تسجيل الدخولI didn't sleep.
Couldn't sleep.
Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Kerry's smudged lipstick and Foxe's face in the dim glow of the car's interior.
By the time my alarm went off at six, I'd already been awake for three hours.
I dragged myself out of bed, showered until the water ran cold, and pulled on the most boring, professional outfit I owned—black slacks, white blouse, blazer that made me look like I worked at a bank. The kind of shit you wore when you needed to disappear into the background.
The metro was packed with the usual morning crowd of tired office workers holding coffee like it was stimulants, students with headphones in, and a guy in a suit who smelled like he'd bathed in cologne. I wedged myself into a corner and checked my phone.
June: Partnership finalized. Contracts signed. Shield arrives at 9 AM for briefing.
My stomach dropped.
He's coming here. To the office.
June: You'll handle the preliminary documents. Conference room reserved for 10.
Of course I will.
Me: Understood.
I shoved my phone back in my pocket and spent the rest of the ride trying not to throw up.
The Jeremy & Co. building looked the same as it always did. Forty-three floors of corporate excess in the heart of New Greenland's financial district. I badged in through the lobby, nodded at Mari the security guard who'd worked here longer than I'd been alive, and took the elevator up to forty-two.
My desk was exactly where I'd left it yesterday, buried under a mountain of paperwork, three different coffee cups I'd forgotten to throw away, and a sticky note from June that just said DON'T FORGET in his aggressive handwriting.
I sat down, powered on my computer, and pulled up the partnership files.
Foxe Shield.
CEO of Shield Industries.
Twenty-nine years old.
Net worth estimated at somewhere north of five hundred million.
Specializes in tech acquisitions and venture capital.
No social media presence, not even LinkedIn.
No scandals. No messy public breakups. Nothing.
The man was a freaking ghost.
The only photo I could find was a professional headshot from some business magazine article, and even that looked like it had been taken under duress. He was wearing a suit with a blank expression on and his dark eyes unreadable.
The same eyes that looked at me yesterday like he knew exactly what I was thinking.
I closed the file before I could spiral.
June's office door opened, and he stepped out looking like he'd slept even less than I had. His tie was crooked, something that never happened, and there were shadows under his eyes that makeup couldn't hide.
"Coffee," he said flatly.
"Already brewing, sir."
"Strong."
"Always."
He almost smiled. Almost. Then he looked at me properly and frowned. "You look terrible."
"Thank you, sir. You're too kind."
"I'm serious, Anella. Are you sick?"
No, I'm just having a mental breakdown because your fiancée is cheating on you with your new business partner and I can't tell you without losing my job and my brother's surgery money.
"Just tired," I said.
He studied me for a long moment, then nodded and disappeared back into his office.
I sagged in my chair and pressed my palms against my eyes until I saw stars.
My phone buzzed.
Melly: you alive?
Me: barely
Melly: did you talk to Jericho last night?
Guilt twisted in my chest. I'd meant to call him. I'd promised I'd call him. But after the alley incident, I'd gone straight home, locked myself in my apartment, and stared at the ceiling until my alarm went off.
Me: i'll call him tonight. promise.
Melly: he misses you. says PT is going well tho
Melly: also he asked if you're eating enough
Melly: which. are you?
I looked at my breakfast—a protein bar I'd found in my bag that was probably three months expired.
Me: define enough
Melly: ANELLA
Me: i'm FINE. worry about your patients, not me
Melly: you ARE my patient. emotionally.
I was about to respond when the elevator dinged.
And Foxe Shield walked into my office.
He looked different in daylight.
Less like the man I'd caught in a dark alley and more like someone who belonged on the cover of Forbes. His charcoal suit fitted to perfection, white shirt, no tie, top button undone just enough to be casual. His hair was dark, pushed back from his face, and his eyes were the same dangerous shade of brown I remembered.
He stopped in front of my desk, hands in his pockets, and smiled like we were old friends.
"Good morning."
I stared at him.
Say something. Anything.
"Mr. Shield." My voice came out flat and professional. "You're early."
