로그인Madelyn Vance
~•~ Flynn was an attractive guy, but that damn mouth of his. Talking to him always gave me whiplash. It was like my body couldn’t decide whether to be flustered because of attraction or embarrassment around him. I hated it. And he also didn’t know how to answer questions. It was the first time I was hearing him talk so much and he still couldn’t answer the important question I asked him. Was he trying to keep up his reputation of being a loner at school? Was that why he was quick to dismiss me that day? Or was it because he was in a bad mood? Then again, he did seem like he was always in a bad mood. Was he responsive this time because he was at home? Why had I never run into him? I’d been visiting Lucas’ house for more than a year. I knew of the existence of a stepbrother but I never even imagined he attended the same school as us because of how absent he was. Why did the two boys hate each other? Why did they pretend they didn’t know each other at school? God, I was so fucking curious about him. He was such a mystery and I wanted to peel out every layer of him, but I just couldn’t have a conversation with him without getting annoyed. “You were gone for a while,” Lucas said as I returned to the dining table. Our parents had left the table and were now in the living room, discussing their careers like they hadn’t talked about it a million times already. “Uh, yeah,” was all I could say as I sat down opposite him. I wasn’t about to tell him that I went upstairs to look for his stepbrother, but I also wanted to know more about this stepbrother. “So, you and Flynn?” I arched an eyebrow, trying to sound casual about the question. Lucas rolled his eyes. “Are you mad I didn’t tell you about him?” “I’m not mad.” I quickly corrected him. “Why would I be? It’s just strange that you’re sharing a house with someone like him.” “Tell me about it.” He scoffed like it was a bad thing. “You don’t get along?” “He’s an asshole who thinks he’s better than everyone else. How could we ever get along?” He asked as he stood up. “Want to go to my room? We can watch something while we wait for your parents to leave.” I didn’t want to watch anything. I only wanted to talk about Flynn, but I stood up anyway and followed Lucas out of the dining room. “We’re going to my room,” Lucas announced as we walked past our parents. “Keep the door open,” Diane said. I shook my head at that. They wanted us to date after we graduated high school, but they also wanted us to focus on our studies for the time being. For some reason, they still let us hang out alone. Were they testing us or something? I stayed quiet as we went into his room. His room was on the opposite wing of Flynn’s. Lucas’s room had its own living room. There were three couches, a coffee table, and a television with a doorway that led to the actual bedroom. The bedroom had two doors for the bathroom and the closet. It was huge and very extra. “He’s not home a lot, is he? It’s the first time I’m seeing him here.” I said as he turned on the television. “Who?” He spared me a glance. “Flynn?” “Oh. I don’t know. He’s always out and even when he’s not, he’s holed up in his room. We don’t run into each other.” “He never hangs out with the family?” Lucas’s eyebrows scrunched in confusion as he fully turned to face me. “You’re oddly interested in him.” My eyes widened. I’d talked too much and Lucas had caught on. “Uhh…” I should have just asked Flynn whatever questions I had. He would have annoyed me but I might have gotten some answers out of him. “It’s just weird imagining the two of you in the same family. You’re nothing alike.” “And thank God for that.” He muttered and returned to browsing through channels. I forced myself to stay quiet and not ask any questions. I didn’t want Lucas to think I was interested in Flynn. I was, but he didn’t need to know that. As Lucas found a random show to put on, my mind drifted to Flynn and I tried to put together all the information I had about him. He has a motorcycle, he worked at an auto shop, and he was Lucas’s stepbrother. He also mentioned something about spanking me but I pushed that to the back of my mind and focused on the appropriate things. When I first saw him at the auto shop, I’d thought he was working because he needed money, but he was Richard’s stepson. Richard was wealthy and Flynn wouldn’t need to work for anything so why did he know how to fix cars? I doubted Lucas even knew how to change a lightbulb. “When did your father marry Diane?” I asked randomly. Lucas gave me an odd look. “Two and a half years ago. Why?” I shook my head. “Nothing.” So Lucas and Flynn weren’t stepbrothers until two and a half years ago. Did they hate each other because their parents married each other? Or did one offend the other? Flynn was good at riling me up. Did he piss Lucas off on the first day of being brothers? “You’re being strange today.” Lucas chuckled. “Maybe I’ve always been strange.” I joked, hoping he didn’t push it. How could I explain to him that I didn’t even know what we were watching because I was busy thinking about his stepbrother? Lucas laughed, but thankfully dropped the subject, shifting closer to me to settle properly on the couch. Flynn Cahallan might not be interested in talking to people or making friends, but I was certain I could break down his defenses.Madelyn Vance~•~Flynn was an attractive guy, but that damn mouth of his. Talking to him always gave me whiplash. It was like my body couldn’t decide whether to be flustered because of attraction or embarrassment around him. I hated it.And he also didn’t know how to answer questions. It was the first time I was hearing him talk so much and he still couldn’t answer the important question I asked him. Was he trying to keep up his reputation of being a loner at school? Was that why he was quick to dismiss me that day? Or was it because he was in a bad mood? Then again, he did seem like he was always in a bad mood. Was he responsive this time because he was at home? Why had I never run into him? I’d been visiting Lucas’ house for more than a year. I knew of the existence of a stepbrother but I never even imagined he attended the same school as us because of how absent he was.Why did the two boys hate each other? Why did they pretend they didn’t know each other at school?God, I was
