LOGINFlynn Cahallan
~•~ She was haunting me. That had to be it because there was no fucking way I spent two whole years at Northridge High without running into her, but for the past two weeks, I’d interacted with her almost five times. Was she trying to fuck with my head or something? I tried my best to stay away from her. I really did, but I also couldn’t abandon her when she was stranded. However, helping her once gave her the pass to talk to me freely and I really didn’t want that. I didn’t want anything from her. I didn’t want to be near her. If anyone had told me they’d be having a joint family dinner tonight, I’d have slept at the auto shop. Madelyn looked surprised to see me. Did she truly not know that Lucas and I were stepbrothers? Or was she acting oblivious as always? I let out a breath, dispelling every thought of her from my head. Being curious about her was not good for me. I had one year left of high school and I wasn’t going to spend any second of it on Madelyn. I dropped my bag on the table and removed my shirt, heading straight for my bathroom to take a shower. My thoughts immediately strayed to Madelyn. My jaw clenched at the reminder of her sitting next to Lucas. I didn’t know what she saw in that asshole that she was always beside him. I didn’t know what her parents saw in him that made them decide that he was a good fit for their daughter. After showering, I put on a fresh shirt and started to open my door, intending to go downstairs and find something to eat, but paused. It hadn’t been long since I lied that I’d eaten. The Vance family could still be downstairs and I didn’t want to risk running into anyone from that table. I was just about to close the door back when I saw someone turn the corner towards my room. I paused. I could hear her careful steps as she continued wandering and the logical thing for me to do would be to close the door and pretend I didn’t see her. But the logical part of my brain didn’t work with her, which was why I fully opened the door and leaned against my doorframe. “Are you stalking me, golden girl?” Madelyn jumped, startled before her eyes found me in the dark hallway. “I’m not stalking you.” She hissed, her cheeks tinged with pink. “And I have a name. It’s Madelyn. My friends call me Maddie.” I placed my hands in my pockets to hide my clenched fists. Her friends called her Maddie. “Seems that way to me. First you show up at my workplace. Then, my house. Were you looking for my room?” Her eyes widened, letting me know that I was right. She wrapped a lock of black hair around her finger, twisting it. “I was looking for the bathroom.” I rolled my eyes at her lame excuse. “You’ve been here multiple times. I’m sure you know there are several bathrooms downstairs.” Instead of turning around, she took a step closer. “You know I come here a lot?” I averted my gaze at that question. “Everyone knows you and Lucas are getting engaged as soon as you finish college.” “So,” she took another step closer, “why didn’t you tell me you and Lucas were brothers?” “We’re not brothers.” I spat out instinctively, not bothering to hide my disdain for him. “Besides, we’re not close enough to talk about our familial relations. Why don’t you go ask Lucas why he kept it a secret?” She scowled at me. “You’re so rude. Why can’t you just answer a question like a normal person?” “Why can you just say you’re interested in me like a normal person instead of following me around?” “I already told you I’m not following you around!” “So you’re interested in me? Ah.” “I’m not!” Her cheeks grew ever hotter. “God, it’s such a chore talking to you. Either you annoy me by staying quiet or you annoy me by talking too much.” I clicked my tongue. I hadn’t spoken this much to her since… forever ago, but it was fun to tease her. “I didn’t beg you to talk to me, golden girl. I’m sure your future fiancé wouldn’t be pleased if he finds out you’re talking to his—“ “You said you’re not brothers.” “Enemy,” I completed. “He’ll be pissed so you better go back downstairs like the dutiful little girlfriend you are.” Madelyn clenched her jaw, glaring at me. “He’s not my boyfriend.” She gritted out. It seemed like she hated the idea of being Lucas’ anything, but she was always around him so what was the deal with them? I blinked innocently. “Is that your subtle way of hitting on me?” “I am not—“ she cut herself off, taking in an exaggerated deep breath. “You know what? I’m not going to argue with you.” “Yeah?” “Yes.” She took a step back from me. “I don’t argue with people.” “Sure,” I said sarcastically. She turned around to leave, but paused before she could turn the corner. “What? Do you want to see my room?” She turned to face me, ignoring my words. “You respond to me outside of school but ignore me inside. What’s the deal with that?” A muscle in my jaw ticked at that question. She was the last person who could ask a question like that and I wasn’t going to grace that with an answer. “Go back to your boyfriend,” I repeated instead and without waiting for her reply, I went back into my room and closed the door. I expelled a sigh, pinching the bridge of my nose. Madelyn Vance was talkative and confrontational. She should have just gotten the hint that I wanted nothing to do with her but it seemed like she wasn’t going to drop it. She hadn’t changed much.Flynn Cahallan~•~“For someone who was so worried about being watched last night, you’re pretty brave coming out on your own.”Madelyn turned around at the sound of my voice. I could barely make out her face because our only source of light was the moon, but I saw her shoulders move in a shrug. “What can I say? My desire to see you overshadows my fear of being followed.”I shook my head. After a full day of ‘bonding activities’ and icebreaker activities that were a little too late for seniors, I was just getting ready to go to bed when Madelyn texted me to let me know that she was waiting for me by the lake.She stood up and approached me, only stopping when our feet were touching. “Hi.”“Hi.” I chuckled.When she didn’t say anything else, we just stared at each other until her eyes dropped to my lips.Before I could overthink it, my lips met hers. She made a small sound of surprise before she kissed me back, her hands finding the front of my jacket, pulling me even closer. I didn’t
Madelyn Vance~•~Flynn’s destination was a clearing with a lake. When I asked him how he found it, he stayed silent. Surprisingly, two chairs were facing the lake, making me wonder if he’d placed those there as well.Did he know I was going to ask to see him that night?He took one and I glanced at the other one before settling sideways across his lap, leaning against his chest.For the first time, he didn’t hesitate to wrap his arm around my waist.We stayed quiet for a while, just watching the water, but I’d never been good with silence so I broke it.“Can I ask you a question?”“You always have questions to ask.” He murmured.“Sue me for being curious about you,” I deadpanned, then added, “Actually, I have multiple questions.”“Shoot.”“Have you chosen what you’ll major in?”“What makes you think I’m going to college?”My eyes went wide and I straightened on top of him. “You’re not going?”“Mechanical engineering,” he answered.I let out a breath. So he was going. “College choice?