"I like to be punctual." He glanced around the office, taking in the organized chaos of filing cabinets and motivational posters that June's assistant before me had put up and no one had bothered to remove. "This is cozy."
"It's an office."
"It's very… beige."
I gritted my teeth. "Mr. Jeremy is expecting you at ten. If you'd like to wait in the lobby—"
"Actually, June sent me to you." He pulled out his phone, tapped something, and showed me the screen.
June: Anella will handle the preliminary briefing. She has the files you need.
Of course he did.
I stood, smoothing down my blazer, and grabbed the folder from my desk. "Follow me."
"Lead the way."
We walked in silence down the hall toward the archive room which was a glorified storage closet where we kept all the physical copies of contracts and legal documents that hadn't been digitized yet. I could feel him behind me, too close, and my skin prickled with awareness.
Don't think about last night. Don't think about Kerry. Don't think about the emails.
I pushed open the archive door and flicked on the lights. The room was narrow, lined floor to ceiling with metal shelves, and smelled like old paper and dust.
"Everything you need is in here," I said, setting the folder on the small desk in the corner. "Contracts, financial projections, risk assessments—"
"Why are you avoiding looking at me?"
I froze.
What?
"I'm not—"
"You haven't made eye contact once since I walked in." He moved closer, and I stepped back on instinct, my hip hitting the edge of the desk. "Are you scared of me, Anella?"
"No."
"Liar."
I finally looked up, met his eyes, and regretted it immediately because he was staring at me like I was the only thing in the room that mattered.
"Last night—" I started.
"You ran." He tilted his head. "Why?"
"Because I wasn't supposed to see that."
"And yet you keep showing up everywhere I am." He took another step forward. "Makes a man wonder if it's really June sending you… or if you're just curious."
My pulse spiked. "You're delusional."
"Am I?" He was too close now. I could smell cedar and some expensive cologne that probably cost more than I can care to imagine. "Because from where I'm standing, it looks like you can't stop watching me."
"I was doing my job—"
"Your job is to be June's secretary. Not his spy." His voice dropped lower. "So why are you really following me?"
I lifted my chin. "Maybe I just don't trust you."
"Smart." He smiled slowly. "You shouldn't."
And then he moved.
One second there was space between us, and the next he'd backed me fully against the shelves, one hand braced beside my head, the other still in his pocket like this was casual. Like cornering women in archive rooms was something he did every Tuesday.
"What are you doing?" My voice came out breathier than I wanted.
"Testing a theory."
"What—"
He leaned in, close enough that I could see the way his pupils dilated when he looked at my mouth.
"You think you're clever," he said softly. "Sneaking around, taking photos, reporting back to June like a good little employee."
"I don't—"
"But here's the thing, Anella." His hand came up, fingers brushing my jaw so lightly I almost thought I'd imagined it. "You're not as invisible as you think you are."
My heart was doing something horrible and erratic in my chest. "Get away from me."
"Make me."
I should've pushed him, slapped him, just done literally anything other than stand there frozen while his thumb traced the curve of my cheekbone.
"You're insane," I whispered.
"Probably." His eyes dropped to my mouth again. "But you're not scared of me."
"Yes I am."
"No." He leaned closer. "You're scared of yourself."
And then he kissed me.
