Samanta's biggest flaw was her impulsiveness. Because of it, she made so many mistakes. Like those she made for the boy walking next to her. Her temper made her act upon impulse and immaturity. So much so, that she preferred to leave with the man who broke her heart in a million pieces, marking her life forever, instead of facing her feelings for Dominik.
Pride was another one of her flaws.
Samanta walked hastily next to Alan, and she felt like this was some sort of crazy dream. On her right, her ex-boyfriend, the man she loved until madness, the one who broke her heart, her first time, who she gave herself away to and who intervened just a few minutes ago to save her from the scandal coming her way. She could not help remembering the times Alan was an amazing boyfriend, pampering her, being attentive and caring for her. The tough guy who never doubted stepping on anybody just to protect his girlfriend. If he had only been like that the whole time. Alan sunk himself into a world of excess and drugs, dragging her along with him. The results were catastrophic. It even costed them their baby's life.
“Was that Dominik Weigand, the footballer?” Alan broke the awkward silence.
“Yes” responded Samanta, keeping her eyes on the floor as she walked on.
“How long have you been dating him?”
“Not dating” she responded.
“Are you kidding? Had he had a weapon, he would have murdered me. There is something between you and him.”
“We met like two weeks ago” she muttered.
Alan let out a whistle.
»So? Is there a place around here where we could drink until unconscious?”
He shrugged.
“There a nice joint around the corner, I could stay with you for a while.”
“Fine.”
They both walked in utter silence until they reached the place Alan mentioned.
They each ordered a drink when they arrived.
Samanta got a large beer and Alan ordered a bottle of
water.Hours flew by and Sam had a beer after the next. She was not used to copious amounts of alcohol, thus, it only took some six beers for her to start running her mouth and acting improperly. The effects of heavy drinking unhinged her and she started letting out many things she had been keeping to herself.
Alan had no choice but to stay and listen.
It was the least he could do for all he did to her.
“Why did you do it?”
At last, after almost four years, Samanta had gathered the courage to ask that question. Alan felt his eyes water and he gulped to dissimulate the knot in his throat.
“I was a dumb brat” he responded.
“You said you loved me” she carried on.
“I panicked. I'm sorry.”
Samanta could not hold back a few tears. The pain was too big and it was a little hard to breathe.
“It was your child, too” she reminded him.
Alan put his head down and glued his eyes to the floor. There was nothing he could say. There were no words.
»I almost died. When I woke up, I learnt you were long gone.”
He frowned.
“Samanta! I never left. When I tried to find you, they told me you had been transferred to the Trinity Plus Healthcare, so I went there. When I got there, you were not there. But I decided there that I should take a step I should have taken before. I signed up for rehab, I realized I was not good for you. As a matter of fact, I was no good to nobody. And then I went away, as far away from you as I could, when I realized you had moved on, you were valedictorian and looking forward to go to a good college, I had nothing to do here. If I came back, I would have ruined your life again…”
Tears flowed from Samanta's amber eyes.
»I understood. I loved you, that's why I did not try to find you. That's why I didn't come back. You were better off without me. I was cruel, abusive, an awful person. You deserved better, you still do.”
Alan tried getting up from the table, but Samanta stopped him by gently grabbing his arm.
“Take me home” she asked.
He looked at her and smiled, nodding.
Alan paid the check and they headed out looking for a taxi.
Samanta could not grasp why she felt no hate nor disappointment for Alan, on the contrary, she felt pity and compassion. He made poor choices, driven by all the issues he had going on at home. Being the child of a broken marriage. An abusive father who used to beat his mother, left and abandoned them; a mother who sought refuge in alcohol to avoid reality. Alan pretty much had to raise himself, in the school of life. It was on the streets that he learned to stand up and fend for himself. Falling in love with a nice little girl like her shed a little light in all his darkness.
Sam couldn't take it anymore and was reduced to tears. They were too many emotions all at once. She needed to drain them out. Alan could not stop holding her and trying to comfort her. He understood perfectly, she was his first love, too. The first love is never forgotten.
“You're beautiful, Samanta.”
Whispered Alan, holding her even closer.
The spark in his eyes re-ignited.
He was alive once more.
Two hours and thirty-seven minutes went by. Dominik counted them all. He could not keep track of all the times he tried reaching out to Samanta, but it went straight to voice mail.“Damn it! She is not answering, Friedrich. God knows what could be happening to her” Dominik was starting to freak out.“Drop it already. She'll come back around…” said Friedrich.“No. I am going to find her. I know I will not get any sleep if I cannot settle this with her tonight. Besides, We will be off to Santa Clara tomorrow, I would like to say goodbye and tell her I will be back by the end of this month” Dominik stood up from the table and made a sign to the waitress. “Check, please.”“Sit down, Dominik! Stop acting like a fool. If you go after her right now, you will only be proving that she has you right in the palm of her hand and she will do with you whatever she wants. Keep some dignity, dammit!”“I must see her, Friedrich, touch her, kiss her… Shit! What is wrong with me?” He grabbed his head wi
Dominik and Friedrich arrived to their hotel. They were both walking fast, avoiding some paparazzi who were by the entrance. Ewald, who was sitting on a couch at the lobby, reading a magazine, sipping some coffee, saw them coming in. He got up and walked towards them.“Dominik, I just got a call from…” he didn't get to finish his phrase because Dominik gave him a freezing look and carried on towards the elevator without a single word.”What happened to him?” He asked Friedrich.“What we were fearing. He got brokenhearted” he answered, going after Dominik. He even had to run to catch up. “Hey!”“If you are coming with me, be quiet. I am not in the mood for a lecture” snapped Dom.“No need to treat me like that. This was not even my fault.”“I am very angry.”The door opened at the corresponding floor and they both went out the metallic box.“And you have every right to be…” agreed Treadaway.“I am an imbecile” said Weigand under his breath.“No. You're not” Friedrich tried calming him.
