LOGIN“Mia,” he said softly, “they’re saying that this storm could last another forty-eight hours.”
Her crestfallen look made his heart ache, and he leaned forward and took her hand.
“Hey,” he soothed. “One problem at a time, okay? Let’s focus on what we can control. I can go get your car, and bring you some dry clothes, and we can go from there. Okay?”
“Okay,” she whispered, and squeezed his hand.
Tanner watched the sparkle that came into her eyes as she smiled at him and felt his heart double-thump in response.
Oh, boy. I’m in deep, deep trouble.
Reluctantly, he pulled his hand back.
“Okay, then. I’m gonna go get your car. I’ll be back in about forty minutes.”
He felt those emerald eyes of hers watching his every movement as he turned and walked out of the room.
***
He called me honey!!! Oh my God!! Mia’s inner fangirl raved. The only thing that could have made that any sexier would be if I’d been wrapped up in his arms when he called me that.
Mia rolled her eyes at her inner monologue before she could stop herself.
But he’s Blake’s best friend, and Blake is so protective of me. I don’t know that us getting together would be a good idea.
Why not? fangirl retorted. We’re both single, consenting adults. Blake doesn’t get a vote here – and you’ve wanted to be Tanner Greysen’s girl for years.
Okay, first of all, you’re assuming Tanner Greysen is single, and that’s a great big assumption, and you know what they say about assuming….
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Shut up. I saw no wedding band, at all, fangirl shot back.
And that means zilch, dear. He may still have a girlfriend or a fiancée. Hell, he could even be married and just not wear a ring for some reason. And we haven’t even covered the obvious yet.
Which is?
What if he’s not interested in you like that?
Party-pooper.
***
She is off limits. She is off limits, his brain chanted in the background as Tanner drove to the highway, pivoted, then backed up in front of her little Honda.
But why is she off limits? She’s an adult, and I’m an adult, he reasoned.
You know how Blake is. You mess with Mia and he finds out, he’ll skin you alive. And then, he’ll get really mad, came the answer. Besides, she may not be single.
I saw no ring of any sort, bro.
Doesn’t matter, bro, his conscience echoed. She may be in a relationship. And since when do you talk like a surfer?
“Gah,” Tanner snarled as he hooked up the car and pulled the lever to move it up onto the flatbed.
He continued the internal discussion all the way back to the garage, where he backed the rig into bay one and lowered the garage-style door.
At least do the stand-up thing, and talk to Blake first, his conscience pointed out. Not to get his blessing, necessarily, just so he’s aware of how you feel about her.
“How would that go, if I talk to him and he shoots down the idea?” Tanner mused out loud, then immediately dismissed it.
If I do that and he gets mad, it might strain our friendship. And if I don’t give him a heads up and I pursue her and he finds out, that might strain our friendship, too.
Dammit.
Not to mention – how do I feel about her? he asked himself as he climbed into his four-wheel drive pickup truck and turned the key.
The question dogged his steps all the way back to pick Mia Jones up from St. Claire’s.
***
Tanner had been back by her side for about twenty minutes when the nurse came in.
“Here’s your discharge paperwork, honey,” the woman said. “Get somewhere warm and stay there for the next couple of days, all right? And go easy. Light activity only.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Mia said.
Once the nurse left, Mia asked, “Tanner, can you set my suitcase up here on the bed, please?”
“Sure.”
He did as she asked, and she unzipped it and rummaged around.
“Huh. These will have to do, I guess,” she said, pulling out a sweater and jeans. “My sweatpants and overcoat are soaked.”
“We’ll put them in the wash when we get to my house,” he assured her, and she nodded.
“And I brought you this,” he continued, and held out one of his coats.
“Thanks! That looks toasty,” she grinned, and he grinned back.
“I’m gonna step out so you can get dressed. Holler when you’re ready to go and I’ll get your suitcase for you.”
“Okay. Did you call my mom?”
“Just about to,” he replied, waving his cell phone at her.
He walked out into the hall and dialed the Jones residence.
“Hi there,” he said to Gladys when she picked up.
“Tanner! What a pleasant surprise! How have you been?”
“I’ve been doing well, Mrs. Jones, thanks. I wanted to call and let you know that Mia’s car broke down, but she’s here in Winters, and she’s with me. She’s fine, but with the weather like it is they’ve closed the highway.”
“Well, I have no doubt you’ll take good care of my baby,” Gladys responded immediately. “I take it she’s aware that Blake’s flight got cancelled.”
“Yes, ma’am, I let her know that the airport shut down.”
“Well, not much to be done but hunker down and wait it out, I suppose. What’s wrong with Gracie?”
He chuckled. “I’m not sure yet, but my plan first thing in the morning is to start running some diagnostics. But no worries, Mrs. Jones. If for some reason I can’t get Gracie running, I’ll bring Mia home myself once the weather clears.”
“Well, you could come along either way, dear. We’d love to see you, and I know Blake would, too.”
“Thanks, I think I’ll take you up on that.”
“Tell Mia I love her and I’m glad she’s safe, and that I’ll talk to her in the morning.”
“Yes, ma’am. Good night.”
He disconnected the call and tucked his phone in his pocket, then knocked on the door.
“You ready?” he asked.