Seven years agoThe thing about being invisible was that nobody bothered to look at you twice.I learned that lesson my first week at Greenland State University, hiding in the third-floor men's bathroom of the engineering building because three girls from my calculus class had cornered me after lecture asking if I wanted to "study" at their apartment.They didn't want to study.They wanted the Shield family name. The trust fund. The future inheritance that Forbes estimated at somewhere north of two billion dollars.They didn't want me.Nobody ever wanted me.I was seventeen, two years younger than everyone else because I'd skipped grades, which only made everything worse. I had acne scars I hadn't grown out of yet, glasses that were too big for my face, and the kind of nervous energy that made people uncomfortable. My father had shipped me off to university the second I turned seventeen, too busy running Shield Industries to care that his only son had the social skills of a towel.My
It wasn't gentle.It wasn't sweet at all.It was the kind of kiss that felt like warfare. His mouth was claiming mine like he had every right to it, one hand sliding into my hair, the other holding my waist hard enough I felt my ribs bruising. And I—God help me.I kissed him back.Not because I wanted to. Not because this made any logical sense. But because my brain had apparently short-circuited and my body had decided that self-preservation was optional.His tongue swept against mine and I made a sound I'd never made before; it was desperate and broken and completely mortifying. He pulled back just enough to look at me. His pupils were blown wide, and he was breathing hard."That," he said roughly, "was not in my plan."I shoved at his chest. Hard. "Get off—""You kissed me back.""I did not—""You moaned."My face went nuclear. "I didn't—that wasn't—you can't just—""Can't just what?" He caught my wrists and pinned them against the shelf above my head with one hand. "Kiss you? Tou
I didn't sleep.Couldn't sleep.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Kerry's smudged lipstick and Foxe's face in the dim glow of the car's interior.By the time my alarm went off at six, I'd already been awake for three hours.I dragged myself out of bed, showered until the water ran cold, and pulled on the most boring, professional outfit I owned—black slacks, white blouse, blazer that made me look like I worked at a bank. The kind of shit you wore when you needed to disappear into the background.The metro was packed with the usual morning crowd of tired office workers holding coffee like it was stimulants, students with headphones in, and a guy in a suit who smelled like he'd bathed in cologne. I wedged myself into a corner and checked my phone.June: Partnership finalized. Contracts signed. Shield arrives at 9 AM for briefing.My stomach dropped.He's coming here. To the office.June: You'll handle the preliminary documents. Conference room reserved for 10.Of course I will.Me: Und
"You're going to accept the partnership."I said it like a statement, not a question, because I knew June well enough to know that when Victor Harrow asked for something, you didn't say no.June's fingers drummed against his desk. Once. Twice. Three times. The same rhythm he used right before he fired someone."Do I have a choice?" His voice was quiet."Sir—""He's sleeping with Kerry." June turned to look at me, and the expression on his face made my throat tight. It wasn't anger. It was something worse. Something painful. "The man Victor wants me to partner with is the same man who's been—" He stopped. Swallowed. "And I'm supposed to shake his hand? Smile? Pretend I don't want to—""You don't know that for sure," I lied.Liar liar liar."You saw them kiss.""That doesn't mean—""Don't." He held up a hand. "Don't insult my intelligence, Anella. I pay you for honesty, not comfort."I bit down on the inside of my cheek hard enough to taste copper. June Jeremy was a lot of things, but s
I made it three blocks before my legs gave out.Not literally—I wasn't that pathetic—but I had to stop and lean against a lamppost because my hands wouldn't stop shaking and my brain wouldn't stop screaming he knows he knows he knows.The wig came off first. I shoved it into my bag like it personally offended me, then the sunglasses, and I stood there in the middle of New Greenland's financial district looking like exactly what I was: a woman who just got caught doing something she had no business doing.Forever yours.The email signature burned behind my eyelids every time I blinked.Those emails had started four years ago, back when I was still in university scraping together tuition with that stupid fish stall and three part-time jobs. At first, I thought it was sweet; some shy guy who couldn't work up the nerve to talk to me in person. Then the emails got more detailed. More knowing. They mentioned things no one should've known. What I ate for breakfast. What time I left my dorm.
"Tell me what you see, Anella," my boss's obnoxious but alluring voice buzzes through my earphones. Apart from the bizarre fact that I'm spying on my boss's fiancée with her lover, I don't think there's anything in my life right now worth talking about.Well, there's the emails…Oh no, not the godforsaken emails."Anella, I don't pay you to zone out. I pay you to spy. Intel. Now." He repeats more insistently this time, and I can practically hear him drumming his fingers on that stupidly expensive mahogany desk of his."Apologies, sir," I reply in that cool but fiery tone I've learnt to master after working with the most intolerable billionaire heir in all of New Greenland for over five years. "They're still inside Café Mistral. Kerry's wearing that white Chanel coat you got her for Christmas. He's in a black turtleneck. They're holding hands across the table."The silence on the other end stretches so long I almost think the earpiece died."Holding... hands." June's voice comes out f