Monday morning came and sunlight reached Sam's eyes, who, hearing her alarm go off, let out a huff. She quieted the alarm with smack. She felt like her head was about to explode.Little by little she managed to get out of bed and got right into the shower. She took a quick bath feeling all the while as though everything around her was spinning. All of a sudden, flashes of the night before came to her head; her encounter with Alan, Dominik showing up to the bar, all those beers she drank, Alan kissing her…Her eyes opened in disbelief.«What the heck happened last night?» she asked.She went out the bathroom, dressed up as fast as she could, made herself a strong cup of coffee, took an aspirin and rushed to work. When, in reality, all she wanted was to stay in bed and sleep all day.She showed up to work and put on her uniform. She was a couple minutes late, but Gordon didn't mind. She noticed Carlos staring at her, decided to keep staring. He went out of his way to catch her eye, howe
3 days ago.Barracuda by Heart was playing in his ear buds as he ran as fast as his legs allowed, trying to drain out all those feelings, but he couldn't. His subconscious was doing its best to remind him falling in love was stupid. And there he was, acting the part. The scene kept playing in his mind time and time again. That guy kissed her. She allowed him.«Who is that?» The question rumbled in his head for the thousandth time. The same question he had been asking himself the past 12 hours.It was only six am and Dominik did his typical warm up before practice. Unable to comprehend how Samanta could turn his world upside down. He always procured keeping a distance from the women he dated. At that moment in his life, he could not afford to waste his time in relationships, emotional conflicts, let alone thinking about a girl who had a boyfriend already, or, at least, so he thought seeing how this guy smooched her outside her house.«Alan». He remembered the name. «Darn! Who the heck
On the corner of 448 Hill St, right in front of the Downtown, Alan waited for Samanta. He looked at his watch and saw it was 7:53 pm. His date would be there any minute. He told her they would be having dinner at the spot they shared so many times before. The Hill Street Pizza. Where Samanta had the pleasure of devouring all sorts of pizza. Her favorite, the Burrata Pizza. He smiled melancholically remembering that time, when they had just started dating and he loved taking her to dinner here. But in reality, his plan, that night, was another.Samanta always mentioned how she wanted to go to a specific restaurant, one of the most exclusive restaurants in town, and it was on the terrace of that very building. She longed to try those delicious looking dishes, prepared by culinary experts, and delight on exquisite cocktails. However, he never managed to land a reservation at the Perch LA.That night, he would grant her the evening she had always wanted.He fixed his waist coat and checke
The flight coming from Santa Clara, arrived to Los Angeles, at 7:12 pm exactly. Dominik got off the plane and called his sister immediately. She indicated she was staying at the Crowne Plaza, so Dominik headed there right away to change his clothes.First thing he did when he met his sister was to ask to use the restroom. However, , Karol jumped on him, holding him tight. Although they hadn't met in months and how much Dom loved his sister, he was not the type to hug people. His sister knew that, so it was always only her, adoring him like another one of his fans, and, she loved him. A love pure and strong. A love only an older sister who watched him grow, learn to walk and take his first steps could only feel. Karol saw the clear resemblance of their father in Dominik.After a couple minutes and a last minute reservation of the most exclusive spots in town by miss Weigand, Dominik and her left towards what would become an unforgettable evening.“How did you find this place?” Asked Do
Samanta couldn't stop staring at her sweaty, shaky hands. It was beyond her how in the world she agreed to come here, why she had accepted Alan's invite when all she could ever think about was Dominik.She shook her head and forced herself to focus in the present time. She looked around and a smile came to her lips. They were in the place she had dreamed of for so long.“Wow! I can't believe you landed a reservation here. What if I had said no?” She asked.“I would have been a fool eating by myself” he replied.Samanta laughed silently and Alan did, too.“It is just what I imagined. Stunning” said Sam, indulging in the beautiful sight of town.“The most precious part is right before my eyes” said Alan in a whisper and Sam blushed when she realized he was looking at her. “Sam… I…” Alan stuttered, while holding Sam's hand, who pulled her hand back right away.“Alan, please, I don't want to lead you on. I don't…” Alan set his fingers on Samanta's lips.“Shhh… Please, Sam, let me talk” Sa
While Karol conversed with the hostess and she looked their names in the guest list, Dominik grabbed his phone, tempted to text Samanta, but he refrained.The pretty lady who identified as Amanda, asked them to wait for 15 minutes while their table was ready. The Weigands agreed and headed for the waiting lounge. Regardless, the girl could not stop staring at Dom, wondering "Where have I seen that face before?" This went on for five minutes until she remembered. Her eyes opened up big like plates when she realized this was one of the biggest celebrities in every sense.Dominik Weigand was not only captain of the Germany football team and the one player who had scored more goals this season. He was a beacon between hot guys. There is a phrase: “Hotter than Dominik Weigand in his underpants” it was one of her most used phrases with her friends. She had to go up to him and apologize, claiming she had not recognized him. Dominik asked for her discretion, he did not want anyone else recogn