Madelyn Vance~•~[Me: Anna and I share a room and she snuck out to meet her boyfriend]I stared down at my phone screen, waiting for him to read my message. He did in a few seconds and it didn’t take long before he typed out a reply.[Flynn: so?]I shook my head. Of course, he was going to act oblivious. [Me: so you can sneak into mine. I’d go to yours if you didn’t have so many roommates]Unfortunately, there were more boys than girls in our class which meant they had to share a room in groups of threes and fours. The maximum number of girls in a room in our cabin was three.[Flynn: I am not sneaking into the girls’ cabin, Madelyn.]I knew he would say that.[Me: So where do you prefer we meet?]Flynn read the text but didn’t reply. Had I stunned him? Or did he just realize I was trying to get what I wanted by asking for something bigger first?When it had been a whole five minutes and he still hadn’t shown any sign of typing, my lips thinned. Was he really going to ignore me? If h
Flynn Cahallan~•~[Madelyn: do you have to put a bag on the empty seat beside you or will people naturally not sit with you because of how antisocial you are?]I pursed my lips as I stared down at the message.[Me: haha, very funny][Madelyn: just put your bag on the seat to be safe. I’ll wait for everyone else to enter before I do.]I shook my head and placed my bag on the seat next to mine.Madelyn seemed to enjoy sneaking around more than she’d like to admit. I didn’t know what exactly we’d been doing, but it had been this way for the past two weeks. She’d find a way to get close to me without anyone suspecting anything but she’d also walk right past me if she was with one of her friends or Lucas.I wasn’t entirely sure how to feel about it yet.For the school retreat, she made sure Lucas and her friends were on a different bus from us. Now, she wanted to be the last person to enter so she’d “coincidentally” sit with me.It seemed like for her, there was a certain thrill about sne
Madelyn Vance ~•~I fought the urge to bury my face in his neck like I did last night.Instead, I held eye contact with him as I spoke. “I don’t know. I think you should kiss me again just to make sure.”Amusement swirled in his eyes as he pulled back slightly. “I already told you, Madelyn.”“Told me what?” I asked breathlessly. He was still a little too close for me to think properly.“That you should take what you want.”Was he referring to the time he told me I could kiss him if that was what I wanted? I didn’t waste the opportunity this time. I wrapped one arm around his neck and pulled his lips back on mine.Flynn didn’t hesitate to kiss me fiercely and when we finally pulled back for air, my lips felt swollen. “Like this?” I asked coyly.“Mmh.” The vibration of his voice did things to me that I couldn’t mention. “You’re learning. Good girl.”I clenched my legs at those words and I didn’t miss the way his eyes dropped to my thighs. My cheeks were hot. “Even in public?”“Mmh?” H
Madelyn Vance~•~I swallowed, my fork hovering over the last bit of scrambled eggs. This was the most open Flynn had ever been with me and I wasn’t about to waste it, but now that he was actually inviting questions, my mind was going blank.“Uh, okay.” I set down my fork. “You’re going to answer whatever I ask you?”“It depends on what you ask.”My lips flattened into a thin line. “So an answer is not guaranteed?”Flynn shrugged.I let out a breath. At least, he was open to the questions even if I wasn’t sure he’d answer them. Where was I to start from? I looked around the kitchen. Right. “Why don’t you live with your mom?”“Legally, I do live there.” He chuckled. “I just stay here most of the time.”“Why?” It was much easier to live with his mother. I’d seen Lucas’ room. I was sure Flynn had one as big as his. Was he paying extra rent? Or was he able to live freely because he worked here?“Because it’s mine, Madelyn.” He paused. “Well, not yet, but in a few months.”My eyebrows furr
Madelyn Vance ~•~I’d thought it was hot seeing Flynn fix my car without asking any questions, but when it broke down almost nine days later, I wasn’t so impressed anymore.Luckily for me, it was a Wednesday. There was no cheer practice so I didn’t have to stay in school for longer than necessary,
Madelyn Vance~•~Somewhere between the first and second period, I decided that Flynn Cahallan was not someone I needed to be thinking about. He’d given me a ride. I’d said thank you. That was the beginning and the end of it and the fact that I was still thinking about ‘be careful, golden girl’ thr
Madelyn Vance ~•~If I thought Flynn Cahallan was a walking cliché with his tattoos, murder trap disguised as a bike, and his leather jackets, then I was even worse.I couldn’t even tell where they appeared from but two of my friends flocked towards me the moment I pulled over in the parking lot t
Madelyn Vance~•~I was more than happy when my parents told me I couldn’t attend the after-party tonight, as that was a good enough excuse to give to my friends for skipping it.I didn’t know why my parents didn’t want me to go since they didn’t care every other night. Still, they also wanted to s