Flynn Cahallan~•~She was haunting me.That had to be it because there was no fucking way I spent two whole years at Northridge High without running into her, but for the past two weeks, I’d interacted with her almost five times.Was she trying to fuck with my head or something?I tried my best to stay away from her. I really did, but I also couldn’t abandon her when she was stranded. However, helping her once gave her the pass to talk to me freely and I really didn’t want that.I didn’t want anything from her. I didn’t want to be near her. If anyone had told me they’d be having a joint family dinner tonight, I’d have slept at the auto shop.Madelyn looked surprised to see me. Did she truly not know that Lucas and I were stepbrothers? Or was she acting oblivious as always?I let out a breath, dispelling every thought of her from my head. Being curious about her was not good for me. I had one year left of high school and I wasn’t going to spend any second of it on Madelyn.I dropped m
Madelyn Vance~•~The table was always set by seven as long as someone was at home. Even if my parents were rarely home, the staff set the table by the time it was seven so when I came downstairs by seven on Saturday and saw that the table wasn’t set, I knew something was wrong.“You aren’t dressed yet?” My mother asked as she walked past me.“What? Dressed for what?”“Dinner with the Mavericks.” She said in a matter-of-fact tone. “I told you last week.”“Oh.” She didn’t. If she did, I would have added it to my calendar. I wasn’t in the mood to go out for dinner, no less to Lucas’ house. All they did was talk about our grades, future plans, and their businesses. “What are you waiting for, Maddie? We have to be there by seven-thirty.”I expelled a sigh and rushed back upstairs, heading straight to my closet to find something that was both casual and dressy at the same time. I took the quickest shower known to man. It barely lasted five minutes and I hurriedly got dressed, pulled my ha
Madelyn Vance ~•~I’d thought it was hot seeing Flynn fix my car without asking any questions, but when it broke down almost nine days later, I wasn’t so impressed anymore.Luckily for me, it was a Wednesday. There was no cheer practice so I didn’t have to stay in school for longer than necessary, which also meant I wasn’t stranded at night.I didn’t bother getting out of the car this time. It wasn’t like I knew what to look for and what not. I just brought out my phone from my backpack and looked up the nearest mechanic on my phone. L.L. Auto was four minutes away so instead of calling my father, I called the number I saw on the website.Besides, I doubted I was going to get a response from my father. The man was always busy and didn't bother to check his phone whenever he was at work.“L. L. Auto.” A male voice said from the other end of the line when they answered. “How can I help you?”“My car broke down at—“ I looked around and rattled off the address I saw. “Do you have space
Madelyn Vance~•~Somewhere between the first and second period, I decided that Flynn Cahallan was not someone I needed to be thinking about. He’d given me a ride. I’d said thank you. That was the beginning and the end of it and the fact that I was still thinking about ‘be careful, golden girl’ three days later was simply a character flaw I’d have to work on.By lunch, I’d almost convinced myself, but then I spotted him in the cafeteria.He was at the end of a table near the windows sitting alone. I had a feeling it was intentional. His backpack was on the seat beside him and his earphones were plugged in. It shouldn’t have been surprising but I was taken aback anyway when I saw an open book in front of him.I got my food and immediately started walking the opposite way to my usual table.“Hey.”His eyes were stuck at my feet at first, then he looked up slowly, his lips twisted in annoyance. Okay, ouch.“Hey,” he replied noncommittally. At least, he replied.“I just wanted to say than
Madelyn Vance ~•~If I thought Flynn Cahallan was a walking cliché with his tattoos, murder trap disguised as a bike, and his leather jackets, then I was even worse.I couldn’t even tell where they appeared from but two of my friends flocked towards me the moment I pulled over in the parking lot the next week.Hazel and Anna were by my side by the time I opened my car door to step outside. “We missed you at the party last Friday,” Hazel said, linking her arms with mine.I let out an exaggerated sigh. “My parents think I should focus more on school now that it’s senior year.” I gave them the same excuse my parents gave me last Friday night, which I didn’t entirely believe, but it was too convenient not to use.“Maybe if my parents held me to the same standard as your parents did you, I’d be smarter,” Anna said wistfully.I rolled my eyes with a fond smile on my face, which lasted until Lucas’ car pulled in beside mine.“Are we mad at him?” Hazel leaned in to whisper in my ear as we st







