로그인"They're lying to you... Don't listen to them!" I scream at the top of my lungs as I approach the receptionist with fright.
Considering my unexpected outburst and the way she's staring at me with confusion right now, she probably thinks I've lost it. Concern lines her brows as she takes me in. "Excuse me?" "I said they're telling you lies," I repeat upon reaching the front desk. I'm seething as I glare at Carl and his crew. My chest rises and falls with the anger building inside me. "They are no friends of Jay's. Please, call security. Now." I turn to the receptionist, my eyes pleading. "Please, believe me," I implore desperately like if she doesn't act fast, some disaster might likely happen. The receptionist remains confused as she glances between me and the three lying goons on the other side. I can tell she's uncertain about what to believe at this point. But how could she not believe me? She can clearly see for herself that these men are nothing but potential threats—especially Carl, whose expression is filled with nothing but malice. Except when I turn to him again, I no longer see that expression on his face. In fact, I'm shocked to see him teasing the receptionist with a charming smile etched on his lips. His green eyes gleam as he flirts with her. "Now who are you going to believe, amor? She or us?" "What the hell do you think you're doing?" I yell, irritation lacing my voice. I'm ready to throw hands as I bark at the receptionist, "I said to call security. They are the goons responsible for my friend's injuries. Trust me, they mean no good." I pant heavily, tears already filling my eyes out of frustration. I don't understand why she won't believe me over them. Seeing it's a futile effort to get the brainwashed receptionist to listen to me, I turn to Ava and instruct her to go get security. She nods eagerly and hurriedly scrambles away in the opposite direction. Once she leaves, I redirect my gaze to them. "Really?" one of Carl's friends intervenes with a raised brow as he moves to step toward me with menace. But Carl holds up his hand firmly, halting him wordlessly. He stays behind Carl while Carl makes the next move. As he takes a predatory step forward, I take one backward, my heart hammering in my chest. My throat feels tight and my eyes burn with moisture as I glare at him. An overwhelming feeling of hatred courses through my veins as he smirks smugly and keeps advancing toward me. Of course, the foolish receptionist still doesn't understand what's happening. She's so clueless that she can't tell it's time to send them out. "Get away from me," I mutter shakily, my annoyance slipping into my tone. Carl doesn't listen. He keeps coming forward until he eventually corners me against a counter. My heart rate spikes when I realize my back is pressed against the hard surface behind me—there's nowhere else for me to retreat. Still, I glare at him, refusing to show how much he terrifies me. His scent of cedar quickly invades my nostrils as he pins me with his threatening gaze. "What are you doing here?" I ask him with a grunt. "Why, isn't this a public organization?" he replies, sarcasm dripping from his voice. "You shouldn't be here. You're the reason he's in a coma," I retort sharply. "You have no business here!" He smirks tauntingly. "That's where you are wrong, amor—" I rudely cut him off, absolutely hating that nickname. "Don't fucking call me that. I am NOT your amor." He scoffs derisively, and my heart skips a beat when his gaze abruptly dips to my chest. I swallow the lump in my throat as I notice his expression darken for a second—with anger… lust? I'm not sure. But when he lifts his eyes back to mine, he sneers at me. "I'll call you whatever I like… And speaking of business, I sure have some unfinished business here, Whitney. With you and with that motherfucking asshole who managed to escape death." My heart sinks to my stomach at his cruel words. Fear consumes me and I wonder why the hell Ava still isn't back with security. I wonder why nobody is coming to my rescue. This man is evil. He's posing threats blatantly, disregarding witnesses currently present in the room with us. A lump constricts my throat as he takes another step forward, eating up the little space left between us. And images from my wet dream about him last night suddenly flash across my mind, without any warning. My thighs clench and my insides warm up with heat.WHITNEY'You don't need to feel embarrassed about last night. You're my wife. It was bound to happen someday.'These were the last words Carl said to me before leaving me in his room—in a state of embarrassment and, perhaps, relief.I was utterly mortified by everything that happened last night, and I'm partly glad he reassured me when he noticed my unease.If you put aside the fact that he's a cold-hearted murderer, I think he's actually very sweet.The way he tended to me, cleaned me up, made me feel safe when I was completely out of it, and even kissed my forehead after reminding me that I'm his wife and needn't feel embarrassed about how I begged him to give me an orgasm last night—I swear I felt, and still feel, a sliver of affection towards him. I said a sliver.Because I still hate him very much. If we're being logical, after he brutally punished me last night, my resentment towards him has only increased tenfold.But maybe I deserved what I got.After all, I betrayed his trust
