one month of stressing each and everyone of my employees, We finally hit our monthly target. I had to double everyone's salary for the month, I was definitely the one to reward someone when they've done well. I decided I was going on a two weeks vacation with the love of my life. And you know the universe wanted that too because that also happened to be the same period he was on his break. "Asher just pick one country, it's not a big deal". "I genuinely have nothing in my head right now, honestly, they're just so many places I've wanted to go but .. there's nothing
I gave Timothy and Sebastian a run down of everything that happened, in details. But it got dark and twisted when I got to Nona's part. Sebastian said he was gonna convince her to talk but Timothy reminded him that she's very religious, and blood oaths aren't to be broken.So we had to figure it all out on our own. I gave them my own piece of advice; We drop all of this and move on with our lives whether or not we get to live in a lie or not. Nona already mentioned we stay out of it, that It was more complicated than we imagined and we should stay out of it. Honestly I didn't want to get involved in it anymore. I'm getting my life on track, I've got a degree to a prestigious college, I'm dating the best man to exist in the universe, I'm slowly finding comfort and healing from my past trauma's and no longer feel pain from my mother's death. I don't want to go back there again. And that's what I told both of them. And we all agreed to not talk about it again and let everythin
ASHER * * Sebastian mother was the nicest woman I had ever met and for a second, I legit forgot that I was here to find out about things. She couldn't stop talking about me and how much she loves that I was able to make Sebastian comfortable and bold enough to face his ruthless father and come out. She talked about her marriage with her husband and how cruel he was and apart from the money, one of the biggest reasons she chose to stay was because of her kids. She reminded me so Much about my own mother. Her's was mental abuse while my mother's was Physical. I genuinely felt so bad for her. Infact I was convinced that the real monster here if there was any was Belinda because this woman was too kind to be involved in anything shady. It was until Belinda came that I snapped out of everything and realized why I was really here. "What is he doing here?", Belinda asked not so pleased to see me. "I came into town and so I invited him for Lunch", she said nicely. Belind
"What? no , look I already closed that chapter of my life already, I'm genuinely not interested in finding any lost sibling of mine". "I know Asher, it took you a while to move on from the whole thing but right now we need your help, things are far more complicated than it's looking", Timothy said. "What's happening?", he asked. Timothy looked at me, I looked at him. "We think somehow... one of us might be adopted from Graceville". Asher looked taken aback, "What?". "There's just way too many evidences, but then so many loopholes we can't just connect the dots". "Wait I'm confused, when do you mean one of you are from Graceville?". "There's a secret birth certificate of Sebastian, we managed to scan it properly and it had Graceville as the address. And I the picture of Sebastian's birth, my mom was there, but she wasn't pregnant, which is odd because.... I was born two months after him". Asher stared at both of us, startled. "When did you guys... when did you start all these
Before I came back to New York, I paid a short visit back to my mother's house to meet Nona. She was surprised to see me. "Can you explain more on what you told me that day? about replacing my letters with more valuable informations". "Oh, it's just pictures of you and Timothy, I found them when they were renovation the house some months ago in the garage, didn't want it to be thrown away so I decided to keep them, for memory", she said calmly. But this wasn't the answer I was looking for, and deep down I felt like she knew the answers to everything,but she wasn't going to tell me. "Is there... anything you wish to let me know?", I asked. "Only that I wish the best for you", she said and then returned back to her daily activities. I left home more than confused, everything seemed to be crashing in my head. My relationship with Timothy was on a loose thread, the only thing that's keeping him around Is the company. We barely talk to each other unless it had something to do with







