Chapter eight

~Raemon~

“Don’t tell me to freaking calm down, the stupid fucker called her his wolf!”

Furious was an understatement, I was freaking blowing up.

I did all I could to hold me and my wolf down.

I took a deep breath, trying my very best to hold it all in but fuck it?

“He had her all these years and still had the audacity to call her his wolf right in front of me?!” I yelled out in anger, my fist kissing the wall.

I couldn’t stop, I hit the wall again and again.

“Alpha please stop, your hands!” Dexter called out, his voice hinting he wasn’t in support of this.

“Why should I? I thought you searched everywhere for her? How come she was with him all along?” I growled, my fists needing an even harder surface.

He calmed down, his voice leveled now. “We did Alpha, are you sure it’s our Luna you saw?”

He looked me dead in the eye, asking a question that could get him killed.

“Are you saying I can’t recognize my own mate? I freaking held her in my hands Dexter.” I found another spot on the wall to punch.

I hit it continuously as everywhere went dead silent. It was just the sounds of my fist pounding the wall furiously and her pretty face on my mind.

After five years of searching and dying daily, what? She was just leaving fine with Zane?

The thoughts only made me more angry, and even when I heard knocking on my door I ignored it.

“Tell Annika that I’m busy.” I spoke out without stopping.

My hands were bleeding already but there was no pain.

“She even had the guts to act like she doesn’t know me?” I increased the pressure as I remembered that information.

“Arghhh” I punched harder, the wall making way for me as my hand made a hole but I didn't stop.

I couldn’t do anything, couldn’t take the mate I’ve been searching for for years.

She was my Alexa, I could smell her wolf, could recognize her a mile away but wait …

“I didn’t see my mark Dexter, it wasn’t on her neck but it was her.” I paused for a second to tell him.

His head was slightly bowed down, his face in a worry like always. He thinks I’m losing it just like Annika but he hasn’t mentioned me forgetting my mate like Annika.

“She probably covered it.” He muttered, making me continue punching the wall.

“You are going to bring down the walls she calls home Alpha, she’s not going to like that.” He said, making me stop at once as her face close to mine and my hand on her neck came to view very quickly.

I stopped to inspect my hands that were going to heal any minute from now.

“She’s going to be furious if she finds out I plan to bring her home down right?”

He stood upright to face me, his face telling me what he wasn’t saying with his mouth.

I walked around my office, one hand on my head and the other by my side as I paced around, thinking everything through.

I was bound to react one way or the other, just thankfully I didn’t hurt anyone like I would before. I promised her not to kill anyone without a good reason ever again and I was doing my very best to live by that.

But what exactly was I to do going to a party and seeing Alexa after five years of searching every single place and corner.

I didn’t give heed to Annika’s advice of letting her be since she ran away.

I needed my mate, I needed to know what was going on.

But she left, left me in pain and confusion. Five years of darkness and searching only to find her with Zane.

The one Alpha that would do anything to bring me down.

“Find everything you can about this issue, why couldn’t we find her and why exactly did she act like she didn’t know me.” I dished out orders at him, my mind thinking a whole lot.

I needed answers and I needed them fast!