Ava's words hit me harder than I'd like.I've been mulling over what she said to me for the last two days, and my goodness, the guilt... The way my heart constantly twists with guilt each time I remember is starting to overwhelm me.I genuinely didn't expect her to come at me like that but I guess I pushed her to her limits when I kept asking about the same Carmen that I betrayed.I wish I had been able to say something to her before she left that day though. Sure, she has attended to me four more times after her confrontation, but I didn't have the courage to tell her my side of things and how her words have been making me feel devastated.I get that what I did to Carmen—and basically everyone else in this house—was wrong. But if they were in my shoes, wouldn't they have done the same thing?I was just trying to survive and return to the world I once knew. What exactly is wrong with that?However, I understand I shouldn't have done that at the expense of another person's trust.Carme
CARL"How many are they?" I ask my friend, Jake, as I blow out a thick cloud of smoke into the air."Thirty to forty," he replies. "They keep adding up every day, boss." He runs a hand through his shoulder-length black hair and sighs with exasperation.I assess Jake’s demeanor from where he sits across from me in my office. He’s tense and worried — probably about the outcome of this conversation.Some gang members we entrusted with our products have refused to pay what they owe. They keep giving me excuses about bad sales, yet they recruit more men daily. Crazy, isn't it? Especially since I know those men don’t come cheap.Torrell Martin, the gang leader, is probably scheming something — maybe a takeover, since he’s always wanted my position in the Bratva. I’m not sure, but I’m not about to sit around with my guards down.After a minute of contemplation, I instruct firmly, “Blow up their warehouse when they're still in it.” I inhale a lungful of nicotine as Jake's green eyes match min
Cece and I are already getting along pretty well. think she likes me — a lot. Maybe I can use that knowledge to exploit our friendship and get her to help me escape — without her realizing, of course. I think to myself as I pace the length of my bedroom.Then I halt in my steps and shake my head, uncertain if that’ll work.I'm thinking too desperately at this point. I need to get my head straight and think of something solid.Cause the more I delay, the worse it gets and the harder it becomes to escape. To escape him.I can't. I seriously can't endure this anymore.It’s been three days since that incident at breakfast. Also three days since I last saw Carl—can’t say I’m not grateful for that. Cece told me he went out of town for business again, but I suspect there’s more to the story than she let on.She triggered something in him, and maybe he just left home to clear his head, and also urges to deal with his sister for mentioning a name she probably shouldn't have.Cause after his ou
I watch, momentarily entranced, as Carl settles his weight into the seat, gripping the table’s edge as he effortlessly pushes himself forward to get comfortable, his aura thick in the atmosphere.My pulse quickens, and I can literally feel it throbbing beneath the tender skin at the base of my neck. My breaths hitch quietly nonstop — one after another. And I feel as though I'm going to be sick from the emotions tightening my chest.I mentally try to free myself from the trance, but it feels nearly impossible.No — I can't.Not with the way his gaze is now fixed on me — staring and taking in every inch of my appearance, or whatever it is he’s so intent on observing. His expression is unreadable, as usual.My fingers fumble restlessly in my lap, anxiety playing soccer and scoring goals against my composure.God, why do I feel so nervous?It’s just him here, no one else. I saw him last night, didn’t I?There’s nothing new about him — aside from the fact that he’s currently dressed in a w
I painfully look forward to the day when I no longer have to wake up to my cruel reality — being married to a man I barely know anything about.I look forward to the day when I no longer have to feel anxious about my safety or freedom.I look forward to the day I’ll wake up in my apartment back in Los Angeles, where my peace of mind reigns supreme.And until that day comes, I’m not sure I’ll ever be excited to experience a new sunrise — since I already know it’s just the renewal of my suffering and mental struggles. A fresh reminder that I’m still trapped where I’m not supposed to be, because of my supposed family’s betrayal.“Arise and shine, sleepyhead… Sorry, I meant sleepy wifey!”The loud, excited feminine voice shattering the tranquility in the room is quickly followed by harsh rays of sunlight streaming through, piercing my closed lids and nearly exploding my brain from the sensitivity.The fuck?My temples throb with discomfort as I groan and exhale.The scent of cinnamon and
My heart pounds with both elation and relief on our ride to the hospital. Ava clearly shares my emotions, judging by the grin etched across her face as she navigates the road."I told you this would all be over soon, Whit. Now look— Fuck, I'm so happy." She blasts the horn by accident, prompting me
WHITNEYI squeeze the key in my palm — the same key Devin gave me three days ago — trying to calm my fraying nerves.I've been feeling this way since my last meeting with Devin. Since I agreed with his plan to take down Carl once and for real. I should feel motivated that I have a reliable accompl
Gosh, I hate myself for this.I hate how much his intoxicating presence is affecting me right now.Against my will, my gaze lowers with dread as I'm unable to look him in the eyes anymore. My knees weaken as my mind replays the nightmare I had of Carl having his fingers scissoring me open.How I mo
I shake my head in disappointment as I listen to my mother speak on the other end of the phone. She sounds genuinely worried.She's relaying everything Ava told her about what’s happened to us in the last two weeks.Down to the part where we went to Carl's house for revenge for Jayden. Can you beli







