Chapter 32

ALEXI

After professing my acceptance to Nash, I was waited on hand and foot.

She wolves doted on me getting ready the 'big night' they say, giggling like school girls.

I internally vomit with every comment.

As they brush my hair and tell me how much the Alpha will love me, I mentally prepare myself for what will be the most disgusting night of my life.

True, I used to seek comfort in Nash before. But Luke ruined me for all men. I'll never feel arms like his again. I'll never soften to their touch quite the same. I'll never quiver at the feel of their lips. Nash's touch feels void of all feeling. There is no spark. No life. It fills me with nothing.

My body will always cry for Luke's warmth. The electric wave of emotion that courses through my veins at his kiss. I'll never again see lights dance before my eyes as his power and strength consumes my core.

If he should see me again, I'll be ashamed. Ashamed I allowed myself to be defiled in this way. The disappointment Luke will feel when