Tuesday night found the trio in the backyard, sitting around the fire pit, talking and making smores as they had so many times over the years. Only now, instead of Tanner teasing or ignoring Mia as he had before, they sat snuggled side-by-side.They laughed and talked well past sundown, until Mia finally yawned and said, “I’m heading to bed. We’ve got an early day tomorrow.”She stood, kissed Tanner on the mouth and Blake on the cheek, then headed up the back porch stairs and out of view.“You’re good together,” Blake said solemnly once she’d gone inside.“I think so, too,” Tanner replied with a grin as he speared another marshmallow to hold over the open flame. “Whiskey time?”“Whiskey time,” Blake confirmed, and opened the bottle he’d brought outside with him. He poured three fingers’ worth each into two tumblers and handed Tanner one.“You know, seeing you and Mia together, it’s got me thinking,” Blake murmured.“About what?” Tanner asked, and watched a very, very rare event unfold
Mia closed her eyes and willed her brain to stop the erotic video looping in her head. It will happen when it happens. Tanner feels the need to make amends for his past. I get that, I do…But maybe he can atone a little faster so we can get to the good stuff? her psyche chimed in all on its own, making her smirk even as her thoughts caused a flare-up of white-hot need."Think about something else, anything else," she muttered under her breath, and grabbed a large wooden spoon to stir the pot of merrily boiling potato pieces."What's that, dear?" her mom asked, and Mia startled at first."Nothing, sorry. Just thinking about school stuff," Mia attempted, and Gladys chuckled and shook her head."Would you like to try that again?""Never could get anything past you," Mia sighed, and Gladys chuckled again."Nope. Now, spill it."A stymied Mia blushed furiously once more."Ah. It's about Tanner, right?" her mom leaned in and whispered."Um. Yes.""Well then. Say no more, dear, I get it.""Y
Tanner was surprised to realize that not only was Blake now on board with the idea of Tanner and Mia being together, he'd damn near appointed himself Tanner's official wingman for the cause.The two of them stayed up late into the night after the others had gone to bed, talking and catching up on a decade's worth of life stories, and eventually the conversation turned to Mia."Dad mentioned earlier that he saw you two holding hands on the drive back," Blake pointed out as he poured two tumblers of whiskey and handed one to Tanner."And?" Tanner replied, a little nervous. Phil Jones' approval was just as important to him as Blake's."He said, and I quote, 'it's about damn time'," Blake revealed with a grin. "I had no clue until he mentioned it, but evidently, he and Mom – especially Mom - have been rooting for you two to get together for the last couple of years now."Tanner was stunned. "Really?""Really.""But how... I mean... Don't get me wrong, I am very glad to have their blessing
“Do you regret telling me?”“In a way,” she said shyly. “I mean, it probably sounded stupid and childish, and I never meant for you to know about it in the first place, so…” her voice trailed off as she swallowed hard.“Mia.”“And now that you know, I don’t want you to feel… obligated. Or trapped. Or whatever,” she finished on a whisper.He reached over and took her trembling hand in his.“Mia,” he said softly.She slowly raised her eyes to his.“The moment I saw you I was completely captivated by you. I had no idea who you were at the time. All I knew was that I’d found this mesmerizing woman that I just had to spend more time with. Had to. There was never a doubt in my mind. The moment I picked you up and held you in my arms, I knew taking you to the emergency room and then walking away wasn’t even an option,” Tanner revealed, and she gasped.“And then when I recognized you, part of me was worried, because I didn’t know if my friendship with Blake would survive this or not.”“He is
“Oh,” she said in a small voice.“Honey,” he murmured, “you’re worth all that and so much more to me. You were right. I don’t deserve you, Mia, but I do care, very much. I do, Mia. And I am so sorry I made you feel like I didn’t. I just… I want to do right by you. I want to...”She lifted her head and whispered.“Tanner.”“Yes ma’am?”“Please stop talking and kiss me.”“Yes, ma’am.”He dipped his head down, and as he softly grazed her lips with his, he tasted the salt of her fresh tears.“Mia. I’m so sorry. Please don’t cry, honey.”“It’s all right, Tanner. These are happy ones,” she murmured, and kissed him back before sighing and laying her head against his chest again. “Can we talk more in the morning? I’m exhausted.”“As much as you want. ‘Night, Mia.”“’Night,” she whispered.He ran his hand lazily up and down her back as he listened to her breathing become deep and even, and he smiled as he too faded back into sleep.***The storm was still raging outside when Tanner woke up and
Tanner drove to the garage, parked, and pulled out his cell phone.“Don’t hang up, please,” he said when Blake answered with a snarl. “I need to talk to you.”“So talk,” Blake snapped.Tanner sighed.“I never told you about Amber,” he began."Who's Amber?"“She’s a girl I dated right before I left the Marines,” Tanner revealed. “And I fell for her. Hard. I started planning to buy a house and marry her and start a family with her. The whole nine yards. I really thought she was the one.”He heard curiosity creep into Blake’s voice.“So, what happened?”“I came home early one day, and she was in bed with another guy,” Tanner said simply. “She played me, Blake, the same way you and I used to play with girls’ hearts in high school. And it crushed me, and it made me sick to my stomach to realize that I had put others through that exact same kind of hurt.”“What did you do?”“I packed up my shit and I moved out and I haven’t looked twice at another woman since. That was almost four years ago







