Prologue

I know she was hurt, and that's because of me, because of my stupid actions she suffered a lot. She experienced the things she shouldn't experience, and now, I don't know what to do. I can't bear seeing her in pain, the pain that I gave her because of my stupidity. I choose to believe others than her who did nothing but to be a great wife, what I did in return broke her. Now the only thing I want to do is to keep her again and stay by her side.

                 I don't know what I have done in my past life why I had this life now, a life I can't tell if I'll survive or not, I can't take it anymore, but I'm trying to be strong even if I'm too weak because of this life inside of my tummy, I'm not that selfish to not give him chance to see the world even if it's very hard for me to do.